Where's my childhood sweetheart?

"It's such a fragile existence."

With a strange aura, a man with strange-colored eyes just appeared in front of the door, his hands touching the rotten chains wrapped around the door, his eyes were unclear.

He seems to be talking to himself, or he just wants to narrate.

"As long as you use a little force, the chain of this seal will be broken, right?"

Kushina Anna looked nervous, she tugged at the hem of her skirt with her hands, but she still didn't make a sound.

Now that she has said what she believes, she will believe it.

And... Her feelings told her that this person would not 'harm' You.

"What's going on? What is the seal?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also frowned, but this was not the time to be impulsive, his thinking was running fast, and he suddenly remembered something.

Those were the words Dazai Osamu said to him when he just recovered his memory.

"Could it be..."

His eyes suddenly widened, and there was also tension in his eyes looking at the door.

"That's right, it's not too stupid to think of it."

Osamu Dazai, who was already observing by the old door, turned his head, his voice calm.

"There is no doubt that if there is no seal, then after going through that kind of thing, her mentality would not be what it is now."

Edogawa Ranpo also stepped forward and began to analyze.

"Since Anna has seen Ayou come here, although the seal of this door is broken at this time, it has not been damaged."

Saying so, Edogawa Ranpo looked at Rokudokuku beside him, and his voice was firm.

"Although it's unbelievable, there is another way to enter, right?"

"Is that what you want to see?"

Liudao Mu chuckled lightly, and then said casually.

"If that's the case, then whatever you want."

He took a step and walked from the side of the door to the back of the door.

Tokuta Tara, who had been carefully beside Kushina Anna, looked down at Anna, and after receiving a nod of confirmation from the other party, he directly led her and followed behind Rokudaokuku.

"Is this seal really okay?"

Nakahara Nakahara, who watched Anna Kushina walk past, spoke in disbelief as he followed behind.

"As long as you can enter from the side, what's the use of this seal???"

"Did Ayou also enter from the side?"

Osamu Dazai also followed behind, thoughtful.

"It's also a fantastic idea."

"No matter what, the first thing to do is to find the shopkeeper back."

Edogawa hurriedly followed Kushina Anna, looking around from time to time.

The dark space didn't last too long, and the group of people only moved forward for less than a minute, and the surroundings gradually changed.

Dots of light appeared in the dark space, and there were stars-like rays of light fixed in the sky.

When everyone approached, the light was also seen by everyone.

Spread out like fireflies at night, not too dense, but not too wide.They were quietly suspended in the only road, emitting light motionlessly.

As if there is no end, it seems that the light spots are everywhere between the sky and the earth.

"This is……"

Zhong Yuanzhong also saw Liu Dao Mu walking into this space without any scruples at the front, so he came to the edge with confidence.

He raised his hand involuntarily, and his fingertips lightly touched a nearby light spot.

At the moment of contact, he instantly felt the surrounding environment change.As if teleported instantly, his whole body suddenly appeared in a garden.

here is……

Zhongyuanzhong also looked around the surrounding area, no matter how you look at it, this is an ordinary place.

"pat-"

Accompanied by the sound of collision, Zhongyuan Zhong also turned his head abruptly, only to see Ayou fell on the stone-paved road.

There was a knife stuck in her chest, bright red blood was spreading under her body, and she didn't make the slightest sound.

"Ayou!"

He came to her in an instant, but the hand that wanted to hug Ayou passed through her body.

Zhong Yuanzhong also fell silent in an instant. He half-kneeled on one knee beside A You, with a solemn expression on his face.

His gaze moved to Ayou's face involuntarily. At this moment, her eyes were half-opened, but no matter whether it was her slight breathing or her still slightly heaving chest, she was telling one thing.

She is still conscious.

But why?

Zhongyuan Zhong also stretched out his hand, only to see that it was above the corner of Ayou's eyes, as if he was touching her.

It was completely different from now, he had never seen Ayou like this.

It was clearly a familiar face and familiar black eyes, but what appeared in those eyes was despair and emptiness.

Her expression is blank and cold, her eyes are dead and hopeless, those eyes reflect everything, but nothing can enter into it, or...

It can no longer hold any existence.

Unspeakable impatience arose in his heart, as if he had been sunk into the depths of an ocean that had never been discovered, and was forced by the ubiquitous pressure, which made him breathless for a while.

Obviously she has always been gentle, like the first snow falling, as if as long as the temperature is slightly higher, it will melt into crystal drops of water.

It shouldn't be like this, she shouldn't have such an expression, she shouldn't have such a look in her eyes.

Nakahara Chuya's fingers tightened, and the fingertips turned white due to the force.

She should be smiling, as soft as cotton candy, with a hint of sweetness, which warms people from the bottom of their hearts.

She should be carefree, because such a gentle person is not willing to hurt anyone.

He couldn't even face her with anger.

"system."

The golden light fell on the dying girl, but it couldn't add any warmth to her eyes, and Zhong Yuanzhong could only hear her say a word in a weak voice.

"I'm at my limit."

limit?

Before Zhong Yuanzhong could think further, he seemed to be ejected, and the scenery around him changed, returning to the original darkness and fluorescence.

His movements still looked like he was touching the fluorescent light, but he felt as if he had been scalded by the temperatureless light, so he withdrew his hand abruptly.

His eyes widened, pupils constricted violently.

If every point of light is a death, or a memory in some world, then...

He raised his head and stared at the countless fluorescent lights in this space like a starry sky.

How many times is this?

"I see."

The familiar voice reached Nakahara Chuya's ears, and he turned his head, only to see Dazai Osamu who was already in the fluorescent light.

Rarely, his face was devoid of the cheap swishing look that seemed to him to be beaten, but was extremely quiet, making it difficult for people to see his eyes clearly.

"Each point of light is a world, which records her most impressive thing in that world, or a journey."

"Maybe we should be thankful."

Ranpo Edogawa, who had also touched several fluorescent lights, took a deep breath.

"What we met was the small shopkeeper who sealed these memories."

"No, not only the memory, but also the emotion is sealed, otherwise..."

Otherwise, even if there is no memory, the silent heart that has gone through thousands of worlds will not become active because of the mere loss of memory.

"So this is ah--"

Tokuta Tara squatted down. He looked at Kushina Anna beside him, with obvious sadness in his voice.

"We think we are right."

All along, he wanted to prevent Ayou from committing suicide, but he never thought that for her, living is so difficult.

"Go ahead."

The glass bead in Anna Kushina's hand shone red.

"You are at the end of here, in that memory."

As she said this, her expression was extremely serious, and her steps forward were unwavering.

Whether it's suicide or death, everything is better than her actually recalling these memories.

Even in this seemingly wide space, but walking in the not-so-sparse fluorescent light, it is always inevitable to touch this seemingly tiny existence.

It's not the skin, as long as it touches a certain part of the body, it will be directly forced into the memory of that period.

Along the way, they looked at Ayou's memory, she had been down and out, she had been ordinary, she had been noble, and she had been great.

There are ordinary people's time, some go to the battlefield as a soldier, some save humanity as a savior, some lead a war as a commander, some sacrifice themselves for something, and some are displaced in hardship as the weak.

There are too many memories, and all they can touch is a little bit, but it is this little bit that allows them to see the changes in Ayou along the way.

With the gradual deepening, her eyes are also changing step by step, from dead silence to despair, from despair to madness, from madness to tiredness, from tiredness to persistence, from persistence to gentleness, from gentleness again become ignorant.

Everything is reversed, so...

From being ignorant at the beginning, he became gentle little by little, and became tired because of time, and then his heart was tainted with madness, and finally, he became hopeless again.

Time can always easily make a person despair, but what she has experienced is more than thousands of years?

The further you go inward, the more blurred the picture becomes, and finally, it even becomes a fog with only sound.

Finally, at the end of the road, there is a bright fluorescent light, which is more eye-catching than all the fluorescent lights, and it just shines brightly in the air.

Along the way, apart from Osamu Dazai who was still able to smile for some reason, even Edogawa Ranpo, who looked the most optimistic, had no expression on his face.

Kushina Anna's eyes were filled with water.

"Is that so?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at this light spot that was obviously different from the other brightness, and raised doubts.

"Ayou is in here?"

"Yes, it is."

Anna Kushina sniffed, suppressing the feeling of crying.She picked up the red glass bead and placed it in front of her eyes, then nodded with certainty.

"That's right, the pomelo is inside."

Deeper than all memories, what kind of memory is recorded in the innermost part?

Thinking of this, Zhong Yuanzhong stretched out his hand without hesitation, and directly touched the spot of light.

It was still a fog, and there was a dialogue-like voice.

The innocent voice of a child sounded first.

"But she was talking bad about you, Mom, and I quarreled with her because I was angry."

The voice of a middle-aged woman sighed.

"Don't refute. Just ignore her and act as if you didn't hear her when she said it."

Then, the voice repeated the remaining words over and over again.

"Don't resist, you have to remember, we don't have a home anymore."

"Don't resist, you have to remember, we don't have a home anymore."

"Don't resist, you have to remember, we don't have a home anymore."

"Don't resist..."