Confession, I am Kitahara Mizuki

I looked at Mitsuki like this and didn't realize that I was ignoring my mother.Moriguchi was already decadent, she was restrained by the police, she just stared at Mizuki blindly.That look made me very uncomfortable.I really want to pump her feeling.Itchy hands are uncomfortable.

Mizuki didn't seem to care about it: "Hey. After that, I fell asleep from time to time. But one day when I woke up, I saw Xiuzai making a bomb. I didn't bother him. I fell asleep quickly because of sleepiness. Passed over. When I woke up, I thought about it carefully. Maybe the bomb was jumped out by you, Moriguchi."

"After that..." Her face suddenly turned red.Probably thought of being possessed by me that time.I gave up squatting on the ground, it was really tiring.He stood up and hugged her.Her face turned red instantly.

"Afterwards I said don't let Xiuzai hurt himself. As a result, he gave up the bomb plan. Then he told me that his original plan was to blow up the school on this day. So I put the bomb in the school hall one day in advance. Ambushed here all night, at dawn I finally saw you stepping into this campus again. Well, how do you feel when you come back again? But I am not in the mood to interview you. I saw you surprised why the bomb was not installed , but took the bomb away without hesitation.

after.I followed you to Xiuzai's mother's office.She had asked me to be a messenger before.She thought I was here to get the letter, so she didn't care whether I had a bag or not.I took the bag you left behind and took it back.Well, that bomb probably went off in the police station.Because I took your bag after you left.But I admire you for thinking of attaching the bomb to the bag.Initially I thought you didn't have it installed.Just to scare Xiuzai, in the police station, the police found that it was actually fixed on the bag.Because no timing or detonating objects were found, they thought it was safe for the time being.As long as it catches you, you'll be fine.So the police left it in the evidence room.Just when you called.It blew up the evidence room.Much of the previously preserved physical evidence is gone.I think the police must be very angry at this moment, right? "

"Disrupting social order, inducing juveniles to commit crimes, and seriously endangering other people's lives, as well as destroying police evidence and obstructing police duties. Well, I can't think of anything else. In short, these are enough to be punished severely. ?May you be redeemed and reborn in prison."

Mizuki chuckled and added the last sentence: "Just kidding."

I finally laughed.The focus of the discussions around suddenly became: "Wow, Shuya Watanabe smiled!"

In the third year.Mizuki and I still go to this school.The class has become a third-level B class.Because of Mizuki's return.She continues to serve as class president.And Yusuke was controlled and educated out of the classroom because he was suspected of helping Moriguchi to threaten the lives of others.I am the deputy squad leader.Naoki and his mother went to the town where the eldest sister's house is located to buy a house, enrolled in school, and started life again.He will send us correspondence every month, and he will come back to visit us during the holidays.Oh, forgot to mention.Naoki's eldest sister gave birth to a pair of twins.Looks super kawaii.They were on the photo Naoki sent.Sometimes I think about when Mizuki will give me a pair...but Mizuki will beat me up when I say it.

For some reason, the people in the class seem to have learned the long-lost truth, as well as the lies that Moriguchi had hidden—Amy was beaten by Moriguchi because she refused to call her mother and refused to get close to Moriguu.Later, when he saw Moriguchi trying to escape, he was stabbed to death by Moriguchi who lost his mind.

Then the class gradually quieted down.Everyone no longer reads Sakura Palace's educational textbooks.A weekly reflection on life is written and posted on the back wall.Later, the back wall was covered with stickers, and every wall that could be pasted would be pasted with one.They really understand the meaning of life.Then get motivated.No parent complained about their child's rebellion and disobedience during parent-teacher meetings.

Mizuki and I have always been number one and number two.Mei Yue's parents still ignored her as before.Leave her alone.She still lives with me.

My mother and I keep in touch with each other three letters a month.Mizuki is the messenger.I finally know too.I'm not a stumbling block to my mother, never have been.Mom didn't forget me either.Just can't take me with you.

However, in my life.Mizuki is enough.

for the next three years.Mizuki and I were admitted to different high schools, and I was always worried that someone would take my Mizuki away.After all she is so dazzling.So I often ran to their school with excuses.

In the three years of high school, I could only study behind closed doors, and I was able to reunite with Meiyue during the holidays.But Meiyue will never forget the three letters my mother and I send each month.

above.My confession is over.Guess what's behind it?

The author has something to say: --So I probably forgot the violent H bridge section 23333 in front of the trailer. In fact, nothing was overdone... La la la I am a pure boy. I don’t know if I missed it before The bridge section?

☆、Chapter Twenty

A certain year, a certain month, a certain university

"Senior Beiyuan. I...I like you, can you date me?" On the bank of the small lake in the campus, Miyue, who had successfully grown from a girl to a girl, was called here by the influential people in the school, and then, was gorgeously Confession.

As soon as Meiyue entered the school, she won the position of vice president of the student association, plus she had a pretty face, excellent grades and a calm expression.Soon became a well-known dazzling figure.

Being attacked by such unexpected confessions is already a rare and common thing.She scratched her head, thinking about the line of rejection.But he was interrupted by a sneer: "My sister is also someone you can peek at? Do you think you are comparable to Shuya Watanabe from Tokyo University?"

"...Shimomura Naoki! So Kitahara-senpai is your sister? Hug! Sorry!" The confessor was startled by the sudden voice.Turning around, he saw Naoki Shimomura, a freshman in the sports department, staring at him with a cold face and dark eyes, and couldn't help shivering in fright.Naoki Shimomura was originally a junior high school student with Kitahara, but later transferred for unknown reasons.After transferring to another school, he focused on sports. He won many track and field awards and taekwondo awards in three years of high school.Now, as soon as he entered the school, these things squeezed out the original sports minister and became the most eye-catching figure among the boys.Two-thirds of the boys in the school wanted to challenge Naoki Shimomura.Although there are few cultural achievements, he is definitely a master in sports.Naoki entered school one year later than them because of an incident in junior high school that caused him to repeat a grade for one year.Then he became a man of the hour.

The Shuya Watanabe he was talking about was a boy who was admitted to university in the same year as Mizuki last year.And it was the school that ranked first in the country in terms of test scores at that time.At that time, I was exempted from the tuition fees of the year and given a first-class scholarship.And during high school, there have been various miraculous gizmos that won awards, and even the level of literature is super high. There are often articles published in tabloids. The key looks are very eye-catching. .However, I heard that he has a marriage contract with Mizuki Kitahara, a sophomore engineering student of our school and the vice president. I don't know if it is true or not.

Speaking of the looks of Shuya Watanabe, Naoki Shimomura, and Mizuki Kitahara.That's something to say.First, let’s talk about Mizuki who has grown into a girl.With a height of 165 and a weight of 48KG, she is almost a standard thin figure. Due to maintenance and care, she has a snow-white skin, and her pear-shaped hairstyle hardly changes all year round.And the face is petite and cute, and the whole body is full of aura.The ability to work is simply superb. , has become a bright spot since entering the campus.

As for Naoki Shimomura, when he heard that he was Shōta, he was cute and cute... (I must have heard it from a certain month, Enen) When he grows up, he looks more and more like Shuya Watanabe when he was a boy.Always a cold and unsympathetic look.He only has a smile on his sister.His slender, powerful physique and handsome facial features have become the targets of girls, but it is said that his family has already determined a marriage partner for him...

Shuya Watanabe.He was a quiet and indifferent boy since he was a child. When he grows up, his facial features are open, and he is still so indifferent that everything that happens around him has nothing to do with him. He seems like a duck to water in any subject, and I heard that he has lived alone all this time, and was engaged to Kitahara when he was in high school.The freshman was originally going to get married, but for some reason the wedding didn't take place.

... Wondering why it wasn't held?Let's watch the episode ==!Tease you!Our perspective continues to return to the campus of a certain university.

"But even if she is your sister, there is no rule that your sister cannot be pursued!" The confessor looked innocent.He finally mustered up the courage to attack the goddess, but Naoki Shimomura came out to block the way... Tsk, really.

"The person you are after is Mizuki Kitahara?" The sudden voice made the confessor tremble again.The confessor was stunned for a while and replied with certainty: "That's right, I'm after Mizuki Kitahara-senpai!"

"Oh, then you got the wrong partner." The visitor was very unfamiliar, but he looked very leisurely as if it had nothing to do with him.And his tone is extremely calm, as if he is the kind of person who is here to step in and cause damage, and leave after the damage is done, and he doesn't care what happens to you...

"What...? Isn't she the one?" The confessor was dumbfounded by his words.

"Oh, she's Mizuki Watanabe. So you're looking for the wrong one."

"Shrimp?! Then you..."

"I'm Shuya Watanabe."

After Xiuzai said this, he walked towards Mizuki calmly.Mitsuki's freedom can be bound almost by one arm.Then he said lightly: "Sure enough, if you don't get married, you don't feel safe at all. Let's get married this afternoon..."

"What kind of horse?! I don't want it!" Well, the reason for not getting married has been exposed... Meiyue actually has a premarital phobia, as long as she talks about getting married, she will run away ==

Zhi Shu covered his mouth and watched the excitement: "It's just right, why don't you bring my family to get married this afternoon?"

Xiuzai glanced at Naoki: "How cool is it?"

Naoki's brain was not enough for an instant: "...under the shade of the tree"

Xiu Zai answered silently: "Then you can go and stay under the shade of the tree." She has cramp from laughing, okay?Although I really want to run away again, but looking at Xiuzai's expression that I have been waiting for today for a long time, she can't move her legs and run away, really.

The confessor looked at the famous trio who had gone away, and a drop of sweat dripped from his forehead: "What is this?" Was he completely ignored like this?Oh NO!Well, he is just a special extra who can get 150 yuan...just two more lines than ordinary soy sauce...

The author has something to say: I don’t know when Shenma will be able to pass the review ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 2333333 Although the ending is still a little sullen ==! (Oh! Are you Su a little bit! A lot, okay!)

☆、Conclusion

More than 2015 words change the lives of the protagonists.It’s probably over here, there should be some questions that I haven’t clarified =-= yo ha ha ha ha young man, you answered correctly, it is the sentence that Bei Yuan said in a coma for ten days I’m back~!Hehe~ Everything that is not explained clearly will appear in everyone's side story~~~~ The start time of this article is June 6, 13.The time of writing here is July 2015, 7.Writing these 6 words intermittently is actually a healing article written for myself by the confession that the movie and novel have made me depressed =-= I don’t know if you who read the article have been healed?This is the end of the text with Mizuki as the main character.I also don't believe that I actually have the patience to follow through with the [-]-word life-changing plan to the end, and there will probably be more than [-] words with extra words.I haven't written anything for a long time, I don't know if the writing will hurt your eyes hahahaha.But this should be the first medium-length fan of the confession.I am the originator?So proud~!

In the future, there should be a danmei article by Xiuzai.The main character is a boy of passer-by level.There is no prophet, no plot tampering like Mizuki, no cheats.It's possible that he might be killed~ Xiuzai's cold-hearted style will continue to the end ==

Some people may find that Xiuzai's personality has been changed in the middle and late stages of this article, and some people may be dissatisfied with the forced H of the thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy == But I can only throw you one sentence, my son is a pervert.His way of thinking is indeed different from that of ordinary children's paper.All he can feel after being stimulated by Moriguchi and then by his mother is to be abandoned by the whole world.Then when he was venting, he saw the cautious Mizuki at a glance.

At this time, he will not start to kill Mei Yue.Unless he wants to die with Mizuki.Moreover, Mizuki's previous experience of being almost killed had taught Xiuzai a lesson, knowing that the person in front of him was more important than his mother, and the only way he could think of to bind Mizuki for a long time at that time was possession.That actually makes sense to me. 233333

As for his character being changed.Meiyue, who is arrogant and can blow hair in the second grade, is actually very contagious.Shuya in the play is because there is no love between him and Mizuki. Shuzai really treats Mizuki in the play as a toy, and Mizuki in the play just treats Shuya as a partner.They should not have had such a fierce collision in my article before.After seeing Mizuki with different expressions again and again, Xiuya felt the characteristics of life, felt a fresh life, he was just being changed involuntarily.Of course, you can also see later that his changes are limited to Mizuki alone.

Only by changing Xiuzai's perception of important people, can he really change his personality and change his attitude towards life.He can ignore everything, but he can't ignore the people who are really important to him.I can't ignore what the important person said.

The so-called classic language probably appeared in the text less than three times == But, I can only say that Almond’s voice is so cute, every sentence is like a magic, piercing into the ears, if you listen to it a few times, your ears will get pregnant ah!Although I have watched movies and novels N times, I still forgot the names of passers-by.For example, the teacher of Class A is Togura, and Naoki's eldest sister is Mariko.And the students in the class... Ahem, I found this out after reading it again later.The student who was bullied on the roof was deliberately forgotten by me.Because of the dark side, I really don’t want to write about it.In the movie, Xiuzai's indifferent expression when he was bullied was really like a saint.But not to save Mitsuki in the show.He won't save anyone.In fact, to be precise, Xiuzai is more like a vampire, nobly and gracefully collecting every life that is extremely cheap in his eyes.

Nah.I have already fallen in love with Xiuzai to the bottom of my heart. 6.14 Happy birthday to Yukito Nishii, the actor of Shuya. The 20-year-old wife.I hope you will always have a bright smile and never repeat Xiuzai's mistakes.

Above, please look forward to the episode

The author has something to say: So Mr. Xingren is 20 years old, happy birthday.I don’t know if everyone is satisfied with such an article? 23333 Forgive me for posting the chapter of the ending today~ I can finally write about my black deacon colleagues without carelessness.Ah yes, I will update the episode from time to time.Everyone has a share!The first one is probably Naoki's, and I will update some things after marriage~

☆、【Interlude】

At this time, an article suddenly came out, which seemed very inconsistent, but I just had to express my feelings when I was writing and reading this article.

Pisces has the keenest sense of touch in the heart, and Pisces can often directly feel the spiritual collision conveyed by the work.As a Pisces, it is inevitable to be bumped by movie confessions.I went to read the original book again, and it turned out that I was abused by the original book even worse.

In fact, I probably just want to exist here as a film critic.After all, I don't want to look back at what I wrote myself.Because I am afraid that the writing is not good, it may not be perfect, and it may not be strong enough. There are many things that I am afraid of.

After all, I haven't touched a pen for a long time, and it's not easy to write it down smoothly.I think that many people who read my articles want to criticize me.

After all, it has reversed the original author's intention without authorization.

Mizuki Kitahara in the original book.I think she is just like what Xiuya said, self-righteously thinking that Lunaxi is herself, a fool who blindly worships that kind of murder without technical content.Some people say that Mizuki in the movie is just being sentimental and hypocritical, thinking that she is following some kind of morality.I think this is probably a common problem for girls of that age.They often feel that they are sensitive, the easiest to touch the sad place, and the easiest to accept other people's feelings.

Mizuki's family in the movie is not depicted.But in Xiuzai's words, she is really pitiful. She has been missing for a week, not to mention teachers and classmates, and her family has never asked.

If it is in □□, the teacher must have called home.Children born of this kind of indifference should have this kind of disregard for other people.

I don't know what I'm going to express. In short, when I think of the plot, I feel confused. Mizuki is undoubtedly in pain when she hears the sentence that it is a toy. After all, the tears in the corners of her eyes can prove it.She watched Xiuzai strangle herself to death.I don't know what she was thinking at that moment.Maybe she who had been waiting for the chance to commit suicide was completely relieved at that moment.

She and Xiuya have no love at all.In her own words, she is the only one who understands Xiuzai, and Xiuzai is just a partner.only partner.

Two people without love can only hurt each other.Mitsuki's death became another sharp weapon Moriguchi used to attack Shuya.

Mizuki is too self righteous.Sometimes I feel like she died well.

So I shaped Lin Meiyue from time travel.When Lin Meiyue sees her classmates being bullied, she will never be as indifferent as Kitahara Miyue.Lin Meiyue's reaction after meeting Moriguchi must be an accurate counterattack after measurement.

Lin Meiyue will not ignore any life, let alone collect any medicine to harm others.So she will definitely not worship Luna Xi.

Lin Meiyue will clearly understand who she likes and what she likes about him.So even if she was hurt by Xiuzai, as long as she confirmed that Xiuzai really cared about her, everything would be fine.

Lin Meiyue will be proud and shy because of Xiuzai's statement that she is my woman, and will also be hurt by a joke.

Originally there was a bridge section that I wanted to write, but I hesitated.I'm afraid it will be written in Taiwanese...

That bridge section is set up like this.Because Naoki was chased by the seniors in the game hall, this matter was learned by Mizuki, and then Mizuki, as the monitor, went to seek justice from those seniors, and the senior boys gave Mizuki a PK against them arena.Under the eyes of everyone, the famous gangster lost the game and apologized to Naoki and the whole class.

At first, I wanted to use this to reflect Mizuki's justice and ability.But I hesitate to write it or not to write it, maybe it will appear in the extra episode with luck.

Let's talk about Shuya's character.I won't mention the original book... (beep==!) Xiuzai here, he was portrayed in the early stage as always cold and silent, with the ability to ignore everything, and he has a sense of presence like a savior when he is oppressed.

In the mid-term, because he witnessed the changes of Miyue after time travel, he was a little bit infected by Miyue, and actually had a desire to possess Miyue invisibly.Because he didn't want to see Mizuki smiling at Naoki, and be nice to Naoki.So after he saw Naoki draw a book full of "Go to hell", he was even more sure that this guy could be dragged into the water.

Then it was Meiyue who ran away with Aimi.Xiuzai's reaction 233333 has not been reflected here, so I will add it to the episode.

Moriguchi thought that Mizuki just saved Aimi, so he didn't attack Mizuki.This aroused the dissatisfaction of the aggressive Mizuki, and began to plan to counterattack Moriguchi everywhere.Taking the victim in the original book out of the control of the plot step by step is one of them.

Without Silly Mitsuki's "whistleblower", Moriguchi would have become a blind man, fighting step by step based on feeling.

Xiuzai still maintained a taciturn character in the later stage, but because of Moriguchi's repeated stimulation, he developed in a violent direction. After his mother had a new baby and a new family, it was a normal reaction for Xiuzai to smash everything without any scruples.In the barrenness brewed by ruins, the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world is particularly strong.I think anyone can experience that emotion.At this moment, Mizuki walked towards him cautiously.He was the only one in the whole world who came to meet him.His brain will tell him: this woman will tell me to be careful all the way and welcome home, this woman will taste his craft and say start with him, and will tell him that this is the only one he has and cannot be snatched by anyone. Walk.If you want to fix something to belong to yourself, then it is good to wear it on your body, if you want to fix a person to belong to you.Only with her.

So Xiuzai's outburst at that moment wasn't so abrupt, right? ==! (what are you talking about!)

I will answer questions if there are still things I don’t understand ==!Ask for comments, please collect ==!Wen Nai, who are obviously full of slots, come and brush it up! ! ! ! !

The author has something to say:

☆, extra one

A side story by Shimomura Naoki.

My name is Naoki Shimomura.When I was five years old, oh, not quite five years old, God gave me a silly little girl named Mizuki Kitahara.

Later, it separated my father and mother forever.Mizuki said that his father, who didn't care about it, was almost as good as if he didn't, which made me feel relieved.On my fourth birthday, I remember suddenly having a high fever and almost dying.At that time, my mother still had to work in the company to complete the work, the eldest sister was in college, and the second sister was in junior high school.Dad always doesn't know what else he can be busy with other than work to keep him from going home.

The kindergarten teacher called to inform the family that the second sister took me to the hospital after asking for leave from school, and then my mother asked for leave to accompany me.I burned it repeatedly for three days, and I know the feeling of wanting to see my father but never seeing it best.When I was asleep, I heard my mother and father calling, asking my father to come and see me, but my father seemed to be trying to evade something. My mother threw the phone away angrily, hugged me and cried bitterly.After that, I almost never saw my father again.I wasn't surprised at all when my parents divorced.

In my childhood, only my mother was with me all the time.The second sister who would sneak back from school to play with me from time to time, the eldest sister who would only come back to take care of the family during the holidays, and Mizuki who would always be with me.My mother would always hold my hand and say that I am a kind child, I will definitely become a very obedient person, I will have many friends who like me, and I will have a happy and sweet life.

The second sister always said that I was the happiest and most favored person in the family.When I was a child, the toys I looked at more often in the mall would always appear on my bedside the next day.Later, when I went to junior high school, my grades improved quickly with the help of Meiyue. My mother rewarded me with a laptop, which made my second sister jealous for a long time. In the end, my mother bought her a handbag that she had wanted for a long time.

My eldest sister doesn't talk to me often, but she will bring me gifts from her trips to various places when she comes back every holiday.The eldest sister said that Naoki doesn't need to burden too much, as long as he has a heart full of happiness.

And then... Mizuki, Mizuki would never say anything provocative to me.She'd point at me and laugh and say I'm an idiot.

In fact, when I was in elementary school, I could see that Mizuki liked me.Her eyes will float to me if there is nothing.In this way, it is actually the result of me paying attention to her.If I don't pay attention to her, how will I know that she is watching me.

At that time, I always thought that if Mizuki was the only one in my world, then by contrast, I must be the only one in Mizuki's world.

When I was in junior high school, I realized that was not the case.After Mizuki became the class president, she didn't do much at first.Even throughout the first day of junior high school, she had very little communication with me.I even once thought that Mizuki was going to alienate me.

Then in the second year of junior high school, I found that she paid more attention to Xiuzai than to me.This change was made after Miyue returned from a week of sick leave.I don't know what wedge gave them a chance to meet.

I even struggled silently in my heart, I once suspected that this was not my Mizuki.A girl with such a bright smile is not the Mitsuki I once had.But she is indeed my Mizuki.

I remember her doing homework at my house and I touched her hand.The hot touch made me escape from my hand.

"You have a fever! Mizuki!" I remember her asking, and she continued to give me the topic as if she had nothing to do with her.I suddenly said that she looks like Watanabe.When I finished saying this, I was silently angry. I didn't hear what Mizuki was talking about at that time, and I was just annoyed for saying that she looked like Xiuzai.

Then my mother said let her share a room with me.I clearly remember having a wet dream that day.When Mizuki woke me up, I really felt the bottom of my pants was wet.I was terrified, but I didn't dare to let Mizuki know, so I could only pretend to be angry at being woken up by Mizuki, drove her aside and turned my back, quickly rolled up the bed sheet so that she couldn't see it, and then Shouting at her for a peek, she was so annoyed that she refused to turn her head, so I quickly changed my clothes.

But I didn't expect her to react when I pressed her under me when I was arguing with her.Before she knew it, I suppressed the impulse, but I still couldn't restrain myself and kissed her.I kissed from the forehead, cheek, and lips, and escaped from her astonished gaze.

It's no use hating yourself.Many years later, when I learned the word strategy, I once regretted that I didn't conquer Mizuki at that time.

I didn't have the courage to linger with Mizuki at that time, I didn't know what was on my mind.When she took my hand and ran to the school, I heard the sound of the wind.The wind said to give up, it is not yours.You clearly know that.It is impossible for Mizuki to undergo such a big change just because of a fever.

But even if Mizuki changes, I can't help it.In fact, it's not just Mizuki.I have changed too.I told my mother that Mr. Moriguchi always praises those who study well and perform well, and never pays attention to me.

I hid the complaint letter written by my mother.Unexpectedly, my mother wrote another letter of complaint and handed it to the school.

I told my mother about what happened to me in the baseball club.Because I didn't learn it in elementary school, the teacher asked me to practice basic skills with others.The so-called basic skill is running.One of the group with me is the A Piao class who hasn't been here for a long time, and the other is a girl who is weak and fufeng.I often hear other people's ridicule when I'm running: "Oh, isn't that Shimomura from the baseball club? When did you change to our track and field?"

Then I don't want to go back.The teachers in the baseball club accused me of not having the courage to face myself.I couldn't refute him.A cram school that even Mizuki doesn't know about.I did not go again.Because the cram school has a classification system, my grades have improved with the help of Miyue before, and there is also a boy who entered Class C with me.I was promoted to Class B with him at that time, which made me very happy.However, the class re-examination half a year later, that is, when Mizuki began to pay attention to Xiuzai in the second year of junior high school, he entered class A, while I was still in class B.I was ridiculed by the tutor in class B.

I was in a very bad mood at that time.It feels like a bunch of things are crammed together.I went to the game hall to relieve my boredom with the New Year's red envelope, but was chased and beaten by senior students.I hid in the police station and told Mr. Moriguchi to pick me up, but it was Mr. Tokura from Class A of the second grade who came.

I feel that even Moriguchi, who has always claimed to be fair to others, has given up on me.What qualifications do I have.What qualifications do you have to stand there.

An abandoned son who can be abandoned and forgotten by anyone, even he dare not face it, how can he face Mei Yue.

I started to distance myself from Mizuki.Don't say I'm hypocritical, don't say I alienate Mizuki for this reason.After all, the first person to give up on me...is Mizuki!

Don't forget her alienation from me for the whole first day of junior high school!Don't forget her smile at Xiuzai throughout the second year of junior high school!She gave up mine first!

My heart was screaming, I was struggling, pessimistic, and I locked myself in the room and threw things more and more.There is nothing left to smash in my house.I started hitting the wall with my back, my elbows, and my head, until I was bleeding.

Mizuki's pursuit of me made me inexplicably annoyed.Didn't you give up on me just like Moriguchi?What are you doing acting like you don't want to be left behind by me!I slapped her across the face.That slap left my hands numb for three days.

I can't sleep every night.Will cry, crying alone in the room.My mother knocked on the door nervously and asked me what was going on, and I told her to get out, and let her get out with the whole world.

Mom was stunned for a while.She probably didn't understand where my rage came from.I don't understand why I want her to take the whole world with her.Ah.This is probably impossible.

But I just feel like the whole world is going away from me.Everywhere in this world are people in twos and threes together.Only I have only myself.

The author has something to say: The time has come to abuse Naoki!About the part that Naoki doesn't understand, I should explain everything here~

☆, the final chapter

Naoki Shimomura's Confessions II

The feeling of being abandoned in the dark by the whole world has always surrounded me, making me no longer remember what laughter is.Seeing Miyue talking to Xiuzai, even daring to smile at Xiuzai under the pressure of Xiuzai freezing to death, seeing Xiuzai's sudden softening towards Miyue.I filled the notebook with the words Go to hell.

Let who die?Let Mizuki?I can not let it go.Let me die... Let me die with the whole world... This world is too dark, I can no longer see the light.

Watanabe Shuya suddenly found me.What frightened me was the extreme evil hidden in his impure smile.He... wants to kill someone.He also lied to me about doing experiments.

I already want to lead the whole world towards death, why would I care about a bloodless experiment?Aimi, who he stunned with the little cotton rabbit, is not dead, she shows signs of waking up in my arms.But at that time, I was already fooled by the sentence "you are a failure, never my partner".

Xiuzai seemed to be telling me that I was abandoned by the whole world.

Suddenly I felt out of breath.I don't know if Amy feels the same way in the water.When I threw her into the water, I wanted to jump in and suffocate myself.

Seeing Mizuki rushing towards me from a distance, I ran away in panic.I don't want her to see what I'm doing.I hope that even if I die, the me in her memory will always be the well-behaved and clean me.

I was always worried.After that, Mizuki didn't talk to me or ask me why.I don't know how much she saw, whether she saw me who was so flustered that I would fall if I ran.

I know that child was taken away by Mizuki.It must be.Just don't know why she didn't return Amy until a few days later.

I was in a state of anxiety until the day of the graduation ceremony.

Mizuki suddenly asked me to exchange milk.I don't know why, so I made an exchange with her.

And then... I was horrified by what happened next. HIV.I saw Xiuya running out covering his mouth.But I seem to see the smile in the corner of his eyes.If this can be laughed out loud, Xiuzai must be a pervert.

But I want to laugh too...I can't help but want to laugh...I must be crazy.Leading the whole world towards death, isn't that what I want?Moriguchi, you are doing well, you are doing beautifully!

I couldn't restrain my smile, but I had to make a frightened expression. I think my expression must be very weird now