【Si Pu】A study of the love and death of Apollo

For whom is it for you to hold your breath and go forward, but to know how to love, and you are the same, right?

06.

Why does Kaguya Hime always look up at the moon?There are so many stars, why do poets throughout the ages prefer to write about the moon?Why did my brother also say that he wanted to go to the moon?What is so good about the moon?

For anyone who lives under the stars and watches the moon day after day, The Firmament is a book to read.From a long time ago, Yumu Pu liked to hold his younger brother in his arms, wrapping his hands that became more and more angular, and leading him to outline the starry sky.This is Centaur, that is Aquila, and the arms of Virgo gently support Libra, accompanied by the ebb and flow of the moon's full moon... Whenever this time, A Pu's eyes leaked a piece of Geng Geng Galaxy.

He looked at the moon, and Yukiji's eyes locked tightly on his Adam's apple.He watched the small bulge rise and fall with the voice, and he didn't catch half a sentence in his ears. He was only thinking about how to tear the throat open and eat it.

"Apu, in the movie that the school showed us yesterday, the hero did the same thing to the heroine."

"Is that so?" The smile on Yumu Pu's face got a little old, "It means that he also likes the starry sky."

No, you don't understand at all, brother, you don't understand what I'm trying to say.The temperature wrapped on the back of the hand is still flowing, dripping into Yuki's chest with the skin-to-skin contact.An indescribable soreness began to spread from the heart, followed by a private birthmark and the root of life around the navel.He exhaled lightly, trying to restrain himself, but still couldn't calm down.

The way you look at the starry sky is never the same as when you look at me. You look at the moon with the same loose eyes as mine, stretching out to the unknown smile lines like railroad tracks, and how should my Qi Nian move to this place exactly? on people?I am not as light as you, and you cast shadows on me like a love letter, and if you want to fall, it will fall into people's hearts.When will you fall down, when will you yearn for me with the look of yearning for the moon, I don't want your love, do you understand, do you understand?

"I'll take you to the moon when I grow up, okay?" Yumu Pu lowered his head, and put his lips close to Asi's ear, like a butterfly with its thin wings wet, "Let's run away together."

The moment Yu Pu's breath sprayed on the side of his neck, Yu Musi's ears lost their proper function, and his brother's smell enveloped him, stimulating Yu Musi's sense of smell like pheromones, and his whole body melted in warmth. In Apu's body temperature, nothing could be heard except his heartbeat.In an instant, his eyes darkened, full of plundering intentions, but Yu Pu didn't realize it.

Yuki Tsukasa raised his head with some difficulty in breathing, and looked at his brother's face.The moonlight mixed with bright yellow and waxy white is adjusted to be very thick and full, and the pen draws the outline of Teak Pu's face that has not yet grown up.His half-open lips were slightly parted, and the hot air from his breath made the lips glisten with water, and the curved arc made people want to kiss him very much.Yuki almost laughed out of a sigh, really wanted to taste its taste, really wanted to lick it, really wanted to outline his face with the tip of his tongue.I don't know how many times he has been tossed by this impulse, he is almost used to his desire.But today he couldn't hold back.Perhaps the moonlight was too bright, which caused inexplicable emotions to swell up.

"Apu."

"what happened?"

"You're so pretty." Ash paused, trying to make his voice sound like a child's casual mention, so that there was some inevitable hoarseness when he spoke, "May I kiss you."

In all fairness, Teak Pu can not be described as "handsome" and other words that compliment his appearance, but he is indeed good-looking, with a jellyfish-like appearance.Although he kept himself in the shadows all year round, his whole body was gloomy as if he hadn't woken up, and the sun seemed to never reflect on his irises, so he was easily missed.

Hearing this, the face that was almost exactly the same as his lowered, and his eyes looked at each other at a close distance. He saw that Apu's eye sockets were full of deep colors that seemed to be able to absorb everything. He didn't know if he was the same.

"What's wrong, like a child."

While complaining, the corners of his lips were unavoidably raised.Teak Pu moved to teak Si's forehead, his indulgent expression was like the softest part in the autumn water of the same lake.

"Not this kind of kiss! I want to kiss Apu."

"...Suddenly say something stupid, that's something only couples would do."

"Because kissing is an expression of love."

It was hard to tell whether he was in control of his emotions or had completely lost control, but he still looked at his brother calmly, seeing that his beloved Apu finally had cracks in his pupils, and he burst into an innocent and cruel smile.

"Don't Apu love me the most, then you will kiss me, let me kiss you."

Yukiji is not smart enough to set a trap, and he himself is a prison in which the dormant beast is just about to move.

07.

"It's better for you to bathe in the moonlight more."

Not long after picking up the Moonstone, the young Yukipo saw such a dialogue in an old book.

"...Moonlight is just the reflection of sunlight. Therefore, although sunlight can give vitality to animals and plants, moonlight is a light that has already died once, so it will not bring any benefits to living things."

"But meaning is not a good thing. Animals bathed in the sun try their best to put on a happy face and speed up the pace of death. And we are bathed in the light reflected by the moon, which has already died once, Stop the speed of being alive."

"Only by moonlight can creatures escape the curse of life."

He closed the book, belatedly lamenting that people like him should only live against nature.

Later, he started going to school, previewing for the injury, and came back to review with the pain he suffered that day.The conversations between classmates are like melted chocolate ice cream, sticky and intertwined in the air, and I can't understand a sentence.Later, coming and going in the room seemed to have been baked with wine, like a solid light-black man, his eyes were bloodshot, his ugly face flushed hard on his mother, and his cloudy eyes occasionally turned to him.Home has become more of a nuisance than school.

In such an environment, only Asi can accommodate him.If you want to ask what he loves, Asi and the moon are No.1 entwined.But before that invitation, he was dumbfounded.

In order to prove their own consummation, some people even hung a misunderstanding big moon in the night sky.The moonlight cleansed everything, including the desire behind Yukiji's smile, but he still felt a wave of fear hovering from the soles of his feet for no reason.Because the distance was too close, he could even see himself in his younger brother's pupils, falling down like a bird in panic, and when he reached the ground, he was covering something tightly like a Band-Aid.

"...I'll talk about it when you grow up."

He found that he didn't dare to say no. Since he was a child, he couldn't refuse Asi, so he could only prevaricate with plausible words of delay.But this time Asi didn't obediently let it go.

"When shall we wait?"

"At least...at least until your birthday."

"As a birthday present?" Asi's voice was still soft, but it was like the autumn wind wrapped in a knife, and the calm lake surface it scratched was not in a hurry to heal, just grinning, "Then let's talk, Brother, don't play tricks."

Camellia's blood oozes out from under the night sky cut open by the crescent moon, so thick that one will choke if one takes an extra breath.And Asi's smile seems to have the same small canine teeth as him, at the beginning he nibbled on you lightly as if joking, but then it hurts unbearably.Starry-eyed, blinking ambiguously, Yu Mupu realized for the first time that he couldn't understand his younger brother.

But he still responded to his younger brother with a smile paler than the moonlight.

"Apu...I really love you."

Yu MuSi buried his face in Yu MuPu's arms again, hearing the beating of the heart beating sobbingly, and a moonlight flowed out from a light bite.He repeated this sentence, like a proof, but also like a call for help.

He still doesn't know it now, but this sentence will soon become the prototype of all the nightmares of Yumupu later.

TBC.