[APH Luzhong] Ivan Diary

Come, signal for Wang Yao to come in, then close the door and lock it, Wang Yao didn't even have time to introduce himself.

Wang Yao walked into Ivan's house.The furniture in this room is minimalist, except for a table, a box and three chairs of different shapes, I don’t know where I picked them up.However, there are quite a lot of sundries in this room. In the dim light, Wang Yao saw the stove made by Ivan's family, the labor tools and clothes hanging on the wall, the pots and pans on the table, and the pants being mended.

Natasha lifted the curtain on the wall and said in a low voice, "Brother, someone is looking for you."

Wang Yao walked carefully behind Natasha, and behind the curtain was Ivan who was sitting on the bed with a surprised face.

*

It's embarrassing.Although I am very happy that Yaojun came to find me, but this situation is really...

Ivan sat on the bed, Wang Yao sat on the head of the bed, Ivan blushed and stared at his twisted fingers, Wang Yao also remained silent, and Natasha sat at the table in the living room mending pants.

After a long time, it was Wang Yao who spoke first: "... Are you in good health?" He coughed lightly.

"Huh? Ah, it's all right, it's all good." Ivan hurriedly said with his eyes lowered.After saying this, he wanted to slap himself: Doesn't this make it clear that he asked for leave to escape reality?

Wang Yao had expected that Ivan would say this, so he nodded himself: "Then come back to class, you have missed the class. You don't have to worry about anything, just come back, it's nothing."

Ivan recognized the subtext of this sentence, and nodded indiscriminately.He secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart: It seems that we still have hope to go back to the past...

Wang Yao also felt a little more relaxed. He looked up at the ceiling and found a large piece of mildew and traces of repairs. He turned around and smiled softly: "Is that child your sister? It seems that you two look alike. It's not like that."

Natasha's beauty is completely different from Ivan's. If Ivan is a soft lake, then Natasha is the sharp ice floe on the lake.

Ivan glanced at Natasha outside the curtain: "Well, we are not biological. It's just that we have been together since we were very young..."

Wang Yao was silent.

Ivan suddenly remembered something, and showed an embarrassed expression: "Yaojun, my house is so broken, I have wronged you, and there is nothing to entertain you." For Ivan, the second shame is his own poverty. As a result, now, Wang Yao saw his unbearable side again.

Wang Yao shook his head, reached out and took down a small wild flower in a glass bottle on the window sill, spread it on his hand and said with a smile, "No, I like this kind of home very much."

Yaojun...

Ivan blushed and looked away: such a Yaojun, how difficult it is not to like it.

Once in contact, that person slowly bloomed like a flower, showing each and every beauty of themselves in front of others, and when they came to their senses, neither of them could control themselves.

But Ivan just smiled gradually: "Thank you, Yaojun."

Because, Yaojun is my friend, and Yaojun wants to be my friend.I also want to be friends with Yaojun, as long as we stay together forever.

——That's all right.

*

After Sophia returned home, Iwan's family sent Wang Yao away.

At the dinner table, Ivan was slowly chewing the batter soup. He raised his eyes from the bowl and carefully looked at Sophia: "...Sister."

"Huh?" Sophia put down the spoon and raised her head. Her face was full of unconcealable fatigue, but she still maintained a gentle smile, "What's wrong?"

Ivan put down the bowl, hesitated for a moment: "Sister, what do you think of Yaojun?"

Sophia showed a knowing smile: "Very nice boy, he cares about you very much."

"Really..." Ivan buried his face in the bowl, a little pride floated in his joyful heart.

"I don't like that guy." Natasha stared at Ivan in a muffled voice.

"But..." Sophia gradually clenched the spoon, with a worried look on her brows, "Vanya had better not have a close relationship with that child, that child belongs to the Ostrovsky family. Vanya Ya also knows something, things about that family... I'm a little scared."

"Oh..." Ivan lowered his head and replied in a deep voice.

——Because everyone says Yaojun is the son of a murderer.

*

Wang Yao went down the stairs and walked slowly to the street.It was already dusk, and the streets were empty. At this time, people gathered in the bar to drink, and the windows were lit with orange lights.

Wang Yao put on his hat again.He needs to cross this street, go back to the original fork, and then cross half a street to get back to his home.

It was thin and dark.

"Bada!" Suddenly, Wang Yao felt a small piece hit his back.

When Wang Yao turned his head, there was a stone hitting his right eye!

"Stay away from my brother!"

Wang Yao suffered from the pain and covered his smashed eye.Natasha was angrily holding a stone and standing at the foot of the stairs: "Stay away from my brother! I know who you are, and you are not allowed to come to my house again!"

After finishing speaking, she gave Wang Yao a vicious look, threw the rest of the stones at Wang Yao's feet, and "dendenden" went upstairs.

Wang Yao was stunned for a long time, but he couldn't say a word.

It wasn't until the sun went down that he covered his eyes and walked slowly to his home—the empty home.

There is still a long way to go.

*

Wang Yao: Is that your sister?

Ivan: Well, yes.

Natasha: Not my sister, I am my brother's fiancée.Married Married Married Married...

Wang Yao: ... (Your circle is really chaotic)

Ivan: (horrified) No! ! !

diary five

Ivan, you are a cunning fellow. ——Wang Yao

Rain on January 3

I really want to see Yaojun.

Today I suddenly thought, if friends can grow like crops, then I can have many Yaojun.

I want to hide Yaojun in the barn, only I know where he is, and only I play with him.

Nobody bothered us, just the two of us.

*

It has been raining today, from last night to today.

Ivan looked out of the window, there were small water stains like scratches on the glass, the playground was shrouded in misty rain, the scenery in the mist melted, and was suppressed by the flowing dark clouds, which made people feel depressed and let People feel the hazy beauty, perhaps this is the characteristic of a season, for some reason, Ivan also felt slightly melancholy.

Ivan looked at Wang Yao by the window. Today, Wang Yao had his hair tied up as usual, writing seriously in his notebook.

--as always?

Indeed, Wang Yao maintained his routine.

But Ivan's daily life gradually disintegrated:

It has been a week since Ivan and Wang Yao reached an agreement. During this week, the bridge built with great difficulty between the two isolated islands of Ivan and Wang Yao was slowly disconnected and collapsed, as if the whole world was falling apart. Breaking them apart.

The first is that the geographical location of the two people is pulled apart.Just changing the head teacher, the whole class has changed positions, except Wang Yao who is still sitting in his small corner by the window, but Ivan has been transferred to another corner of the classroom. There are six rows of people between them. Wanlian couldn't see Wang Yao's face clearly.

Regarding this arrangement, Wang Yao didn't say anything, only Ivan begged the head teacher many times before he was transferred back to Wang Yao's desk.

Immediately afterwards, Ivan found that Wang Yao was obviously alienating himself.Recently, every time Ivan invited him to play together, he would make excuses to refuse, and he would be absent-minded during the lunch break, and sometimes he would drive Ivan to find Torres.

Ivan couldn't understand Wang Yao more and more.It is obvious that Wang Yao was the one who wanted to restore the past at first, and now the one who alienates Ivan is also Wang Yao, what happened to him?

Ivan clearly knew that Wang Yao wanted to continue to be friends with him, but because of this, he didn't understand what Wang Yao was afraid of and why he no longer dared to touch him.

——Having said that, I was also at fault.

Ivan still remembers Sophia's advice and the teacher's impatient scolding: "What are you doing with that kid?!" The teacher's mocking and strange eyes stung Ivan, and he couldn't help but use strange eyes Look at Wang Yao.

It's a bad feeling, but it's not the most troublesome problem facing Ivan.

"Does Yaojun like me?" - This troublesome question lingers in Iwan's mind.He vaguely felt that there were some more troublesome and dark feelings contained under this question.Because of this problem, Ivan himself is often afraid of contacting Wang Yao, fearing that if he is not careful, his shameful heart will be exposed.

Because, for those who have already agreed to be friends, how can such problems and feelings be exposed?Fundamentally speaking, this kind of feeling is also a flower that bloomed by mistake, and it can only be crushed to death and let it rot in the stomach.

——Besides, such a beautiful phantom-like feeling, Ivan, who is still ignorant of everything, doesn't even dare to define it as "like".

If this is liking, liking someone is too heavy.

*

It rained until noon, and I couldn't climb on the roof to take a nap.

Today, Wang Yao is still absent-minded, even a little anxious. He forgot to take out the lunch box after the lunch break started for a long time. After Ivan reminded him, he anxiously threw Ivan a sentence "You can eat by yourself first", and then left the classroom by himself Disappeared in the hallway.

suspicious.Quite suspicious.

The noise of children was flying in the classroom, and there were students chasing and fighting in the corridor. Ivan slowly took out his lunch box from the bottom of his schoolbag, and glanced at the row of windows in the corridor from time to time. Birch trees, and a homing, wet hemp