Star of tomorrow

Su Changyu was lying in the psychiatrist's office, really not wanting to recall the scene that day.

But since that night, he has been in a knot in his heart. He often wakes up with nightmares at night, is depressed during the day, and is often in a daze. He is unwilling to face Xiao Zuo on weekdays.

He is an adult now, what storms and waves haven't he seen?He wouldn't be affected by this little bastard, but the fact is that he was indeed affected, and it caused a lot of psychological shadow.

He couldn't tell anyone about it, not even his good brother Ji Xing.He had to come to a psychiatrist for a solution.

He found the psychiatrist in private, and no one knew about it. He was lying in the office with burning incense, next to a small alarm clock that adjusted the time.The doctor sat on the other side, holding a notebook in his hand, and looked at him gently: "Speak up, it will be better if you speak up."

Su Changyu has been holding back this matter for a long time, he took a deep breath, stared at the ceiling and said slowly: "Doctor, you look like the type I like."

The doctor froze for a moment

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The doctor raised his eyebrows in surprise.

Su Changyu thought for a while before continuing: "Things took a serious turn because... a few months ago, I made an appointment with my friend to hold a party. In fact, I wanted to avoid him and find a suitable partner. I haven't had a party for a long time. ...I mean that kind of normal intimacy. I feel like a person with a certain responsibility and a sense of mission. I'm not boasting, doctor. When facing Xiao Zuo, I always hope that I can be like I am a competent elder, so I have suppressed it for too long."

The doctor nodded understandingly.

Su Changyu took a deep breath and said, "That day, I invited a lot of friends, but there was only one person I wanted to get in touch with. He was in the securities industry, and he was very gentle and handsome. Humorous temperament, I like him very much, I think he is very cute when he smiles. But... Xiao Zuo found it."

Su Changyu didn't want to recall what happened that day, but he had to speak out about it.

He was instantly pulled back by his own memory to the night that made him continue to have nightmares——

The party in the restaurant lasted until very late, he avoided Xiao Zuo and found the man he had secretly had a crush on for a long time.The other party obviously also had feelings for him, which made Su Changyu feel happy physically and mentally, and impatiently took him upstairs.

There is a hotel above the restaurant, and the rooms have already been opened.

There was champagne and roses in the room, Su Changyu didn't vent for a long time, and as soon as he entered the room, he grabbed the man's hand and kissed him.

The feeling of skin-to-skin contact was so beautiful, the two kissed so hard that they stumbled and fell on the sofa in the living room.

Su Changyu straightened up, smiled wickedly, pulled off his tie with one hand, and was about to untie the man's belt when he heard a hasty knock on the door.

Su Changyu ignored him in annoyance, pinched the man's chin and continued to kiss, but the knock on the door was very persistent, and even knocked harder and harder.Finally, Su Changyu got up angrily, went to the door and opened it.

"Who is it!" His face was a little flushed, his tie was torn loose and hung loosely around his neck, and the neckline was also crooked, showing a somewhat ambiguous style under the hazy yellow light.

The person standing behind the door still kept raising his hand to knock on the door, his face was so dark that water dripped out, and he looked at him without saying a word.

Su Changyu felt guilty for some reason.

He pulled up his collar to cover the tooth marks on his collarbone, and said, "What are you doing here?"

Xiao Zuo didn't say a word, and there was something in his eyes that made Su Changyu feel dangerous.Thinking about it now, he should have closed the door immediately and called security.It's a pity that he didn't do that at the time, so he missed the best opportunity.

Xiao Zuo squeezed into the door from his side, knocking Su Changyu to the side.

Su Changyu was a little dazed. When he chased after him, he saw that Xiao Zuo had great strength. He lifted the man on the sofa and threw him out of the door. He didn't forget to kick him, and then he slammed the door shut and locked it.

Then he turned around, with anger and strong possessiveness in his eyes, and walked towards Su Changyu step by step.

Su Changyu raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brows, then fell silent.

The doctor said cautiously: "What... what happened to you? Did he hit you?"

Su Changyu shook his head.

The doctor had a guess in his heart, but he couldn't believe it. He hesitated and said, "How old did you say earlier? 16 years old?"

"Seventeen."

The doctor put down the notebook, frowned and said, "Mr. Su, you should call the police. The evidence... have you kept it?"

Su Changyu was silent for a moment, then shook his head.

The doctor sighed.

The doctor said seriously: "If you want, I can call the police for you."

Su Changyu stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, then subconsciously held the wrist of his right hand with his left hand, as if there were still traces of restraint there.

The picture in my mind is always blurry, and it may be that some memories have been subconsciously processed for self-protection reasons.But that feeling can never be removed from the body.

Not long ago, he did not believe that Xiao Zuo was a 16-year-old boy. He was very short, and he was very thin due to malnutrition. His body was dirty, his expression was vigilant and defensive, and he couldn't tell

The gloom is completely different from his peers.

He does not have the innocence that children should have, but only has a strong desire to survive "survival of the fittest", living by instinct like a wild animal.

With his help, the boy has grown very fast during these days, and his face has also grown, with a young maturity, and a very special sense of prematurity, with a strong aggressiveness all over his body.

He originally thought that these traits were Xiao Zuo's uniqueness and his strengths, but when he was raped and unable to move, he realized how terrifying the danger of this wildness was.

The teenager has little sense of the law—if he had, he wouldn't steal or cheat.He does whatever he wants.

His strength became very strong, and when the two were close to each other, Su Changyu realized that Xiao Zuo had already surpassed him in size.

The young man seems to have made up for all the brains that were missing before, and he has made up a little too much. His eyes are full of anger and disappointment, with plunder and possessiveness, but there is no tenderness at all.

He was wearing a string that he found from nowhere, a bit like a balloon string, he used that thing to tightly bind Su Changyu's wrist, restraining him to the head of the bed and unable to break free.

The rope was too thin, and Su Changyu was in pain and his wrist was bleeding, but the young man didn't care about it, he only cared about venting his anger—as if Su Changyu had done something wrong to him.

That was something that Su Changyu didn't want to recall again in his life. It was a situation full of pain, fear and panic.There was no pleasure in the whole process, and all his swearing was ignored.Xiao Zuo was inexperienced and failed several times, so he became even more anxious and angry. Su Changyu ran out of words from scolding to persuasion to begging for mercy, and finally screamed out in pain and almost fainted.

In a daze, he only felt numb pain and the young man's chaotic and heavy breathing.

This sense of humiliation, humiliation, and disheartened betrayal almost made him feel suffocated like his heart stopped beating for a moment.

After that, he avoided the injuries that everyone had been recuperating for a while, refused to see Xiao Zuo, and had Xiao Zuo kicked out of the house.For a long time, he always had nightmares. In the dream, he would always go back to that hotel room, thinking not to, but still opened the door, let in the demon, and kept repeating the same day's story. Things, waking up from the nightmare over and over again.

"I don't know what I did wrong to get this result." Su Changyu said, "Doctor, am I leading a wolf into the house?"

The doctor said: "It's not your fault. You did what you should do. Don't take the responsibility on yourself. This is his problem."

Su Changyu said: "I don't know what to do next."

"Maybe you can leave for a while." The doctor suggested, "Go to another city, or go abroad for a while. I hope you don't put too much psychological burden on yourself. Everyone has to be responsible for their own choices. You made your choice." What to do, and you did the right thing, if it wasn't for you, he wouldn't have come out of the Golden Triangle. It's not your problem."

Su Changyu was silent for a long time: "The reason why I can't accept it may be because of his betrayal. I never thought that he would treat me like that. I feel very sad and angry."

"Anyone who encounters such a thing will be like you." The doctor said, "I still suggest that you should choose to call the police. Xiao Zuo's psychological problems are a bit serious. He is too extreme, possessive and aggressive. Maybe Will make mistakes in the future.”

Su Changyu raised his arms and covered his eyes: "He has nothing, if he calls the police... what will he do in the future?"

The doctor frowned and said, "This is not something you should think about. He has to pay for his choice."

This time, Su Changyu was silent for a longer time.

The two-hour psychological consultation ended quickly. Su Changyu came out of the building, and in no hurry to get into the car, lit a cigarette and leaned against the car door to breathe out slowly.

He hadn't seen Xiao Zuo for a long time, and he felt disappointed, sad, angry and humiliated.

He felt that he would never forgive Xiao Zuo in his life, but when the doctor proposed to call the police several times, he always found reasons to excuse him.

He squinted his eyes and looked at the continuous flow of vehicles. For a moment, his whole body was shaken, and his hand holding the cigarette froze.

he saw across the road

Standing a familiar figure, the other party was wearing a sweater and a hat, standing in the shadows with his hands in his pockets.Although he couldn't see his face clearly, he knew that the other party was staring straight at him.

That gaze was so familiar to him that his whole body began to tremble.

They didn't walk towards each other, they just looked at each other from a distance across the road.

Su Changyu tried his best to calm down, exhaled green smoke with a cold face, while the other party looked at him silently, maybe it was an illusion, Su Changyu felt the lingering sadness on the other party.

After a while, Su Changyu pinched his cigarette and threw it into the trash can, and got into the car without looking back.