I just want you to be well

I felt dizzy after waking up in the morning, and vaguely remembered that I was drunk in the bar and was dragged out by Yin Le.I also seemed to talk to him a lot.

Have I confessed to him?It seems to have.

My heart suddenly tensed up.

Um?It seems that I don't have the feeling of anxiety and anxiety before, but now I feel a little relieved.

Suddenly, I heard the sound of something frying in the kitchen.I got out of bed and walked into the kitchen, only to see Yin Le in a white shirt making breakfast, like a sexy angel in a TV show who cooks breakfast for you after waking up.

He saw me staring at him and smiled at me, "Are you awake?"

His smile is very sweet.I walked towards him quickly, touched his head with a smile, and looked at the breakfast he made, "I'm awake, I'm just a little dizzy."

He looked at me, then looked down again.He put the fried eggs on the bread slices he bought a few days ago, and then turned to me and asked, "Do you have honey or yogurt at home? I didn't find any fruit in your refrigerator. You can't do without fruit." Oh, I will be constipated."

I think his nagging expression is not as annoying as my mother's, but rather cute.

I pinched his face, "It's not that I don't eat fruit, but I finished it a few days ago. The honey is in the cabinet above the refrigerator, I don't know if it has expired."

He gave me a supercilious look, then went to find the honey on the cabinet of the refrigerator, "Fortunately, it will expire in ten days."

He poured the honey sauce over the slices of bread, then sandwiched the eggs between the two slices, and poured the milk.I cleared the table in the living room so he could bring breakfast.

During breakfast, they didn't talk much to each other, they just looked at each other quietly, giggling from time to time.

I tentatively asked him, "I didn't do anything out of the ordinary last night, did I?"

He raised his head and thought for a while, "Last night, I asked the security guard downstairs to help me lift you up. Then I slept on the sofa in your living room."

I felt sorry for him for two seconds, and then said with a smirk, "Why are you so indifferent to me all of a sudden and won't sleep in the same bed with me?"

With a glass of milk in his hand, he took a sip, "Don't you know how crazy you were last night? I'm afraid to sleep with you", he teased me and laughed.

I also picked up the milk and sat close to him, "How terrible?"

He imitated my expression perfectly and recounted the scene of me getting drunk last night. He felt a little crazy just listening to it.But according to his recent mental state, what he said about me last night was indeed what he might do when he was drunk.

"So, I confessed to you? You... are my boyfriend now?" I stuttered a bit, but I was more curious about his expression after hearing this, and his answer.

He looked at me and smiled, but didn't speak, but put away the dishes on his own.

"Xiao Le, tell me quickly, are you and I...?"

I followed his steps and walked into the kitchen again, pretending to be silly and cute, and asked, "Xiao Le..."

He turned to look at me, "Sorry, no."

I feel like he's more of a fool than I am.

I went around behind him and hugged him, and started to tickle him, "Is it really, is it..."

I saw that he was tickled so hard that the plate shook uncontrollably in his hands, "Let go of me, ah, it's so itchy, ah ha ha ha, the plate..."

I leaned behind his ear and touched him lightly with my lips, "Are we together? Xiao Le, tell me."

He put down the plate in his hand, wiped his hands, and faced me, "If I say yes, will you admit it?"

I looked into his eyes, never been so determined, "Yes. I won't lie to you."

His eyes looked expectant and uncertain, "Really?"

He suddenly turned his back to me, "I'm afraid you will push me away again this time."

"No", it turned out that he was worried that I would reject him because of my current illness, "Before, I was the one who was sorry for you. I obviously liked you from the bottom of my heart, but I was afraid that after I exposed myself to you, you would leave me .”

He turned to face me, his face was getting closer and closer, and he raised his hands to caress my face, "Why? You should be more optimistic about yourself, me, and us."

I nodded slightly in his palm.

His face moved closer to my lips, "You promised me last night that if we were together, you would listen to me."

I hugged him into my arms and kissed his forehead, "Okay, I'll listen to you whatever you say."

He hugged me tightly, and I could feel his heart beating.I lifted his bangs and looked tenderly into his eyes, nose and mouth.

He was really in my arms, all this happened suddenly, like a dream.

"Am I dreaming?"

He pinched my back hard, "What do you think?"

"Ouch, it hurts, hurts, hurts."

He looked at me and smirked.

"Xiao Le, promise me something?"

He stared at me stupidly, "Huh?"

"Promise me, don't leave me for no reason, okay?", I begged.

Yin Le snuggled her head into my arms with a smile, "I never thought about leaving you, it was you who insisted on pushing me away."

I looked into his eyes, pressed my lips to his, and whispered, "It won't happen this time."

*

People say that people who are in love are blind and idiots.I feel like I'm ten years younger after being with him. I always think about how to make him happier, and I always have some silly ideas.The first time I felt this way, I dedicated it to my first love.

In the two weeks we've been together, I've discovered that I haven't officially dated him yet.I think it is necessary for me to make up for this opportunity to him.

At noon that day, he asked me excitedly in the car, where and what to eat on our first date, what kind of clothes he wanted to wear, and whether there would be any gifts.

I teased him, "Did you become a fool when you were with me? If I answered everything, is there any surprise tonight?"

He thought for a while, "Because I watch many TV dramas and movies like this!"

He was so cute when he acted like a baby, and I couldn't help but want to touch his head.

"All right, all right, come here as you like. Anyway, I will pick you up at the school gate at eight o'clock tonight. Don't be late."

He nodded with satisfaction.We kissed each other goodbye before getting out of the car.

After sending him back, I will think about what he likes to eat, whether to eat Chinese food or Western food.First love used to like to eat western food, but would he like it?Generally, Xiaoshou likes western food, right?At least they like to go in and out of places where they can pretend.

Only then did I think of Xiao Le's circle of friends.I remember that he likes to go to different coffee shops, likes to go to museums and art exhibitions, and eats Western-style light meals from time to time.

In the end, I chose VELLUTO to reserve a place, and I heard that the Italian food there is very delicious.

As I was driving back, I passed a beautiful flower shop.It's been a long time since I've been in a flower shop, let alone sending flowers. I was instantly overwhelmed by the variety of flowers in front of me.The clerk curiously inquired about my preferences. I glanced around and noticed a bunch of roses on the golden cabinet by the wall.They come in assorted colors and come individually in a glass container.

"Sir, those are eternal flowers".

"Eternal flower? Can it be stored for a long time like a plastic flower?"

"No, sir," the waiter smiled, "These preserved flowers can be stored for two to three years after being dried. Sir, are you planning to buy them as gifts?"

I nodded, and the waiter continued tactfully, "It's right to buy it. The flower language of eternal flower is 'love that never fades'. Although its lifespan is only three years, it is enough to witness the love you and your girlfriend have gone through in the future. bit by bit".

I especially want to correct her, "it's a boyfriend".

After I finished speaking, I couldn't help but feel shy.

The waiter was a little shocked, but his face was still full of curiosity and excitement, "That's it. Then I especially recommend this blue rose."

"Ok?"

"Blue roses represent pure and kind love, and are also related to all kinds of miracles realized in fate." She looked at my happy expression, "Forgive me, I think, you and your significant other can finally get together , this is the true love destined in the dark."

Although I was dumbfounded, in her professional introduction, I still caught a few key words that made me very excited, "pure, kind, and a miracle in fate".The first two were given to me by Xiao Le, and the last one, isn't it the fate and miracle we have been pursuing?

I bought it without hesitation, packed it up and put it in the trunk.I don't know how Xiao Le will react when he unwraps the gift tonight?

At six o'clock in the evening, I went out an hour early to pick him up.For dressing and matching, I only like the basic plain color mix and match, so I wore a solid gray Armani Polo, and took a thin coat by the way.I arrived at his school 10 minutes early.I have known him for almost a month. Apart from knowing that he likes me very much, I have not even had a deep understanding of what major he studies and what he likes to do.

A few minutes later, I saw him coming out of the school gate.He was wearing a yellow, white and black floral shirt and a pair of jeans, which were very eye-catching.It turns out that besides being cute, he can also be very flamboyant.

The first thing he asked me after getting in the car was, "Are you going to dress too exaggeratedly?"

When I was about to say yes, he interjected, "I'd better get out of the car and change."

"No, no, no, I think it's pretty good, look at you, it's normal to be so young and dress so flirtatiously", I still couldn't help laughing.

"Mr. Wei, at least I thought about how I should dress for the night before the date! Besides, this is not show, this is Fashion."

He scanned me with his eyes, "ARMANIJeans. Well, as expected of you", he smiled, "but don't worry, I brought a light gray light coat. I can cover it up, if you think my Clothing that is too... conspicuous".

I looked at him and said with a smile, "Put it on. The air conditioner will be quite cold where we will eat later. Also, I don't mind what you wear."

He gave me a knowing smile, and I turned up the air conditioner in the car a little.

When we arrived at the restaurant, we sat down according to our reserved seats.During the meal, we kept chatting about each other's past and present.

"I worked as an HR in a foreign company for seven years. Since I was promoted to the so-called 'supervisor' two years ago, I can't see any other room for advancement. But the salary, benefits and year-end bonus are okay. But, I lost my passion for my current job."

"What did you study in college? Why did you choose to do this? Did you like it?" Yin Le asked me curiously.

"I majored in double majors, human resources and economics. And...", when I was hesitating, I accidentally missed it, "At that time, my first love thought I was suitable for this."

I noticed that Yin Le's expression was a bit strange, maybe because I mentioned my first love, "But everything is over. What about you? What major did you study? I don't know yet."

"I read literary translation."

"Then... what do you want to do in the future?" I asked as I sliced ​​through the steak.

"I plan to do an internship in a foreign literature publishing house during the summer and my senior year. They lack translators." He chewed the food in his mouth. "I submitted my resume two days ago, but I don't know if they want me."

"Awesome, besides flipping literature, do you want to publish a book?" I teased him.

He smiled, "Don't make trouble, but..."

He paused, as if he hadn't finished speaking.

"I did think about writing a book before, or being a full-time writer," he suddenly paused, "but my father thinks this career is unstable. Besides, whether you can be famous and whether you can support yourself is also a problem .Sometimes, dreams have to bow to reality."

I ate and listened, and nodded habitually.

"My father forced me to study international trade, but I secretly switched to studying translation."

I've never seen him so serious.I tried to encourage him, "Xiao Le, how about this. After you graduate, do you want to quit your job and write novels at home?"

He looked at me and smiled, "Do you think your salary alone can support the two of us?"

"It's all about us, what are you worrying about?"

He smiled and stopped his mouth movement, "Uncle Wei."

"Ok?"

"Actually, you can find a job that you like and can give full play to your strengths. I think, HR..." He pondered for a few seconds, "Forget it, at least your current job can be relatively stable, and you can To support you, in case I persuade you to change to a new job, the salary can't even afford your coat, I can't afford this responsibility."

I laughed, "Yeah, not only do I need to support myself now, but I also have a rice worm in the house."

"Please, I can earn enough for my living expenses just by my usual part-time job. But you are different, you now have an extra free universal nurse, OK?"

His face was flushed with anger, I really like teasing him like this, I like it very much.

"Then, does this male nurse provide bed service?"

I started playing tricks on him.The shyer he is, the more excited I am.

He stared at me and said with a smirk, "Then how nice you can be to me."

I smiled and said, "Yin Le, I really like you."

He raised the corners of his mouth happily, then continued to lower his head and quietly cut the steak on the plate.

*

After dinner, I drove to Hengshan Road.We went into a cafe to clear the bar.We each ordered a cocktail after we sat down.

"Do you like Mojito (Mojito)?"

"Actually, I can adjust it," he laughed, "and I can also adjust your CubaLibre (Cuba Freedom)."

"Hey. You're really all-powerful. I don't know if you noticed, but I still have an unopened bottle of Voka (vodka) and Rum (rum) at home."

He leaned over from the opposite table, "Why, do you want me to get you drunk?"

I smiled, "I think you will be drunk before me."

He had a thoughtful expression on his face, "No. You'd better not get drunk. You look terrible when drunk."

I looked at him, "Did I really look scary that night?"

"No." He smiled, "Instead, I would like to thank you, thank you for telling me your troubles."

I was a little puzzled, "What trouble?"

"Let you suffer so much that I know how to take care of you."

His hand reached out to mine, and I held his hand tightly.

"If you feel... you are very reluctant...", I choked up.

"Why are you reluctant?" His eyes were quite determined, "If you want to meet someone in this world who can make your heart beat and pay for it, the odds are like winning the first prize. We finally solved the problem." With hearts tied together, it’s too late to be happy.”

I stared at him, feeling the urge to kiss him.

"You promised that you would listen to me. Although you have the test report in your hand now, I'd better accompany you to have another comprehensive examination and then treat the symptoms, okay?"

He looked at me worriedly, "Don't think about the past anymore. No matter who infected you, or who made you like this, it's a foregone conclusion, it doesn't matter anymore."

The more he said that, the more guilty I felt, "Although I said that, who wouldn't care about his other half getting sick?"

"Aren't you well now? Our first priority is to live a good life, don't think about it. I have read the information on the Internet and the sharing of A friends (the AIDS patient refers to it), in fact, as long as you can take the corresponding medicines and Regular life, life is no different from normal people."

I looked at his serious face, never thought that he would work so hard to understand my illness and find ways to care for my life for me, and I felt very warm in my heart.He walked into my life like this, giving me the most delicate warmth and touch.

"So, trust me, okay?"

I nodded, and stretched out my right hand to stroke his face, "Okay."

*

"Do you have a class tomorrow?"

He moved the seat belt on the seat, and leaned his head closer, "What's the matter? Where are you trying to trick me?"

"If you don't have class, you can live in my apartment tonight." I put my hands in the posture of a gentleman, "Don't worry, I will never touch you," I said with a smirk.

"The class is gone, but I have to review at the end of the term, what should I do?" His eyes rolled again.

"You can review at my home."

He pretended to look disgusted, "Do you think it's feasible?"

"Then what else?"

He was speechless, "You are really straight and cancerous, will you die if you beg for more?"

"Okay, baby, stay at my house tonight."

He nodded with a smile on his face.I am happy and everything is going according to plan.

I happily took him to a garden downstairs from my apartment and parked the car aside.I took out the bouquet of eternal flowers in a glass bottle from the trunk and handed it to Yin Le.After receiving the gift box, he had a look of surprise and excitement, and he couldn't wait to open the gift box carefully.

When he saw the blue rose, his eyes were full of light.

"This is the first time I've received a rose, and it's still blue." He held it in his palm and held it up to the night, "It's so beautiful."

"No matter how beautiful you are, you are not beautiful enough."

His happy expression condensed at that moment, and the moonlight shone on his handsome face.

"I'm sorry, Xiaole."

"Why do you have to apologize to me?" His eyes were full of doubts.

"I want to apologize for what I did to you earlier."

He put down the eternal life flower slowly with both hands, and listened carefully to my confession.

"I know I like you, but I keep avoiding rejecting you."

I walked towards him slowly, gazed at him affectionately, and hugged him tightly.The blue rose in the glass is like a priest, witnessing the love at this moment on our chest.

"And I just want to be with you now. I love you, Yin Le."

I hugged him tightly, and he also kept me excitedly, confessing in a low voice, "I love you too, Wei Jun."

I let go of him slowly, only to see his eyes were red, "What's the matter, baby?"

"It's nothing. Now it's my turn to not believe that I'm really with you."

"Me too, it's like a dream."

We both laughed at the same time.His tender eyes and happy face made my heart very touched and warm.

"Do you want me to continue calling you Uncle, Uncle Wei, or..."

"You like it. As long as it is what you say, I love to hear it."

"What about my husband?" He leaned behind my ear and kissed my cheek.

I smiled happily, hugged him tightly, and kissed him hard.

I can feel the warmth of his lips and the heat of his tongue, slowly melting my heart.

I led him up to the apartment.After entering the door, our lips were pressed tightly together. He kissed my beard and moved his rosy lips on my neck.I undid the buttons of his shirt one by one, and moved my kiss from his lips to his delicate neck and sexy chest.His hand slowly slid from my waist, upwards, and gently took off my shirt, and I also reached into his tender upper body, and gently took off his shirt.We moved slowly into the bathroom, he unzipped my pants, I unzipped him, and each other took off our bottoms.We walked into the bathroom, kissed excitedly, and let the water from the shower splash on us.Countless drops of water passed by us. I held his face in my hands and admired it quietly for a few seconds, then pressed his head against my chest.

"I really like you, Xiaole."

He kissed my chest and stared at me provocatively, "Uncle Wei, when did you become so nasty?"

"You kiss me even if I'm hairy," I pinched his nose and laughed.

"It's not enough down there." He moved his lips down my body.

Just when I wanted to continue to enjoy the warmth between his mouth, I suddenly realized that he couldn't do it.

"Xiao Le, Xiao Le. No, don't!"

My hands stopped him and lifted him up.

He wondered, "What's wrong?"

"Let's not do this for now."

He looked at me, also a little bewildered.

"But I read the posts on the Internet and they said..."

I hugged him, "It's better to be safe first, be more cautious, let's talk about it after I go to the hospital."

Water droplets kept hitting his face.I stared into his penetrating eyes through the water droplets, "Although I want you very much, I want you to stay by my side safe and sound."

He kissed my cheek and smiled softly, "Okay..."

He picked up a bath towel to help me wipe my body, and I also took a towel to help him wipe his hair.

I picked him up as a princess, walked into the bedroom, and laid him down.I moved my body and slowly lay close to him.Facing each other, chest to chest, I saw myself in the vivid eyes, and his delicate face was adorned by the wet hair.I couldn't help but kiss him, his lips were so soft and delicious.

His lips pulled out suddenly, and he hugged me sideways, "Uncle Wei..."

I caressed his face, "Huh?"

"Do you want me to move in?"

"Think", I kissed his forehead repeatedly, and held him tightly in my arms.