Where's my childhood sweetheart?

Inside the transparent lid, the boiling soup is continuously bubbling, and the fish with the size of a few tails and palms moves slightly.

During this waiting time, Ayou's heart turned a few times, and she was the first to break the silence.

"Why did Dazai-san come to Nishiro?"

Her gaze shifted from the pot to Osamu Dazai.

"Because I met Dazai-san for the first time in Yokohama, so I'm a little curious."

"It's a holiday~"

Adding another piece of firewood to the bottom of the pot casually, Osamu Dazai smiled brightly.

"Didn't I tell Miss before that I wanted to find a place with beautiful mountains and clear waters for vacation. I thought that since I have such a fate with Miss, I might as well come and have a look."

The corners of his mouth also curled up in an exaggerated arc, and Osamu Dazai's voice was unusually brisk.

"Otherwise, I wouldn't have found such a like-minded young lady."

Ignoring the flirtatious words of the other party, Ayou looked at him speechlessly.

"Are you sure that you are still on duty and you are still on vacation? Mr. Dazai, do you have any misunderstanding about vacation?"

You went directly to Bingsheng Middle School to teach and educate people!Is this a vacation?Which work unit is so wicked?

"This is..."

Osamu Dazai's eyes drifted involuntarily.

"As a wage earner, even if you are on vacation, you can't stop the continuous tasks from above."

Ayou was silent for a moment, then spoke quietly.

"A social animal, you..."

"Yes!"

Osamu Dazai admitted without hesitation.

"I'm just a poor social animal who is always squeezed by unscrupulous bosses. I'm so busy that I almost don't have time to commit suicide!"

"Poor social animal?"

Ayou has a weird face, you can have a leisurely 'picnic' with her in the mountains, you haven't time to commit suicide yet?

"With all due respect, you don't look like a social animal at all..."

"No! I really am now!"

He has been doing missions non-stop in order to clean up his crimes!There is almost no time to sleep!

"Look at my dark circles!"

Osamu Dazai pointed at his eye sockets and moved closer to Ayou.

"For the sake of the mission, I light a lamp every day and jump around on the verge of sudden death!"

Ayou blinked blankly when Mu Ran approached Dazai Osamu. She looked at the enlarged face of Dazai Osamu in front of her, and couldn't help raising her hand to poke it curiously.

The slightly cool fingertips just touched Dazai Osamu's warm cheek, and it was as gentle as a dragonfly touching water, and it was gone.However, for some unknown reason, Osamu Dazai only felt a strange feeling extending from that small point, and it took only a few seconds to make half of his face feel numb.

Although he really wanted to rub/rub that part of the cheek, Dazai Osamu, who didn't want to be exposed, moved his fingers and returned to the original position without any trace.

Does the little lady's hand... have static electricity?

When Dazai Osamu was thinking, Ayou only felt that the other party did not have dark circles at all...

Even the skin is smooth and good too much!

Seeing that Osamu Dazai withdrew, Ayou withdrew his hand regretfully. If he had known that the other party's skin was so good, he should have pinched his face and touched it a few more times.

"Just pretend that Mr. Dazai has invisible dark circles under your eyes."

Osamu Dazai:? ? ?

Wait, I really have it!

Ayou nodded and started another topic.

"Mr. Dazai, have you tried euthanasia?"

In my memory, I have the scene of taking euthanasia with each other. Although the two chose the beautiful riverside, they were very happy and bored, but the result was that both of them failed...

A slight indigo mist floated in the air, and Ayou narrowed his eyes slightly.

"Euthanasia?"

Osamu Dazai put one leg on his face, like a memory.

"There was a time when my boss promised me a task last night, but it turned out..."

"result?"

Dazai sighed.

"As a result, my former boss who had no good intentions abruptly found fault with my perfectly completed task, abruptly withholding the euthanasia drug..."

"That is the road leading to the underworld!"

Thinking of this, Osamu Dazai couldn't help dissing Mori Ogai.

"Boss Spicy Chicken will squeeze my labor power!"

"Huh? That was really hard work."

Ayou looked at Osamu Dazai sympathetically.

"However, being a former boss means that you are out of the sea of ​​suffering. Take it easy, maybe you will have a chance in the future."

If he really didn't lie under the guidance of the illusion, then it means that Osamu Dazai has no original memory?So the Yokohama field seems to be a bit safe.

Thinking this way, comforting Osamu Dazai, Ayou stretched out his hand and lifted the transparent pot lid.

The rich aroma that was originally sealed in the pot burst out of the confinement and diffused in an instant. It only spread for a few seconds, and the surrounding air was considered to be the aroma of fish soup.Ayou picked up the spoon that was set aside, took a sip of the soup, tasted it, and sprinkled some salt in it. She stirred it, and then signaled to Osamu Dazai who was sitting opposite him that it was ready to eat.

After drinking a bowl of soup, the point is that he also ate a lot of poisonous mushrooms. Ayou touched his stomach and felt that he couldn't eat any more.

"Speaking of which, I don't know the type of poisonous mushroom."

Turning her head to look at Dazai Osamu who was holding a bowl at the other end, Ayou fell into deep thought.

"It would be bad if it took longer to take effect."

"Don't worry."

Osamu Dazai put down the bowl in his hand and smiled brightly.

"This poisonous mushroom will take effect soon."

Ayu looked up suspiciously.

"how do you know?"

"because……"

Osamu Dazai's figure suddenly wanted to become two, and Ayou rubbed his eyes, only feeling that his voice became more ethereal.

"It's hard for me to find this."

It was specially brought here~

The world in front of her eyes seemed to have become colorful, and Ayou squinted her eyes, feeling that everything around her was a bit distorted.The red leaves, the green trunk, and even the ugly hair next to Osamu Dazai is eye-catching green.

After enduring and enduring, Ayou still couldn't help opening her mouth.

"This brother."

After looking hard, Ayou euphemistically stated the 'fact'.

"Your head is a little green."

Osamu Dazai who is preparing to collect information:? ? ?

What the hell?What green?

Ignoring what Ayu, who had fallen into hallucinations, said, Osamu Dazai spoke inducingly.

"I, Osamu Dazai, did we know each other before?"

Ayou frowned.

"They all committed suicide together, do you think you know each other? Are you stupid?"

The idiot Dazai Osamu: "..."

Twitching the corners of his mouth, Osamu Dazai decided to ignore Ayou's words again, and he changed his words.

"Then do you know about Dazai Osamu?"

If this kind of abnormality is only possessed by him, then what is it about Qi Muyou who is so 'familiar' to him?He was sure that there was absolutely no trace of this person's figure in his memory 19 years ago, but the emotions rising in his heart did not seem to be fake.

"I know."

Ayu answered naturally.

"He likes to commit suicide too."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

No chat today!

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, and his voice was serious.

"Do you know about Osamu Dazai's past?"

Who is the exception?

Ayou stood up, looking helplessly at the inquiring green hair.

"Didn't he commit suicide before?"

Why can't oil and salt enter?Osamu Dazai did not intend to give up, he continued to ask.

"Does Osamu Dazai have anything to do with euthanasia?"

Asked about euthanasia for no reason, and even mentioned his former boss who was able to get euthanasia without the slightest doubt.You must know that ordinary people, let alone euthanasia, can't even touch a bottle.

"Osamu Dazai is a good brother."

Ayou patted Lumao's shoulder, her voice was extremely calm because of Mo's previous emotions.

"He led me to earn 2 bottles of euthanasia for Lin Taro, he is really a good brother."

Speaking of this, Ayou couldn't help feeling a little regretful.

"It's a pity that the two of us got bored and didn't die."

Otherwise, she would not be alive now.

Osamu Dazai:! ! !

Fuck, it can be regarded as something useful out of it!

Staring intently at Ayou with a natural expression, Osamu Dazai, who is extremely confident in what he prepared, was very sure that the other party was not lying. After all, he took the opportunity to put something in the soup just to be on the safe side?

So what the other party said...is it true? !

Staring deeply at the still steaming pot, Osamu Dazai quickly reviewed his years 19 years ago, not even letting go of a little detail. If what the other party said was true, but such a big matter he would Impossible to have no memory at all.

However, there is nothing but normal except normal, and there is no trace of unnaturalness.All his actions are right, all his choices are natural, not even his words are in the slightest abnormal.

So who is wrong?

Osamu Dazai's silence stopped Ayou from looking at him distractedly, and she turned around after leaving a word.

"Okay, I have something to do, so I don't have time to chat with you now."

She walked frivolously towards the river where she had caught fish just now.At this time, the river water is still transparent, but the bottom of the near side seems to be shining with colorful lights.

Ayou blinked suspiciously, swayed and fell into the water.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Well, I don’t even forget to seek death when I fall into hallucinations, I am very persistent...

After thinking on the spot for 10 seconds, Osamu Dazai stood up and went to the river, and stretched out his arms to fish out Ayou.

It would be better for the other party not to have an accident before he found out the truth. Many doubts have not been explained now. It seems that the other party still retains the memory of the 'before'.But why is it her? What's so special about her?

And if his memory is really tampered with...

No.

Dazai frowned tightly.

It should be said that at least the entire gangsters in Hong Kong, including Mr. Mori, Sister Hongye, and Chuya, had their memories falsified inexplicably, and no one even noticed it.

He couldn't, and neither could Mr. Sen.

And he hasn't forgotten what the other party called Mr. Mori. Not everyone is qualified to call him "Rintaro". He just heard it from Mr. Mori's special ability, Alice. It is already a very familiar relationship.

Even if they really share the relationship of euthanasia, then they must not be strangers.

It's really... scary to be able to wipe out people like them who are very familiar with them without any abnormality.

But—he, Osamu Dazai, would never allow to be kept in the dark like this.