In fact, I am attacking [entertainment circle]

On the last day of Qin Xiaolou's cameo, he played the scene where Pei Jun died in battle, with a beard on his face, makeup to make him look older, and arrows stuck in his body.Gu Ling's appearance is very young. After all, Pei Jun is only 16 years old in the script at this time. The difference in age with the character, except for appearance, can only be made up by acting skills.

The plot is that Pei Jun had a quarrel with his father. Pei Jun was still young and frivolous at the time. He went to a nearby small town to drink, and fell asleep in a tavern. On the battlefield, he learned that his father was shot by an arrow and his life was dying.Pei Jun met with his father who was in treatment, and his father said something to him, but because the war was not over, Pei Jun went outside to meet the enemy. After the war, he heard the sad news of his father's death.

Although Qi Yi didn't have a role in the scene, he still secretly sat outside the camera equipment and watched the scene with the staff on the set.

But I don’t know if it’s Gu Ling’s bad condition, or the director is too strict. Gu Ling was stuck in a scene many times in a row. The director kept saying that he was in the wrong mood, his eyes were not clear, and he was not emotionally involved. He asked him to adjust quickly. People with a discerning eye It can be seen that Gu Ling acted very uncomfortable.

Qi Yi was fidgeting in the back, and Gu Lingka was playing, but his heart was raised with worry.Later, Gu Ling was in a bad state, so the director simply called a stop, rested for a few minutes to let Gu Ling drink water, and then went up to talk to him for a while.

Director Deng rubbed his palms with a serious face: "You are a very good actor, you should know where the problem is, and I don't need to tell you bit by bit."

Gu Ling gulped down a few sips of water, and asked the makeup artist to touch up the makeup with a blank expression: "Sorry, I'm the one who dragged down the crew today."

Director Deng said straight away: "You are a little negative about this scene today, not because of your attitude, but because of your emotions. You seem to be avoiding something subconsciously."

Gu Ling was silent, and turned his gaze slightly away.

Director Deng sighed: "As an actor, you have to be very strong emotionally, 'you have to dare to face it'. Although this is a big talk, there is also a reason for the big talk. You shouldn't need me to teach you."

Gu Ling clenched his hands tightly, as if he was holding on to some air, and let go of his exhaustion.

"I know." He slowly lowered his gaze, "I'm already adjusting, and I'll find the feeling as soon as possible."

After a while, the break was over, and the show continued, with a clear sound of playing the board, and the audience was silent.

"Master..." A domestic servant who delivered the letter seemed to be half-soft, and knelt down in front of Pei Jun tremblingly, with snot and tears, "Peihou, he..."

Pei Jun was injured on the battlefield before, and at the moment he was being bandaged by the doctor with a sullen face. After hearing the report, he had a bad premonition in his heart, suppressed the trembling of his arms, and asked the man in a ruthless voice: "What's wrong with my father?" ?”

"Pei Hou..." The servant whimpered and wailed, "Master has gone...!"

Pei Jun's fingers tightened, he clenched his fist, suppressed his emotions, and said emphatically, "You're lying, Uncle Bai is clearly here."

The servant cried and cried: "Mr. Bai, Mr. Bai is powerless..."

Pei Jun didn't say a word, lowered his head, and said after a while: "You all go out."

The doctor got up, hesitantly said: "Major General, your injury..."

"It's okay, let's go down."

Only when he could no longer hear footsteps, Pei Jun slowly raised his head, his eyes were already red.

He got up and took a few steps, and took down a bow hanging on the post, which was a gift from his father before.He stroked his bowed body, stumbled over the chair beside him, and fell to the ground.

"father……"

Pei Jun hugged the bow, his voice finally trembled so much that he could no longer make a complete sound.

His shoulders suddenly became very heavy, as if a jack was pressed on his back, so heavy that he suddenly couldn't breathe.But he tightly grasped the bow in his hand and used it to support the ground. No matter how trembling his arms were, no matter how weak his legs were, he could still sit and stand upright without being in a panic.

"These are the things you left me, father."

His murmured tone seemed to be complaining, but at the same time seemed to be puzzled, and also revealed a little self-pitying anger, "Who wants to accept the world, accept the universe, what's the point of these things?"

"What can these be exchanged for, you tell me!"

Shocked by the storm, as if swallowing blood and tears, Pei Jun finally let out a roar, the bulging veins seemed to be pulled from behind, and from the tips of his fingers to his eyebrows, there was bone-cracking pain.

The wound opened.

The wind was surging outside the window, Pei Jun raised his head and looked directly at the strong wind that rolled up the camp curtain.

He went to battle early and had seen death countless times without ever knowing its face.But this time, when the dark clouds swept across, his pupils dilated, and he stared blankly into the distance. For the first time, he felt that he was staring at each other with death from afar.

Pei Jun still didn't know at this time that all meaning in his life from now on would be exchanged for pain.

……

After this shot, Gu Linglian coughed several times, his throat was a little choked because of being too excited.After the assistant came to bring him water, he chatted with the director for a few words, and continued to the next scene without stopping.Qi Yi later left because he was going to complete his role in Group B.

In the evening, Qin Xiaolou finally finished.Out of communication and politeness, Qi Yi went to give the small gift prepared by the assistant.Sister Mo hoped that he could establish a good relationship with every good actor and expand his interpersonal relationship, so when he was acting in other idol drama crews, even if he played the male lead, he would finish with the first female, second female and second male actors. Give some small gifts when you are working together, and give some gifts to the whole crew when you finish the filming. After all, it is a collaboration.

When Qi Yi went to the dressing room, Qin Xiaolou had just finished unloading the clothes, and after the gift was sent out, the two exchanged pleasantries, Qi Yi saw that the dressing room had gone out, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Mr. Qin, are you in a hurry to leave now? "

Qin Xiaolou glanced at his watch: "It's not in a hurry, the car hasn't arrived yet, what's the matter?"

Qi Yi sat down in front of Qin Xiaolou, and asked with some unease: "Teacher Qin, Brother Gu...how are you today?"

Qin Xiaolou was puzzled: "Huh?"

Qi Yi explained: "That's right, I feel that Brother Gu is not in a good mood. When I went to watch it before, he got stuck many times..."

Qin Xiaolou thought for a while, and said: "Actors, it happens occasionally, as long as you have experienced something sad, even if it has been many years, if you think of it because of the sense of sight when you are acting, you will still feel uncomfortable. It affects the state. It's not just actors, people are like this."

Qi Yi remembered what Lu Shiyu had said before, and couldn't help asking: "Has Brother Gu experienced any sad things before?"

After he finished speaking, he felt that he seemed to have too many things to do, and scratched his head and added a few words, "I heard that Brother Gu was very fond of acting for a while, and he couldn't play a role for a long time. Is it also because of what happened? ...?"

Qin Xiaolou fell silent suddenly, Qi Yi felt a little flustered, thinking, it's over, saying this not only makes him appear to be meddlesome, but also looks like a pervert who keeps asking for news about Gu Ling.

Qin Xiaolou sighed, rubbed the hair on his forehead, and smiled wryly: "It seems that you really care about him. It's not good to say this kind of thing, but I don't know why, but I feel like I can tell you."

He paused, then looked at Qi Yi seriously, "Do you like him very much?"

Qi Yi was stunned, his hands were clasped together nervously, choked for a moment, unable to speak.

How could it be seen again...

Qin Xiaolou expressed relief: "It seems that you have a good relationship. It is rare for him to have a friend. You must continue to like him."

Qi Yi blinked: "...Huh?"

Didn't he see it?

"friend?"

Qin Xiaolou tilted his head slightly: "Isn't it?"

Qi Yi hurriedly said: "Yes! Yes... So, did any unpleasant things happen to Brother Gu? I will find a way to make him happy!"

Qin Xiaolou thought for a moment, and organized his language a little bit.

"Gu Ling is my cousin, and his mother is my mother's sister, that is, my aunt."

Qi Yi: "...Well, I know these common senses."

After Qin Xiaolou finished the basic knowledge, it was a little difficult to speak, and he paused for a long time before continuing: "My aunt...is Gu Ling who was pregnant before marriage. According to my mother, the time for that man to abandon my aunt has passed. The safe period for abortion is over, and she can only induce labor, but she still decided to give birth...so my aunt raised Gu Ling by herself, and she never remarried afterwards. "

"Gu Ling was 21 years old when my aunt was diagnosed with cancer. At that time, his acting career had just started, and he was actually very passionate about acting." Qin Xiaolou sighed deeply, and clasped his hands together, "My aunt has been treating , but still couldn’t hold on, when she passed away, Gu Ling was filming his first movie in Tibet, couldn’t make it back, and missed the last scene.”

"I know that Gu Ling has a knot in his heart, but the rest of us can't help him, and Gu Ling is actually the type... If there is an emotion in his heart that cannot be resolved, he will choose to escape. He is very devoted, dreaming of living in the fictional world of the script every day, and he will be very decadent once it is finished, until the next script. Although during that time, his drama did perform well, and the nomination of Golden Deer was also mentioned at that time ...However, the impression given to others is that he is willing to live as anyone, except Gu Ling himself."

"But later, he was not like this. I don't know if he figured it out or he was too tired. He only regarded acting as a job, and he didn't work so hard to pursue other things. Then he was addicted to playing games. A game, when there is no work, he will not take good care of himself at home alone, usually stay up late at night to play games until late, and sleep all day during the day, fortunately his manager usually takes care of him, otherwise he would starve himself Died at home." Qin Xiaolou was a little helpless, "But it has been several years, and he has lived well, so let him be like this."

Qi Yi's mood suddenly became mixed: "Is that so..."

Qin Xiaolou patted his arm, and looked at him expectantly: "I think you are very sunny, you can spend more time with Gu Ling when you have time, maybe he will become more cheerful."

"Thank you for trusting me and telling me so much." Qi Yi was a little embarrassed, and turned his face slightly, "I, I will work hard..."

Ashamed to say, if Gu Ling doesn't dislike him, he is willing to cling to him 24 hours a day. There is no need for Qin Xiaolou to "put high hopes"...

At dinner time, since there is still a show tonight, everyone has dinner in the crew.While eating, Gu Ling looked at the mobile phone on the table. The mobile game was playing a copy in AI hosting mode.

At this time, he saw Qi Yi holding the rice, brought a chair over, sat down beside him, put the rice on the table, and said to him: "Brother Gu, I have a joke, can't you listen to it."

Gu Ling stopped chopsticks for chopping rice: "What?"

Qi Yi cleared his throat solemnly, and said eloquently: "During class, the whole class was sitting, and only I was sleeping. The teacher came into the room, called me twice, and then the whole class stood up."

Gu Ling blinked, froze on the spot, and gave a slight "hmm" with doubts, but didn't understand, let alone the point of the joke.

Seeing that he didn't understand, Qi Yi explained shyly and embarrassingly: "That's right, she yelled 'Qi Yi! Qi Yi!', if she said it faster, it would be 'Get up, get up—', so the others stood up... ..."

Gu Ling had a complicated expression: "..."

Qi Yiyi revealed his shame: "..."

"puff……"

The atmosphere was tense for a while, and when the two of them looked at each other, Gu Ling finally broke through.

"Ha ha ha ha……"

unstoppable.

This joke is so cold, but Qi Yi who told the joke is very funny.

Qi Yi looked at Gu Ling and smiled, with a happy expression on his face, and couldn't help muttering: "I finally laughed..."

Gu Ling heard him say: "What?"

Qi Yi quickly lowered his head to open his lunch box, and broke off the chopsticks: "It's nothing."

Gu Ling glanced at his expression, showing a gentle and helpless smile: "Did Brother Xiaolou tell you something?"

Qi Yi would not lie in front of Gu Ling, and admitted honestly in a muffled voice: "Well, I'm sorry, I'm just too curious..."

"It's nothing, and it's not something that you can't talk about." Gu Ling took a sip of the soup, his tone was very light, "Let him go about the past, there is still a show tonight, and there is no time to waste feelings now."

Qi Yi lowered his head and took a few mouthfuls of food. While eating, he remembered what Qin Xiaolou said. After hesitating for a long time, he still couldn't hold back and said, "Brother Gu...do you still like acting?"

Gu Ling replied without much hesitation: "It's just a paid job, there's no need to talk about whether you like it or not."

Qi Yi raised his head: "Then why did Brother Gu want to be an actor?"

Gu Ling was silent for a moment suddenly.

Qi Yi saw that Gu Ling's expression was not very good, he quickly lowered his head: "Sorry, I have too many things to do..."

"It's nothing." Gu Ling had almost eaten, closed the plastic box, put down his chopsticks and looked at the half-dark sky outside the window, and said slowly, "My mother has no hobbies. I would take me to see any movie, I thought that if I could be an actor, she would feel happy seeing her son on the screen, but..."

"In fact, her misfortune began with my existence. Every day she lived, people thought she was stupid, and even later, I felt so, but obviously, I am the least qualified to say that in the world her people."

He laughed dumbfoundedly, laughing at himself lightly, "I have never brought her any happiness, so now, acting doesn't have any more meaning to me, it's just a job to earn a living."

Qi Yi held the chopsticks with his fingers, looked down at the food in front of him, and suddenly felt hard to swallow.

"no……"

He instinctively wanted to comfort Gu Ling, but it felt like a stick in his throat, and he was hoarse and unable to utter a sound. It was more uncomfortable than a stab in his throat, because he didn't know what to say.

It's like someone knocked over the canvas and knocked over the paint, you go over and pick up the pen, comfort him and say don't be sad, I turn these colors into a painting, and when I pick up the pen, I remember that you don't know draw.The pen was stagnant in the air, not knowing whether it should fall or not.

The man looked at the colorful colors mixed together, and said regretfully, painting is so meaningless, every painting is so meaningless.

But it makes sense...

He raised his head and saw Gu Ling's profile.

Although Gu Ling spoke with his usual light tone, he saw that the expression on that handsome face was not one of relief.

... If you really feel that it is meaningless, why do you show such an expression of unwillingness to be lonely, Brother Gu.

Qi Yi was talking to himself.