fear of intimacy

Chen Shu's first reaction when he saw the new name was to giggle, but he panicked the next second.

[Tell a story to zx]: You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, pay attention to whether there are any spies in the WeChat contacts, it is so blatantly changed!

Zhou Xu sent a screenshot - there are very few contact lists with real names on them.

"Wow..." Chen Shu couldn't help sighing, "It's amazing, a caveman-level social barrier."

It was too late, and Zhou Xu didn't know whether he was awake or was awakened by the vibration of the mobile phone, and they both went to rest separately after chatting a few words.

The first thing Chen Shu did when he woke up in the morning was to persuade Zhou Xu to move out of his rented house, which was in danger at any time, before the incident of "close friends outside the circle" was over.

[Tell a story to zx]: The entire route from your home to the school must be blocked, and if you continue to live there, you are throwing yourself into a trap, do you understand?

[Listen to cs telling a story]: Then I go to school... don't I invite you into the urn?

[Tell a story to zx]: But the school has to go, but the address can be changed!And you think, isn't that your aunt's house? If something is done by ssf, it's hard for you to explain it.

Zhou Xu didn't reply, he seemed to think that what he said made sense, so Chen Shu added fuel to the fire while it was hot.

[Tell a story to zx]: You now need a new residence with a sufficiently secret address and strict security in the community to avoid the limelight these days.

[Listen to cs tell a story]: For example?

[Tell a story to zx]: For example, my family.

Zhou Xu sent a friendly question mark with rich meaning.

Chen Shu's fingers turned out to be doubled, and he quickly explained that although he is a local, when he often filmed movies, he was not in the local area, but a property was vacant, and he basically never went back to live in it. Remember what that house looked like.If Zhou Xu agrees to move there, he may need to hire a cleaner to clean it first.

[Tell a story to zx]: And there is the most crucial advantage, it is close to your school!

Before Zhou Xu could reply, Chen Shu was called to start work. Today, he was going to be on the street scene, and happened to be filming head to tail with the Republic of China crew next door.

Chen Shu met Ding Lan on the street. She was wearing a fish-pattern cheongsam with a slanted breast and high heels, her makeup was exquisite and she was in perfect condition.

"I've kicked that kid out already," Ding Lan said calmly, "The breakup statement has also been issued, and now we're going back to the road, and no one can get in the way." Ding Lan's boyfriend was originally One year younger than her, after this incident was brought up by Ding Lan, Chen Shu actually heard a little irony of "silly brother".

"But Brother Chen," Ding Lan said again, with doubts in his eyes, "I saw how your WeChat name changed today. What does 'zx' mean? Tell a story to zx?"

Chen Shu also reminded Zhou Xu not to be caught out by WeChat spies last night, he never expected to be exposed first from himself.He laughed dryly, and his mind turned rapidly: "This zx...zx is... yes, the truth! I want to say that fans only look at the surface and only want to believe what they want to believe. The truth has nothing to them It’s meaningless. Even if we tell the truth, people might not be willing to listen to it.”

Ding Lan had a misty expression: "Really?"

Chen Shu secretly broke into a cold sweat.

When Chen Shu was filming, Xiao Peng always waited by the side, serving tea and water to send warmth. He wanted to be ahead of the boss in everything, but today he received a strange order-Chen Shu sent him to the film crew and went to Gaoxin. A certain address on Dongyuan Avenue in the district to do cleaning.

Xiao Peng remembered that this house was bought by Chen Shu in this city, but because he was busy with work, and occasionally lived with his father when he was free, he basically never came here.

The furniture was covered with dust-proof covers, and the curtains were also tightly covered, so that no light was exposed. Xiao Peng choked on a few mouthfuls of dust under psychological influence before entering the door, and wisely took out his mask and put it on.

There are many cleaning procedures, sweeping the floor, wiping the windows and making the bed are enough for him all morning, not to mention Chen Shu also made some weird requests.For example, if you want to draw the curtains on the balcony, it is best to tie them up with straps; for example, leave a distance of one person’s width between the sofa and the coffee table, and put a few cushions;

Are you going to move back?Xiao Peng secretly complained about his boss, obviously before moving into the crew hotel so that he could stay in bed for a few minutes in the morning.

The video call rang the second after Xiao Peng asked the boss if he could return to the crew after cleaning.

[Tell a story to zx]: When someone comes, see what else he needs, and come back without you.

He didn't give him any time to be confused, and the man came right away.

It turned out to be Teacher Xiao Zhou.

Xiao Peng quickly unlocked the door of the unit and invited people in.Chen Shu's house has nothing to do with the celebrity mansions in Zhou Xu's poor cognition. It is about a hundred square meters, with two bedrooms and two living rooms and a small study room. what light.

Xiao Peng smiled and turned on the light: "Mr. Zhou, I didn't expect it to be you. Are you going to stay at Brother Chen's house?"

Zhou Xu gave a vague "huh", wondering whether the little assistant's surprise was the result of Chen Shu's tight-lipped mouth or a step that everyone knew well.The house has been cleaned and is basically livable. His eyes wandered back and forth between the balcony and the coffee table, and he noticed the curtains, cushions and oranges: "Did you prepare them all?"

Xiao Peng: "Ah, Brother Chen asked me to do it."

Zhou Xu smiled: "Thank him for me."

"A thank you is enough?"

Taking advantage of the short lunch break after the meal, Chen Shu listened to Xiao Peng's report very dissatisfied.

"Then what else do you want?" Xiao Peng didn't know where his brother and Mr. Zhou had progressed, and enlightened him from a fair and objective point of view, "At least I've lived in it."

"Did he really live in? Did you see his luggage?" Chen Shu asked.

Xiao Peng recalled: "...I didn't see it, he said he would go back and get it later."

"How long is it? Can he carry so much luggage by himself?" Chen Shu quickly made a decision, "Let's drive to pick him up tonight!"

This is not groundless.The first half of the filming of the female third in Return to Zero crew is over, and she will be away from the group for two months. Everyone plans to say goodbye to her at night. I just learned from Zhou Shuchu that Professor Xiang initiated a video conference on the other side of the Pacific Ocean.

It may be because the evening class time has passed, there are very few pedestrians on the campus, and even the street lights are turned on sparingly. A few lights are dimly hidden among the lush tree canopies.

They drove along Zhiyuan Avenue to the gate of the School of Psychology. Chen Shu didn't dare to get out of the car this time, and waited obediently with the car window open.

About 10 minutes later, he saw Dr. Cao walking out of the college building rubbing his hands, followed by Zhou Xu and Li San, and a few people Chen Shu didn't know.

Everyone seemed to be discussing something intensely. Zhou Xu lowered his eyes and said nothing. Suddenly, as if he had some kind of induction, he glanced at the black car parked by the roadside.

Chen Shu immediately gave him a smile, although he knew that Zhou Xu couldn't see anything through the anti-peep window.

The group of people started to leave in twos and threes as they talked. In the end, only Zhou Xu, Li San and Dr. Cao remained.Dr. Cao owns a car, and a Jetta at the door turned on its headlights in response. Li San followed him, and he wanted to pick up Zhou Xu by the way.

Hey, you still dare to rob my dart?Chen Shu considered whether to lower the car window to say hello.

Zhou Xu shook his head and walked towards Chen Shu.The two classmates stared wide-eyed at him getting into a car with an unfamiliar number plate.

"..." Zhou Xu looked at Chen Shu's hand on the car window button and was silent for a few seconds, "What do you want to do?" Hearing the tone, it might suggest that your skin is itching again.

Chen Shu retracted his hands back into his sleeves in a very spineless manner: "I want to take you home to pick up your luggage, hehe."

Zhou Xu's mood tonight was not as good as usual. Although he was expressionless most of the time, it was no match for Chen Shu's habit of observing and speculating.Fortunately, Zhou Xu is now used to sharing with Chen Shu.

"Xu Wendian found my mother's case, and she had a very high suicide risk assessment score," Zhou Xu said with a light expression, "The teacher is right, hypnosis can't make people behave against their will, she must be unable to bear it I can't stand a cheating husband, I can't stand a burdensome son."

Such a familiar sentence, it seemed that another voice had recited it in Chen Shu's mind.This is not the case, Chen Shu couldn't think of a reason to support it.

Zhou Xu seems to know what he wants to say: "Xu Wendian suggested that I take the role from another angle, for example, she has such a strong desire to commit suicide, what is supporting her to refuse to die, it may be the young child who is not yet able to support herself, and she needs to be careful. A family that lasts."

"He's right." Chen Shu said dryly.

Zhou Xu smiled: "But my father and I have always done wrong. I have never been able to forgive my cheating father, and I have never been able to forgive myself who did nothing at the time."

Chen Shu felt flustered and blurted out: "And your teacher, do you know what he did at that time?"

Zhou Xu was silent for a while: "The professor won't be back."

"The American Psychological Association is investigating him because of the problem of the use of drugs. Xu Wendian thinks that he may have used my mother to test the hypnotic effect of the drug and aggravated her self-suggestion intentionally or unintentionally, but these are just guesses. If APS If the use of prohibited drugs is found, he will face prosecution, and H University has canceled his qualifications as a master and doctoral tutor, and we will be assigned to other tutors."

Zhou Xu remained calm, as if he didn't care who his new mentor would be in the future.

For him, this could be regarded as an ending, although Chen Shu still felt very regretful.

"You make it seem like everyone is at fault. Do you want to live with this mistake for the rest of your life?" Chen Shu was a little reconciled.

Zhou Xu shook his head, and leaned back in his chair with a sigh of relief: "I have already thought of a way to make up for it."

He looked at Chen Shu and twitched the corners of his mouth indistinctly, wanting to smile but not confident: "I want to try to establish a long-term and stable relationship, and written cognitive correction may not be enough."

Chen Shu stared blankly at Zhou Xu, coughed in embarrassment, turned around and pretended to appreciate the night view of the campus of H University.After a long while, he clenched his fist against his mouth and curled up the corners of his lips soundlessly.

For a period of time after Zhou Xu moved into Chen Shu's house, Chen Shu didn't have a night show, and every day after work, he was eager to pack his things and go home.Xin Hong used various reasons to stop him a few times, for example, he wanted to meet you for a scene at night, maybe director Huang suddenly realized that he was not satisfied and wanted to take a few more shots, and when he got home so late, he didn’t have time to rest, he might as well stay in a hotel Forget it, and so on, with little effect.In the end, Chen Shu was kicked out by Zhou Xu.

"He actually said that my target was too obvious, and frequent trips to the crew and home would expose him to danger! What is this called? Is it me or him who took the most risks?!" Chen Shu complained dissatisfied.

Xin Hong rolled his eyes, expressing contempt for this kind of behavior of remembering to eat but not beating, and showing off after eating.

Chen Shu lived honestly in the hotel for more than ten days, and spent ten days in Caoying, chatting with his mobile phone all day long.Director Huang walked past him, rolled up the script and hit him on the head: "I know how to read the phone, have you memorized the lines?"

Chen Shu replied in a tone of 11 calm, but because he was too calm, it made people think he was joking: "Guard, you are in a relationship, don't make trouble."

In the last scene of filming, the crew went to the suburban hills on location. Xu Nanzhu had to track Zhang Bosi who was injured and escaped all the way along the blood trail. Finally, the two confronted each other on the edge of the cliff. Zhang Bosi gave Xu Nanzhu the last hug, but was shot by Xu Nanzhu Shoot it against the belly and fall off a cliff.

The shooting part will not be filmed until sunset, and the hot spring resort opened by Ding Lan's acquaintance is just on the mountainside. The crew invites the staff to relax for free.Chen Shu still chose the soup pond planted with rosemary last time, but this time there were many people, and several leading actors chatted in the soup together.

The steaming heat makes people feel relaxed and happy, and their thoughts drift away.Chen Shu thought of his feat of getting wet in the soup pond last time, and even felt strange to himself. He had not known Zhou Xu for long, and he had learned from Ding Lan, so how could he be so bold in probing.He floated up and down in the warm and comfortable water, thinking for a while, and attributed it to the fact that the city is too big and the fate is too shallow.

But if you give him another chance, he might not be so aggressive.

The sun is thinning on the western mountains, and the red clouds are everywhere.

Zhang Bosi dragged his injured leg and slowly approached the edge of the cliff. The sea of ​​clouds surged under his feet, and the abyss bared his fangs. He had no way to retreat.

There was a soft sound of falling leaves breaking in the woods behind him.The pursuers have arrived.

He coughed up a few mouthfuls of blood foam in his palm, and turned around slowly.

The setting sun coated Xu Nanzhu with a layer of holy light, making him look like a real god, coming to harvest his soul.

The first time he saw Xu Nanzhu, Zhang Bosi knew that this face was his invincible weapon, and he should be the most vigilant.Since when did I also fall into this beautiful trap?When death was approaching, he reflected sadly.

Xu Nanzhu walked up to him with no sadness or joy on his face, as calm as if he came to pick him up, only the muzzle of the gun in his hand was ready to spit out deadly flames.

Life continued to drain from the bright red thighs. Zhang Bosi was unarmed and felt more and more tired. He raised his hand with difficulty, and his arm was scratched by Xu Nanzhu's bullet with just one movement.Zhang Bosi gritted his teeth and swallowed a mouthful of bloody foam in his throat, and hugged Xu Nanzhu into his arms with the other hand.

He grabbed Xu Nanzhu's shoulder, turned his fingernails hard enough, and whispered in Xu Nanzhu's ear, "You are so ruthless."

His cheeks were suddenly wet, and he wanted to see whose tears it was. In the next second, the huge impact force from his abdomen made him step back, and he stepped on the ground.

At this moment of weightlessness, time seemed to stand still. Xu Nanzhu with wet cheeks, the blood-red sunset, and the mountains near and far away slowly moved away one by one.Exactly who was crying, his already blurred eyes did not see clearly until the last moment.

Sing Hong fell on the cushion.

"Cut!" The director beamed, "One pass!"

yeah!The staff high-fived each other.

Xiao Peng rushed up and wrapped Chen Shu into a down jacket, and wrapped him out of the set.A very familiar person appeared in front of Chen Shu.

Chen Shu was surprised: "Why are you here?"

Zhou Xu is still his usual cool guy with a scarf covering his face: "I heard from Xiao Peng that you finished filming today, come and have a look."

Chen Shu was very happy: "Really, what do you think of my acting?"

"Acting well..." Zhou Xu imitated Xin Hong's tone, "It's really ruthless."

Chen Shu looked at him for a while, then suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged him tightly, and said in Xu Nanzhu's tone: "Whether I'm ruthless or not, you don't know yet?"

Before he finished hugging, he heard Xin Hong click his tongue sourly behind his back.

Zhou Xu coughed dryly, and took a step back, even though he was covered with a scarf, he couldn't tell if he was a little embarrassed.

"Pack up your things quickly and go back to the hotel." Xin Hong reminded without looking at Zhou Xu.

However, Chen Shu took Zhou Xu's hand: "What hotel are you going back to? I've been in the house since today." Zhou Xu smiled with his scarf covered.

Zhou Xu lived in Chen Shu's house for more than a month. The house was as it was when it came, and it is now as it is now. Chen Shu couldn't help but think of Zhou Xu's aunt's house.

He didn't even have time to change his slippers when he entered the door, and grabbed Zhou Xu's collar and asked, "Are you still thinking about leaving! Are you lying to me by saying that you want to build a long-term relationship!"

Zhou Xu was forced to lean against the shoe cabinet, and said helplessly, "Aren't you hungry at this late hour? I have all the dishes in the kitchen washed."

Ouch, there is something to eat!

Chen Shu grabbed his collar and leaned forward to give Zhou Xu a kiss.

Today's dinner has pork rib soup with orange peel.The tangerines that Zhou Xu peeled all winter are here.

Drain the pork ribs that have been boiled in boiling water, then put them into the boiling water pot, pour a little cooking wine and a few drops of white vinegar, the light milky white soup is rolled, and the pork ribs look very soft and elastic when you look at it between the spoons.Put in an appropriate amount of orange peel, bring to a boil over high heat, and the fresh orange fragrance will suddenly spread out, diluting the greasy meat.Add enoki mushrooms over low heat and season with salt.The kitchen suddenly became warm and inviting.

Chen Shu stood by with a few oranges in his pocket, watching and peeling the oranges to eat. He ate half of the oranges and wanted to feed half to Zhou Xu.

Zhou Xu always avoids it, and persuades the kindergarten children in a tone: "Isn't it good to support yourself? If I want to eat, I can peel it myself."

"What's wrong with peeling oranges for your boyfriend? Haven't you ever seen someone fall in love?"

"...Can you focus on yourself?"

Yes, Zhou Xu, I made a celebrity boyfriend, and even learned the language of the fan circle.

"And I think you can't fill up the progress bar at once," Zhou Xu added, "If you fill it up, you won't be able to enjoy the process."

Chen Shu threw the remaining half of the orange into his mouth, watched the white pork ribs entangled with the gradually soft Flammulina velutipes in the fragrance of the orange, and asked Zhou Xu loudly in the pyrotechnic noise of the range hood: "When will it be full?!"

Zhou Xu was affected, and unconsciously raised the volume, and was sucked into the range hood together with the strong aroma of the churning pork rib soup, leading to the final ending of every window in the city buildings.

"Take your time, the days are still long!"

The author has something to say: Intimacy Fear is so short that it cannot be any shorter. There are flaws in the rhythm and plot. I am very sorry. Please bear with me. The next book will be improved, thank you