Orange Savior

So the two of them offered Zhou Qi the first mixed doubles in their lives. Although it was ugly to spread more bullying than less, Gu Chen really couldn't be fair to him about this matter. Of course Zhou Qi was not easy to mess with. Lu Sen hit his knee and Gu Chen hit his shoulder, so when Chen Feng watched him doing exercises that day, he didn't do it on purpose, but his shoulder hurt too much, poor Lu Sen had to be limping for a while .

Although no matter where he went, as long as he saw Chen Feng, everyone would whisper to each other. Chen Feng tried his best to ignore those voices, but instead tried to hide it, so that he had been insomnia for less than a week after returning to school. Only then did he realize that, here we go again.

Being puzzled, slandered, selected, and sympathized, the emotions he thought he could isolate by resisting communication with the outside world were always with him, and now as long as the valve is opened, all these emotions will come back.

"This world is really troublesome. If it is going to be bad, why can't it continue to be bad? Why do people have to be bad when it is good? Why do I have to destroy a beautiful person when I am so bad?" Chen Feng is often Thinking in this way, I will think about it in class, I will think about it in late study, I will think about insomnia, all kinds of things.

Not to mention studying, he doesn't even have the motivation to eat.

So after that week, Chen Feng fled to the infirmary and secretly called Li Yan, saying, "Can you come pick me up?"

When Li Yan received his call, she knew that he must have something very important. She knew it was not important. Chen Feng would not call her. When she received the call, she hurried to Miancheng to meet Chen Feng and help him. I asked for leave, and I don't know how many days I took.On the second day after I picked him up in Guangzhou, I made an appointment for a psychologist for him. The next day, I accompanied him to see a doctor, took medicine, and was diagnosed with moderate depression, which once again confirmed Murphy's law, and he would still relapse.

This time, it was impossible to deceive Gu Chen no matter what. On the first day of leave, Gu Chen had already called Chen Feng no less than thirty times. When Chen Feng lifted his spirits, he called him back and said, "Well, Sick, relapsed, I'll get some medicine."

"Did it relapse before? When that happened?" Gu Chen's tone was a little sullen.

"I don't know, it's just that I haven't been able to sleep well recently." Chen Feng tried to keep things as simple as possible.

"Will you come back? When will you come back?" Gu Chen's tone softened again.

Chen Feng thought for a while before saying, "I will definitely go back in the next few days."

"Will it get better after taking the medicine?" Gu Chen's questions sounded like children's questions.

"I suppose so."

This incident seemed to be a flash in the pan. Chen Feng took medicine after seeing the doctor, continued to take medicine, his condition was under control, and his studies kept up. He and Gu Chen also kept their promises. Apart from meeting in the classroom before the midterm exam Didn't do anything together again, people who don't know thought they broke up.

In the mid-term exam, Chen Feng got 36th grade and Gu Chen got [-]th grade.They were exempted from the penalty of demerit as they wished, but this was not a once-and-for-all promise. Jiang was still hot. Although the school exempted the demerit, the school issued a notice again because the evidence of improper relationship and puppy love was conclusive. If it falls, the parents will be notified about it.

"That's not what I mean, it's really what the school means." The head teacher of Class Seven said helplessly facing Chen Feng and Gu Chen.

"Teacher, aren't you breaking your word?" Gu Chen asked.

"Have you ever had a time when you couldn't make sense to your parents?" the head teacher asked, seeing that they didn't respond, and then said: "This is the case with me and the school now, and the school is for your own good. How can you be motivated if there is no pressure? ? The college entrance examination is just like this, and it is understandable that the school is ruthless once, and your grades are so good, are you willing to ruin it like this?"

"Who said that our grades will be affected if we fall in love?" Chen Feng asked unwillingly.

The head teacher sighed and said, "Didn't I tell you last time that grades are the only way to defeat others."

"But I don't like the feeling of being stared at, as if I was guilty." As soon as the words came out, Chen Feng realized that he had lost control of his words, and even Gu Chen suddenly looked at him.

"That's not what the teacher meant. Don't think too much about it. The momentary happiness now is not the whole happiness in the future. You are students now and you should focus on your studies. Puppy love should never be. It's only two months away. , you can continue in this state." The head teacher said earnestly.

"Teacher, tell the truth, are you on our side?" Gu Chen asked,

"Yes, but the school has its position. You have to admit that as students, you will always be at a disadvantage, but at least you still have your grades as a bargaining chip!"

"Look at it, I don't care." Chen Feng said.

"I don't care either." Gu Chen agreed.

"Don't make it difficult for the teacher to do well, okay?"

"We won't make it difficult for the teacher. Just do your duty and report to the school truthfully if I'm wrong, but I won't keep this promise. I'm responsible for my grades." Chen Feng calmly He said that he was actually angry. Facing deception, he chose to bounce back because he hated the hypocrisy of adults. The hypocrisy of this adult world made him sick.

Gu Chen was stunned, never thought that Chen Feng would say such a thing.

"Teacher, I'm leaving first." Chen Feng left behind Gu Chen and the head teacher who were looking at each other, and left the office.

In fact, Chen Feng didn't want to know. Gu Chen said that he didn't care about the reasons, because he didn't want his own reasons to hurt Gu Chen. If Gu Chen and the head teacher could discuss it, he would rather Gu Chen choose to compromise.

It was impossible for him to compromise. At the time, in the past two months, or even further, in the past six months, no one could empathize with how he felt when he faced slander, ridicule and abuse, and no one put himself in his shoes. He blamed himself for being exposed and punished with Gu Chen, and no one could empathize with his pain as he was swallowed by depression step by step, while those bystanders just opened their mouths, typed, waved their hands, and said ugly words, Writing vulgar words and giving embarrassing orders, there will not be another person who tries to understand him like Gu Chen, but at this moment he already feels that Gu Chen has also been dragged into this dirty quagmire by him Now, only Gu Chen, even if he was covered in mud, would greet him with a smile. He never imagined that he could bring Gu Chen any good things, and he didn't have any.

Compared to hating this hypocritical adult world, Chen Feng hated himself more. He already selfishly felt that Gu Chen had more than enough energy for this relationship. During this time, he always thought that they would eventually meet The situation of being like a stranger made him start to feel terrified.

There is a holiday on May [-]st. It is rare for students to have a three-day holiday in a busy semester. Thank God for being happy.

When school was over in the afternoon, Xiang Dong thought it was still early, so he asked Susie to drink a bowl of sugar water before going home. Susie agreed while packing up a pile of homework for the holiday, and everyone in the classroom left in a hurry.

When walking downhill, Su Xi and Xiang Dong saw a familiar figure walking in front of him from the back. Looking at the black messenger bag and hurried footsteps, it was undoubtedly Chen Ze.

"You'll be fine! You can meet Chen Ze before the holiday." Su Xi teased Xiang Dong.

"Why is he walking so fast?" It was too late to say it, and the distance between Chen Ze and them was suddenly reduced to five meters from less than three meters.

"If you follow him, you don't know." Susie pulled Xiang Dong's arm and strode forward, "We're not in a hurry anyway, so we can just see where he goes?"

"Okay, okay!" Xiang Dong was also very excited, but the next sentence asked: "Are we perverted like this?"

"Love makes people blind, but secret love makes people perverted." Su Xi casually muttered a sentence, making Xiang Dong laugh.

The two followed Chen Ze's footsteps step by step. Xiang Dong liked to take big steps, and Su Xi liked to take small steps. The rhythm of the two was too discordant on the road, but the goal was not lost.After following Chen Ze for a long distance, he found that he entered a casserole restaurant where the two of them often went, and he went to eat alone.The two people who followed to the door were exhausted. They peeked inside the store secretly. Chen Ze sat on a chair in a corner and looked at the menu.

"Let's go! We don't eat anymore." Xiang Dong pouted and said, pulling Su Xi back.

"I don't go home after school, do I still stay overnight during the holidays?" Susie wondered, students wouldn't stay overnight during normal holidays, but now is the special period before the college entrance examination, and there are many people who study in order to squeeze time, and they will choose not to go home.

"Maybe." Xiang Dong said flatly.

"I won't see them after graduation." Su Xi was referring to Chen Ze and Lu Sen.

Xiang Dong took Su Xi's arm and said, "If everyone is no longer in Miancheng, they may not be able to see each other for the rest of their lives."

"Even if you are all in Miancheng, you may not be able to see it. Don't think that Miancheng is small. Sometimes you want to see someone, but God will not let you see it."

"What's more, Chen Ze is not from Miancheng."

"Tell me honestly, will you confess?" Susie just wanted to know if Xiang Dong's crush felt the same as hers.

Having already reached the sugar shop, after Xiang Dong and Su Xi ordered their favorite sago dew with mixed fruit and coconut milk and sat down, Xiang Dong said, "Probably not, I don't think he will like me!"

"Then it will end without a problem, are you willing?" The sugar shop was filled with the smell of milk.

"Why are you unwilling? I haven't done anything for him? I just like him."

"Yes, I always feel like