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Two years later, Lin Lu and Li Boyan had completed the procedures to go abroad.I also chose to go abroad for postgraduate study, but our destinations are all over the world. Although we are far apart, we often keep in touch, but we often go out of the country on the opposite side.

By the way, Lin Lu confessed to Aunt Lu during his last leisure time in China.

During those few years in college, Auntie Lu communicated more with me because she was worried about Lin Lu's health, and she often asked him about his school situation.I'm afraid of nagging Lin Lu and me too much, but I'm willing to get in touch.My mother gradually stayed at home longer due to the transformation of her career. One day, when Aunt Lu came to invite me to dinner, my mother just arrived home and joined us.After that, the two became acquainted.

When I told my sexual orientation, although they accepted it calmly.I also secretly fell into a period of guilt, but I would not reveal it in front of me.During an ordinary breakup with Lin Lu during the holiday, they both happened to be at home. I took the initiative to mention the person I like, but I didn't say his name.

I said: "Mom, I haven't told you about him yet. I have known him for a long time. We were classmates when we were young. I didn't know that I liked him before. I thought we were like relatives and good friends." .Maybe when I say this now, you will think that I made a mistake. I also thought about it. He has a warm personality and is about the same height as me. He likes to laugh and is happy every day. It was also in high school that I knew that I liked him, yes This liking of love."

We sat on the sofa and listened to me talking about Lin Lu in the quiet hall.Gradually talk about interesting things about him, some related to me, related to others.They also gradually smiled and said a word or two.

Later my father said. "The child, too?"

"Yes."

"Does he know?"

"Know"

"Are you together?" The mother leaned forward slightly against the back cushion.

"No, he doesn't like me."

I like him, but he likes not me.I know but I want to watch him, maybe it's a habit or maybe I'm waiting.

At that time, I didn't know that Lin Lu just confessed to my family, and the next day Aunt Lu came to my house with a gloomy face.I looked at Aunt Lu while I was pouring the tea, she was silently thinking about something.

"Ah, Li'an, Auntie came here to disturb you temporarily, and she wanted to find your mother."

"It's okay, Aunt Lu. I have nothing to do this afternoon."

"Auntie wants to talk about the child Lu Lu. You and Lu Lu have been friends for many years. Auntie also knows that you are a good boy. Yesterday..."

The sunlight outside the house was blocked by white clouds and scattered, leaving a small light in the room.

"Lu Lu, he told us yesterday that he has a partner and has been together for a long time. Has Lu Lu told you?"

"……kindness"

"But he told us that the other party was a man. Lu Lu, did he tell you about this?" The mother in front of her frowned and held the teacup in both hands.

The hot steam of the freshly brewed tea rises slowly, but quickly dissipates in the air.Holding the teacup in my hand, I thought about how to reply. I looked away from the mist in front of me and looked at the mother sitting opposite me, who was already getting old.

"Aunt Lu, I've always known."

"...An'an?" Her eyes widened at this moment, and her pupils seemed to stand on end.

"I'm very sorry for keeping you secret." After getting the stamped and definite answer from me, Aunt Lu lowered her eyebrows and remained silent.

Straightforward words burst through the air, but only participate in the silence.

"You don't need to apologize, An'an, Auntie knows that you are all good children. Lu Lu, he told us a lot yesterday, and Auntie also knows that you are all very determined children. He told us when he found out , when we decided to be together, and the future decisions of him and his friends."

"To be honest, my aunt has seen and known these things after working for so many years. At that time, Lu Lu had just been discharged from the hospital. Auntie and your uncle Lu thought about it. As long as the child is safe, everything is fine. But now tell us that the person he likes is a boy. Yes, we were really scared, your Uncle Lu was anxious to ask Lu Lu to think it over, but we didn't know what to do, in case..."

"you....."

"Oh... An An thank you, I heard auntie nagging you to trouble you today, auntie is going back first." Suddenly thinking of something, Aunt Lu stroked the broken hair beside her ear with her left hand, then stood up, will be leaving.

"Do you accept it? If Lu Lu cannot be changed." After listening to Aunt Lu's explanation, I looked at her profile and said this sentence.

"He is my child."

"I have seen children like this. Some people are disgusted with no support and homeless. I don't want Lu Lu to be like this. After all, he is my child. He has done nothing wrong." This mother's eyes were already bright red. with tears.

After Aunt Lu left, Lin Lu called. I looked at the name and waited for it to ring for the third time before answering.

"An'an, is my mother...at your house?"

"Aunt Lu just went back, did you tell them yesterday?"

"I can't hide it from them anymore." Lin Lu's tired voice came over.

"Where are you? I'll find you."

"The park, the old one."

"Okay, wait for me to come over."

When I arrived at the park where Lin Lu was, I saw him sitting under a tree, and I walked up to him and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Okay."

"What if Aunt Lu and the others don't accept it, Lin Lu. What are you going to do?"

He smiled wryly.

"Since I have opened my mouth, I have to bear the problems I will encounter. Whether the other half is a man or a woman is determined by my own nature and time. My mother and they really don't accept it, and I can't force it. I also thought about it. There are many reasons You can convince them, but in person, everything disappears.”

"They are my relatives. I hope to be understood and accepted, and I don't want them to be sad. One of us will always be disappointed. I can only persist and rely on time to prove it."

"That's it."

It occurred to me that I have hidden a treasure chest, which has stored my favorite Lin Lu reasons and my hopes for many years.

"You have always wanted to know what I like about you, Lin Lu. You are shining in front of my life, and my joy is also for you. What was born and grown is all for you."

"You are my sun."

"Li'an..."

"Aunt Lu said a lot today, but she didn't scold you. She needs time and needs you more. Your family really loves you. Lin Lu, you have to be good, and we all need to be good. Come on."

As the last two words fell, Lin Lu stood up and smiled at me, then hugged me, his hoarse voice reached my ears.

"...Thanks, my best friend."

Two children appeared in front of my eyes. They were chasing and playing one after the other, very happy.

On the day of leaving the country, two planes in different directions took off at the airport and gradually merged into the blue sky, and we were finally about to part.