Bamboo horse and bamboo horse grow up together

The man withdrew from the crowd with a gloomy look on his face. The wrench and tools in his hand were nowhere to be placed, and he hid them in his sleeves and walked back to the dormitory. Yu Wen saw all this, and he let out two breaths, trying to put away the guilt in his heart. spit it all out.

Yu Wen walked to the security room, Yang Fan curled up on the bed in the corner to sleep, his arms and back were completely black and white.The face of the old security guard standing outside the door on duty was completely tanned. When he turned around to talk to Yu Wen, Yu Wen looked at this face and thought of Yang Fan's Bai Jun's face in his heart, and he kept rejecting it in his heart.

Yu Wen returned to the dormitory after eating, the sun was at its strongest at noon, and it was so bright that he couldn't keep his eyes open. Yang Fan was standing in the pavilion at the door on duty, so he didn't have time to eat.Yu Wen called for two meals, but Yang Fan's meal still had meat under it, and the little girl at the vegetable window asked again, where did Yang Fan go?

Yu Wen thought, this little girl doesn't go out, as long as she goes out, she will see Yang Fan in the security room, won't she know by then?Looking back, if she knew that Yang Fan was behind the security room, she would also know the fact that she cheated for food in Yang Fan's name, it seems better not to know.

Yu Wen was lying on the bed and sleeping. The heat made it impossible to fall asleep, but there was nothing he could do. He had to be on duty at night, and if he couldn't sleep, he had the strength to work, so he had to force himself to sleep.

Day by day, there are no waves, no ups and downs, only stability, no hunger, no shower, stability with food and place to live, this kind of stability once again overwhelmed the motivation to study hard brought by the man when he left.

The day of the results has arrived.

Yu Wen got into No. [-] Middle School in the county with high scores, while Yang Fan's grades did not pass the cut-off line, and he was also assigned to No. [-] Middle School in the county as an art student.

When Yu Wenwen and Yang Fan went to collect the report card, they passed by their former home, which had long since lost its appearance and was filled with dust. Yu Wen stepped on the ruins under his feet and looked around. The appearance of a monk appeared in his mind. In the courtyard of Yang Fan's house, Yu Wen felt that something was missing, so he told Yang Fan that he was going to the suburbs.

Yang Fan sat at the end of the alley, it was a wilderness, where his grandfather and father were buried, where is the grave?Yang Fan found a small mound based on his own memory, took a shovel from the nearby construction site, piled the mound high, and then sat quietly in front of the mound, waiting for Yu Wen to come back.

Yu Wen came to the gate of the mental hospital again by car, and the security guard had changed. Was he dismissed by the hospital because he was too old? Yu Wen thought about the old man who used to be the gatekeeper. He often invited Yu Wen into the house for a drink. glass of water.

Yu Wen lay at the door, looking around in the yard, there were many familiar faces, they were all old, many of the patients Yu Wen knew with familiar faces were no longer there, and many strange faces came in, but even if there was no father, it didn’t matter , Yu Wen has long forgotten what his father looks like.

Yang Fan sat in front of the grave and said nothing. His father passed away less than a month after he came to this house. To be honest, Yang Fan couldn't remember his father's appearance anymore, but it didn't matter. He was lying in bed right now. In the coffin underground, forget the appearance, but it is good to know the place.

Yang Fan wanted to say something to the grave, but he didn't dare to say it. He was afraid that his relatives underground would be angry. After all, he was the only blood of the Yang family. Before he died, his grandfather held his hand and said, live well and pass on the family line.

Yang Fan didn't have any idea about the succession of the family, but these were the words of his grandfather before he died, and he repeated them countless times until he finally closed his eyes and went to sleep.Yang Fan remembered this sentence. He sat in front of his father's grave, not daring to face his grandfather's grave.Yang Fan wanted to say something to his father, but Yang Fan was afraid that what he said would float into his grandfather's grave with the wind, so he could only quietly look at the grave in front of him without saying a word.

Someone was carrying a camera to take pictures. Yang Fan saw him early in the morning. He was really a strange person. There were ruins here. What was there to take pictures of? Can't stop shooting.

The cameraman also found Yang Fan sitting under the big tree, walked over and smiled at him, sat beside Yang Fan, and asked, "How are you?"

Yang Fan pursed his lips shyly and uneasily, showing politeness. The cameraman looked at Yang Fan for a while and asked, "Who are you?"

"Grandpa and Dad."

"Sorry." The cameraman sat aside and expressed his apologies, but he didn't mean to leave. Instead, he asked, "Can I take a picture of you?"

Before Yang Fan could answer, the photographer raised his camera to take a picture, took out the pen on his chest, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, wrote down his phone number, and said, "My name is Han Yu, this is my phone number." , You can call me later, and I will give you the photo."

Yang Fan sat down and chatted with Han Yu. In fact, it was mainly Han Yu who was talking. Yang Fan sat quietly and listened. The people in front of him said that he had anxiety and couldn’t sleep every night. He wanted to come out to see the sun today. It's the first person he's met in a month.

Yang Fan didn't want to listen to the man in front of him who looked like a mental patient, but he didn't dare to leave. He didn't have a phone, so what if Yu Wen couldn't find him when he came back?Yang Fan was sitting in front of the grave chatting with Han Yu, it was his own land anyway, so what was he afraid of?Besides, father and grandpa were still watching, Yang Fan kept listening to Han Yu, saying some nonsense that Yang Fan couldn't understand.

Suddenly, Han Yu picked up the camera and ran out, knelt on the ground and took pictures of the sky. Before Yang Fan recovered, he followed Han Yu to the light. "Get up, you blocked the light." Han Yu reprimanded Yang Fan loudly, and Yang Fan was so frightened that he quickly backed away from Han Yu.

After Han Yu finished shooting, he came over to talk to Yang Fan. He said that he was just waiting for the light, and when the natural light hits the right position, he could take the picture he wanted.Yang Fan looked at the picture in the camera, it was ruins and barren, a sun occupied most of the picture, the shaking camera showed that the sun was swaying in the sky, Yang Fan couldn't appreciate this kind of beauty, besides the suffocating depression, he was still depressed, standing aside Han Yu looked at Yang Fan with joy and asked, "How is it?"

Yang Fan nodded against his will, and said, "It's pretty."

Han Yu patted Yang Fan's shoulder and said, "Thanks, let's cooperate another day."

Yang Fan felt that this person was inexplicable, but he still smiled politely, nodded, and walked towards the main road, Yu Wen came back after a while.

Han Yu looked at the back of Yang Fan going away, and remembered the boy in front of him. After many days, he developed the photo. Yang Fan in the photo was obviously not ready to be photographed. He was a little flustered and his eyes were enlarged. of instability.

Yang Fan in the photo looks at the camera in a panic, his eyes are blurred, fragile, dissociated, restless, hovering on the edge of instability, making people feel cold and alienated.Han Yu looked at the eyes and the slightly childish face that was not opened, and recalled Yang Fan sitting in front of the grave with a lot of thoughts, and he was still resting, and the emotions that had been accumulated for a long time burst out in his heart.Han Yu picked up the pen and wrote the story that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, and he did not put down the pen for several days.

Yang Fan and Yu Wen took the last bus and returned to the factory in the town. Yu Wen fell asleep leaning against Yang Fan tiredly. Yang Fan was motionless, looking at the scenery outside the car. I talked a lot, and I wanted to find a place where no one was around to talk about it today, but I ran into a nervous cameraman again, which wasted my time, so I had to keep my thoughts in my heart and wait for it to slowly self-sufficient. Digest.

It's the hottest time in July, and the workers in the factory scold the dog days while taking a shower. God is really blind, how can people live in such heat.Yu Wen took the basin to the bathroom to take a shower, and called Yang Fan: "Let's go, there will be no water in a while."

"It's okay, I'll go on duty for Brother Li later, and I'll go back later."

"Why do you go to be on duty for him at this hour every day, why does he have so many troubles." Yu Wen said angrily at the door with a basin in his hand.

"It's okay, he also helped me, you go, I will go later."

"Then I'll reserve a place for you, hurry up."

"No, I'll just go directly." Yang Fan sat in the room reading a book, flipping through the book and said.

It was the hottest day, and Yu Wen couldn't wait to fall asleep, but Yang Fan slept against the corner of the wall wrapped in a sheet every day, saying that there were mosquitoes in the room, and they would bite all over his body at night.

"Your skin is really delicate." Yu Wen sat on the bed and smeared Yang Fan with essential oil.

The balm essence in Yu Wen's hand was about to run out, he poured out the last drop, put it in the palm of his hand, and quietly inserted it into the bed sheet.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Do u wanna die."

Yu Wen just wanted to have fun, but he didn't expect such a thing to happen, so he hurried out to find water for Yang Fan.Yang Fan sat on the bed in pain, feeling that there was a burning stove under his body. He washed it several times, but it was useless. The pain was always accompanied by burning pain. What kind of feeling was that? The slippers on the ground were thrown to Yu Wen, Yu Wen took the slippers, smiled apologetically and treacherously, and came over to hand the towel.

Yu Wen froze on the spot, Yang Fan looked down, the two stood there rigidly, Yang Fan jumped onto the bed with the sheets on, pulled off the light cord, and shouted: "Sleep."