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Every word Lin Lu said that day, I clearly remember in my mind, his expression and tone, his youth.Later, I accompanied Lin Lu to calm down.Afterwards I proposed to go back, I dragged him out of the bedroom, went to the living room and said goodbye to Aunt Lu and the others, patted Lin Lu on the shoulder and left Lin Lu's house.

The day before Lin Lu and I boarded the plane to Tingping, my mother called me. I found that her voice sounded old that I hadn't noticed before.

As before, she asked me about my recent living conditions and whether I had enough money. Listening to her words, my eyes were wet thinking of the recent things, and I answered her one by one with the warmth that I seldom had before.Before I ended the call, I said to her, Mom, I miss you.I heard, she was crying.

College is an important part of life. After that, he and Liu Yanbo and I entered into a triangular mutual relationship, which is a bit strange and not surprising.As a major, Lin Lu chose literature, and I naturally chose business, and it is said that Liu Yanbo did the same.He made an appointment with Lin Lu a week after Lin Lu and I came to Tingping.

We are not in the same dormitory because of our different majors. Lin Lu sent me a message when he returned to the dormitory that night, telling me that they talked about it and let it go. Now they are officially together.

This message was sent at nine o'clock, and I didn't think about how to reply.Until the early morning, I replied to him 'it's fine'.Then they started sticking together, just like normal couples.It's just that I'm one more person to cover up, but maybe I'm not needed at all.

Liu Yanbo is mostly negative in the few impressions I have come into contact with, because of Lin Lu.After they got back together, Liu Yanbo talked to me in private, and I also knew that he would avoid Lin Lu and find me after all. Our bond is Lin Lu and nothing else.When we first met, we all talked politely, until it turned to Lin Lu.

He said, "I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of him." He wanted to say that the general meaning was expected. At that time, in the eyes of others, Liu Yanbo did not do anything wrong, and there was no need to forgive him, because subjectively it was not his responsibility. , and he was responsible for Lin Lu's injury, so Lin Lu's parents chose to forgive him after they calmed down. He is a good person in this respect.Because I am the only person who knows about their relationship, a good friend of Lin Lu who knows, so I want to get a relationship forgiveness from me.But if, if Liu Yanbo is not, there is no need for him to be forgiven by me.

But I looked at this man and listened to what he said, and smiled slightly on his indifferent face. "Aunt Lu and the others forgive you, and take good care of him in the future." Afterwards, I bid him farewell and left here, but I still can't let go of something in my heart.Maybe it's me I need time.

Time to go to an unknown distance, let us go after the busy second summer vacation of the university.The people in the dormitory have basically left, so I packed up my belongings and said goodbye to the remaining roommates in the dormitory.I went to Lin Lu's dormitory building, and when I passed the sparse crowd downstairs, Lin Lu saw me.

"An An."

"Have you brought all the things? Let's go?" He waved to me with his bag on his back, and I walked over to him and asked him.

"We have to wait." He nodded with a happy expression on his face.

After a while, Liu Yanbo came from a distance.Seeing him, I consciously told Lin Lu that I would wait for him outside, and Lin Lu grabbed my backpack.

"Get something and go."

After speaking, Liu Yanbo came to his eyes. Liu Yanbo handed the bag in his hand to Lin Lu, and by the way, he hugged Lin Lu and touched Lin Lu's face lightly before letting go of his hands. That set of movements was extremely skillful.

"Let's go? Be careful." Li Boyan asked after hugging Lin Lu.

"Well, let's go." Lin Lu replied with a smile, ready to leave.Passers-by were a little surprised when they saw it, but they didn't react too much. The university full of young people is very open-minded about many things.

Liu Yanbo also said to me at this time, "Li'an, you should also pay attention to safety." I was a little stunned, nodded at him and strode to catch up with Lin Lu.

High in the sky, I thought Lin Lu who was asleep called me. "An'an."

Because he was sleeping with his back facing me, I turned to look at him and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Does An An have someone she likes?"

I don't know why Lin Lu asked me to relax by the seat. "Yes, you."

"Then what do you like about me?" Upon hearing the answer, he turned his whole body to face me.

"I don't know, I just like you." I lowered my tone.

He looked at me and said, "An'an, try to find someone who likes you."

I didn't answer him.

"During this period of time, he and I have been bothering you, Liu Yanbo, he asked you about last year, he was serious and sometimes silly, recently I decided to go abroad for the postgraduate entrance examination together with him, and we will wait until our graduation work is stable. Telling the family that while it might be hard to pull off, ah, I'm so happy to be with him."

"Li'an, don't like me anymore. Find someone who likes you." He slowly spoke his words and looked at me.

Lost emotions popped up like weeds, maybe it was finally rejected by the face, maybe it was something else.

The world outside the window leaps over a big, rolling gray cloud.

"An'an, we are best friends." I reached out and hugged him sideways.

"It will always be." What I like about Lin Lu is that I watched him gradually become a soft appearance with a stoic character. After all, he was reluctant to let us all be sad.

It was evening before arriving at the house, and Aunt Lu was waiting for Lin Lu by the side of the road as usual.After seeing us, Lin Lu ran over and hugged Aunt Lu.Aunt Lu laughed and scolded Lin Lu for being so anxious, and called me over to have dinner together.After seeing this scene, I finally let go of my heart, and nodded in response to Aunt Lu, who said that she would come back after she finished packing her luggage.

My parents came back together on the third day I was home.They said that they have relatively long free time recently, and they can spend a good time together as a family.A lot of things happened after that phone call. There have been big changes between me and my parents, but there may be some bad things today.

"Mom, I like men." It was rare that at a dinner table full of people, for some reason, my parents talked about emotional problems and asked me if I had a girlfriend or a girl I liked. The atmosphere has been silent.

The eye sockets of both mother and father are somewhat rosy.Finally unable to bear the silence, my mother looked at me and opened my mouth.

"Then, is there anyone you like?"

I looked at her in astonishment.

"For so many years, your mother and I have been very busy, and we all know how hard you work. At that time, we just had you, and we were both very flustered and didn't know what to do. We were very busy at the beginning of work and didn't know how to take care of children. We My parents are gone, but you are our beloved child and a symbol of our family, we chose to give birth to you but didn’t take good care of you.” The father took over the beginning of the mother.

"It's been a long time since I was a child, Li'an, you already know how to call me mom very politely, when I look at you, I suddenly feel that I have missed a lot. I don't know how to get in touch with you, I don't know what you like, I don't know what you like to eat, try I don’t know how to start communicating with you.” My father held my mother’s hand, and my mother looked at my father and then continued to look directly at me and said slowly.

"You do everything well and well, little you, but I have already regarded you as an adult. We choose to work to avoid the strangeness between us, and when we look back, we realize that the best time has been forgotten. Waste. Your university is about to start. Call me and tell me that you are going to Tingping tomorrow. We know that you are an independent child who can do everything by yourself. I don’t know what else to say to you. I want to give you the phone Dad. You said, you miss us."

"At that time, your dad and I both cried, especially your dad couldn't stop crying, and said that he would fly back to see you immediately." When she said this, the rosiness in her mother's eyes turned into tears.

"Not long ago your father said that when we retire, the family will travel together for ten days and half a month. Bring your wife and children. It's okay to change it now, and bring someone you like together."

The father also said again: "In these years, your mother and I have met many people at work. It is a natural choice and we can't blame anything. But An An, no matter whether you are looking for a girl or a boy, remember to find someone who will live a lifetime. Together. Remember we all love you."

I said in a hoarse voice: "I have someone I like very much...I love you too."