Where's my childhood sweetheart?

"This is... her deepest memory?"

Listening to the repeated words in the mist, Zhong Yuan Zhong also looked

"Without a doubt, beyond that, it's the biggest character-forming twist on the shopkeeper aside from the outside."

Edogawa Ranpo, who also entered, looked extremely calm.

"All along the way, including here, there are sealed existences, all of which are not even known to the small shopkeeper himself, but the first one will always have the greatest impact."

Just like a person's childhood will affect the person's life.

"Even if she no longer remembers these things, she still has such a shadow in her subconscious mind, which leads to all her actions subconsciously following this principle."

Edogawa Ranpo's words were well-organized, but Nakahara Chuya felt that it was wrong.

"She hasn't reached the point of not resisting, has she?"

Although I often hate her, for example, I always say that Dazai is a good person, and Mori Ogai is also a good person, who is actually a good person or something.

but--

When they fled back then, Ayou almost shot down the man who was chasing them with a gun.

If he hadn't stopped them, the little mafia boss who chased them down would have died on the spot.

"There is still a basic sense of resistance, but it is also divided into people, and it is not just about resistance."

Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya as if you were hopeless, and glanced lightly at Chuya Nakahara.

"Did you ever see her quarrel with anyone?"

"Have you ever seen anyone she hates very much?"

"Have you ever seen her get mad at 'someone around' for more than an hour?"

Zhong Yuanzhong was also silent, let alone quarreling, even when he and Ayou disagreed, someone would quickly compromise.

Now that I think about it, let alone him, even Osamu Dazai and Ogai Mori have never been disliked by her.

Normally, emotions such as anger or disgust are essential for human beings, but Ayou's emotions are like bubbles on the surface of the water, which will burst if you don't poke them at all.

It seems that she is completely composed of tenderness, and anyone can go up and pinch her.

Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help but frown.

"So this is the culprit that she said good to everyone?!"

"Judging from the relationship, the owner of the voice should be the mother of the small shopkeeper. After combining it, the small shopkeeper should be divorced... No, it is a remarried family."

With just a few words, Edogawa Ranpo quickly analyzed the information.

"The mother is bringing the child. It seems that the new family is not very harmonious, but this is also due to personality."

Parents' education to their children is really very important. This mother's personality is the type that is good at enduring hardships, so in teaching children, she also...

It cannot be said that this mother is wrong. In a situation of great disparity, it is not wrong to endure hardships and make life easier for herself. To some extent, there is nothing wrong with patience.

but……

Edogawa Ranpo lowered his eyes.

Although it is impossible to know the later trajectory, the current character of the small shopkeeper can already explain everything.

I always think that I am not important to others, and I am too cautious, even if I am in trouble, I will not ask others for help, because I am afraid of causing trouble to others.

It is easy to be satisfied, and in many things, I would rather be hurt than others.

To hide her pain, she never takes the initiative to show her negative emotions to others, and sometimes she can't even feel her own sorrow.

Obviously he can feel empathy for others, but ironically he can't feel all his own pain.

Even she didn't know it herself.

—Smiling depressed.

All of this still feels too sad.

In the same fog, Ayou, who had no idea that a group of people had formed behind her to drive her, was discussing the issue of dog leashes with Shi Banjing.

"So after-sales service is still available, right?"

Ayou pondered, and couldn't help asking questions.

"Since the system can't contact me until now, is the method of falling sword feasible?"

With that said, Ayou looked again at the Slate Essence who was emitting a shimmering light all over her body.

"To tell you the truth, I've watched so many 'movies' of my own before, but few of them succeeded in killing me, so you, Slate Spirit, are really special."

Shi Banjing's facial paralysis remained unchanged, and Ayou didn't care.

"But I don't care about that either. The important thing is that I can really die."

It's fine if you can take the dog with you. What's the point of exploring what kind of existence people have when they have nothing to do?

"The king sword of the colorless king needs you to touch me again before it can appear."

"Touching... you?"

Ayou blinked, stepped forward without hesitation, stretched out her hand and grabbed the hand of Shi Banjing.

"so?"

Shi Banjing looked down at the hand held by Ayou, and he was silent for several seconds before he spoke in silence, having never been in contact with people like this.

"It touched my body."

Ayou: "...Oh."

Quickly withdrew her hand, Ayou gave a light cough in embarrassment, feeling that she needed to change the subject.However, before she could think of anything, the Slate Essence, who had regained her composure, spoke first.

"Do you want to restore all memories and emotions?"

He threw down a shocking thunder, and even made the group of people who had just found here stop in their tracks for an instant.

"You should have recovered everything last time, but because you were interrupted, that's how you are now."

"It's not perfect."

Shi Banjing looked at Ayou who opened his eyes wide in front of him, and lowered his voice involuntarily.

"If you want to recover, I can let you recover now. After all, you are the complete you with all the memories and emotions."

"Recover a ghost!!!"

Zhong Yuanzhong also cursed in a low voice, just wanting to rush over and blow the dog's head of that unknown creature in an instant.

Such a huge memory, if it is really restored, I am afraid that Ayou's whole person will become a different look! ! !

However, it is completely impossible to use supernatural powers in the conscious space, and Nakahara also ran forward, but encountered a transparent wall after a few steps.

The shadowless cover hindered his steps, no matter how hard he tried, that existence was still unshakable.

The blue eyes cast a sharp luster, and Zhong Yuanzhong also hammered the air wall irritably.

"hateful!"

Osamu Dazai who came to his side raised his hand, but also touched the shadowless wall.

His [Disqualification in the World] hasn't been used a few times since he came up against this ability.

But before they could come up with a solution, Ayou, who had his back to them, gave his answer.

negative.

"If you restore all your memories...forget it."

Her voice was a little hesitant at the beginning, but it became firm after speaking.

"In fact, I did think about this before stepping into the gate. I just walked around casually, but I didn't expect to come here without breaking the seal."

As she said that, Ayou herself felt a little helpless, but she was more fortunate.

"Thinking about it now, it's also thanks to me not doing it directly."

"why?"

Slate Spirit was a little puzzled.

"Don't you want to be whole again?"

"No, it's not a question of complete incomplete."

Ayou twitched the corners of her mouth when she thought of the incalculable amount of fluorescence over there.

"This is to restore the problem that I'm afraid I'm going to change my appearance."

Looking at the still puzzled Slate Spirit, Ayou blinked and began to explain.

"In fact, if my goal in memory is inconsistent with my current goal, then I will choose to restore the memory without hesitation, but..."

Having said that, Ayou rolled her eyes and smiled.

"I'm very happy. Our goal is the same death, which makes this matter shelveable. Because if I choose to recover, there is no doubt that my emotions and memories in these worlds cannot be compared with that Compared with the huge existence."

"So I will definitely become the last version of me there."

His heart was ashamed, and he couldn't even hold up his best smile.

——This is not acceptable.

"That would be worrying."

She stared softly at the front, and gently gave her final answer.

"And I don't want people to worry about me."

The air suddenly fell silent, and after a few seconds, the voice of the slate spirit sounded.

"In this case, I will help you strengthen the seal."

Ayou:! ! !

"Thank you!"

Unable to bear it, Ayou's eyes sparkled and looked at Slate Essence.

"You are really super nice!!"

Facing such Ayou, Shi Banjing's eyes could not help but wander a little.

What's the matter with this feeling of wanting to add other help? ? ?

The topic should have been finished here, but a familiar voice suddenly appeared in Ayou's ear.

"kufufu is that your answer?"

The gentle voice clearly carried a gentle feeling, but it made people feel dangerous involuntarily.

"It's really no surprise."

This voice is! ! !

Ayou suddenly opened her eyes wide, turned her head to the right abruptly, and instantly met Liudaokui's face which was very close to her.

"Big... big guy?!!"

Fuck, when did the boss Liu Dao Mu come here? Hey!

Ayou subconsciously wanted to back up to the left, but a sudden weight came from the top of her head, making her unable to move. She blinked blankly, and involuntarily raised her hand to touch the top of her head.

Well, it's a hand.

Unable to resist, Ayou decided to follow Buddhism, so she put down her hand and asked.

"Boss, when did you come?"

The point is how much you have heard, boss!

"When?"

Liudaoku rubbed the palm of Ayou's head as if stroking a cat, and said indifferent words in his mouth.

"Probably at first."

Ayou: "..."

one!open!beginning! ! !

"So you heard everything!"

Wait, there are those outside!

Thinking of the thousands of memories outside, Ayou's body stiffened involuntarily.

Publicly and publicly executed? QAQ

"Boss, those outside, you..."

As she spoke, Ayou's voice carried a trace of expectation.

Tell me you didn't see it!How shameful to be executed publicly!She didn't even know that she was so capable before!

Liudao Mukuro chuckled, with a wicked look in his eyes, like a big cat teasing its prey while hunting, he asked slowly.

"You mean those fluorescent lights?"

Ayou nodded frantically, but Liudaokui just curled up the corners of his mouth, a kind of evil flashed in his strange eyes, and his voice added a little bit of ambiguity.

"It's just a sealed memory. I haven't seen yours?"

Some people who are blocked by the air wall but can hear very clearly: ? ? ! ! ! !