Confession, I am Kitahara Mizuki

July

Uses appeared quickly.Mizuki went out and did something when I didn't know.I'm not interested in following.Because I tell myself that she is not a toy I keep in captivity, she has a life of her own.

She thought I wasn't there when she went out, but I just came back a little early.After publishing another video manifesto on my private website, I found that there was a message from a suspected mother below.Gave me her address and phone number.And seems to want me to go see her!

Surprise inexplicable!When Mizuki came back, she frantically turned off the computer.But it's still hard to hide my excitement.Mom, after so many years, she is finally willing to...

Let Mizuki eat dinner by herself.I said I was going out to have something to do.She nodded suspiciously, and didn't say much, but looked very tired.Probably narcolepsy is about to strike again.fair enough.Save her energy and will follow.

I took my bag and went out the door.I want to see my mother.I want to throw myself into my mother's arms and let her praise me for not wasting the talents she gave me, and let her be proud that I have her blood flowing.

I am happy when I walk across the university campus.I was so happy to see my mother.I think I must have been smiling then.Many university students looked at me with surprised eyes, but I didn't care.They're probably wondering why a teenager who looks like a junior high school student is in college.Maybe if they ask me, I will happily say: "Because my most important relative is in this school!"

Then walk through the campus and come to a building with a unique shape.The address is here, go up the stairs, and the office on the third floor facing the stairs... there is my mother!

I went upstairs, but the office was empty.I was a little sad, and then I thought that I didn't tell my mother or call her when I was coming, so of course she wouldn't be here waiting for me.

I wandered around the office, trying to find evidence of my mother's existence.I saw a photo on my mother's desk at a glance.It's mom!My hand involuntarily picked up the photo and stroked it.

Suddenly a man opened the door and came in.He was surprised to see me. "Hey, boy, who are you? Who are you looking for here?"

I panicked for a moment, then asked tremblingly, "Is this the office of Associate Professor Eight?"

"Yeah, but it won't be Associate Professor Eight soon. She's married and going on her honeymoon next month. What are you so surprised about, young man? She's still married with a child. What a happy woman! She has a career and a marriage! Ahhhhhhhh, why am I talking so much to an ignorant boy like you. Ah hey, did I forget to ask you what you are here for? Why are you running away! Boy!"

I... don't know what other words can describe my mood at this moment.It turned out that I was really abandoned.Mom, the biggest obstacle is not having a child, but a child named Shuya Watanabe...

I... can already feel my face is wet, is it crying?It turns out that I will cry too... I will too...

Frantically running back to my place that can no longer be called home.I call it home because I'm looking forward to my mom coming back and being with me.But the cruel facts told me that my mother can have another child, but not Shuya Watanabe.Shuya Watanabe is an obstacle.Obstacles that must be removed.So mom.is forgot about me.

Frantically smashing everything that can be smashed.I sat in the corner panting.Mizuki seems to have never seen me like this.She approached me cautiously.Avoid the debris all over the place.Touching my cheek with his hand: "Xiuzai, are you crying?"

I suddenly picked her up and threw her on the bed.Probably too much movement.She clutched her neck and yelled that it hurt, then looked at me in horror.Probably thought I was going to kill her again.

But I don't, without my mother, I only have Mizuki.I kissed her forcefully, starting from the forehead and down, tearing her clothes.Eliminate the mosaic for so many porn.Of course I have to watch the whole thing.

Right now I just want to have her.Let her belong to me completely, without betrayal or escape.will not forget.

"Xiu... Xiuzai!" Her eyes were flustered and she tried to push me away with both hands.But I don't know where the burst of strength came from.It completely restrained her.

Then I watched her tears fall silently again.She didn't refuse after that, she comforted me with her hands and greeted me with her lips.Then I took her cruelly. .When she was in pain, she kept grabbing my arm, and there were bleeding marks on my arm.

Anyway, in Japan, men can get married and women are 16 years old.I will marry her.Even if she hates me.

Then take her to the shower.She refused to get up.Because my body is full of marks, hickeys and pinches.But I still hugged her silently.Maybe she doesn't know how grateful I am to have her by my side right now.Without her.I think I must have the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world at this moment.Maybe he will commit suicide, maybe he will kill someone, but he doesn't know what he will do.

He hugged her to take a bath, and wiped her little by little with a damp towel in the warm bath.I never knew Mizuki was so thin.He has grown a little taller than me by half a head.When I touched the wound with eight stitches, I was a little shocked.That time he almost lost her completely.Couldn't help but kissed the scar.She trembled slightly. "Does it still hurt?" I asked.

"..." She didn't speak but shook her head.

"I'm sorry... no matter which time... I'm always sorry..." I still couldn't help it, and cried while hugging her. "Don't leave me. Mizuki, the whole world...I only have you...I only have you, if you leave too...I really..." Then there was an unbelievable howl.It was as if all the emotions had been released.

She turned around and faced me naked, with a blush on her face, but... just beautiful.She held me in her arms and patted my back to reassure me.I don't know what words to use to describe my gratitude at this moment.

"Xiuzai... I will be with you."

she says.

"So don't do things that will hurt yourself."

I was startled.Mei Yue seems to know everything, but also seems to know nothing.Her eyes were as gentle as her mother's.And I... the person I most want to kill right now.It turned out to be mother.Mom is no longer the most important existence in my heart...

In other words, if I can't get it, no one can get it, and if I discard it, I must discard it first.Probably this kind of psychology.

The author has something to say: Then something that changed personality with one sentence happened 23333, and Xiuzai was changed inexplicably =-=

☆、Chapter Nineteen

end of july

Graduation ceremony.I'm going to read that article about life in school assembly.The article quotes what Mizuki said in the infirmary when she fainted in the classroom.There is also a speech about life when Moriguchi went berserk.

Sure enough, there was applause.My plan was to plant the bomb under the lecture table where I was going to give a speech.However plans have changed since returning from mom.I drop the bomb.Because Mizuki said that she is not allowed to do things that hurt herself.So the presentation was over and I thought nothing would happen.Then I got a call from Moriguchi.

Moriguchi proudly let me listen to the sirens around her on the phone.And told me that the bomb I discarded had been placed in my mother's office, and the moment the phone was connected, the office had exploded.

I suddenly imagined the scene where my mother was blown to pieces and turned into ashes.Couldn't help crying.The people in the hall hadn't left yet, and they were surprised to see my distraught appearance talking a lot.

It turns out I'm not that cruel.At least although I wanted to kill my mother myself, I didn't really want her life.

But... still not as sad as when she was about to lose Mizuki.I think I can stand it.Moriguchi continued to speak on the phone: "Naoki Shimomura and his mother have died together. This makes me very happy. The killing of his mother by Shimomura was an unexpected and reasonable result. I can't bear to lose important things. Suicide is part of the accidental success of my revenge. As for you, I have not been able to get your weakness." When I finished speaking, I heard the sound of high heels, click.approach me

The people around automatically made a way for her.It's Moriguchi.

I think I finally get it.Or I still don't get it.Moriguchi said: "You have no weakness at all. Even if you got HIV, you can turn me into an army. Terada was bought and used by me. Originally, I wanted to use the bullying to let you be tortured to death by your classmates or commit suicide because of bullying. But You completely exceeded my expectations and came back quickly. And you controlled the overall situation just like you do now."

"I was surprised. When I heard that Class B of the second grade won the Best Unity Award, I wished I could kill you myself. It was Yusuke who let me know that your weakness lies in your mother. So I stimulated you with words. Let you I thought of making a bomb to cause large-scale damage. But what I didn't expect was that you gave up the bomb at the critical moment! You can give up, but I can't!" Moriguchi's emotions suddenly became agitated, and she grabbed my collar as if trying to put I threw it out, as if trying to lift me to the point where I could meet her eyes.I didn't speak from the beginning to the end, I was listening to Moriguchi talking to himself.

I suddenly understood why Mizuki insisted that I record the phone after the speech when I came out this morning.I think this recording must be wonderful when it is released.

Thinking of Mizuki, I suddenly smiled.This smile probably glared in Moriguchi's eyes.She slapped me hard: "You killed Mizuki Kitahara, right? I guess she's in your refrigerator. I think the police probably found it. Listen. They're coming this way. At first I just wanted to find them to reverse the case. But it turns out that if I reverse the case, you will definitely be able to get a new life without much time and means. So I want to redeem you, redeem you from the depths of your soul. From today on, it is you rebirth!"

Tears fell from the corners of Moriguchi's eyes, and he added, "I'm just kidding."

Did you think it was over... no, not yet!

Oh, I know that's my catchphrase that hurt Mizuki deeply once.Well, Mizuki was killed by me?I suddenly became confused.Meiyue was killed by me... Then who is the person who lived with me these days... Inexplicably, there is a nosebleed.

Tasting the fishy sweetness that fell into my mouth, I suddenly calmed down.Yes.Meiyue was not killed by me, I still have her completely.Moriguchi is only in the case of unknown so there is no truth.Just this inference.I raised my eyes and laughed wantonly.

This kind of laughter probably deeply stimulated Moriguchi.Moriguchi beat me in astonishment, she wanted to use my pain to prove her success in revenge.It's just that the harder she hits, the more wild my smile becomes.

Because the people I saw from behind her were not just policemen.And Mizuki, Naoki Shimomura, and Naoki's mother.And... my mom.

None of the dead people she spoke of died.It was not she who redeemed me.It was Mizuki who risked her life to love me.

Realizing something, Moriguchi looked back.Then she cried out in pain: "This is impossible! The bomb should have gone off on the university campus!" She rushed to my mother and said, "You should be dead! There are not even bones left in the explosion!" It's you!"

Then he stared at Naoki's mother and son in disbelief: "You should have been killed one by one and jumped off the building. After all, you disappeared after the news report came out! Shouldn't you be dead!"

"And you! It was said that you were killed by Xiuzai, someone saw you covered in blood and was carried out by Xiuzai, and then disappeared! How dare you lie to me? Design me?" She thought everything was arranged by me, So I turned around and rushed to give me another slap.However.Mizuki came over kicking her shoes.Grab Moriguchi's hand.She said: "You contacted me on the third day after sending Aimei to you. I told you that everything was planned and arranged by me. But you didn't care at all. In the end, you still targeted Xiuya and Zhi Here comes the tree."

Mizuki helped me up.Painfully and gently stroking my cheek: "Does it hurt?" I have always asked her this sentence.I didn't expect that there were times when she asked me.I shook my head, turned around and hugged her: "It's good to have you here." It was the truth, not a joke.

That's probably not my style.But I have indeed been changed.

I think my heart is finally no longer cold.My blood warms up accordingly.

"The Naoki family, hehe, how could you be as smart as you expected, there is a witty person here waiting for you! By the way, do you know why the two of them didn't get HIV? First, Naoki's grandma I drank it. Second. I tested Naoki and Shuya and my milk box. I guess Sakuramiya didn’t want you to do something wrong and exchanged milk after you. Then I thought. Let Naoki get out first This time revenge. Because I went a little late. Zhishu almost succeeded in being stimulated by you to go crazy. Afterwards, I discussed this plan with Zhishu’s mother and Zhishu. Zhishu’s mother pretended to be stabbed by Zhishu Injured, Naoki pretended to jump off the building. After all, no one saw the whole process, only someone saw the rescued mother and child in the hospital and issued a report. Then the mother and child disappeared from the hospital by feigning death."

"I think the only way to get away from your surveillance and revenge is to let Naoki die first." Mizuki smiled.There is a brilliant light in the eyes.The sun poured down on her, like a god who saves all living beings, and also like a pure and clean angel.

"When Naoki died, I didn't expect that I would almost die." She turned her head to look at me, her eyes were full of tenderness and no blame.

"What makes me thank God is that Xiuzai loves me, and his attention is not a joke. Because he finally saved me and protected me. When I heard rumors in my class that I was dead, I suddenly thought that if I use this to escape Surveillance on your actions. It may prevent you from attacking Xiuzai. It's just that I've been asleep for too long..." There was a sorry message in her eyes.She gestures like she can direct the sun.I was deeply attracted by that illusion.

The author has something to say: here Moriguchi's IQ seems to be weakened by me ==!But when I posted the article, there was a nasty verification code for no reason

☆、Chapter Nineteen