Tomorrow can be expected + extra episode

"She thinks that kind of thing is beyond her control, and she cannot control it rationally. I am very glad to have you, Jiang Chen. Frankly speaking, I think you are special to Xiao Ting."

Lu Ran stared at Jiang Chen seriously,

"She has actually been in this state for two weeks, and it has become more serious every week. The doctor said that she may think about it every moment, as long as she is free. My brother-in-law and I came back this morning. She was outside on the terrace when we saw her. We thought she was still asleep, but when we came back we found...she was on the terrace...and she wouldn't let us pass at all. Then you came over. I guess, yes She called you, right?"

Jiang Chen silently nodded.

"I'm really glad that she is willing to call you at that time and ask you to help her."

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On the way home, Jiang Chen ordered many books on depression online.

She knew very little about this aspect before, and urgently needed to supplement relevant knowledge.

Orderable books didn't arrive until the next day, so she had to do some research online.

Jian Ting's medicine contains sleeping ingredients. Although Lu Ran has already had a preliminary understanding of Jane Ting's condition, Jiang Chen still wants to learn more.

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So far, the etiology of depression is not very clear, but it is certain that biological, psychological and social environment factors are involved in the pathogenesis of depression.

Biological factors mainly involve heredity, neurobiochemistry, neuroendocrine, and neurogenesis; psychological susceptibility qualities closely related to depression are premorbid personality traits, such as depressive temperament.

Stressful life events encountered in adulthood are important triggers for clinically significant depressive episodes.

However, the above factors do not work alone, and the interaction between strong genetics and environmental or stress factors, as well as the timing of the interaction, have an important impact on the occurrence of depression.

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"Is encountering stressful life events in adulthood an important trigger for clinically significant depressive episodes?"

Jiang Chen was lost in thought when he read this sentence.

Depression is not like a common disease that can be diagnosed. This disease may be caused by a variety of conditions, and doctors cannot judge it rashly.

But combined with the time when Jane Ting first fell ill, Jiang Chen may only think of one thing.

Mother Jane's death?

If this is the case, it means that in the next few months, Jane Ting was just a person supported by a gun under the clouds?

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Jiang Chen patted himself on the head fiercely.

She is so stupid!

How could Jane Ting be as indifferent as she appeared on the surface when such an important relative passed away?

But what is the environmental impact?

Back then, and even up to now, everyone kept secret about Jane's mother's death...

Jiang Chen suddenly thought of the sandwiches he made during the spring outing the year before last.

Did she do something wrong?

At the beginning, I should have asked Jane what happened...

But, can Jane hear it?

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This night, Jiang Chen couldn't close her eyes, and she spent the whole night searching for information related to depression.

Whether it is basic knowledge or sharing experiences of patients.

In short, she is willing to click on any webpage and give it a try.

During the day, her eyes became swollen due to shedding too many tears, and she didn't get enough rest at night. When Jiang's mother saw Jiang Chen in the early morning of the next day, she was startled by her swollen eyes.

Jiang Chen couldn't explain much to his mother, he just evaded it with the reason of graduation.

She hailed a taxi at the gate of the community and went to Xingqiao Community.

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On the way to Jane Ting's house, Jiang Chen received a text message from Jane Ting:

I am not at home.

do not worry.

I will treat well.

I didn't have time to wish you a happy graduation.

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☆、Chapter 144

The author has something to say: today's first update

Jane Ting is no longer in Xingqiao Community that Jiang Chen knew.

Yesterday, while Jane Ting was sleeping deeply, Lu Ran and Jane's father had a heart-to-heart talk about her condition.

The two stayed in Jane Ting's room until Jane woke up in the early hours of the morning.

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The man who was over half a century old had thinning white hair on his temples, and his eyes were bloodshot.

I lost my beloved wife a few years ago. Today, because of my daughter's suicide, I learned that my daughter had the first episode of depression four years ago.

Since his wife left, Father Jian has been focusing on other family members.

He thought he took good care of their only child, but he never thought about...

Countless remorse and self-blame made this middle-aged man shed tears in front of his wife and sister, and he couldn't help himself.

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Jane heard that today is the second time to see such a father.

Father Jian held her hand lightly and tightly.

There is a kind of warmth that spreads from another body to the palm of her hand and reaches her heart.

She gently stroked away the wet marks on the corners of Jane's father's eyes.

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In the early morning of the next day, Jian's father and Lu Ran took Jian Ting and left Xingqiao Community.

They simply packed their bags.

Since it was Jane Ting's request, neither of the two parents could refuse.

They moved to an apartment in Nancheng District.

That was another property of Jian's father in Beicheng in the early years.

The apartment has always been cleaned regularly by cleaning aunts, and Jian's father occasionally lives there because he returns late.

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After everything was settled and Jian's father was busy with breakfast in the kitchen, Lu Ran had the opportunity to chat with Jane Ting.

"Auntie, may I know why you want to move here?"

Lu Ran watched Jane Ting very seriously,

"...Is it because of Jiang Chen?"

In fact, Lu Ran already had a guess in his mind.

During the day, Jiang Chen had just come to Xingqiao Community, if it wasn't for hiding from Jiang Chen, Jane Ting wouldn't need to move at all.

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Jane nodded lightly.

"Ah."

She moved her eyes silently to the window, looking at the endless distance outside the window.

It was as if someone was there waiting for her, waiting for her return.

"I don't want her to see me now...and...in the future. Auntie, you know what kind of treatment I will have in the future, even if it's just medicine...it's too ugly. "

"Why don't you let her accompany you? I can see that Jiang Chen wants to be by your side. And... I think having her by your side is good for your recovery. You need her company , Those are things neither your father nor I can give you..."

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When Jane Ting first developed depression in the UK, Lu Ran had an in-depth discussion with the doctor about actively assisting patients in their recovery.

The care and company of family members, lovers, and friends, and everyone fighting together is the best active adjuvant treatment.

Leaving Xingqiao Community and avoiding Jiang Chen means that Jane Ting will only be accompanied by her and her brother-in-law for the rest of her rehabilitation. The two of them can only provide the care and protection of their families.

And judging from her observation yesterday.

No matter what kind of existence Jiang Chen is to Jane Ting, at least Jane Ting does not reject it.

People who can still think of at the moment of life and death, and salvation that can still be thought of.

Lu Ran was convinced that Jiang Chen was of great significance to Jian Ting.

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"She has given me the best. Hasn't she, Auntie?"

After 4 years, seeing such a pure smile on Jane Ting's face again, Lu Ran was in a trance for a moment.

She suddenly thought of Jiang Chen's love confession on the balcony during the day.

That kind of true and hot love, that kind of fearless and eager bravery.

Jiang Chen knew that they were at the entrance of the terrace at that time.

But the child burst into tears in front of them.

Lu Ran clearly remembered the mist in his eyes at that time.

She also remembers the tears she inadvertently slipped down.

Although she wasn't sure what Jane meant by "the best", but as one of the few witnesses at the scene, she seemed to be the clearest.

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"Auntie? I've always wanted to ask you, why you refused to return to China for so many years? England, is that country really your destination?"

Lu Ran was taken aback by Jane Ting's question. She never thought that the reason behind her settlement in England would be mentioned at this moment.

Many images flew into my mind immediately.

The images she thought she had forgotten but never forgot.

After so many years of cultivation, it was nothing more than self-deception.