Flick of the Fingers--Tan Hua

His thoughts were interrupted, Zhou Hong just wanted to say that he would never see without an appointment, when he suddenly remembered the last time Li Daoyu came over.

"Who's here?"

The assistant didn't answer, and just pushed open the door. Zhou Hong couldn't blame her for not being able to stop this person, because he didn't dare to stop him himself.

"Auntie, why are you here?"

The moment Zhou Hong saw the person coming, he immediately stood up.He came out from behind the desk and greeted him himself. "Aunt, please sit here."

Although Mrs. Li still has exquisite makeup and a well-maintained face, she is no longer the domineering aunt in Zhou Hong's memory. Now Mrs. Li has fine lines at the corners of her eyes that cannot be concealed. There are traces engraved on it, and the settled temperament is reserved and noble, and the melancholy eyes look a bit like Li Sayu.

She was very emaciated.The eye sockets are red, probably just cried, and the hands twisting the veil are a little thin.The voice was forced to be steady and calm: "Nephew of the Zhou family is safe and sound. I heard that you are back. I have always wanted to find time to visit."

Zhou Hong knew that Mrs. Li had always opposed him and Li Sayu, so he didn't expect any good treatment.She is Li Sayu's mother, even if she made sarcastic remarks, Zhou Hong could only bear it.

Hearing these polite words suddenly, Zhou Hong was a little surprised.

The last time Li Daoyu came to him, he could think of the reason, but now that Mrs. Li came to the door, Zhou Hong couldn't figure it out.

"My aunt said this, it really upset me. My mother is in Australia and misses you often."

Mrs. Li replied politely: "I miss her very much too. How is your mother?"

"Thanks to you, everything is fine."

Zhou Hong hesitated for a moment, and asked tentatively, "Well, Sa Yu, is he okay? Last time he was kidnapped, I couldn't find him, I'm sorry..."

Before Zhou Hong finished speaking, the tears of Mrs. Li on the opposite side had already flowed down one after another.Zhou Hong was startled: "I'm sorry, Auntie! I shouldn't have mentioned this! Don't worry, I won't pester Sa Yu anymore!..."

Mrs. Li wiped her tears with a handkerchief, her voice choked with sobs: "I don't blame you... I came today because I actually want to ask you something."

Zhou Hong hurriedly said: "Auntie, don't say that, if there is someone I can help, I will definitely help."

Mrs. Li was sobbing, and the tears fell again: "Zhou Hong, you are a good boy. In the past, I have done many things to you. I apologize to you. I hope you will see me as a mother and don't worry about it."

Zhou Hong was frightened, Madam Li even apologized to him!Although he and Li Sayu got into a fight back then, he really hated the woman in front of him in his heart, but it has been so many years, pity the hearts of parents in the world, Zhou Hong is no longer a child who doesn't know right from wrong, how could he still be right? I can't forget what happened back then.

Zhou Hong hurriedly said, "Auntie, don't do this, I can't bear it."

Mrs. Li wiped her tears: "Don't talk too much. After so many years, Sa Yu has never been really happy. I beg you, you can go and see him. He misses you very much. I know you are going to get married, whether you are I still like him, please go and see him."

Zhou Hong wondered if he heard it wrong. "Auntie, what did you say?"

Mrs. Li couldn't stop crying: "My dear boy, this request will cause you trouble, and your fiancée will definitely feel uncomfortable. But please agree to my heartbroken mother's request!"

Zhou Hong reacted, but, "Auntie, why did you say that suddenly, I remember..." You are obviously against us.

Or……

Mrs. Li was stunned: "Don't you know? Sayu has something growing in his head, and the doctor said he won't live long."

The house of the Li family hadn't changed much. Li Daoyu and Mrs. Li were sitting in the living room, and they were obviously relieved to see him coming.

Li Daoyu said: "No matter what, thank you for coming."

Zhou Hong raised his head and looked upstairs, and asked softly, "Is Sa Yu okay, how is he?"

Mrs. Li said: "I fell asleep, and I won't wake up for a while. Sit down."

Zhou Hong suppressed his anxiety and sat down on the sofa.

Mrs. Li wiped her eyes with a handkerchief, and said in a low voice, "It's brain cancer... In fact, he knew about it for a long time, but he refused to treat it. At that time, his brother was still awake, and he didn't say a word to the family." Mention, when I finally found out, it was already too late..."

Mrs. Li sobbed, only shedding tears.Li Daoyu let his mother lean in his arms and sighed.

"All these things at home are thanks to Sa Yu, I was the one who delayed him. That child, he didn't talk about it when he was so ill..." Li Daoyu couldn't help but his eyes were red, and he couldn't continue.

"At the advanced stage of brain cancer, chemotherapy is meaningless. The doctor suggested that we take him back and let him do something he likes. He has hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, eyes can't see often, and ears can't hear. He can't eat. , I vomit as soon as I eat. I have a fever, and I sleep for a long time."

Zhou Hong understood what Mrs. Li hadn't said.I'm afraid he won't be able to sleep.

"It's okay, Sa Yu is still so young, he will get better."

As soon as she said this, Mrs. Li burst into tears again.

Zhou Hong couldn't bear it, so he hurriedly used the excuse that he wanted to see Li Sayu, so he went upstairs without being escorted.

Standing at the door of the room, he straightened his clothes. He was already tidy, but he was still worried that he might not be considerate.

Holding a branch of roses in his hand.He remembered that Sa Yu liked it.

Probably Sa Yu would not know that all the roses that I have given in this life have been given to him.

Gently pushing the door open, Li Sayu did not wake up. Zhou Hong heaved a sigh of relief, and went to the bedside to look down at him. The scar on his face was so abrupt that it was easy to be ignored.Zhou Hong looked at the ignorant person on the bed full of thoughts, as if he had returned to his youth, every time after lingering, Li Sayu fell asleep exhausted, Zhou Hong just lay on his side with his hands propped up, watching him lovingly, as if he would spend his whole life gentle.

Just looking at him like this makes me happy.I can't feel the passage of time, as if the time is still, there is no separation between life and death, no mountains and rivers, no years of rubbing, no beauty and beauty, everything is the original appearance, this is just an ordinary weekend afternoon, he is watching him take a nap. .

How much he wanted to live with him like this.

Zhou Hong no longer spends sleepless nights thinking about why they have come to this point, which is so unbearable.At the age of [-], I also understand many things that are beyond the reach of human beings.How many people can walk in the world happily and freely when the flowers fall in desperation.

Carefully trying to put back Li Sayu's hand exposed outside the quilt, seeing the scar on the back of that hand, Zhou Hong was stunned.

It was written in the assistant's report that both of Li Sayu's hands were disabled by Yang Zhan.At first, Yang Zhan wanted to kill him, so he tried every means to torture him.Li Sayu refused to give in. Yang Zhan planned to use addictive drugs to control him. Li Sayu was afraid and tried to escape, but failed. After being captured, Yang Zhan nailed his left hand to the ground with a dagger. Every joint is a scar.Later, he did not receive timely treatment.In the end, Yang Zhan still injected him with poison. When Li Sayu was awake, he grabbed the bodyguard's gun and shot Yang Zhan directly. Fortunately, the bodyguard stopped him in time, and Yang Zhan used the same method to abolish Li Sayu's only right hand.Although he received treatment this time, he was weak in the end.The doctor said that since then, his hands can't hold anything heavier than a spoon.

Zhou Hong stroked the scar left on the back of his hand with heartache. It had been a long time, and the color of the scar had faded a bit, but he could still imagine how tragic it was back then.

This is a pair of hands playing the piano.

Zhou Hong remembered that he was holding a pencil and a ruler, concentrating on drawing the design of the fighter plane.It hurts like a wave for a while.

In the report, Yang Zhan is the only one who is willing to defend Li Sayu. Yang Zhan has helped him a lot, but he is not a good man.Yang Zhan treats him badly.

Zhou Hong slowly opened his wide pajamas. On his arms, all the way to his shoulders, he opened the clothes. On his fair skin, there were years of scars, one by one. It could be seen that he had received a new injury without healing, so despite the It has been so many years, and the scar has not faded in the slightest.The boy's body, which should have been soft and beautiful, was riddled with scars like medals.

Zhou Hong almost shed tears.