Secret (GL) + Spoiler

Hang up over there.

She is avoiding her.Shen Juan found out.

She clenched the phone tightly, her body felt chills, fear and panic hit her heart, she was more afraid than ever before.

I have to find Xiaoge quickly.She thought that if she found Xiaoge, she would know everything.

She called someone to go home to see if Gu Shuge was at home. At the same time, she contacted Gu Shuge's classmates and asked them if she was at school.

But soon after school started, no one knew anyone, and Gu Shuge didn't like to socialize with classmates, so no one knew her whereabouts.

Shen Juan became more and more panicked, and when he was about to arrange for someone to look for Gu Shuge, a call came from his family, saying that the young lady was at home.

She drove home and went straight to Gu Shuge's bedroom.

Gu Shuge was lying on the bed with the quilt covering his whole body, with his back facing the direction of the door.

Shen Juan hesitated for a while, but she still walked over, approached, and she didn't know how to respond, she said, "You..." After all, concern prevailed, and she asked softly, "What's on your mind, what are you talking about?" Come out, let's figure it out together."

Gu Shuge pressed the corner of the quilt and refused to let go: "It's nothing, just let me stay quietly for a while."

She is rejecting her.Shen Juan was stunned in bewilderment, the panic became more and more obvious, and the mess in his mind was filled with pictures of Xiao Ge smiling at her in the past.

"I want to be with my sister."

"I just want to spend a little more time with you."

"I really have a very important surprise for you, and you will definitely like it."

"Let me follow you. If I don't make trouble, I just want to see you."

"Sister, you are so pretty."

Gu Shuge's appearance of being shy or smiling kept appearing in front of Shen Juan's eyes.

She felt as if her life was about to be completely destroyed.Shen Juan clenched his fists tightly, but couldn't make a sound.

After an unknown period of time, Gu Shuge lifted the quilt and came out.Shen Juan's heart tightened, and then he met Gu Shuge's surprised, bewildered eyes.

She thought she was gone.At this time, Shen Juan was still able to reflexively infer Gu Shuge's emotions from the details.

She wanted to fight for it again. She thought that maybe she was worrying too much, and Xiaoge had something else to do, so she slowed down her tone and asked softly, "What's the matter? Is there anything I can't tell my sister?"

As soon as her words fell, Gu Shuge looked at her, tears streaming down her face, her expression was mixed with disappointment, sadness and pain, her eyes were red and swollen, it was obvious that she had been crying for a long time.

Shen Juan wiped her tears, but Gu Shuge didn't dodge, she asked, "Why?"

Shen Juan's heart seemed to be bitten by insects and ants, at first it hurt densely, and then the pain was severe.She couldn't answer, so she could only wipe away Gu Shuge's tears.

Gu Shuge didn't ask any more questions, and she didn't avoid it either, with reluctance surging in her red and swollen eyes.Shen Juan couldn't bear to watch, so she covered her eyes, and then she felt Gu Shuge's eyes closed in her palm, and tears rolled down her eyes.

why?

Shen Juan also wanted to ask, but it turned out that she was the one who made a mistake.

Although she was helpless and distressed that night, she was not yet desperate.She wanted to have a good talk with Xiaoge when Xiaoge's mood stabilized.

She really likes her, can you give her a chance, if she can't accept it for the time being, she can wait.

But she didn't expect that such a soft little thing who followed her all the time and said to her "I just want to stay with you for a while", would be so merciless when hurting people.

She avoids her, doesn't appear in any place where she can appear, leaves early and returns late every day, or doesn't return at all, and never comes to the company to look for her again.

She finally blocked her at the gate of her school, she was walking with her classmates, as if she was going to play.

Shen Juan stepped forward, seeing the astonishment on Gu Shuge's face, she felt really embarrassed.

The relationship between girls cannot withstand deep thought.If you look closely, you will find intimacy everywhere, like love, but if you think about it more carefully, it seems that it has nothing to do with love.

Looking back on those intimate actions in the past, it seems that they were just heart-to-heart confessions between relatives, and she was wrong from beginning to end.

"I want to talk to you." She said to Gu Shuge.

Gu Shuge turned his head away, as if he didn't dare to look at her.Shen Juan was stabbed severely by her move.

When she kissed her that night, how disgusted she must have been, that it was difficult for her to face her like this now.

She lowered her head, almost begging: "Just a moment."

Gu Shuge, who didn't dare to look at her just now, immediately looked at her helplessly, and said, "Sister, I'll go with you." She was still soft, and couldn't stand her pleading, so she walked up to her, looking softly at her. She, as if she was completely undefended, trusted her completely.

Shen Juan bent his lips forcefully, and took her to a nearby restaurant.

They didn't speak along the way, and Shen Juan looked at Gu Shuge from time to time, but Gu Shuge always avoided her gaze.

When they arrived at the restaurant, they sat down, and the first thing Gu Shuge said was: "I plan to study abroad."

Chapter 39

There is a thick layer of snow outside the window, and I don't know when it will melt.

They stayed here for the fourth day, and it was not fruitless. At least they found an interview to test the effect of Shen Juan's blood on the soul body, and found a key hidden in a secret compartment, although they still don't know what it is for. , but it must be of great use to be hidden in such a precious and important place in this ancient and long-standing Sutra Pavilion.

But these harvests are far from enough, not enough to bring Gu Shuge back, they are still separated by yin and yang.

Gu Shuge was a little embarrassed.Shen Juan would probably think that she was weird when he suddenly touched her forehead inexplicably.She hesitated to withdraw her hand, but the touch of her fingertips made her very reluctant.

"You can do anything with me."

Singer Gu Shu trembled for a moment, then stopped, went to look at Shen Juan in doubt, wondering what she meant by this sentence.

Shen Juan didn't dodge to let her see, and put himself under her fingertips.Gu Shuge's fingertips moved, stayed between her eyebrows for a while, and carefully slid onto her face.

Yin Gui's soul and body have no temperature, her fingertips are cold and yin-like, but Shen Juan doesn't feel uncomfortable or afraid, on the contrary, he feels at ease, Xiao Ge is by her side.

She must be kept, Shen Juan thought, as long as Xiao Ge is willing, she must be kept, whether it is a person or a ghost, as long as it is her.

As she thought about it, the fingertips resting on her face slid down to the corner of her lips cautiously.Shen Juan's heart suddenly twitched.

But the fingertips left at this moment.

Shen Juan was disappointed, she resisted the desire to touch the place Xiaoge touched just now, and just pursed the corners of her lips.Gu Shuge lowered his head, as if he felt that he had done something wrong, looked up at her again with embarrassment, and clenched the hand that touched Shen Juan just now into a fist. dependent temperature.So she focused all her attention on her fingertips.

really soft.Gu Shuge thought, all girls are soft, but the temperature of Shen Juan's skin is not only soft, but also seems to be able to spread a layer of honey on her heart, making her feel sweet, the sweetness is like lotus root silk, sticking continuously .

She knows, it's because she likes her, so everything about her is so special to her.

Gu Shuge remembered what Shen Juan said just now, "You can do anything to me", and her heart became hot, mixed with guilt and guilt. Shen Juan probably didn't know what she wanted to do to her, so she dared to say this if.

Shen Juan looked at her, and suddenly asked, "What was the surprise you wanted to give me that year?"

"Xiao Ge, what is the surprise you want to give me?" At four o'clock in the morning, Shen Juan was leaning against the bed, with the phone by her ear.

It has been almost a year since Gu Shuge left.Shen Juan kept in touch with her all the time.

At that time, Xiaoge didn't think much of it, Xiaoge said to her coquettishly, "I really have a very important surprise for you, you must like it", all she thought was, after she confessed, Xiaoge will be very happy .And forgot to care about what the surprise in Xiaoge's mouth was.

After she left, she recalled the past relationship bit by bit, but she didn't dare to look back on what happened that day.

But the word "surprise" stubbornly struggled out of the memory of that day alone, occupying Shen Juan's mind, and she gradually began to think about what surprise was.She began to regret not getting that surprise.

Whether it's a gift or good news, it's all so precious.

She didn't dare to ask at first, but that day she was sick and was in a trance with a fever. When she heard Gu Shuge's voice, she couldn't control her longing, so she actually asked.

Gu Shuge didn't answer.

The breath in Shen Juan's mouth and nose was hot, the lamp on the bed was dim and dim, making people sleepy, and the sweltering heat in the late summer and early morning outside the window made people depressing.

Gu Shuge's silence disappointed her.