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Shen Juan covered her mouth, tears streaming down her face.She flipped through them one by one, and on the last one, it said, the seventh year of liking Shen Juan, I think there will be no end to liking Shen Juan.

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I can't write fast enough, but found the diary, can it be a turning point?

Forget it, Gu Youwei's little pink secret that has been hidden for many years has been discovered, isn't it sweet?

Chapter 69

Seven diaries.

From the young and naive 15-year-old to the early-grown 22-year-old who is in charge of the laboratory, seven years, more than 2000 days and nights, the word "Shen Juan" appears in the diary every day.

"When I grow up, I must marry her!" This is 15-year-old Gu Shuge, with his teeth and claws in his handwriting.

Shen Juan couldn't help laughing when he saw it, and the lines were full of trivial campus life, and from time to time, he would add words such as sister likes, sister doesn't like, what will happen if sister finds out.

"My sister was busy in the study until late, and she fell asleep on the desk. She looks so beautiful under the lamp. I almost kissed her secretly. I want to have her." This is 16-year-old Gu Shuge.

Why was Xiaoge so domineering back then.Shen Juan's smile deepened, as if she had returned to that year, when the wind was very light, the night was beautiful, the boy's song was full of vigor, and her eyes were always clear and focused.

Shen Juan smiled, but the tears fell even harder.

When it was dark, she returned to the apartment with the diary in her arms. She sat behind the desk, turned on the lamp, and read down word by word.

The diaries are thicker and thicker, and the older songs have more words. Sometimes they seem a little wordy, but they are very cute. She tries to describe the clouds she sees, and tries to describe the soil mixed in the spring campus. With the scent of leaves, I tried to compare her feeling to a cup of hot milk on the window sill under the rain in spring, the wind in summer, the sunset in autumn and the sunshine in winter.

The romance of adolescence is vividly expressed in her.

"I'm only 17 years old, but every time I see Shen Juan, hear her voice, and feel her warmth, I worry that the rest of my life is too short for me to love her well. I have to hurry up, and in Shen Juan's name Add in front, mine!"

Shen Juan seemed to be able to see Gu Shuge waving his little fist excitedly after a little melancholy when he wrote this sentence.

"My Shen Family." She recited it involuntarily. If these four words were uttered from Xiaoge's mouth, it would definitely make people sink.

Such happy and hopeful days have come to autumn, and the lines of sentences are shocking.

"I plan to confess to Shen Juan tomorrow, she will be very pleasantly surprised."

"I overheard my elder brother proposing to Shen Juan. She is not mine anymore."

"I can only leave, I have no other choice. But Shen Juan will be sad, she is so kind to me, I have an unreasonable desire for her, and in the end I have to use her kindness to hurt her. I really hate it Myself."

There were tear marks on the diary, the handwriting was blurred and dried, and several words had melted into a ball, making it impossible to make out, so we could only guess what the words were from the context.

Shen Juan didn't expect this to be the case, she read the diary from that period again and matched the dates one by one.During that time, Gu Shuge's sudden indifference and alienation became very clear.

Shen Juan reminisced repeatedly like a nüè, and Gu Shuge's face came alive in her memory.

She was sitting opposite her, not looking at her, but her whole body seemed extraordinarily alienated.At that time, she thought it was her who stole the kiss and Xiaoge found out, she couldn't accept it, so she stayed away.Thinking back now, the few times when Xiaoge made eye contact with her, the emotion in her eyes was obviously full of grievances.

But she didn't find out.

The late discovery brought only regret, and she couldn't make up for anything.Shen's family is heartbroken.

That night, she was dreaming of Gu Shuge, who was not what she was when she was young.

She turned into the appearance after the car accident, her face was smashed, and her face was so bloody that she couldn't see her face clearly, but her eyes were still so clear. With tears in her eyes, she said aggrievedly: "Now you know, I have always been Like you. We missed four years."

She changed into an unrecognizable appearance, but she was still so obedient that it made people feel distressed, and she didn't dare to speak out when she was wronged.

Shen Juan woke up with a start, her heartache turned into deep regret.

Regret is the most helpless and incomprehensible thing in the world. It hurts the heart, but it is powerless, like a vine getting tighter and tighter, like a fire that burns all the happiness in the rest of her life into ashes all over the sky.

If they hadn't missed these four years, what would they be like now?Shen Juan couldn't help but think about it, the more he thought about it, the more his heart was riddled with pain and numbness.

She sat like this all night, her eyes fell on the rest of the diary, she thought, read it after everything is over, at that time, she will have nothing to worry about, and she can slowly understand Xiaoge for the past four years How did it go.

At dawn, her eyes were full of red bloodshot eyes, but Shen Juan still didn't feel tired or sleepy, her body seemed to be shielded from all sensations, turning into an ignorant and painless shell.

Shen Juan packed up Gu Shuge's things.

These things now have a new collective term called Relics.

Shen Juan sorted Gu Shuge's belongings and put them in boxes one by one.She tidied up very carefully, a pair of socks, a cup, a towel, and a pen were not missed, and they were all placed neatly.

Although Gu Shuge likes simplicity and is very careless in purchasing furniture and some daily necessities, after four years of living, there are still a lot of items accumulated in the apartment.

It wasn't until nearly noon that Shen Juan had only half cleaned up.

Steward Ji came with her, checked the time, and brought her lunch.

The Western-style meal seemed very full. Shen Juan swallowed a few mouthfuls, but still felt nauseated. She prayed silently in her heart: "Xiao Ge, it will be over soon, no matter where you are, you have to wait for me .”

She muttered silently, and she managed to hold on, filling her stomach with something.When Steward Ji saw her, he thought she had cheered up, and was very relieved, and hurriedly said, "It's better to adapt to our Chinese food, and I'll make dinner."

Shen Juan nodded.

Steward Ji left, and he and his fellow investigators lived in a hotel not far away.

Shen Juan sat for a while, and when he was about to continue tidying up, his cell phone rang, and it was Lin Mo who called.

It was still early morning in China at this time, and when it was almost dawn, Lin Mo called at this time, there must be something urgent.And Shen Juan had told her that the only thing that contacted her immediately was Master Jingyun's trace.

Shen Juan picked it up, and the male voice on the other end was sober, without a hint of drowsiness: "Chairman, the several teams looking for Master Jingyun have clues. After he appeared in Xiaomeizhuang, he went west. Because he took the mountain forest, he lost They asked a few local people who had met the master, and they said that the master had mentioned that he planned to go to Wushan to practice Zen."

"Where is Wushan?" Shen Juan asked.

Lin Mo replied: "I haven't found it yet. The locals said they had never heard of this place. They went to ask the monks in some big temples to see if it was a Buddhist holy place, but there was no result. The monks in the temple didn't know. He That junior is still at your house, I want to ask him for advice."

This is the purpose of Lin Mo's call. The head monk of Guangping Temple is still in Gu's house, watched by two bodyguards.

The old monk was very knowledgeable and never struggled or made noises, so much so that some time ago, the armed police stationed at Gu's house for protection thought he was staying as a guest voluntarily.

Shen Juan said, "Go."

Lin Mo got permission, and was about to end the conversation. Before hanging up, he thought about it and said, "Chairman, the dead cannot be brought back to life. The living must always look forward." He followed Shen Juan, knowing her a lot I also know that she still can't let go of Gu Shuge's death.

So he guessed that the chairman spent so much effort to find the monk, probably because the monk has some skills such as transcendence.It was to ask him to do a ritual, so that Miss Gu's soul could rest in peace and have a good pregnancy.

"Yeah." Shen Juan answered briefly and hung up the phone.

She still hasn't given up looking for Jingyun until now, because she wants to know where Xiaoge has gone, whether her soul is scattered or she is reincarnated, there is always a place to go.She needs to know where Xiao Ge is, so that she can find her.

Shen Juan put down the phone and continued to sort out Gu Shuge's belongings. One by one, she picked them up very carefully in her hands, and then put them into the box.

After tidying up the living room, she turned to the kitchen.Gu Shuge's kitchen is very clean, probably only used for boiling water or making a few salads.

Xiaoge can't cook.Shen Juan looked at the kitchen, which was so clean that there was no trace of oily smoke, and a little smile appeared in his eyes, as if he had encountered something very cute.

She first put the tableware and props into a storage box.When holding a fruit knife, she accidentally touched the blade and cut her finger.The opening was not big, and Shen Juan's body perception was dull, so she didn't notice it until she subconsciously reached into her pocket to touch the talisman bag, and she didn't realize that her fingertips were wet.