cohabitation past

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It's too difficult, the snow in Lingcheng is getting bigger and bigger, it's so difficult that after so many years, thinking of that scene again, Gu Meng still feels that there are thousands of cotton wool stuck in her heart, even if she drinks more wine, it will melt away. not open.

Zhuang Sheng frowned, and she let out a long sigh of relief. Gu Meng's past was too deep and heavy. Even though there was a heater under the table, Zhuang Sheng still felt chills all over his body. Maybe that night, The night is too deep, the cold air is overwhelming, and everything in the world seems to be silent. Lingcheng was originally a small town, but at the end of the shop, there were only Zhuang Sheng and Gu Meng as guests, and the boss hid in the back room to watch TV. Zhuang Sheng sat next to Gu Meng, and finally understood why this young girl is so weak, and a person with so many things hidden in his heart naturally couldn't bear it. She didn't know how to comfort Gu Meng, so she just stroked her Touching her back once, twice, any words seemed pale and feeble, the warmth of the palm really came through the back, and the tears that Gu Meng had been holding back burst out of her eyes, and then it was impossible to clean up In these years, she seldom shed tears in front of people. Of course, she cut herself off, and she no longer has any acquaintances. She even cried very restrainedly. She only shed tears silently, and then the tears flowed more and more. Too much, she hooked her fingers to the corners of her eyes, but it didn't work. Seeing that she was too uncomfortable, Zhuang Sheng couldn't help but said, "Cry if you want to cry, it's better to cry out."

Gu Meng endured desperately, and after a lot of effort, she choked up and said to Zhuang Sheng, "I'm sorry, I made you laugh..." After she couldn't say a word, Zhuang Sheng seemed to be grabbed and twisted again , she couldn't hold back, and stretched out her hand to embrace Gu Meng. How could she say sorry to others even when she was so sad? Gu Meng lay on her shoulder, sobbing silently. Of course Zhuang Sheng understood that those Gu Meng couldn't The scene of telling it was written in her story. On the day she left her home, she still told her parents. The parents never thought about it, and they were caught off guard. In the article, Wenwen's mother has always been , along with Wenwen's growth, she was secretly worried about whether she would go to find her biological parents. Now that I think about it, that is the real feeling of Gu Meng's mother. The parents glanced at them, picked up their things and left. The parents were also completely confused. They froze at home. I just feel that the author's writing is too nuè. In the article, Wenwen went out of the house and walked a long way. In a remote and deserted place, she knelt down and kowtowed three times in the direction of her door. At that moment, Zhuang Sheng saw When I got there, I couldn't bear it anymore, and now, when I saw Gu Meng's face, imagining Gu Meng kneeling in that remote place, it was even more heart-wrenching.

What Zhuang Sheng didn't expect was that he thought it was just a fabricated story by the author, but it was her own experience. Sheng raised his shoulders, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and the wine he drank made his usually pale face turn red. It was too embarrassing, but this kind of embarrassment was shown in front of Zhuang Sheng, and she didn't let her How embarrassing she feels, maybe these days, getting along with Zhuang Sheng will make her feel that Zhuang Sheng will not be the one who laughs at her, and after all these years, the Zhuang Sheng who reads the text may understand a little bit in his heart Some of her people, no matter what, she was crying so bitterly on this snowy New Year's night in this strange town, it was not honorable, but she was a little relieved.

Can't delay the closing of other people's stores anymore, Gu Meng insisted on giving back the money for the drinks and paying the store back. Zhuang Sheng took her and hurried home. The snow in Lingcheng that night was so heavy that even Zhuang Sheng I haven’t seen such a heavy snow in many years. The night is too deep, the snow is falling silently, and every house in the small town has already closed their doors to hide from the wind and snow. Zhuang Sheng buttoned the down jacket and hat, and asked Gu Meng to button it, a little sorry, "Are you cold? I didn't expect Lingcheng to be so cold this year, and I asked you to bring less clothes. Don't freeze."

Gu Meng shook her head lightly, she was not cold, she drank a lot of white wine, her whole body was warmed up, and she kept such a sad promise for so many years, what is wine?However, Jiu Zhuang is cowardly, and for more than 1000 days and nights, Gu Meng asked herself countless times, even if she didn't drink that day, would she still treat Gu Lan like that?Gu Lan provoked her like that?She wants to have Gu Lan, even though it is an extravagant wish, does she regret it?She couldn't answer, but she was just a moth flying into the flames and put to death to be reborn. Although, she has no more children, and if she was put to death, she was really dead, but she has been hiding by Gu Lan's side, staying by her side like a younger sister, Would she be able to bear watching her get married and have children, or get girlfriends one after another, or watch her have sex with others on the bed?It was nothing more than a sharp knife to cut the mess and Ling Chi, but she was still wrong. The fault was not in the whims and emotions, but in doing those things without Gu Lan's consent. She made a mistake and she admitted it.For the following years of loneliness and helplessness, she deserved it herself, but she suffered from her parents.

That night, I was so tired from crying that Gu Meng fell asleep quickly after taking a hot bath. Zhuang's mother was afraid that they would catch a cold, so she made them drink a large bowl of unpalatable ginger tea before going to bed. can not fall asleep.

In the dark night, Gu Meng, who was not far away, was sleeping there in an orderly manner. She was so peaceful that she didn't even turn over. Zhuang Sheng felt a little guilty. She was always curious about the relationship between Gu Meng and Gu Lan. Even though Gu Meng didn't say that her sister was Gu Lan tonight, no matter how stupid Zhuang Sheng was, Gu Meng didn't need to say it himself. When talking about Gu Lan, Gu Meng's thoughtful expression was clearly her sister, but she said she was someone she didn't know. Gu Lan ran to the house to look for Gu Meng like a crazy person, fearing that Gu Meng would commit suicide, and sent her Going to Japan to follow, she used to jokingly guess whether they were old lovers who had turned their faces, but now it seems that yes and no, it is much more complicated than old lovers.

Zhuang Sheng sat on the bed and fell into deep thought for a long time. At that moment, she seemed to understand why Gu Lan went to Japan with her, but she just saw Gu Meng from a distance and left. The deep relationship and entanglement, Zhuang Sheng sighed in the dark night, she felt sorry for Gu Meng, but she also knew that love should not be too ordinary, but Gu Meng's secret love was too destructive, thinking about it, Zhuang Sheng felt a little bit wrong Taste, she is not a thoughtful person, if she likes it, she likes it, if she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it, but recently, in a daze, she probably feels that she is about to fall in love with Gu Meng, Gu Meng is so talented, and she looks so delicate Pretty, like a porcelain doll, she didn't think about it before, because she didn't know Gu Meng's sexual orientation, but now she knows, and she knows more about her past, and her relationship is afraid that it will die before she confesses it. Now, Zhuang Sheng sighed again for a long time, and bothered Gu Meng a little. If Gu Meng is usually awake, she should wake up, but tonight, she is too tired. She has been burdened with so many years of sin and past .

Zhuang Sheng didn't want to think about it anymore, she slowly slid into her bed, turned sideways, in the dark, she couldn't even see Gu Meng's face, and she didn't dare to touch him blindly, since it was already very uncomfortable to hug him in the morning. Embarrassed, for no reason, thinking of the spring dream that morning, she couldn't sleep anymore, tossing and turning, pinching her palms, it seemed that she was really lonely for too long, how could she have such a spring dream?

During the Spring Festival of that year, Gu Meng went to a strange city for the first time to celebrate the New Year. She stayed until the sixth day of the new year, and she had to leave after two days. Zhuang Sheng had to go to work on the seventh day of the first month. Sending them off, saying that they took a lot of things away, the two little girls, how easy they are to carry, I don't know why, reminding Gu Meng of her father, she is a little relieved, thinking that Zhuang Sheng is such a good person, naturally her parents are well educated In the past, she was also very lucky to have such parents who cared and loved her.

The next day, Zhuang Sheng went to work in a big entertainment company, but his mood was very complicated. She was afraid that the road would be too congested, so she got up early. She thought she was early enough, but Mao Ruirui had already locked the door. After they were all opened, Zhuang Sheng was still surprised, "Why are you so early?"