The daily routine of being teased by a scholar

Let's break up.

Everything fell silent.

A few seconds later, Xu Huaiyang heard a suppressed cough coming from the other end of the phone, followed by the sound of piano keys being smashed indiscriminately.

"Cai Zhan!" He frowned and shouted. "What's wrong!"

The other end was silent again.

After a while, he heard the sound of someone walking over and talking, and Cai Zhan answered with a hoarse voice.

Cai Zhan picked up the phone again, his voice was indescribably calm.

"Are you serious?" he asked.

Xu Huaiyang was silent for a while: "Seriously."

There was a soft laugh from Cai Zhan: "All right, I'll listen to you."

After saying this, the phone was hung up, and only the beeping electronic sound remained in the microphone.

It was dark in the room.

The lights in the dormitory were not turned on, the doors and windows were closed, and it was stuffy and dark.There was no one in the school during the holidays. Looking out of the window, even the lights on the other side of the teaching building were dark.

Xu Huaiyang sat leaning against the wall of the upper bunk, put down his phone, and took a deep breath, as if a major event had been completed.

Just when he was about to finish exhaling, his breathing suddenly became stagnant, and there was a sudden dull pain in his chest.

No injury, just pain.

All right, I'll listen to you.

listen to me.

Then you listen.

Xu Huaiyang lowered his head and covered his face.

It's too dark, I can't see anything.

……

"Did you not take your medicine last night?"

While lifting Cai Zhan's quilt, Lu Yan stretched out his hand to touch his forehead.Then he quickly shook his hand away and bared his teeth exaggeratedly.

"Are you afraid that my brothers didn't eat early? You can fry eggs on your forehead!" Lu Yan yelled at the others, "Come here, come here, take this thing to the hospital!"

"Let go." Cai Zhan frowned and said in a hoarse voice.

"Fuck, don't let go, hit me!" Lu Yan stared, "Come on, Xiao Jiuer, you can ask this two hundred and five for leave first..."

A chaotic morning.

Several people in the dormitory also gathered around to help, and someone forced Cai Zhan to hold the thermometer.

The thermometer was cold, and when it was clamped, Cai Zhan felt a little sober.

He didn't expect the cold to be so serious.

The cold that I suffered from sleeping with the windows open last Monday has not recovered at all after staying up for a whole week.Last night, he arbitrarily added two hours to his already extra training time, and finally he was blown to fever by the wind on the way back to the dormitory.

If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't get up this morning, my roommates wouldn't have noticed, and I could go to practice for a while...

"Aren't you stunned? You didn't forget to bring your precious notes after the injection," another roommate clicked his tongue, snatched the notebook that Cai Zhan was about to take, and told him to get dressed properly.

idiot.Cai Zhan mouthed to him and smiled silently.

He has no strength, and it is unprecedentedly difficult for a person with a high fever to put on a coat.

The roommates in the dormitory are very loyal and get along well.Lu Yan had the best relationship with him, and was specially approved by the teacher to accompany him out for injections, and the rest of them sent them to a taxi, so they went back to practice one after another.

Taking a taxi to the hospital along the way, the driver looked back at Cai Zhan several times.Cai Zhan was so listless that he slumped in the back seat with his eyes closed.

When I arrived at the hospital, I waited in line for registration, and when I finally got in the line, my temperature was 39.

"Isn't it okay to give muscle injections?" Cai Zhan looked at the doctor who was writing the prescription and asked.

The doctor glanced up at him, and then looked at Lu Yan: "You classmate, you are familiar with each other and you are still getting muscle injections. Are you in a hurry to catch the train?"

After speaking, he tore up the prescription and handed it to Lu Yan: "Hurry up and get the infusion!"

Finally, when the needle was inserted, Cai Zhan refused to lie on the hospital bed, so Lu Yan had to sit beside him and show him the infusion tube.

"Wouldn't it delay your practice?" Cai Zhan asked.

He was running a fever, and he had no strength in his body, and even his voice was very soft.Seeing that he was exhausted talking, Lu Yan quickly stopped him.

"I'm fine, don't make any noise, save your strength to fight against the disease," Lu Yan sighed, "What a brainy man you are, you still have time to think about it..."

Cai Zhan smiled and said nothing.

He leaned his head against the back of the chair, and for some reason, he suddenly remembered that when he first met Xu Huaiyang, in that small clinic, Xu Huaiyang also sat next to him and took care of him with insults.

Xu Huaiyang.

Why did they break up?

It must have been like this from the beginning, as long as Xu Huaiyang proposed something, he almost agreed without any objection.Until this time, Xu Huaiyang broke up.

If breaking up is good for you, then let's break up.

Even if he was killed, he would not believe Xu Huaiyang's "wasting my time". To be honest, Cai Zhan could completely guess what Xu Huaiyang was thinking.

Delay, delay, unwillingness, and strength.Xu Huaiyang is more stubborn than anyone else, he would rather starve to death than accept the leg meat cut off by others.Apart from the reason that Xu Huaiyang really didn't want to drag him, another reason is probably that Xu Huaiyang himself could not accept help with peace of mind.

Why bother?

The medicine dripped very slowly, and it was already noon when the infusion was almost finished.Lu Yan bought a box of fried rice at the entrance of the hospital and finished eating. When she came back, she brought a box of porridge for Cai Zhan.

Thanks.Cai Zhan lip-synced him softly.

The high fever consumes too much, and he still doesn't have the energy to speak.Lu Yan glanced at him, opened the lid of the box, and held it with one hand for him to drink by himself.

After thinking about it, I still couldn't get it right, so I ran out again and asked for a straw from somewhere.

"When I was sick, I would drink a bowl of porridge mixed with sugar and half a salted duck egg. After eating, I would suffocate myself under the quilt, and I would be sure to recover." Lu Yan said while holding the bowl for him, "You burn too well." It was too sudden, so the illness can't be delayed, you still have to take medicine, and the medicine will cure the illness..."

Returning white porridge, white sugar and salted duck eggs, now I will just drink white porridge... Cai Zhan took a sip of the porridge, smiled and watched Lu Yan chattering beside him, his face exuding the light of a pampered and raised young master.

Smiling and laughing, the mood suddenly sank again.

Xu Huaiyang used to be like this too.

The water delivery took three days in a row, and on the third day, Cai Zhan was able to go to the hospital by himself.After losing, almost only coughing remained.

When you are busy, you can forget many things.The teacher found out that he increased the amount of training he gave himself, and had to reduce his training by half under severe reprimands.

Playing the piano is an amazing thing.

When the fingertips touch the keys and the moment they are pressed, the performer can feel the composer's thoughts and also feel the explosion of his own emotions.

"Moonlight Sonata Third Movement" is not a gentle piece.

Minor, presto, both boiling and catharsis.

……

Cai Zhan has always listened to him very much, since he told Cai Zhan, "Let's break up", Cai Zhan really didn't look for him again.

Xu Huaiyang didn't know how he got through this summer vacation, he was confused and paralyzed.There were almost no one in the school during the holidays. He went back and forth between classrooms and dormitories alone, immersing himself in the large volumes of exercise books and exercises.If you don’t have enough money to buy questions, you can save breakfast or dinner to make up for it.

When school was about to start and Fang Mian came back to look for him after his trip, Xu Huaiyang realized that he hadn't talked to anyone for a long time.

Fang Mian asked him to meet in a cafe, and when he saw Xu Huaiyang for the first time, he couldn't help being silent for a while, and it took a long time before he spit out a few words softly.

"You have lost about ten catties."

Xu Huaiyang took a sip of coffee with a smile: "Is there any, I don't think so."

"You stayed like this for a whole summer vacation?" Fang Mian frowned, "Are you planning to stay until the college entrance examination?"

"When did I last?" Xu Huaiyang squinted at him, then lowered his head and stirred the milk foam in the coffee cup, "Don't invite me to this place next time, a cup of coffee costs dozens, why don't you discount it... "

Fang Mian frowned and stared at him for a long time, and finally couldn't hold back, and cursed "Fuck".

"Who are you fucking?" Xu Huaiyang took a sip of his coffee and looked at him.

"Fuck...you don't care!" Fang Mian was a little annoyed, "Xu Huaiyang, can you stop messing around! Is it that important!"

Xu Huaiyang clicked his tongue: "The college entrance examination is so important, don't take it if you are capable."

"Do you think I'm talking about the college entrance examination?" Fang Mian stared at him.

Xu Huaiyang narrowed his eyes.

Fang Mian stared at him for a while, then suddenly sighed and sat back.

"If... I mean if, all the things in your family are settled," Fang Mian hesitated, "Will you and Cai... get back together with him?"

Xu Huaiyang didn't speak.

"I don't think there is any if," Xu Huaiyang said softly after a while, "I never make promises to others, and I don't want to make any promises... But the first time I made a promise, I regretted it."

"Let's finish the college entrance examination first. I can't find anything more important than this." He smiled.

Seeing that from early summer to midsummer, the sound of cicadas gradually diminished.In the first exam at the beginning of school, Xu Huaiyang regained his position in the top ten of his grade.

In the past, although he was often called "Xueba" and "Xueba", he basically hovered in the top 30, and only a few times could he enter the top ten list.

"Student Xu Huaiyang, you have accumulated a lot of money. Although you regressed last year, look at him! You have found it after only one summer vacation! Quickly ask how he worked hard during the summer vacation..." Lao Liu patted the podium excitedly and shouted .

Xu Huaiyang smiled silently in the audience, no matter how hard he worked, he worked hard without falling in love.

Why did he say "Let's break up" to Cai Zhan? To this day, he himself has forgotten the reason.

After slamming the door out of the house that day, Zheng Lin and Xu Wenshu only contacted him once.Xu Huaiyang looked at the phone in silence for a while, but didn't answer it, and then completely lost contact.

Most parents will not accept the fact that their children are gay.

Now that he broke up with Cai Zhan, is he still gay?Xu Huaiyang didn't know, but he knew that it was impossible to go back to that family.

In the evening when early autumn was approaching, Xu Huaiyang walked past the art building after school.Li Jianxia just came out of the door and was surprised when he saw him, then he waved his hand to greet him.

Xu Huaiyang didn't dare to stay any longer, squeezed out a smile that probably wasn't very good-looking, and ran to the dormitory without waiting for Li Jianxia to speak.

Zheng Lin's call came on the first day of the eleventh holiday. At that time, Xu Huaiyang was eating raw pan-fried buns left over from lunch in the empty dormitory. The pan-fried buns were too cold, and the soup inside was frozen. .

The phone rang twice and hung up automatically.On the third time, Xu Huaiyang finally picked it up.

"Yangyang." It was Zheng Lin's voice, mixed with hesitation.

"What's wrong?" Xu Huaiyang put down the fried bun and asked.

"Your father has made up part of the debt, and there is nothing else to do for now... Do you want to come back?" Zheng Lin asked.

"You mean it's safe?" Xu Huaiyang smiled and asked calmly.

"Yes." Zheng Lin hesitated, "So are you coming back?"

Xu Huaiyang was silent for a while: "I don't want to take back what I said."

There was silence on Zheng Lin's side.

"You...forget it." Zheng Lin sighed. "Are you still with your...boyfriend?"

Xu Huaiyang was slightly taken aback, then frowned: "What's none of your business?"

Zheng Lin probably turned on the speakerphone. As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Huaiyang heard Xu Wenshu's sneer on the other end, and Zheng Lin also fell silent.

After a long time, Zheng Lin reluctantly opened his mouth: "Your father said that you are not yet eighteen, and you are legally required to pay you child support. If you still don't want to come back... come back next week for the last time and give you the child support card .”

After a pause, he said, "We don't force you, but I hope you can understand Mom and Dad in the future."

This is the sentence again.

Xu Huaiyang was so disgusted that he resisted the urge to hang up the phone, and said to the other person: "I will go back." Then he hung up the phone.

When he put down the phone again, there was already a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.

He looked at the phone and the half-eaten fried rice on the table in silence, and was in a daze for a long time.

After a while, he picked up the fried bun again and ate it bite by bite.