Flick of the Fingers--Tan Hua

Forced to change clothes for him, Li Sayu looked like a beautiful and well-behaved doll, with his head down, allowing Yang Zhan to strip him off and put on the clothes he chose one by one.

He is most satisfied with the way Li Sayu is allowed to be manipulated by him, always wanting to do some excessive things to him.

Although, he did not do much.

When Zhou Hong came out after changing his clothes, he happened to see Yang Zhan and Li Sayu taking pictures on the steps.

The two changed into black dresses of the same style, and their hairstyles were done. The overly long hair hanging down was combed neatly, and the scars on Li Sayu's face were no longer covered, making them more conspicuous.

Zhou Hong stood under the stage, looking at the people on the stage without moving.

He couldn't see the scars on his face. In his eyes, Li Sayu was still as fragrant and beautiful as a rose, but unfortunately, now, he was no longer his rose.

Li Sayu kept his head down and his eyes lowered, Yang Zhan held his chin up and kissed him like no one else.The spotlight flashed, Yang Zhan changed his posture and continued to kiss the person in front of him.

Zhou Hong seemed to be frozen, he stood where he was, and could clearly see every detail of the kiss.Yang Zhan tossed and kissed, Li Sayu refused to speak, he pinched his chin hard, it must have hurt, Li Sayu opened his mouth, let the other party's bright red tongue stick in...

Zhou Hong felt that he was no longer himself.

His soul seemed to be gone.Otherwise, why would he allow his most important person to be violated and insulted like this?And he could only stand by and watch, unable to take a step forward, without reason or courage.

He thought of his inner demons in a trance, and probably when he got rid of his inner demons, he also got rid of those beloved ones.

Li Sayu's eye sockets are red, and there are tears in his eyes, which will not fall.

How could his rose bow its head.Li Sayu has always been proud and noble, like a noble and restrained jade.When did he become like this, he didn't dare to raise his head, or even look at him.

why is he cryingIs it for me?

Zhou Hong's heart was about to burst.

Just when he was about to rush over to pull them away, a pair of hands gently took his arm.

Tong Dan looked away: "I've changed my clothes, let's go."

Zhou Hong thought, his expression must be extremely ugly now.

After Zhou Hong and Tong Dan left, Yang Zhan let Li Sayu go.He never held his hand, never hugged him like a lover.He hugged Li Sayu and took a few more photos, feeling a little obsessed with this feeling.

Lucas kept looking ugly.At this time, he came out of the lounge and said to Yang Zhan with a cold face, "Zhan, do you have time to chat?"

Yang Zhan never guards himself like a jade for anyone, he changes lovers one after another, and even a leaf among thousands of flowers does not touch his body.Li Sayu does not belong to this category.He was once the object of Yang Zhan's revenge, and later his plaything.After Yang Zhan stopped hating, he became Yang Zhan's friend with benefits.To be exact, Yang Zhan would always threaten him and intimidate him every time it was like adultery.Otherwise, Li Sayu didn't want to think about these things at all, let alone do them.

Lucas is Yang Zhan's new interest.

Yang Zhan coaxed Lucas out of the studio, took the elevator downstairs, and saw that Li Sayu hadn't left yet, he was standing at the entrance of the elevator with his head down, looking very aggrieved.

Yang Zhan said, "Have you left yet? Why, are you waiting for me?"

Li Sayu hesitated to speak.After hesitating for a long time, I finally said, "Can you call a car for me, or call my home? I, I can't see..."

Li Sayu's body deteriorated very quickly.He was admitted to the hospital that night.

Not for the first time blind.It's just that it will recover by itself after a while, so he doesn't care too much.

Moreover, the lingering hallucinations in front of him had already made him confuse the dream with the reality.He saw hallucinations and thought it was a dream, but in fact he was still awake.When you are blind, you can see hallucinations, so when your vision is restored, you still think you are still in a dream.

It reverses night and day, and confuses reality and illusion.Living like a walking dead, he hates himself like this very much, but there is nothing he can do.

He remembered that many years ago, someone told him to find inner peace.

Looking back on half of my life, isn't it just for peace?

Now he is lying in the ward by himself, and his brother and mother visit him every day.

He is now very cooperative with treatment, but the doctors stopped treating him.

Through the glass above the door of the ward, he saw his mother and brother standing in the corridor talking to the doctor. His mother wiped her tears with a handkerchief and fell down crying in his brother's arms.

I'm really sick.

Although already known.

Dr. Chen took his temperature, changed the salt water, sat by his bed, and said to him, "How do you feel now, where does it hurt?"

It hurts everywhere.

He was uncomfortable and couldn't figure out where it hurt more.It looks like a stomach, an arm, a broken leg, and a head.

The body is like an overused puppet, decaying from within.

"Doctor, how long do I have?"

Dr. Chen touched his head: "Don't think about it. I have arranged chemotherapy, and you will be fine."

Li Sayu smiled: "Really? That's really great."

"After I get better, I will go to work by bicycle every day. In March, I will go to Hokkaido to enjoy flowers, and in November to go skiing on Mount Kilimanjaro... By the way, I will also go to the playground, although it is so big It's strange to go to the playground at an old age... Also, I want to be an architect and design unique houses..."

In the past, his psychiatrist had infinitely hoped that he could imagine the future for himself, and he couldn't live just to wait for Zhou Hong.Now, he has finally stepped out of the cage he drew, but this future is so regrettable.

He spoke very slowly.Dr. Chen lowered his eyes and left the ward in silence.

He dared not listen any more.

After Zhou Hong accompanied Tong Dan to try on the wedding dress and came back, he was in a daze.

Close your eyes, it seems that you can see the scene of that person being treated like that.

He stayed up late to read the assistant's investigation about the ten years that Li Sayu lost.

He thought he would be comforted after watching it, but it only brought him a heartache that he couldn't ignore.

During the years when Zhou Hong was not by his side, his life was not good at all.Only Zhou Hong felt at ease. He deceived himself, deceived himself, deliberately avoided, deliberately alienated, he thought that if he didn't know, he wouldn't be sad, and he wouldn't worry about it. It hurts like this.

Zhou Hong never let him go.

Li Sayu is still his favorite person, but he is no longer as reckless as he was when he was a teenager. If he likes someone, he must always be by his side.

If you hide your mood, you will be able to walk through this resplendent and desolate world like thousands of people, as if nothing had happened.Although I am unhappy, I feel at ease; I will be happy and sad when I get news occasionally.

This is what my parents have always expected of me.

Zhou Hong also feels that he is very good now.

He is no longer that Zhou Hong who would die or live without anyone, and he no longer pursues illusory feelings.The deep affection in this world may be the same, hidden in the heart, buried in time, waiting for the dust to settle, when the coffin is finalized, the dust rises everywhere.

He has been able to hide his mood well.

If you don't know it, you can deceive yourself.

The assistant knocked on the door: "Mr. Zhou, there is a visitor."