In fact, I am attacking [entertainment circle]

Qi Yi was born in a very ordinary family. His mother is a counter salesperson and his father is a security guard.He was educated to be well-behaved and sensible, and was often praised for his handsomeness and beauty, but in school, he was not a child who was easily praised.

Because he is not smart, his grades are bad, and his family has no conditions to send him to learn other specialties.Moreover, it's not that he didn't study hard. The reality is that he has understood a truth since he was a child. There are indeed differences between people. Some people are born with slow comprehension ability, and knowledge just doesn't enter their brains.

Of course, others say that they are not smart. Qi Yi’s mother always thought that her child was very smart. Except for poor grades, everything else was very good. She was more caring than all the children in the world. When he lost his temper at his parents, he was already able to take the initiative to care about his parents' hard work.

Qi Yi did not have many toys to play with since he was a child, but he lived happily because his father worked as a security guard in the community. Cats and the like, but his father is actually quite bad. He once put Qi Yi on a tree by himself and then pretended to leave. At that time, Qi Yi was only six years old, and he cried for a whole moment on the tree clock, and finds his dad taking pictures of him hiding behind a bush.

Afterwards, his father was scolded by his mother, and his mother hugged Qi Yihao and coaxed him. As a result, his father showed his mother the photo, and when his mother saw it, she burst out laughing.

Qi Yi cried even louder afterwards.

The child is at the age of development, and even vanity has begun to sprout, but Qi Yi has always felt that vanity is not a good thing, and he tore the seedlings to pieces, even if no one taught him.When other children are showing off their new toys, stationery, comics, clothes, shoes, schoolbags, etc., Qi Yi doesn't get involved.

Once, another little boy deliberately found fault with him, pointed to his brand-name clothes or shoes, went to him and said, "It's handsome, it's xx brand, it's endorsed by xx stars, it's expensive", and then waited. his reaction.

Unexpectedly, the girl next to him rushed to Qi Yi's mouth and said, "Oh, but you don't look handsome at all, Qi Yi is more handsome than you~"

Seeing that the boy was about to lose his expression, Qi Yi stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, blinked, and looked at him seriously: "It's okay, you are handsome too, this outfit matches you very well, it's so cool."

In the end, for some reason, the boy was stunned for a long time without saying a word, and walked away blushing, Qi Yi was quite confused, and heard the girl next to him burst into laughter, "He is actually shy hahahahaha...! ", "It's because Qi Yi looks so good-looking"...

Afterwards, no other little boy picked on him.

The younger you are, the more innocent you are, which is more suitable for a happy life.Although Qi Yi's grades are not good, but because he has a good personality and likes to tell jokes, he can also make many friends. In addition, his parents actually don't expect much from him, so he has always been very relaxed.

Until the third grade of primary school, once the parent meeting was over, Qi Yi went to play with his classmates as usual. When he saw a few classmates gathered together, he went up to say hello and said, "May I tell you a joke?" Reaching out to reach a boy's shoulder.

"Snapped!"

Qi Yi's hand opened, making a crisp sound, and it still hurt a little.

He grabbed his hand and looked at the boy in confusion.

The boy's waist was thrust up, his tight face was serious and serious: "My mother said, if you can't pass such basic subjects in elementary school, it means you have a problem with your IQ."

He nodded with his fingers, paused, and pointed at Qi Yi again, "You only scored [-] points in the math test this time, it's such a simple subject, are you a fool, if you play with fools, IQ can be contagious, so my mother won't let me play with idiots."

"..."

Qi Yi looked at the others, and found that everyone agreed, and then looked at him with a look of disgust or pity, as if he was something different.For the first time in his life, he felt overwhelmed and ashamed, neither advancing nor retreating, just bowed his head and stayed where he was.

"Hey, kid, why is your face so dirty? Doesn't your mother usually wash your face?"

Qi Yi suddenly heard a familiar voice, raised his head, he didn't know when his father squatted beside the boy, poked the boy's face lightly with his finger, and said in an exaggerated tone, "What is this, scab? Dirty and smelly, don't you know that if you don't like cleanliness, you will get bugs, and if you play with dirty children, bugs will also be contagious."

When the child next to him heard these words, he exclaimed several times and backed away again and again, for fear that some insects would grow on him.

When the boy was said that, his eyes turned red immediately, and he turned his head to find his parents out of anger. Father Qi smiled childishly and mischievously, then got up and took Qi Yi's hand: "Let's go, Go home."

Qi Yi turned around secretly and saw that boy was crying to his mother just now, and the mother's disdainful and angry voice came over, "Sure enough, he has no quality, he is just a security guard, no wonder the child can't teach well, hehe, I guess at best he can't do it when he grows up. I can only be a security guard, not as knowledgeable as them..."

On the way home, Qi Yi suddenly felt very sad. For no reason, he felt afraid of the future for the first time.He looked up at his father, his voice trembling: "Dad, that aunt just said you were a security guard..."

Dad Qi's tone was sparse and normal: "Ah, yes, many people have said that, what's wrong?"

Qi Yi lowered his head: "Ban Baoan, will you be looked down upon by others..."

At this time they had already arrived in the courtyard downstairs, Dad Qi stopped, scratched his head and thought for a while, bent down to pick up Qi Yi, put him on the rest chair by the roadside, and then squatted in front of him, seriously Ask him calmly: "Don't talk about others, Dad is indeed just a security guard, but Qi Yi, will you look down on Dad?"

Qi Yi thought for a while, then shook his head.

Father Qi smiled and asked him, "Why?"

Qi Yinuo replied in a low voice: "Dad, Dad usually helps a lot of people in the community, and he carried Grandma Zhang up the stairs, and played chess with Grandpa Wang. The elder sister on the first floor had mice in her house, and it was Dad who went there." caught..."

At this time, the wild cats in the community saw them, came over lazily, and rubbed against Papa Qi's feet.Halfway through Qi Yi's speech, he was attracted by the cat and lowered his head to stare at the cat. The cat gave him a friendly "meow" and then lay down next to Dad Qi with peace of mind.

"...Even a cat likes Dad."

Dad Qi was amused by Qi Yi's words, and laughed loudly: "Yeah, cats like daddy too!"

After that, he lowered his fingers and scratched the cat's chin twice, and whispered: "Go, I'm chatting with my son, why are you here to join in the fun?"

The cat stretched lazily and was reluctant to be driven away, but it didn't go very far. Instead, it got under the bench, curled up in the shadow, and continued to sleep.

Father Qi stretched out his hand and rubbed Qi Yi's head, changed his usual joking expression, and became rare gentle: "So, do you like Dad?"

Qi Yi nodded heavily.

Dad smiled, got up slowly, pulled Qi Yi up, and led him home.

"Qi Yi, there are many different people in the world. They have different occupations and do different things. As long as you think highly of yourself, no one can look down on you." He said while walking, "Although life will bring many blows, But everyone who wants to live a good life is entitled to hold their heads high."

"Don't be easily defeated by them, Qi Yi."

This is the most serious thing Qi Yi's father said to Qi Yi, because it is what his father thinks is true.But sometimes, reason is just reason, and what can't be done is just can't be done.

After entering junior high school, learning things became more and more difficult. Qi Yi gradually realized that his brain was really not good at accepting knowledge, and he began to believe that he was a good-for-nothing, and he had no special skills in other aspects, except for a picture that grew more handsome. Face.But this face actually didn't bring him much comfort, because it could only attract girls, and unfortunately, he didn't like girls.In addition, you have to be chanted by various teachers, "Apart from that face, what other advantages do you have", "It's a pity this face", "What's the use of being good-looking, look at your brain"...

But this also gave other boys a lot of comfort. Sometimes Qi Yi would sleep in the corner and hear them talking about which beautiful girl in the grade ran over and secretly stood outside the window to see him, and then made an envious voice, "Long Handsome is good", followed by other disdainful words, "It's okay, God is fair, he has a bad brain", "Girls just look at him now as handsome, and people with no future will not marry", "His family conditions are also very poor"...

For a long time, Qi Yi didn't know what he was good at, and what advantages he had besides looks. He began to feel that he might be nothing more than that. It's okay to be a security guard like his father when he grows up, but he would be unwilling in his heart , Thinking about it, can he really only do this? Is his life really limited to this?

He is a person who wants to live a good life, and he also remembers what his father said, but in his teens when he should be young and frivolous, he has never been able to face the world with his head held high.

Qi Yi worked hard to get into an ordinary high school.When he was in the first year of high school, his mother suddenly fell ill. Fortunately, she could be cured, but she needed an operation and was hospitalized for a while.So during this period of time, he can only take care of himself, and the family's expenses are more limited than before, and he can save as much as he can.

Qi has no pursuit of material things, but by chance, others will always notice this, and then poke him in a provocative way.

The most impressive time was that he read books and English textbooks in his seat, because he couldn't keep up with the class, and if he previewed in advance, he would be able to understand a little bit.The girl from the next class suddenly sat next to him. He didn't know this girl, but he also knew that she was a pretty girl, maybe she was the goddess of the next class that the boys in the same class always talked about.

"Qi Yi, are you Qi Yi?" The girl spoke with a high spirit.

Qi glanced at her and nodded.

"Oh, Qi Yi." The girl smiled and put her hands on his shoulders, "Be my boyfriend, okay?"

Qi Yi brushed her hand away, shook his head, and continued to read.

The girl didn't seem to expect that she would be rejected so coldly, she lowered her head and saw Qi Yi's sneakers, her eyes lit up: "Look at your shoes, the edges are all tattered, burrs and burrs, and you're still wearing them, don't you?" How about being my boyfriend and I'll buy you shoes?"

Qi Yi's hand holding the pen tightened suddenly, almost piercing the paper.

The girl continued: "Not only will I buy you shoes, but I'll also give you money, as long as you treat me well as my boyfriend, it's a bargain for you, won't it work?"

Qi Yi stared at the book, did not speak, and ignored her.

The girl suddenly lost her temper, because she has always been favored by others, and no one would treat her so coldly, so she pushed Qi Yi's book down and said angrily, "What are you reading! What's the use of reading?" , give up as soon as possible! Compared to this, you answer my words!"

Qi Yi was silent, slowly raised his head, and glanced at the girl.

In fact, Qi Yi didn't deliberately stare at her, but maybe there was no emotion in his eyes, so they looked cold and sharp, which instantly made the girl's aura disappear.The girl felt faintly afraid, and said with a guilty conscience: "Yes... I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose..."

Qi Yi stood up and picked up the book, wiped the dust off silently, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, but I'm not your boyfriend, so don't come to me again."

Then he returned to his seat, as if this incident had never happened, and turned a deaf ear to the outside world.

When school was over, he left the classroom with his bag early, because today his father was working late and he was going to deliver meals to the mother in the hospital. As a result, he was blocked by some people at the corner of the corridor before he walked a few steps.

This kind of thing is actually very common in this school, but Qi Yi was blocked for the first time, but he could roughly guess the reason, looked down and looked around, probably the many suitors of the girl before.

"Don't look down on people, do you think that being tall is great?!" A boy probably felt Qi Yi's gaze looking down from a high place, and was very upset, and pushed Qi Yi to the wall with a roar.

Qi Yi wasn't angry, but just confused, sighed, and said sincerely, "Brothers, I'm already taller than you guys, so I have to lower my gaze, or do you all stand on tiptoe?"

As soon as the words were spoken, the boys became even more angry, and several hands grabbed Qi Yi's clothes in an instant.A boy stepped on Qi Yi's shoes hard, crushed them hard, and gritted his teeth: "Stinky boy, what are you being arrogant about, don't you just have a face?"

Qi Yi said indifferently: "It's nothing, I just feel that you seem to be quite envious."

The moment his fist swung up, Qi Yi caught it, and with a bit of strength, he pushed down the boy's fist, and bent down with his arms. The boy cried out in pain, and the others wanted to They started beating Qi Yi together, but suddenly a girl came running in front of the corridor and shouted, "Teacher is here!"

The boys immediately froze down, spat a few times and ran away.

Qi Yi knew that girl, she was the monitor of his class.He picked up his bag, and when he passed by, he bowed his head and said thank you. The squad leader blushed a little: "If you have any difficulties, I will be willing to help you."

"It's okay, thank you." Qi Yi managed to force a smile, shook his head, and left.

It was winter, and even the hospital was not warm, probably because the smell of disinfectant was too cold.After his mother finished eating, Qi Yi asked her to sleep and tucked her in the quilt. Suddenly, her mother stretched out her hand from under the quilt, grabbed his arm and asked him, "How are you doing at school, are you happy?"

"It's pretty good." Qi Yi put his mother's hand under the bed, showing a cheerful smile, "My mother made me so handsome, no one will hate me."

"Yes, that's good." Mom closed her eyes and smiled reassuringly.

On the way back, his stomach was gurgling, and he took out some coins in his pocket, bought a cheap big white steamed bun, and sat on the edge of the flower bed by the roadside to eat it.It was already dark, and there was a bustling street in front of me, with beautiful faces of stars rolling on the buildings, crowds of people coming and going, everyone seemed to be busy with their careers, just looking at this street, it seemed that this was a thriving world.

Qi Yi suddenly felt a sense of loneliness that does not belong to this world. He may be born with a rich heart and is prone to sentimentality and sentimentality, but this emotion is often impossible to resolve.

At this time, mocking and loud music suddenly sounded next to him. Qi Yi turned his head and found that it was an old man who set up a stall, with an electronic organ in front of him and a microphone next to him. On the stall were written eight large characters, "Sing anything, let's do it!"

It's simple and straightforward.

Qi Yi and the old man looked at each other, a little embarrassed.Qi swallowed the steamed buns he was chewing, and said pitifully, "I'm sorry, I still had a few coins, but after I bought the steamed buns, I lost them."

The old man was stunned for a moment, then laughed out loud: "I almost couldn't hold back just now and handed you the money instead, you are so handsome, you are too pitiful."

Qi Yi: "..."

The old man continued to look at him a few times, and said seriously: "Hey, you young man is also very good-looking. I have been performing in this street for so long, and I have never seen anyone as good-looking as you."

Qi suddenly became humble: "Master, you are exaggerating..."

"Although I'm old, I don't have bad eyes." The old man said firmly, pointing to a place, "I'm sure that people who look better than you can only appear there."

Qi Yi looked in the direction he pointed, it was the advertising screen of the commercial building opposite, with advertisements of various celebrities scrolling on it.

"Maybe you look better than a star." The old man joked, "Go and be a star, I think it will work."

Qi Yi scratched his head, a little ashamed: "How is it possible, I don't know anything, how can I be a star..."

The old man looked down at his shoes and asked, "Are you from around here?"

Qi nodded slightly: "My house is not far from here, just two streets away."

The old man clapped his palms with his fists, and his eyes lit up: "That's it, handsome boy, I'll share the money with you, and you come to perform with me. You are so handsome, you must attract many passers-by."

"Ah?" Qi Da was surprised, but when he heard that the money could be divided, he was a little moved, he hesitated, "But I don't know anything..."

The old man said: "Singing, singing will always sing a few lines, it's okay, you can sing a few lines casually, come, sit down, and sing a few lines, I will listen."

Qi Yi thought for a while, then sat down, and then sang a few lines nervously, but before he finished singing, the old man laughed loudly, hammering the ground while laughing, scared Qi Yi from laughing, hugged Sitting next to her legs, her face flushed with shame.

"It's okay!" The old man patted him on the back and stretched out his thumb, "It sounds good! It sounds good."

Qi Yi was suspicious: "Really?"

"Really!" The old man clapped his hands happily, "Let's sing like this!"

Qi Yi really performed with this old man, and it turned out to be quite effective. There were really many people who gave money, but of course it was not because Qi Yi sang well, but because he was handsome. From the age of ten to eight, there is almost no one who can't stop and look.

For the first time, Qi Yi felt that something happy had happened, so he went there whenever he was free at night. Although he didn’t have many friends at school, he actually became friends with the old man. Divide half of it and let him save to buy a pair of sneakers for himself.

Not long after, Qi Yi met little sister Mo.It was a Friday, the weather was colder than before, it was late, the old man was about to call it a day, Qi Yi wore the scarf his mother knitted for him in the hospital, and squatted in front of the old man's stall to help him count the money, Before I finished counting, I saw a travel-worn woman walking in front of me.

Little Sister Mo's first impression of Qi Yi was not that she was a powerful manager, because she was really not a decent manager at this time, her hair was messed up by the wind, her nose was red from the cold, and the heel of a high-heeled shoe seemed to be broken. It made her walk on tiptoe with one foot.But unexpectedly, she looked very energetic.After she hung up the phone, she immediately noticed Qi Yi, and then stopped in front of him, standing there for a long time.

The old man tilted his head: "Beauty? Although we have closed the stall, if we want to give money, we are still willing to accept it."

Little Sister Mo ignored him, but looked at Qi Yi and asked, "How old are you?"

Qi Yi blinked, and answered honestly: "...Fifteen, sixteen in the second half of the year."

Little Sister Mo stretched out her hand and asked earnestly, "I am an agent of a company. I think you have great potential. Do you want to be a star?"

Qi Yi was stunned for a while, and couldn't help laughing "poof", which made Little Sister Mo confused.

At this time, Qi Yi regarded her as a liar, a strange woman who looked like she was working very hard, suddenly said "Do you want to be a star", anyone would take her as a liar.But Qi Yi was not angry, he touched his pocket and found that there was a piece of candy, which was given out as a group gift during the class meeting, so he got up, took out the candy, put it in Little Sister Mo's hand, and smiled Smile: "Sister, it's windy when we go back, so be careful on the road, we're going to close the stall."

Little Sister Mo was stunned, held the candy in her palm, and laughed dumbly: "I will come back to find you."

After she left, she continued to make calls: "Hi, Chu Zhou..."

Qi Yi glanced at her back curiously, inexplicably, but at the same time unexpectedly shaken and expected.