Where's my childhood sweetheart?

Osamu Dazai is really a villain!

Sitting on the bed in her own room, Ayou hugged the fluffy pillow and wrinkled her small face in thought.

The last time I teamed up with Osamu Dazai to commit suicide, the result was that he was lied to by the other party forcibly, and he, a shameless person, actually took medicine!He actually took drugs! ! !

But this also shows one thing, that is, Osamu Dazai really has no memories of the past, otherwise he wouldn't be able to drug her to ask her for information.

However, there are too many people in Bingsheng, and it is too good to stay here. Even Yokohama is safer than here, at least there is no one in Yokohama who has recovered his memory!

Well, except for Oda Sakunosuke who was thrown out.

In this case……

Ayou who made up his mind threw down the pillow and jumped off the bed, and walked towards Saiki Kongsuke's room.

"Boom boom boom——"

"Big brother?"

The door was opened from the inside, and Saiki Kongsuke appeared in Ayou's sight. He opened the door and motioned Ayou to enter.

Saiki Sorasuke's room was as neat and messy as ever. It was said to be messy only because many inventions with unknown uses were piled up on one side, and some unfinished parts were scattered on the ground.

Ayou didn't procrastinate, she said straight to the point.

"Brother, I have something I want to discuss with you."

"Huh? What's the matter with my sister? Let me guess."

Qi Mukongsuke's eyes turned around Ayou's body a few times, he touched his chin pretending to be contemplative, and then stated his conjecture firmly.

"Do you want to move?"

Ayou:! ! !

How do you know, big brother!

"As an older brother, of course you need to understand your younger sister. To be honest, I feel very helpless because there are always unknown creatures pestering my younger sister."

A Sawada paramecium next door was fine, and a white-haired netizen named Bai Lan was beaten up by him and Kusuo, but what happened to the new Osamu Dazai?

Didn't know there was even a Liudaokuku brother Kongsuke gnashing his teeth.

Even if my sister wants to die, it doesn't mean she wants to die with that old monkey named Osamu Dazai!

Directly labeling the other party as an 'old' monkey, Saiki Kongsuke really wanted to kill Osamu Dazai, but didn't he just want to die too?Absolutely let him die clearly!

"Brother, what do you think..."

"I think it's fine."

Qi Mukongzhu interrupted Ayou's words with a smile, and his voice was brisk.

"Originally, I was going to tell my mother that I moved to the neighborhood for convenience because I was preparing to go to Xiongying in high school, but if I moved there alone and wanted to bring my younger sister, my mother would definitely not agree."

Seemingly distressed, Qi Mukongsuke sighed.

After all, it is impossible for him to move out alone. Doesn't it mean that Kusuo will take over his sister by himself?Don't even think about it!He will not allow this to happen!

"So we can use this as an excuse to move the whole family to the vicinity of Xiongying. You must know that high school is a very important place, and my mother will agree."

"that……"

Ayou's expression was hesitant, she bit her lip, and said it anyway.

"If you move... the friends my mother managed to get in touch with..."

After all, if I live here, my mother can still chat with Nana's mother at home. If I move away, won't I be lonely?

Although it was very easy to think before, but if you think about it carefully, isn't it really selfish to want to move away just because of the original business?

Hearing Ayou's unfinished words, Qi Mukongsuke sighed, bent down, held Ayou's cheeks with both hands, and stared straight at her confused eyes with dark green eyes.

"I'll say it again."

As if to carve into Ayou's soul, Qi Mukongsuke's words were full of firmness like a mountain that had never trembled, but his tone was as soft as the petals blown by the breeze.

"You can be more self-willed. In fact, I am very happy that you can come to me and express your thoughts."

Qi Mu Kongsuke looked at Ayou with extremely gentle eyes, as if he was afraid of disturbing a young animal that had finally poked its head out of its nest.

he repeated.

"very happy."

……

……

The matter of moving was put on the agenda led by Qi Mukongsuke, and he used very powerful reasons to fool Qi Mu Kunchun and Qi Mu Kurumi.For this, Saiki Kusuo showed full resentment, even looking at Saiki Kongsuke with sharp eyes.

It's not that he doesn't want to move, but that his younger sister actually went to Saiki Kongsuke instead of him, Saiki Kusuo!Is that guy Kongsuke more reliable than him?

Saiki Kusuo was very upset.As a result, Tsunayoshi Sawada and Osamu Dazai both lived a period of unlucky days when they choked on eating, choking on drinking, and falling banana peels while walking.

As Saiki Kurumi's best friend Nana Sawada would not be unaware of the move of Saiki's family, so indirectly, Tsunayoshi Sawada heard about it immediately.After being shocked, he came to Qi Mu's house decisively.

"Ding-dong-"

A few seconds after the doorbell rang, the pink-haired Kusuo Saiki opened the door. He looked at Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was blocked by the door, and had no intention of letting him in at all.

'what's up? '

There was no fluctuation in his voice.

"Is pomelo sauce at home?"

'Not here. '

Opening his eyes and talking nonsense, Saiki Kusuo's face was as expressionless as ever.

'you can go now. '

Saying that, Saiki Kusuo was about to close the door, but Sawada Tsunayoshi's voice suddenly increased.

"Wait! I have something very important to find pomelo sauce!"

Saiki Kusuo frowned, and was about to continue to refuse, when Ayou had already arrived at the door.

"Second brother, let me come."

Ayu walked out from Saiki Kusuo's side, and came in front of Sawada Tsunayoshi.

"Gangji."

Her eyes are serious.

"I think we need to have an open and honest talk."

Sawada Tsunayoshi suddenly had a bad premonition, as if the magma buried deep in the ground suddenly surged up, they were active and wanted to come outside, so the fine ash floated in the air as a sign.

Disaster is about to break out.

At this moment, he had a clear premonition of such a disaster, but he could not refuse at all.In the end, Sawada Tsunayoshi just nodded and said something that seemed extremely heavy.

"it is good."

The two of them walked forward step by step along the straight road. No one cared where their end point was. There was an extremely heavy atmosphere flowing between the two of them. Even the air seemed to be like glue. It's so thick that people can't help breathing carefully.

"Gangji."

Ayou took the lead in breaking the lingering silence, her voice was extremely calm.

"I think there is one thing we should all have doubted."

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't speak, he just lowered his eyes and looked at Ayu's side face.

"Although it should be an incredible thing, accidents always happen frequently. There are always more 'miracles' in this world than we think."

Ayou raised her head to look at the blue sky, and the end of her sight was the red bricks and tiles on the roof. Due to the distance, the light green leaves beyond the house seemed to be touching the sky because of the distance.

"so……"

She turned her head, her eyes were as calm as her voice, and the obviously questionable words were affirmed by what she said as if they were conclusive.

"You have a memory, right?"

Although he didn't say which memory it was, Sawada Tsunayoshi was very clear about what Ayou was talking about.His fingers hanging by his side moved slightly, and then calmed down.

"Yes."

He admitted it without hesitation.

"I have that memory."

"You should know everything you need to know. Then Tsuna, what do you think?"

The footsteps did not stop, and Ayou continued to walk forward, as if walking an endless road.

"Everything I did was out of my own will. Whether it was suicide or helping Youni in the end, I didn't have any regrets."

Even if she didn't have the original emotion, she knew that everything she had done was only regret after she opened her eyes again.

Regret for not being able to die.

"you……"

Sawada Tsunayoshi hesitated, he looked at the calm girl who seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, and suddenly felt a huge strangeness in his heart.

In the end, Tsunayoshi Sawada paused, swallowed back the unspoken question, and brought up another one instead.

"Why would you want to die?"

Even though Sawada Tsunayoshi has embarked on the road of the mafia, became the boss of Pengo Lie, and even killed the lives of hostile personnel with his own hands, and his hands were stained with crime, but all of this will only make him cherish him even more. life.

It's even a little ridiculous to say that, obviously the boss of Italy's top mafia organization, but he cherishes life so much that he has to think twice before making decisions when he sees tasks related to human life.

"why?"

Ayou tilted her head, and there was even thought in her eyes.

"Why does wanting to die need a reason?"

She looked at Sawada Tsunayoshi suspiciously, with the same puzzlement in her eyes as the other party.

"Life is a process from being to nothing. If there is no death, it must be incomplete. I just want to advance the end. Is there anything wrong?"

"But the process is essential."

Sawada Tsunayoshi tried to argue with Ayu.

"It is because of this process that we can live well in the world. You will encounter many things, happy, warm, and even sad. But these emotions will lead us to move on, so that There will be no regrets until the end comes."

"Ah, that's right."

Ayou bent her eyes, and there were little smiles in her eyes.

"Gangji is really a very gentle person."

However, the heart of Sawada Tsunayoshi, who was evaluated in this way, wandering restlessly in the air, did not land on the ground, but suddenly increased a large distance to a higher place.

He heard the girl say such words.

"What if a person's end is erased?"

Before he could continue to think deeply, successive words came one after another.Just listening to it makes people feel the despair that cannot be shaken off.

"Your journey from the starting point to the end point is abruptly cut off. Some existence forcefully put your path together in an endless journey without an end. You can only move forward on this road in a daze without a shred of hope. .”

She is obviously smiling, but her expression is full of melancholy, like a branch of a flower picked by a child laughing and laughing in the garden.

The flower that was originally it was cut off abruptly, and the branch that was left behind, supporting that flower with all its strength, could only look at it like this, but it could no longer bloom like that flower.

Sawada Tsunayoshi's eyes suddenly widened, and he had a guess, if this was the case, then why Bailan cared so much about yuzu sauce also made sense.

Ayou didn't care about his expression, she turned another corner at the intersection ahead, her footsteps didn't stop, just like she had been pursuing all along.

"I like a sentence very much."

"Death is not losing life, but being out of time."

In the endless time that the system said, she wanted to be freed.

After all...the road will always have an end, or...who said that there can be no accidents?She's already half-successful once, who said it won't happen a second time?

Ayou stopped in her tracks. At this time, the surroundings were already familiar, and the word [Qimu] on the house plate was particularly eye-catching.

She turned her head, smiling lightly, as peaceful as petals falling silently in the silent midnight.

"Then, it's the end."