fear of intimacy

Are you kidding, the fryer is the H forum, can Zhou Xu not know?On the first day that the forum post was exposed, someone blocked the teaching assistant in the elective class. The most embarrassing thing was that Zhou Xu's signature on the back of the mobile phone case was caught off guard and exposed in front of fans.

[Discrete Mathematics]: Now everyone regards him as your unknown friend outside the circle. Some people ask him for your personal information, some ask for your contact information, and there are a lot of people queuing up with numbers and waiting to make connections. They all want to pass Zhou Xu knows you...I think, Zhou'er is usually not close to us, but now he is besieged by a group of ants like a piece of honey. Although he doesn't say anything, he must feel uncomfortable.

Chen Shu also felt uncomfortable. He had been careful to test Zhou Xu before, maybe the most annoying thing for Zhou Xu every day was to deal with the fans and the boss of Ai Ai.I am so stupid.

He went to ask Director Huang to post a blog to explain that Zhou Xu was just a teacher who supplemented the hypnosis course for him.Director Huang expressed sympathy for Zhou Xu's experience: "It's useless, Xiao Chen, you just proved that the two of you have a personal relationship. You might as well call on your fans not to disturb the ordinary life."

In the end, Chen Shu reposted Director Huang's explanatory blog post, accompanied by a vicious cat's paw emoji: If you gossip again, you may die if I continue this jio!

After more than a month of shooting, Chen Shu ushered in a half-day vacation. Under Xiao Peng's persuasion, Chen Shu picked out a piece of clothing that he hadn't worn at all, put on a face-fitting kini, a coat and a hat, and sneaked out. I found Zhou Xu.The facekini was bought by Xiao Peng himself and prepared for the Chinese New Year when he went back and forth to his hometown in Northeast China.

Li San said that Zhou Xu not only dared not come to school, but also dared not leave his house. According to the security guard’s reminder, there have been many suspicious people trying to sneak into the community recently. I don’t know if a classmate revealed Zhou Xu’s address.

The car couldn't enter the community, so Xiao Peng stopped on the side of the road and met Li San who was bringing vegetables to send him warmth.Wearing a hood, Chen Shu rolled down the car window and waved at Li San, which startled him, thinking that someone was calling him to rob the bank together.

"Brother! You are really my own brother! How dare you come to Zhou'er's house at a time like this! Aren't you afraid of being secretly filmed again?!"

Chen Shu pressed his index finger to his lips and even booed a few times but couldn't stop Li San's panic like a cannonball.

"Look at my bag," he pointed to his face, "isn't it tight? Who can recognize it?" He pointed to the shoes again: "I also wear a five-centimeter inner height increase. I'm sure my own father won't wear it." I dare to believe that my son can still run around when he is over twenty."

Li San said sadly and angrily: "The photo of you in our school was recognized because of your clothes!"

Chen Shu originally wanted to say that this dress was brand new and had never been worn before, but after thinking about it, he leaned over to the front driver's seat, took off Xiao Peng's coat and wrapped it around himself: "That's okay, the skin has been changed, I've gained a lot of fat." Really, the jacket was stuffed with a down jacket, and it looked a little fatter.

Xiao Peng was stripped down to nothing but a sweater, turned up the heat in a heartless way, and said to Li San, "We, Brother Chen, can't be persuaded, you have to cover him."

Li San covered Chen Shu's walk into the apartment door with his looking around and suspicious all the way. The apartment building of Zhou Xu's house seemed to have never been so lively, with frequent people coming in and out, Chen Shu couldn't help but heighten his vigilance.When I stepped out of the elevator, I smelled a strong pungent odor.

Chen Shu shrugged his nose in the hood: "What kind of smell is this?"

"Ammonia solution." Li San explained flatly.

The closer to Zhou Xu's house, the stronger the smell.Chen Shu faintly had a bad premonition.

On the door of the room, which was always clean and tidy, without even a small advertisement, it was painted with red paint and marked with a fork.

The paint has been half washed off and the writing is mottled.A half bottle of ammonia solution stood by the door.Perhaps because it stinks too much, Zhou Xu doesn't even want to bring it into the house.

Li San couldn't stand the smell either, so he knocked on the door holding his nose.After a while, footsteps came and stopped by the door.

Li San said: "It's me."

When Zhou Xu opened the door, he was startled by an unknown hooded person by the door, and looked at Li San: "???"

Li San got angry: "Don't look at me, that's your good friend and buddy."

Chen Shu struggled to take off the hood, and his hair was messed up. He looked at Zhou Xu's surprised and funny eyes, and said in a low voice, "I just came to see you recently..." He couldn't continue.

Zhou Xu seemed unaware of his voice-over, and asked the two of them to enter the house to change their shoes with a normal expression.

Li San was entrusted by Zhou Xuzhi to replenish his family with strategic supplies, and knowing that the two might have something to say in private, he put down the vegetables and fruits and prepared to leave. Before leaving, he asked Chen Shu if he needed to cover him when he left.Chen Shu shook his head.

"Okay, then I'm leaving."

Zhou Xu sent Li San out, and when he came back, he saw Chen Shu sitting on the sofa with his head downcast, his hair was messed up and he was not in the mood to take care of it.

"Why are you here?" Zhou Xu poured out a glass of water and put it in front of Chen Shu.

Chen Shu looked up at Zhou Xu, feeling very frustrated. Zhou Xu himself was just like his house, no matter what happened outside, the inside was orderly and orderly.

"You didn't tell me it was this serious."

Zhou Xu thought for a while: "Actually, it's okay. After you banned gossip on Weibo, no one blocked me at school."

Chen Shu choked for a moment: "...so you read Weibo."

"Li San showed it to me."

The two fell silent again.

Chen Shu breathed a sigh of relief, and buried his face in his hands: "I'm sorry, I really didn't expect this to happen." Saying sorry is too light, Zhou Xu never met this level of trouble before he knew him. Concern, chasing and intercepting are still tricky for ordinary people, not to mention that Zhou Xu is not good at handling interpersonal relationships, and he has never established a close relationship with classmates who know the basics.

He felt the sofa rebound slightly, Zhou Xu stood up, walked to him and squatted down, held one of his wrists and opened them, so that the two faced each other.

"Changes in relationships are bound to cause a chain reaction, didn't you expect that?" he asked.

Chen Shu looked at Zhou Xu's calm eyes, feeling unpredictable: "Don't you just hate this kind of change?"

Zhou Xu shook his head and said, "Never." He leaned forward and planted a kiss on Chen Shu's lips.

Chen Shu stared at him blankly, and Zhou Xu pressed his shoulders and pushed him to the back of the sofa.Zhou Xu exerted his strength, but Chen Shu's shoulders were numb from his pressure, and his back was deeply sunk into the sponge.His light-colored pupils reflected the lights, and his expression was focused: "I never hated building relationships with others."

It was a slow, jerky kiss.Zhou Xu closed his eyes, the ends of his eyelashes trembling slightly, like a boy trying to restrain himself, Chen Shu's hand lightly rested on his cheek, his thumb resting on his eyelids, and the trembling eyelashes were stained with a tingling itch that reached his heart.The warm tongue | Licking between the teeth, Chen Shu was so kissed that he raised his neck, felt a cool hand rubbing against the side of his neck, and his Adam's apple rose and fell in Zhou Xu's palm due to nervous swallowing.

Chen Shu put his arms around Zhou Xu's neck, pulling Zhou Xu to kneel on the sofa with one leg, and looked at each other very close with a little distance from the tip of his nose. Even the light dissipated in this small space, leaving only unspeakable words A certain kind of tacit understanding grows secretly in the silent place.

"Aren't you..." Chen Shu's wet lips touched again, and they fell apart instantly, "You promised me?"

Even in the face of an unprecedented new relationship that is about to begin, Zhou Xu remained calm: "Did you ask me anything?"

Chen Shu smiled and sighed again: "Isn't that right in the arms of the marketing account?"

"Ok?"

"My close friend of the same sex." Chen Shu said, and his hand wrapped around Zhou Xu's neck patted the back of his neck.

Zhou Xu sat down beside him: "Isn't it up to you to deal with it, big star. You dragged me into the pirate ship, of course you have to be responsible for the aftermath."

That's right, Chen Shu said with emotion, he deserves to be a high-achieving student, the logic is really strict.In an instant, he ignited the raging fighting spirit of being entrusted with important tasks. Various scripts such as anti-criminal control, commentary on love and freedom rolled through his mind, and Zhou Xu poured cold water on him: "The most important thing is, you It’s best not to come to school or look for me at home.”

The addresses of H University and Zhou Xu's home have been exposed, and Chen Shu will return to work in the afternoon, so it's really not easy to stay for a long time.Under Zhou Xu's complicated gaze, he put on his face-kini, put on his coat and hat, and looked left and right at the mirror in the entrance, and he couldn't even recognize who the idiot in the mirror was.

"Okay." Chen Shu expressed satisfaction.

Walking out of the threshold, the deadly smell of ammonia solution came over his face, and Chen Shu remembered the painted words on the door.He turned around and scratched the crack of the door and asked Zhou Xu: "Your home address has been exposed, why don't you live in another place?"

Zhou Xu asked him with speechless eyes where a poor student could live besides the school dormitory and the rent-free house of relatives.

"Move to my house, I'm also from this city." Chen Shu smiled.

Zhou Xu shook his head and shook his head behind the long and narrow door: "It's really big." He closed the door and refused to communicate.

Chen Shu even read it over to Big Dan to know what Zhou Xu was talking about. He opened his door and complained in a low voice: "Why do I think you're a bit boring? You were so cold before, didn't you?" Pretending to be a deceit!" No, it was too stinky, and Chen Shu was so smoked that he covered his nose and left.

After returning to work in the afternoon, Chen Shu met Xin Hong on the set, and was particularly concerned about the "close friend" storm on the Internet.Xin Hong is also a very experienced old artist. Knowing that there is no real hammer marketing account, he will not be able to play for a few days, so he just asked Zhou Xu, who had been picked up by the information, if he was okay.

"During this period, you will definitely be harassed frequently, and everyone will forget about it after a while," he added meaningfully, "But if you two are serious... there will be many such things in the future."

Chen Shu clicked on Weibo and followed an accidental comment by the owner of Aite into a mysterious settlement, and showed it to Xin Hong - he found a pair of hidden CPs, come in and eat sugar for me!

He is a high-achieving student from a prestigious university, a high-cold student with an online face; he is a talented actor who made his debut as a child star, and the younger brother of the nation with tens of millions of fans.He, with anonymity and Mo Xiang as his companion, is willing to be a diligent and diligent teacher; he, who shines brightly and attracts everyone's attention, is alone on the altar.

What kind of opportunity is it to let him put down the scroll; let him step down from the altar!In this lonely and cold winter day, only the fire of love is burning!I am willing to go to the strong enemy for you.

If you want endless love, I will give you a crown!

Narrate cpszd!

Xin Hong: "..."

Chen Shu was still afraid that he would not understand: "I, Zhou Xu, narrate, understand?"

Xin Hong was inexplicably silent for a moment, and found that he no longer understood this era: "... I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years."

Zhou Xu didn't know how he told Li San. According to Chen Shu's understanding of him, he probably didn't have anyone to share with.But when Chen Shu got off the night scene, he was so tired that he could pass out when he fell on the bed and closed his eyes. He took out his phone and saw Li San's 99+ news flow.

[Discrete Mathematics]: Zhou Xu's fear of intimacy should come from the frustration of his family relationship in his early life. If he didn't establish a stable and safe relationship with his parents and relatives when he was young, he would feel insecure subconsciously.

[Discrete Mathematics]: Childhood memories are very important for adulthood. Some fears of heights are caused by unsafe memories of being in a swing cradle in childhood.

[Discrete Mathematics]: Four typical types of fear of intimacy, Zhou Xu belongs to the post-traumatic syndrome of being abandoned.His mother, who loves him very much, suddenly left his youngest son away one day, which made him subconsciously establish an equation between establishing an intimate relationship and being abandoned and hurt.

[Discrete Mathematics]: Do you know what his mother said to him the most in the past?It is I love you.

[Discrete Mathematics]: I know that celebrities and ordinary people are very different and cannot get too close, but I hope you will not disappoint his acceptance.

Chen Shu read it with his head full, and found that Li San's speech was not ordinary.Some words seemed to lift a certain veil that was about to be hidden in his consciousness, and something vigilant behind the curtain was about to emerge. He closed his eyes with a headache, and the veil was firmly covered again.

Okay, he replied to Li San.

Chen Shu lay on the bed with his mobile phone in his arms, staring at his WeChat avatar for a while. "Tell a story" is the WeChat name he has used for a long time, because the input method always misunderstands his name as a statement.

He clicked on the basic information, changed a new name that he thought was very creative, ran to show off to Zhou Xu, and thought of a very reserved beginning.

[Tell a story to zx]: Why does your WeChat name look like a bunch of gibberish characters?

Look at me, look at me, do you notice anything different?Chen Shu waited anxiously like many ordinary people who wanted to greet and refused.

I didn't believe it for a long time.He remembered that it was almost two o'clock now, and Zhou Xu probably went to bed early.Well, he throws in the towel.However, before exiting the chat box, Zhou Xu's reply was long overdue.

[z6349426432622bslmx]: Zhou·I didn’t expect it, it’s not garbled characters·Syria

[Tell a story to zx]:? ? ?

【z6349426432622bslmx】: Throw away the beginning and end and pinyin, and input with nine keys in the middle

[Tell a story to zx]: ...

[Tell a story to zx]: ...

[Tell a story to zx]: Just tell me, are you boring? !

Chen Shu nestled under the quilt and grinned almost to the base of his neck.In the next second, he found that Zhou Xu's WeChat name had also changed——

【Listen to cs to tell a story】