Star of tomorrow

Since then, Xiao Zuo has not appeared again.Su Changyu saw a psychiatrist once a week, and towards the end of the year, due to busy schedules, it was changed to once a week.

The psychiatrist's surname is Xu. He is two years older than Su Changyu, but he looks very young, and he always speaks softly. He wears a pair of black-rimmed glasses and is very gentle and friendly.

Su Changyu gradually became acquainted with him, because he said the most intimate things, there was no barrier between the two of them, occasionally when Su Changyu passed by the hospital, if Dr. Xu was free, he would come down to have a cup of tea with him and chat casually.

Accompanied by an insider who understands psychology, Su Changyu's anger and sadness gradually improved a lot. When he saw Xiao Zuo again, it was already the end of the year. Su Changyu was kidnapped by an oolong. He didn't wear it, and he was wearing a thin vest in the cold weather. He took an iron rod and beat Marlboro until his head was bleeding, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and even Qi Chen could hardly hold him back.

Su Changyu heard his voice for the first time. The young man had not spoken for many years, and his voice was hoarse and not pleasant. With some dull feeling, that angry and anxious roar shocked Su Changyu's heart. , he couldn't avoid it, and he couldn't refuse Xiao Zuo's approach for a moment.

Anyway, the other party was the first to rush up, rescued him, and helped him take revenge. Su Changyu felt awkward and uncomfortable, and didn't want to talk to him at first, but looking at the boy's trembling shoulders, it was snowing again. Still can't help but tell the other party to add more clothes so as not to catch a cold.

The flames instantly ignited in the young man's eyes were so bright that they almost burned people, Su Changyu turned his head away and stopped looking at him.

After this oolong incident, the elders of the Su family naturally couldn't spare the mastermind behind the scenes. If Marlboro hadn't died, they would have been tormented by the Su family to make life worse than death.

Xiao Zuo took the opportunity to stay by Su Changyu's side and stayed in the hospital for a few days, during which time he happened to meet Dr. Xu.

Dr. Xu came to visit a sick relative, and happened to meet him in the inpatient department. At that time, Su Changyu was wearing a hospital gown, with a bandage on his head, and gauze on his nose. He was walking slowly to the vending machine to buy something. He followed step by step, wanted to help but didn't dare to stretch out his hand, after the night of saving his life, he stopped talking.

Just in case, the Su family hired a lot of bodyguards to guard the corridors and the door of the ward. When Dr. Xu came out of the elevator, he was startled by the strong men in black on both sides, thinking that he had encountered some important person Or a star.

Su Changyu caught sight of him and greeted him with a smile: "Doctor Xu!"

Dr. Xu didn't wear a white coat today. He wore a gray sweater over a white shirt, and his coat was draped over his arms.

He pushed his glasses, saw Su Changyu clearly, and walked over quickly after being startled, looked him up and down nervously: "Mr. Su, who is this?"

He misunderstood for a moment, and blurted out: "Could it be Xiao Zuo who hit you?"

Xiao Zuo stood behind Su Changyu, raised his eyebrows, and looked at the unexpected guest gloomyly.

Su Changyu waved his hands embarrassingly: "No, this is... well, it's a long story."

He winked at Dr. Xu, and then Dr. Xu noticed the young man behind Su Changyu. This was the first time Dr. Xu saw Xiao Zuo, and he had only one impression of him—not to be provoked.

The young man is tall and straight, strong and handsome, but his eyes are full of hostility and gloom, like a beast with its fangs not drawn, staring at it.

At such a young age, Dr. Xu frowned, but he stretched out his hand in a well-mannered manner: "Hello, my surname is Xu, and I am Mr. Su's friend. It was a misunderstanding just now, I'm sorry."

Xiao Zuo glanced at his hand, then at Su Changyu, patiently stretched out his hand to shake Dr. Xu's hastily, and quickly took his hand back.

Su Changyu invited Dr. Xu to sit in the ward. Dr. Xu wanted to visit relatives first, and then come back after making an appointment.

After the people left, Su Changyu slowly returned to the ward. Seeing Xiao Zuo following in, she couldn't help becoming nervous, subconsciously hid in the bed, and carefully held the call button with her fingers.

Fortunately, Xiao Zuo didn't come close, like he did these days, sat down far away from the hospital bed, leaned his back against the wall, closed his eyes and meditated.

Su Changyu watched him for a long time before relaxing slightly, took out his mobile phone and played for a while, when he looked up again

, but found that Xiao Zuo opened his eyes at some point, and looked at him quietly.

Su Changyu froze all over.

After many days, Xiao Zuo finally spoke again: "Who is Dr. Xu?"

Su Changyu didn't answer.

Xiao Zuo said, "The psychiatrist you saw?"

Su Changyu was taken aback for a moment, but thought that Xiao Zuo had met him across from the hospital, and it would not be difficult to find out, so he tacitly said nothing.

Xiao Zuo didn't know what a psychiatrist did, but he could guess from the name. He was silent for a long time, put his hands on his knees, and lowered his head, "I'm sorry."

Su Changyu's lips trembled twice, and a sense of powerlessness suddenly surged in his heart.

Anger, sadness, and the humiliation of being betrayed have all become reality. The three words "I'm sorry" are too light, so light that they can hardly feel any weight.

Su Changyu only realized at this time that once some damage was done, it could never be repaired.It's not a question of whether it can be forgiven, but of helplessness - it's like a big hole has been dug under the jar, no matter how hard you try to pour water into it, it will never be full.

It was a sense of powerlessness born from within.

But Su Changyu didn't know how to explain it to Xiao Zuo, because Xiao Zuo couldn't understand at all.

He suddenly felt a little sad, he didn't know if it was for himself or for Xiao Zuo.

Seeing that Su Changyu remained silent for a long time, Xiao Zuo became a little anxious, and said, "I'm sorry, Su Changyu, I didn't mean it, my mind was blank at the time, I..."

He was a little excited and knocked the chair loudly, and the bodyguard outside immediately opened the door vigilantly: "Master?"

Su Changyu waved his hand: "It's okay."

Little Zuo’s eyes were a little red. Ever since Su Changyu took him in, he seemed to finally have a home. No matter how he messed up before—fighting, skipping class, hiding back to the Golden Triangle, Su Changyu always scolded him and said he didn’t want to take care of him, but he knew I will not lose this person.

But this time was different, he could clearly feel that he had done the last thing he should have done, and he was about to lose this person.

He felt that the distance between the two was getting farther and farther. He wanted to make up and apologize, but found that it was of no use at all.

This feeling is like destroying the most precious treasure with your own hands, smashing the ground with fragments, and it can never be repaired again.

He hugged his head in pain and whimpered like a small animal. Su Changyu looked out the window, tired and indifferent.

When Dr. Xu came, Xiao Zuo had already left.

The two chatted casually for a while, and Dr. Xu looked at Su Changyu's expression and asked tentatively, "You and Xiao Zuo...?"

Su Changyu pursed his lower lip and said, "He apologized, but..."

Dr. Xu stretched out his hand and waved it, indicating that he understood: "I am your doctor, and I respect your personal decision. But as a bystander, I still have to say that there is something wrong with his personality, and you have to be careful. This kind of Things... If there is one, there will be another, it is best to completely distance yourself. Of course, your private affairs must be decided by yourself, I am just a suggestion. "

Su Changyu smiled and nodded, "Thank you."

Doctor Xu clasped his fingers, looked deeply at Su Changyu, and suddenly said after a while, "If I say I like you, would you like to date me?"

Su Changyu looked at him in surprise.

Xiao Zuo disappeared for a long time. He never returned to the Golden Triangle. No one knew where he went.It's just that the mobile phone Su Changyu bought for him is still in use, but Su Changyu never contacted him once.

At the end of the lunar calendar, the Su family's parents didn't know what happened between Su Changyu and Xiao Zuo, and asked them to come to the reunion together—Mother Su had met Xiao Zuo a few times, and knew that he had no father or mother, and had no one to discipline him since he was a child. Distressed, he took care of him like a godson, with great care.Su Changyu didn't want his parents to worry, so he finally dialed the number on his own initiative, and was quickly picked up, as if Xiao Zuo had been waiting for this call.

Su Changyu was silent for a while, and said, "Come back for the Chinese New Year."

Xiao Zuo's breathing came from the other end of the phone, with a trembling and rapidity. It was a long time since Su Changyu had anything to say, so he answered disappointedly and dejectedly.

During the New Year, Su Changyu took Dr. Xu home to celebrate the New Year, and Xiao Zuo also came back, carrying a gift for Su's parents.He was working outside these days, and he didn't go to school. He was black all over.

She lost a lot of weight and looked more gloomy.

Seeing Dr. Xu, Xiao Zuo clenched his fist for an instant, but slowly let go of it, bowed his head and said nothing.

During the meal, Su Changyu and his parents introduced Dr. Xu, and the Su family's parents were shocked--my son, Hu Tianhu, has found such a normal partner back after so long?The object is still very good?

While the Su family's parents were happy, they felt that their son seemed to have taken the wrong medicine. During the dinner, they secretly observed the two of them from time to time to see if they were cheating, so they were relieved.

As for Xiao Zuo, he didn't raise his head from the beginning to the end, he didn't know how to eat, his face was expressionless, and he wanted to leave in a hurry after eating.

But Su's father stopped him suddenly: "Xiao Zuo, you have stayed in our house for so long, I know, you have never studied before, you can't keep up with the progress of your peers, and there are always people bullying you in school, making you You are wronged."

Xiao Zuo shook his head, staring blankly at the floor.

Su's father said seriously: "But remember, you will have to suffer a lot of grievances in this life. Where is this going? You have to learn to solve problems, not avoid them. Didn't you take the final exam? How long have you skipped classes? gone?"

Su Changyu glanced at Xiao Zuo, who said hoarsely, "I'm sorry."

The Su family's parents were taken aback when they heard him speak for the first time. Mother Su said distressedly: "You can't keep up with the progress and are not interested in studying. This is normal. Xiao Zuo, your uncle and I think so... "

The Su family's parents made a decision to officially adopt Xiao Zuo, renamed him Su Zuo, and sent him to study abroad.A good child can't just be ruined like this.

"From now on, the Su family will be your home." Mother Su said with a smile, "Changyu will be your elder brother, we...it doesn't matter what you want to call it. The Golden Triangle is about to be demolished, where else can you live? We It's also for your future..."

The more the Su family's parents said that, the more Xiaozuo couldn't hold his head up.

It was only at this moment that he suddenly realized what it was that he had destroyed on the spur of the moment.

His eyes were red, his lips trembled, he put down the bowl and chopsticks, pushed the chair away, and knelt down to the Su family's parents.

Mother Su stood up in fright: "Hey, you child! What are you doing?"

"I'm sorry for you." Xiao Zuo lowered his head and said hoarsely, "Thank you uncle and aunt for your kindness, I don't deserve it. I... I won't bother you from now on."

After he finished speaking, he ran out with his head down. No matter how the Su family's parents shouted, they didn't look back.

Su Changyu held one hand tenderly by Dr. Xu, lowered his head, seemingly calm, tears had already flowed silently all over his face.

The Su family was in chaos, and the Su family's parents sent people to look for Xiao Zuo everywhere. In order not to be found, Xiao Zuo had to go to Ji's house, but at the door, he happened to meet Su Changyu, who came to pay New Year's greetings.

The two entered the door pretending to be nonchalant, Ji Xing thought that the two were out to escape, and even made fun of Su Changyu's New Year's Eve.

Su Changyu smiled indifferently. In order not to arouse Ji Xing's suspicion, Xiao Zuo always sat on the dinner table, but Xiao Zuo just kept silent and stared blankly with his hair down.

After Su Changyu persuaded the Su family's parents and took back the manpower they sent out, Xiao Zuo packed up the luggage left at the Su family and formally left.

On the day of leaving, spring came and the weather was getting warmer. Dr. Xu drove to pick up Su Changyu to go to work. Xiao Zuo stood by the roadside, staring at a certain place, looking lifeless.

Su Changyu said: "Have you decided? Going abroad is a great opportunity for you..."

Xiao Zuo shook his head.

Su Changyu said: "Then take care."

Xiao Zuo glanced at Dr. Xu in the car, who looked at him vigilantly, Xiao Zuo laughed at himself and said, "If he bullies you, no matter where I am, I will come back and beat him up for you."

Su Changyu didn't speak.

Xiao Zuo put his bag on his back, turned around and left.

This year, Xiaozuo was 17 years old and Su Changyu was 24 years old.

Time flies by, and the company that Su Changyu and Ji Xing cooperate with is getting bigger and bigger, signing contracts with many self-media workers, and becoming an independent platform.

At the age of 27, Ji Xing compiled his honest stories of these years into a book. On the day of the book signing, many people came and lined up.Su Changyu was helping at the side. The crowd was crowded that day, and he vaguely seemed to be

He saw Xiao Zuo, but he disappeared soon after.

A few years later, Su Changyu and Dr. Xu broke up peacefully, and they were still good friends.These years with Dr. Xu were the most stable time for Su Changyu. There was no luxury, no lively nightlife, no one-night stands, no entangled little boyfriends.

Dr. Xu is upright, kind, gentle, delicate and considerate in life.

But there always seems to be something missing between the two of them, the days are getting more and more dull, and the days are getting less and less like lovers, this is not anyone's fault, it's just that there is not enough love.

On the day of the breakup, Su Changyu packed his luggage and moved out of Dr. Xu's house. Dr. Xu sent him to the car, and then handed the cold medicine into the window, and said helplessly, "You are always so careless. Be more careful when you live alone. .I wrote how to take cold medicine, set an alarm clock yourself, don’t forget.”

Su Changyu smiled and said, "I know, Lao Xu, you really look like my father."

Dr. Xu slammed the car door and waved his hand.

Life is going through one stage after another, sometimes uphill and sometimes downhill.

From time to time on the road, people walk with each other, and some people say goodbye. People who thought they could be together all the time, just walked away.

Su Changyu looked at the figure slowly going away in the rearview mirror, feeling a little emotional in his heart: In a blink of an eye, he was only 30 years old, but he always felt like a child who hadn't grown up.

The presumptuous arrogance in his early twenties seems to be still yesterday. When he suddenly opened his eyes, time disappeared inexplicably.

He glanced at the time, he was about to be late, and had to preside over an important meeting today—that brat Ji Xing took Qi Chen away with an excuse of digging up materials.Who is the boss? !

In order to take a shortcut, he found an unblocked path, and just after turning the corner, a figure suddenly descended from the sky.

"boom--"

The hood was smashed into it, and Su Changyu slammed on the brakes, screaming out in shock.

A figure fell from the second floor, hit his back on the hood, and then rolled to the ground, and then several people rushed out from the corridor and ran quickly in the opposite direction.

"Fuck..." The person who fell down got up with his hands on his waist, his face was black and gray, his forehead was bleeding, and the corner of his mouth was cracked. He grinned and said to the phone, "Run towards Xiaoxikou!"

Several police cars came up from behind, and one of them patted Su Changyu's car window, telling him to pull over to avoid blocking the road, while the other ran to the front of the car, and said to the young man who got up from the ground: "Go and hide, don't get out of the way!" Be seen!"

The young man got out of the way and waited for the policemen to pass before looking back at Su Changyu's car.

He looked down, suddenly recognized something, froze for a moment, then looked into the car window.

And Su Changyu froze as soon as he saw the young man clearly, his eyes widened in disbelief, seeing the other person coming over and knocking on the car window, he hesitated for a moment before lowering the car window.

How many years have you been gone?

six years?seven years?

Su Changyu looked at the mature, handsome and wicked man whose face had fully grown, and didn't dare to recognize him for a while.

Instead, the other party took the initiative to smile, pulled his clothes to wipe the blood off his face, and said, "Mr. Su, long time no see."

Su Changyu pursed his lower lip. The other party's voice was no longer hoarse and gloomy, nor was it a juvenile voice. Instead, it was hoarse and uninhibited with a bit of magnetism, which made people feel strange.

"...Long time no see." Su Changyu said lightly, "Xiao Zuo."

Life is going through one stage after another, sometimes uphill and sometimes downhill.

From time to time on the road, there are people walking together, and some people say goodbye. People who thought they could be together forever, and then separated as they walked, people who thought they would never see each other again, at some point, they appeared in front of them as a matter of course.

As if never left.