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Taking a sip of the coffee in my hand, the bitterness in my heart dissipated, and I recalled you at that time, me who couldn't keep up with the pace, and you who I hugged tightly that day.The short-lived memories fade away with the bitter taste in the mouth, and when you look up, two people come together, you are here.

The hospital in the wee hours of the morning was particularly creepy, Lin Lu lying inside the glass window, Uncle Lin's forbearance and Aunt Lu's exhausted expression.Two or three police officers took Liu Yanbo away to take notes and expressed their condolences to Lin Lu's family. I stared at Lin Lu's face wrapped in various medical equipment.I only have one miss, I want him to come through.

"An'an, it's so late, you go back first, here, your uncle and I are waiting here." Aunt Lu's voice came softly beside her.

"I will wait for Aunt Lu with you. You are also my closest family members. Lu Lu is my best friend. I want to watch him wake up and see him get better." Eyes still fixed on Lin Lu, he whispered to Aunt Lu They replied that they could no longer stand any stimulation.

"Aunt and Uncle, I'm really sorry." Liu Yanbo who finished the transcript returned to the hospital and apologized again.The quiet corridor may represent Aunt Lu's answer. It is true that no one wants this to happen and he can't be blamed, but I know the relationship, but I have been resentful.

At five o'clock in the morning, I stood in front of the glass window and looked at the person inside, and he moved his finger.

"Doctor! Doctor, he's awake!" I shouted anxiously while running to the nurse's desk to find someone.Hope is born with the dawn, and Lin Lu's life can survive.

Lin Lu opened his eyes and looked at us, trying his best to pull a very faint smile on his face to express his peace of mind.

Although the sound cannot be conveyed through a wall, we all seem to hear what he wants to convey.

"Good boy, it's okay, mom is watching you." Aunt Lu burst into tears.

Uncle Lin embraced Aunt Lu and looked at Lin Lu, crying uncontrollably. "Okay, okay, the child is awake. It's okay, it's okay."

The doctor entered the room to check Lin Lu's condition, I looked at him greedily, for fear that he would disappear again.When the doctor closed the door and walked towards us after the examination, the result he said was undoubtedly another blow.

"The patient is currently in good condition and needs to wait in the sterile ward for the next few days. If the condition is good, he can be transferred to the general ward and can be discharged after recovery, however."

The doctor said for a moment: "There is a certain chance that the patient will have some unknown symptoms in the future, and the family members should be mentally prepared for this."

I looked into the doctor's eyes and asked, "Are those unknown symptoms serious?"

"The details depend on the recovery situation in the future. The injured part of the patient is the left half of the body. We performed surgery to remove the spleen, but the blood loss of the patient was 25% of the human body at that time. This problem is very serious..." The doctor gestured What he said shocked everyone present.I turned back to look at Lin Lu, he happened to look at me and smiled at me with a more skilled expression than before.

"Thank you An'an, I've been coming to see me a lot lately." Lin Lu leaned on the bedside and said to me who had just visited him in the hospital.

Now 29 days have passed since that day, and there are still 28 days before Ting Ping's report.

"Feeling better? What did you have for lunch?" Checking the cup for hot water, I picked up an apple and peeled it.

"My mother made it with her own hands. It's super delicious, but there's no meat." These days, Lin Lu has returned to his former self.

"You're still sick." I smiled and cut up the apple for him.

"How is he? Was he seriously scared?" Lin Lu rolled his eyes and asked me softly.

"I don't know, he didn't come to see you?"

"My mother didn't let him in." He was a little depressed.

I didn't say a word, I couldn't hold back when I saw Lin Lu's appearance when I was about to leave.

"I will help you ask."

Four days before Ting Ping's report, Lin Lu insisted on being discharged from the hospital, but Aunt Lu couldn't help it. After asking the doctor carefully, she agreed to be discharged after a physical examination.On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the weather was cloudy in the rainy season, so I called a taxi. I helped Lin Lu get into the car and put away the belongings during the hospitalization. Aunt Lu kept thanking me because Uncle Lin was driven back to work a few days ago and could not come to help. .

"Aunt Lu, you often take care of me, and Lin Lu and I are good friends, so you're welcome."

"Mom, use An An to your heart's content! He promises to complete the task." Lin Lu in the car leaned out with a playful smile.

"You, be careful." Aunt Lu couldn't laugh or cry.

Before arriving at the door, Aunt Lu took out a water fan covered with leaves at home and told Lin Lu that it was taught by a friend.

"Come on, Lu Lu stands here, sprinkle grapefruit water, and you will be safe in the future."

"Don't hide, stand still, Aunt Lu hopes you are well and safe." I held Lin Lu's shoulders to stabilize him.

After Lin Lu entered the room in a 'refreshing' outfit, Aunt Lu took out a jade Guanyin chain with a red belt and put it on Lin Lu and said, "Bless my son to be safe."

Lin Lu bowed his head and hugged Aunt Lu tightly with both hands. "mom."

I stood quietly to the side not to disturb them, and followed silently in my heart, bless Lin Luping to be safe.

At the dinner at Lin Lu's house that day, Lin Lu said that he was going to report the start of school for a few days, and there was a little silence at the table after talking, and Aunt Lu spoke first.

"Lu Lu, we'll wait until you feel better before going."

"Mom, I'm fine, let alone An An is here, right?" Lin Lu winked at me secretly.

"We can go two days later. You have just been discharged from the hospital not long ago. I will apply to the school." I smiled at Lin Lu and ignored his message.

"Look, An'an said so, you can stay at ease for a few more days and take good care of it, otherwise you will feel sick when you go to school." Aunt Lu looked at Lin Lu with a smile when she heard what I said.

After the meal, Lin Lu asked me to come into the room to help him sort out the supplies he brought back. I was a little surprised.After closing the door, Lin Lu went to the bed and sat down. Knowing that he had something to say, I pulled out the chair and sat beside him and waited quietly.

"Did Liu Yanbo say something last time?"

"Didn't send you a message?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at him.

"I called once, and he said he was sorry, and I told him that it was all right, and then he said he would come back to me after a while, and I agreed." Lin Lu looked down at the phone.

"Hmm, what's up?"

"There seems to be a problem between us, I can't figure it out."

I leaned on the back of the chair and clasped my thumbs with both hands, slowly rubbed my thoughts and turned around, and said in a deliberate tone: "Because this matter is beyond your scope."

"This incident was an accident. When an accident happened, there would be despair when there was no human power to counteract it. Then it could only happen, and you couldn't solve it. He also told us the situation at that time. He also blamed himself after your accident. But he sent you to the hospital in time. After Aunt Lu came to the hospital, he apologized many times. Now he apologizes to you, because he felt that he didn’t protect you as a friend or say “another identity” '. We all need time to think about life and death. Lin Lu, this time is really too dangerous, Aunt Lu and the others are very worried about you, and I am also very worried about you."

Hiding the bad mood that day, he accidentally said something nice about Liu Yanbo.But people are very fragile, and the feeling of waiting outside the wall is too painful.

"Li'an, I can't figure it out. Now I can comfort myself that it's bad luck. I know how frightened my parents were when they were in the hospital. But when the knife came out of me like that, I was really scared. But Now I don't dare to act in front of them. I'm scared. I can't tell them that I'm scared. They're tired. You see, everything is going well, why this accident happened. I don't want to hear it When he apologized, he didn't do anything wrong. I hate that person, and I also hate myself why this happened to me, I can't understand." The black water in Lin Lu's heart burst out from the gap.

"I'm afraid, An'an. From the moment I woke up and found myself in the hospital, I recalled the scene at that time. I really thought about it a lot. I don't know what else I can do to tell everyone that I'm fine."

Lin Lu in front of me made me feel helpless, he shouldn't be like this.I stood up and went to squat in front of him, holding his shoulders with both hands, feeling the trembling from his body.Said to him: "Go and apologize to Aunt Lu and the others for worrying them, and have a good chat with them, you are a family. Lin Lu, they love you so much. Lin Lu, Lu Lu looked at me, let go Take it easy, take it easy Lu Lu, it's okay, everything will pass."

"You're recovering, Lin Lu. Looking at this horizontal ditch, he's not that scary. You told me, you'll be fine if you step over it." I saw that he didn't make any more noise, and Lin Lu slowly raised his head Looking at me, his eyes were red but he didn't say anything, just hugged me like I did that day.