cohabitation past

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"work overtime."

"Aren't you done yet? Have you eaten yet? Are you hungry?" Mother Gu asked.

"Eat it, the company ate it."

"Sister is back from vacation today."

After a long time, there was no response, "I'm going to take a shower, I'm very tired today." Gu Lan's voice sounded very tired, and Gu Meng leaned against the back of the door, not daring to go out.

A few days before the Chinese New Year that year, I don’t know whether it was Gu Lan’s intention or not. When Gu Meng came home for several days, she didn’t see Gu Lan at all. She worked overtime every night and went home very late. She didn't dare to stay in the living room until the New Year's Eve. Gu Lan had nowhere to hide. During the New Year's Eve dinner, she couldn't continue to eat with her colleagues outside. She had to go home. Gu Meng was always helping in the kitchen. Gu's mother cooked the New Year's Eve dinner. When Gu Lan came back, it was already meal time. Gu's mother couldn't help nagging, "Do you want to change this job next year? How can you let go at this time on New Year's Eve?" human?"

It was the first time Gu Meng saw Gu Lan after twenty days. Gu Lan didn't look at her at all, took off her scarf and went back to the room. Gu Meng didn't dare to call her. During the New Year's Eve dinner, the four of them finally got together On the table, the New Year's Eve dinner is so sumptuous that four people can't finish it, but which family's New Year's Eve dinner is for finishing it? Duck, fish, shrimp, meatballs, red wine, Gu Meng rubbed her hands vigorously under the table, Gu's father poured the wine, Gu Meng thought about what Gu Lan said that day, dared not drink, and took the lead to drink the juice by herself.

"Does Xiaomeng not drink?" Papa Gu asked.

Gu Meng lowered her head and shook her head.

Gu's father and Gu's mother first summed up everyone's gains and losses throughout the year, and then asked everyone what their wishes are for the new year. Gu Lan said very perfunctorily, saying that it is Gu Meng's turn to make more money in the new year At that time, Gu Meng didn't know what to say. She didn't dare to have any expectations for the New Year. She hesitated for a long time, and said the most commonplace thing, saying that she hoped that her parents would be healthy. Next, it was time to talk about her sister. She dared not Looking at Gu Lan, she temporarily changed her words, saying that she hoped that the whole family would be in good health. The New Year’s Eve dinner was very depressing. Gu Lan and her worked hard to maintain the family’s superficial harmony. Watching the Spring Festival Gala, I was quite distracted and didn't care about the tricks between the two sisters. Not long after, my mother brought two big red envelopes, one for Gu Lan and one for Gu Meng. Gu Meng thanked her, and there was a kind of Deliberately unfamiliar, Gu Lan took the red envelope and got off the table in a hurry, saying that she would go to set off fireworks with her friends later, but was reprimanded by Gu's mother, "No, you are outside all day, and you still go out on New Year's Eve. Stay at home tonight, you are not allowed to go anywhere, let off fireworks, and be with your sister."

It's okay not to mention Gu Meng, but when Gu Meng is mentioned, Gu Lan's whole face is gloomy, but on the night of New Year's Eve, Gu Lan has been filial since she was a child, no matter how uncomfortable she feels, she can't refute herself Her mother, she didn't say a word, she just sat on the sofa resentfully, that night, from the beginning to the end, she didn't look at Gu Meng.

Later, Gu's father went to buy some fireworks and came back. Gu Lan wasn't interested at all, but since it's Chinese New Year's Eve, she didn't want to make everyone unhappy. She wasn't very interested, so Gu Meng didn't dare to hide behind her father. , asked her father to set off fireworks, and the fireworks exploded in the sky and bloomed. At that moment, Gu Meng seemed to have a bad premonition. She was the one who could stay with Gu Lan that year. It was the last year, and then my father was a little tired, and he went back to the house with his mother, saying that there were still some fireworks left, and let Gu Lan and Gu Meng play. Gu Lan sat far away, not moving, for a long time, It was all silent, only the farther suburbs could be heard, the sound of firecrackers one after another and the fireworks in the distance. Gu Lan took out a cigarette from her pocket and lit it. It was something she learned when she was broken in love. Smokers, the family style does not allow girls to smoke. She looked at the door of the house, and there was only a crack in the door. She walked a little farther, feeling depressed, but the smoke was even more bitter. With the lighter that his father gave him, he lit up all the remaining fireworks. There were all kinds of fireworks. When the rocket shot into the sky, it made a funny sound, but Gu Lan and Gu Meng were both depressed. Looking at the fleeting fireworks, she felt even more desolate. Gu Meng bit her lips tightly, and put the lighter in her pocket. After the fireworks were over, she came to Gu Lan with a lot of words stuck in her throat. There's no way to apologize, and if you're going to apologize, it shouldn't have been done in the first place.

"Didn't I tell you not to step into this house again?" Gu Lan choked on the smoke for a long time before she spoke.

"I know, I have nowhere to go." Gu Meng tugged at her trouser pocket tightly.

"Nowhere to go?" Gu Lan turned around and stared at her. It was the first time in a long time that Gu Lan looked at her directly, although there was too much resentment in her eyes, "Nowhere to go, you Figure out your own way, you have nowhere to go and you can no longer stay in this house, are you worthy? How do you still have the face to appear in front of me for the things you did by yourself?"

"After this year is over, after the Spring Festival is over, I will tell my parents, okay? At least let my parents live this year well."

Gu Lan didn't say a word, she actually doesn't know how to smoke, but she also thinks the smell of the cigarette, she walked a little farther, snuffed out the cigarette butt, she panicked, and after a long time, she said to Gu Meng, "What are you going to say?"

When Gu Meng was asked, she never thought about it, who would want to think about such sad and desperate things?But she had to think, she couldn't tell the truth, she lowered her head, she didn't know why her love for someone would make herself a sinner, she was too scary, recalling what she did to Gu Lan that day, she was also afraid , She thought for a long time before she pondered, "I'll tell my parents that I'm leaving and go find my biological parents." Gu Meng let out a long breath, she no longer cared about her biological parents , since they have already abandoned her, then they have nothing to do with themselves.

Gu Lan didn't think about this reason, but this topic was asked by Gu Meng when she was young, and asked her if she had ever thought about who her biological parents were, what kind of people they were, and what kind of work they did. What is the reason, why she is not wanted, no one is not curious, only Gu Meng who was a child threw herself into Gu Lan's arms, shook her head, and murmured, "I only have one parent and one sister in this life, everyone else, It has nothing to do with me, my surname is Gu, and I follow my sister's surname." She rubbed herself against Gu Lan's arms, and Gu Lan shaved her face with a smile, saying that she was not ashamed, how could anyone follow her sister's surname, the past is too heavy, Gu Lan He took a deep look at her and went straight back to the house.

Standing in the cold wind behind her, Gu Meng opened her mouth, and didn't dare to shout out the word "sister".

Chapter 30 Chapter 30

That Spring Festival, the two sisters Gu Meng and Gu Meng had a particularly painful time, because Gu Meng had a late holiday and school started late, so she would spend a lot of time at home, but she and Gu Lan were too uncomfortable, and Gu Lan couldn't see When she saw her, she felt panicked. She survived the third year of junior high school, and Gu Lan left with her luggage on the fourth day. She is such a big person, she can't even restrict her social relations, Gu Lan actually didn't make an appointment with anyone, she bought a ticket at the airport temporarily, where could she buy the ticket, how could she have the mood to ask anyone out, everything was different that year Shun, her relationship was hit hard, and she never thought that her family relationship would hit her like a thunderbolt. She couldn't accept it. It was Gu Meng who made her lose a younger sister.

Gu Lan went on a trip, and Gu Meng finally breathed a sigh of relief from her despair. At least she didn't have to face Gu Lan's black face every day, and she even felt cold all over her body. When Lan came back, she stayed at home for a few days, with her parents. She organized the words in her heart over and over again, but she couldn't organize it, couldn't say it, and even said it in her heart, she felt so uncomfortable. Like digging out herself with a knife, and digging out the hearts of her parents, how could she be so blind-eyed, how could she abandon her parents to find her biological parents, she won't look for them, she just needs an excuse to leave this place home, leave Gu Lan, and let herself disappear from Gu Lan's sight.

She only said it after the first month of the month. She had to go to school when school was about to start. She rehearsed it countless times in her heart. In fact, she failed to rehearse every time. When she went to study, her parents would send her there. That time, Gu Meng didn't let her go.