when i used to love you

For the next few days, I basically spent with Zhiyu in Zhiyu's ward.Or talk about the current situation in the past few years, of course there are some fabricated things; or talk about what is there, the atmosphere is relaxed for a long time.I can't help but think back to high school, we used to go to the cafe next to the school, order a drink, and sit for a long time.

On this day, I still came to Zhiyu's ward early on crutches.The still aching legs did not suppress the joyful expectation in my heart.Although I know that such happiness is nothing more than a mirror image, I still greedily grasp it, like drinking poison to quench my thirst.

As soon as I entered the ward, I saw Zhiyu.He was wearing a casual outfit, a white T-shirt and black trousers, the tip of his hair was slightly raised, and his skin was warm and fair, just like when we first saw him.

"Brother, let's go out today!" Zhiyu threw a heavy bomb unexpectedly, which almost blew my heart away.I swallowed hard and said, "Zhiyu, your injury hasn't healed yet..."

"It's been more than two weeks, how could it be bad? And..." Zhiyu suddenly calmed down, and said, "I feel strange here... It seems that I will be very uneasy if I don't go back to our high school... ..."

Listening to Zhiyu's words, I have mixed feelings.Indeed, as soon as I opened my eyes, I found that I had arrived inexplicably for several years, and was still lying on a hospital bed covered in pain, with no one I knew around... I actually ignored Zhiyu's feelings...

I was only silent for a few seconds, then raised my head, threw off my crutches, jumped on the spot, and said to Zhiyu proudly: "Don't underestimate people, I'm not hurt as badly as you. It’s good! It’s just that it feels so good to stay in the hospital bed and do nothing, and it’s hard to give up for a while!”

"Really? Is it really possible?" Zhiyu's eyes lit up for a moment, as if he was about to fly out impatiently.I nodded and showed a big smile: "That's natural!"

So I secretly took two sets of white coats and masks from the office, and Zhiyu and I made some preparations. After taking some simple things, we walked out of the ward openly.

"Brother, I didn't expect you to do such a thing!" Through the mask, Zhiyu's chuckling voice brushed past my ears.I just felt numbness in my ears, coughed a few times in a hurry, and said, "What do you mean I would do this kind of thing? If it weren't for you, a restless patient, would I, the angel in white who saved lives and healed the wounded, be reduced to this level?" ?”

"Brother, you are so funny..." Zhiyu struggled to hold back a smile, her shoulders kept shrugging.I looked at his exposed eyes bent into crescent moons, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help but rise slightly.

So, we two "fugitives" sneaked all the way to the train station and booked a ticket for an hour later.After an hour of waiting, we got on the train.When I heard the sound of the train starting, my heart suddenly brightened for some reason.It was as if a boulder had disappeared out of thin air.I let out a long breath, and even my legs didn't seem to hurt so much.

"Brother, brother, we're here, wake up quickly." I opened my eyes in confusion, and what I saw was Zhiyu's bright eyes.I woke up in an instant and saw the dark sky outside.

"I, am I asleep?" I touched my nose in embarrassment.

"Not only that? You have been asleep all the way! The train is so bumpy that you can sit and fall asleep?" Zhiyu feigned anger, but his expression softened quickly, "But you must be tired, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's my unreasonable request..."

"No, no..." I hurriedly waved my hands.

We got out of the car.The moment I stepped on the ground, I felt like returning to my hometown.Although I have not returned for many years, although there is no place for me to go back here, although everything here is not the same as before... But I feel that the air here seems to be full of nostalgia.For a moment, my heart seemed to be wrapped in something gentle, which was unusually warm.

"Let's go." Zhiyu smiled at me.

"Where are you going? It's so late..." I looked at the completely dark sky and couldn't help asking.

"Hmm..." Zhiyu thought for a while, and then replied naturally, "You can go anywhere, our school, that store, and the streets on the way to school... I want to see them all. .”

Infected by Zhiyu's unscrupulous smile, I couldn't help but nodded.

"Ah, bro, look at that building, it used to be very broken! Now it's so luxurious..."

"Look at that river, I remember it used to be dirty and smelly, but now it's so clean and beautiful..."

"This dirt road was actually built into a road, and there are so many maple trees planted beside it..."

My hometown has really changed a lot.During this not short and not long period of time, she has undergone several transformations, and she has become the charming posture she is now.I couldn't help but turned my head and looked at Zhiyu, who was so much shorter than me in high school, but now he has become a man who can see me at the same level as me.When was the last time two people strolled on the road in their hometown like this...

I don't know how long we walked, we came to our school.Both Zhiyu and I stopped and watched from afar.Only she, hardly changed.It is still a brown teaching building, the five-star red flag fluttering in the wind, and the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus floating faintly...

"Brother, why do I feel that I was a student here not long ago, and everything is different when I wake up..." Zhiyu stared at the front with a dazed gaze, and her tone was full of confusion.

"If possible, I really want to go back, I really want to come back..." Zhiyu lowered her head, the last syllable seemed to be blown away by the wind, and she couldn't hear clearly.

If I can, why don't I want to go back?Going back to the time when I was tired but full and happy every day, with a faint fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus. I looked at your slightly raised hair every day, and sat with you in the cafe drinking a cup of milk tea each, smiling at each other. ...

"Zhiyu, it's not too late, let's go back." Oops, my leg seems to be hurting...

"Hmm..." Zhiyu glanced at the school for the last time, and reluctantly turned her gaze back.As soon as I took a step, I felt as if there was a piercing pain spreading from my leg all the way up.I yelled inwardly, and hurriedly stopped in my tracks.Zhiyu turned his head and looked at me suspiciously. I was a little thankful that the street lights on this section of the road were always dim, so that he couldn't see my pale face.

In a hurry, I sneezed under a cover, then supported the wall, and said, "Zhiyu, I seem to have caught a cold, and I feel a little dizzy now. Can you go to the intersection ahead and take a taxi?"

Zhiyu seemed to be in a hurry, hurriedly responded a few times and ran out, her figure hastily disappeared at the end of the road.

I breathed a sigh of relief, my body seemed to relax all of a sudden, and I sat down on the ground.The biting cold and the pain in my legs were like two sharp knives fighting fiercely in my body.I feel more and more pain, more and more pain, but I can't let Zhiyu see it, I must not...

Thankfully, it wasn't long before I heard the sound of a car.I didn't know where I was running, and I stood up while leaning on the wall, and waved to the car tremblingly.The taxi braked suddenly, and then Zhiyu ran down from it.He was full of anxiety, and was even more surprised when he saw my face, and hurriedly helped me into the car.

"Master, go to the train station." Zhiyu yelled and turned her head, her eyes filled with worry.

"Brother, look at you, tell me if you're not feeling well, why did you accompany me all the way here?"

Looking at Zhiyu's anxious expression, I felt warm in my heart, as if my legs didn't hurt so much anymore.

"Your brother is so delicate, this little illness and pain can't drag me down... Zhiyu, I seem to be a little sleepy, wake me up when it's time." A moment of uneasiness blinked away.

"Well, go to sleep." Zhiyu's voice suddenly became very soft.I was about to adjust my sitting posture, but a strong force clasped my shoulders, firmly but gently leaning me to the side.I was taken aback for a moment-oh my god, am I leaning on Zhiyu now?Like an electric shock, I hurriedly tried to stand up, but Zhiyu pushed me back without a doubt.I froze in my seat at a loss, and my brain circuit system was almost declared paralyzed.Zhiyu, this, this, this...

"Brother, why are you sleeping like this?" Zhiyu's voice sounded beside my ear, softly, like a feather brushing against my ear.I laughed a little dryly, tried my best to relax my body, and quietly closed my eyes.

At this moment, I leaned on Zhiyu's shoulder.The hoarse voice of the female radio singer lingered softly, and there was an unspeakable emotion flowing in the car.In a daze, I seemed to hear Zhiyu's voice sounding far ahead, as if it was the spoof of the night elf, which made me unable to hear it clearly.But why, that tone makes people feel a little sad...