when i used to love you

Huh?Why do I seem to be on...the bed?I rubbed my head and straightened up with difficulty.Could it be that I slept so deeply that Zhiyu couldn't bear to wake me up?Um...it should be unlikely.

"You're awake." The three words flat and flat sounded suddenly in the empty room, as if a giant bomb was thrown into my mind, and I coughed in a hurry.

"Hehehe...Doctor Lu, you are safe..." I raised my head in embarrassment, and rubbed my nose embarrassedly.

"Hmph." Dr. Lu glanced at me and said nothing.

"Um, can I ask, that..." I hesitated to speak, staring at the bed sheet hesitantly.

After listening to my words, Dr. Lu didn't say a word.After a long time, his cold voice sounded again: "I think you should have expected the current situation."

I froze on the spot for a moment, and then a kind of feeling that I don't know what kind of feeling surged up in my heart, like magma, so hot.

"Yes, is that so..." I firmly grabbed the quilt, staring at the whiteness everywhere.

"Are you... going to take a look?" Dr. Lu said with some hesitation.

"Well, after all, it's also a friend..." At this time, I still have a small expectation in my heart.Maybe, maybe he remembered?Maybe he still remembers getting along these days?

I leaned on crutches and moved forward with difficulty.Stop from time to time, leaning against the wall to rest.

"Aren't you in a wheelchair? I can push you." Dr. Lu stood beside me, as if he wanted to help me at any time.

"It's okay, I'm afraid he's thinking too much." I gave him a comforting smile, and I didn't know who this comforting was consoling.

I stood in front of the door of the ward, like a primary school student about to knock on the teacher's office, took a deep breath, and knocked on the door three times like a sacrifice.

"Come in." After hearing Zhiyu's voice, I collected myself and pushed open the door.

"Zhiyu, you still..." The word "okay" was swallowed hard by me.Zhiyu leaned on the hospital bed and smiled softly, Xin Xueqi sat on the edge of the bed, pouted playfully, as if she was angry at the appalling apple in her hand.I stared blankly at the two people shrouded in golden sunlight, and my heart beat suddenly became very reluctant.

"Ah, senior, you're here, what's the matter?" Zhiyu seemed to have just seen me, and the smile on his face immediately became polite and distant, as if he was seeing a familiar stranger.

"Ah, I, I'm just looking at you, your situation." I pulled out an ugly smile, "It looks good now, haha, then I'm going back to the ward..."

I took one last look at Zhiyu.He had already turned his gaze back, and he was talking softly to Xin Xueqi for some unknown reason.The faces of the two people are so close together, it reminds me of the closest distance in the taxi yesterday...

It seems that they have settled their suspicions.very nice.

"Senior, take care of your body too, goodbye." Zhiyu's voice sounded from behind me.I nodded and closed the door gently without looking back.

Losing everything in one night may be talking about people like me.Leaning on the bed at night, through the window, I look at the night sky.Although I know, I have known for a long time that this is just drinking poison to quench my thirst, but I still have no hesitation.Yang Feng, Yang Feng, who can you blame?It's just the bitter fruit that I planted for a long time...

I fell asleep.However, on the edge of half-dream and half-awake, I seemed to hear the slang of the elf again, like a cool wind blowing in the wilderness, still with a sad taste.