Orange Savior

Came here to study, just have the same route home.However, I cherish him as a friend, and I believe that he is the same as me. At that time, I remember that I just came here and made an appointment with him to go home on Friday, because I didn’t know how to go home by car. After school, I walked for more than half an hour from Huaqiao Middle School to Nanshan No. [-] Middle School, because I didn’t dare to take the bus for fear of taking the wrong bus and delaying time. I could only walk straight and I would not get lost. He waited at the school gate, but he waited for an hour without seeing him. I was very worried and anxious. I didn't know whether to continue waiting or find a way to go home. As a result, when I turned around, I saw him in the crowd. I was so excited at that time, I raised my hands and kept waving, so that he could see me! "

"Wow, is this kind of plot a novel?" Xiang Dong tilted his head and asked.

"He asked me if I had been waiting for a long time, and I said no, I came here, and it took a long time. Xiang Dong, let me tell you, I don't know why I can go home alone, but I really did I really want to go home with him, even if I walked for more than half an hour and waited for him for an hour, I still feel that I don’t know if I can wait to get it, but I am very willing. I don’t know him, I only have him.”

"He should be only you."

"When he left this world, he should have lost all hope, so I told myself not to worry about why he was so cruel, and didn't leave me a word. At the end of the last call, he told me that he would come back after the follow-up visit. I went to school together and gave me a promise that he could never fulfill. I would rather he didn’t say anything. When I received a call from another friend of mine, she said, Feng Yi is dead, do you know?”

"The friend who called said that it happened last week. It was only a week after the last phone call. I heard that he committed suicide by taking medicine at school. I also heard that he didn't die at first. It seems that the family has no money to be hospitalized. He insisted on leaving the hospital and returning to his hometown for treatment. He died on the way home. Some people said that he didn’t die and went back to his hometown because he couldn’t stay here anymore. I have heard several different versions, but no matter which version is true or not, in the end he The fact is that he disappeared. Thinking of him who used to be domineering and proud, I cried for many days but I still don’t want to believe the fact that he is dead.” At the end of the talk, Xiang Dong listened intently without asking a single word, and concluded: I can't believe it either."

"I was waiting for a call from him for weeks after he died, wanting him to call me and tell me he was just sick. It was the first time I'd ever experienced something like this, I just couldn't believe it, and it took a few months , even half a year, I told myself that if he didn’t die, he would definitely call me, but there was really no phone number, and my fixed phone number was only a few digits, it’s not difficult to remember, and it’s impossible not to remember. It’s been a long time, no way I don’t believe it. Then I experienced the feeling of disappointment. I really want to know what happened to his life and why he gave up on himself. Suicide is really not like his character at all. He is a very rational and smart person. About The reasons for his suicide are said to be because he was sick and couldn’t keep up with his studies and he was the last in the whole class in the monthly exam, and some said that his illness caused mental problems.”

"The study pressure in Nanshan No. [-] Middle School is really not a joke, especially in the junior high school. I heard that people commit suicide here every year." Xiang Dong said.

"I heard about it before I came here. After I came here, my mother kept telling me to read with ease, don't have any pressure, grades are not important, maybe I'm afraid that I can't think about it, but I have been studying here for a year. , I feel pretty good, and it’s not as dark as people say outside.”

"I think so too, but everyone faces different things. We live happily, and of course there are some people who live in a difficult way. We will never know what is in other people's hearts unless he tells us."

"I know what it's like to die, to tell you the truth, I used to want to die in the past." Suzie said this seriously and with difficulty, "I know it's silly, some people think that the past with a bit of legend It's funny, but I'm so ashamed that I've never been able to tell people how little I valued my life."

Xiang Dong held Susie's arm, leaned his head on her shoulder, and said, "If you want to talk, I will definitely listen carefully, and if you feel unhappy, just throw it at me!"

"My dark period has been as long as three full years, I'm afraid you'll get tired of hearing it." Susie also leaned against Xiang Dong's head, their soft hair fluttering in the breeze.

"Don't be afraid, I love to listen."

"Let's break it down next time. If I can always be good friends with you, we have a lot of time to talk. Today I really don't want to recall my dark times."

"Okay, okay." Xiang Dong suddenly remembered after answering, "Ah, it's time to see Chen Ze!"

Susie glanced at her watch, there were only 15 minutes left in the second half, "I'm sorry, I got carried away, let's go." Immediately jumped up and pulled Xiang Dong to run in the gym. I read books by the basketball court, but I couldn't find Chen Ze in all these places.

"Well, it seems that today is not his fate." Xiang Dong stretched his waist against the dazzling sunlight and immediately turned into a dejected expression.

Susie answered, "Chen Ze will accompany you to watch a class next time."

"You said so!" Xiang Dong immediately cheered up.

"Lu Sen is tired of watching it for so many years, and occasionally wants to see Chen Ze more, he is more eye-catching hahaha!"

Xiang Dong almost died of anger, "What! So they coveted our family, Chen Ze? Just take a look."

"I'm really just looking at it! How dare I have any unreasonable thoughts!"

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, the end of the week and the weekend is coming.

oranges, wine, star

After dinner on Saturday, Chen Feng was fidgeting. Gu Chen became angry after drinking the sugar water that night. Although nothing could be seen on the surface, Gu Chen was obviously indifferent to Chen Feng these days.

Chen Feng spent the whole day with Li Yan on Saturday. Li Yan is Chen Feng's mother who works in Guangzhou and only visits her son in Miancheng City once a month. She usually just talks to Chen Feng on the phone every day to ensure his safety. As long as Chen Feng didn't answer the phone, Li Yan would call Auntie Guan who had already agreed to visit her home. Auntie Guan was the nanny hired by Li Yan. On the day when Feng didn't answer the phone, she went to visit her home, because she lived in the same community and it was convenient for her to take care of her.In the evening, Li Yan and Chen Feng had dinner at a western restaurant on Renmin Road. Li Yan said that she would send Chen Feng back to the apartment, but Chen Feng refused, saying that she wanted to walk away. Freedom, they waved goodbye and drove back to Guangzhou.

Chen Feng was walking along Renmin Road. The hot weather at the end of September seemed to filter out all the moisture in the human body. Tomorrow will be October. Think about it, Chen Feng and Gu Chen have known each other for the fifth year , Mingming has accumulated so many feelings in the three years of junior high school, it seems that Chen Feng returned to his original form after a year of goodbye without saying goodbye, and the meeting was also jerky.Feelings are like wine buried in the soil, it may become more mellow with time, or it may be corrupted long ago, but now their relationship has lifted the lid, and they still don't know the possibility of good or bad.

"Where are you?" Chen Feng walked for a long time, but still couldn't help sending a text message to Gu Chen.

"At home." There were only two simple words in the reply.

"I'm downstairs at your house, is it convenient to come down and take a walk?" In fact, Chen Feng's walking route was planned at the beginning.

"Okay, right now."

Seeing Gu Chen who was running over, Chen Feng could clearly see the smile that was suddenly suppressed. Chen Feng probably knew in his heart that he was not really angry, but that he really wanted to know those things.Chen Feng stood motionless under a light-yellow street lamp, but thought to himself, he is still like a child!

"Why are you looking for me?" Gu Chen asked.

"I can't find you if I have nothing?" Chen Feng asked with his head tilted, and then said: "Let's go."

Although he was serious for only three seconds, he nodded and said, "Yes, yes."

After walking not far, passing by the fruit shop, the various fruits under the fruit lights seemed to be painted with makeup. Chen Feng saw a pile of green and yellow oranges, and remembered that Gu Chen used to love oranges, both sweet and sour. He said peeling oranges The smell of leather is the best smell in the world to him.Chen Feng stopped to buy a bag of oranges. If Gu Chen still loves oranges, he decided to tell him about himself.

Chen Feng took out an orange and handed it to Gu Chen: "Hey, do you still like to eat it?"

"Love, it's my shortcoming to never change my nature." Gu Chen still didn't forget to joke, "Do you still remember?"

"There are not many things you particularly like, oranges, wine, beef, and a lot of junk food." Chen Feng listed them one by one.

"Wow, this is really sour!" Gu Chen had already peeled an orange and ate the first piece.

Chen Feng also peeled off one, and asked Gu Chen, "Why do you like sour oranges?"

"I don't know, maybe it's because of the strong taste. I'm not picky eaters, I like to eat anything, and eating sour oranges is very exciting." Gu Chen explained while finishing the first sour orange, "Could it be that you came to me tonight just to eat Orange's?"

"Of course not." Chen Feng also ate a piece of orange, which was rather sweet, "I want to tell you something."

"what's up?"

"Oh! Mine is so sweet!"

"Get down to business." Gu Chen was obviously not convinced that Chen Feng could pick sweet oranges.

"Well, didn't you say you wanted to know about my freshman year? I'll tell you now." Chen Feng also finished one orange, planning to explain it carefully.

Gu Chen suddenly stopped