[Idol trainee] Aifushi and the cat

[I firmly believe that people should have the strength to pull themselves out of the mud by their hair. ]

After the singer finals, this sentence was blown up on social networks.Whether it is WeChat Moments, Official Accounts, Qzone, Weibo or Zhihu, etc., those who have tried suicide or have had such thoughts have sprung up like mushrooms after rain.

Today is also a very sad day: what moved me the most in this song was Chen Ningxuan's roar of "I know...I know everything...but!".

I heard that there is a suicide bridge in South Korea. The government wrote words of comfort in order to persuade those who want to commit suicide. As a result, the suicide rate did not decrease but increased.I had that time too, and still do.Don't say that people who commit suicide are stupid. Except for those who wander around and want to commit suicide, many people who really succeed in suicide succeed all at once, and they are all very smart.Because they see the imperfection of life, they feel that they can't go on with it, and don't say that they are not serious and escape, because life is too serious, and they have nowhere to hide from their sincerity.

So the song said at the end, I don't want to die, I haven't met that beautiful you yet, I think sometimes people don't want to be lonely, but they just don't know how to get out of loneliness.

Kiss my puppies: a lot of people cry because "I like the world a little bit because of people like you in the world", why do I think it's because "I want to die because my shoelaces are untied and I'm not good at retying them up"?An instant of despair.Born and alive, I'm sorry.

The deep despair in the lyrics is probably not really wanting to die, but living without knowing why.This version sung by Chen Ningxuan is precisely because of empathy, so it can become the only song in my playlist with tears in its infinite loop.

User 13545156: Because I have the same feeling, because I feel the same way, it looks so sad and admirable.

We all have times when we can't hold on, the difference is whether we get through it.

Life is short, why do we have to believe that it is better to live than to die?

Because this is life, as long as you survive it, you will be awesome, that is, you can take it out and look back on the past with a smile and say that your life is too stupid.

No matter how advanced the technique is, it cannot compare with the touching melody.Not to mention that Chen Ningxuan played supernaturally this time, but the final broken sound sublimated the theme.In the live voting, everyone who voted for Chen Ningxuan was someone who heard his own story from his singing. At the end of the count, Chen Ningxuan slightly surpassed Mayday, Stefanie Sun and Demi in the number of votes and became the singer of "Singer". "The youngest song king in history.

For the young man in front of him, this can be said to be the highest honor. It proves that his strength is not only a show of strength, but also a firm foothold in the Chinese music scene.

For a moment, Chen Ningxuan was in the limelight.

In the middle of the night, Chen Ningxuan, who finished all the recordings of "Singer", quietly got on the plane to South Korea.

It was 32:[-] a.m. Beijing time, and it was nearly three hours before arriving in South Korea.Chen Ningxuan who took off the protective case refused the assistant's request and stayed alone in the cabin of the plane.He first put on the blindfold and wanted to take a nap but found that he couldn't fall asleep, then he took out the aircraft manual that he brought from the back of the plane's seat and read it over and over again.Unexpectedly, the more you look at it, the more energetic you become. This is probably the charm of the national treasure panda in the manual.

It is not so much the timidity of being close to the hometown, it is better to say that the heavy yearning is overloaded.

The power of longing is great (laughs)

When he memorized all the pamphlets, Chen Ningxuan finally felt a little sleepy.After taking a nap for a while, I heard the voice of the flight attendant in a dim state of consciousness, and slowly woke up. At this time, the plane had already arrived in the sky above Seoul, South Korea.Landing in less than 15 minutes.

Taking out the mobile phone in his pocket to check the time, it is already ten past eight in Korea, thinking that Fan Chengcheng should still be sleeping in the company's dormitory at this time, Chen Ningxuan couldn't help pursing his lips and smiling.

He didn't tell Fan Chengcheng that he was coming over, he wanted to talk about giving the child a surprise.

Chen Ningxuan didn't know that there was also a surprise waiting for him.

Fan Chengcheng stared at the pupils dry with his colored contact lenses, tried his best to blink and stared at the waiting screen at the airport again, the flight that Chen Ningxuan was on had not arrived at the airport yet.He couldn't wait to see Chen Ningxuan.

As for why he knew that Chen Ningxuan came to Korea?Fortunately, now that Ms. Chen Jiaying has accepted that her son is dating Fan Chengcheng, the two have privately made a lot of complaints and plans about Chen Ningxuan's picky eaters and so on.The relationship between China and China has risen sharply. When Chen Ningxuan packed his luggage and went to apply for a visa, Chen Jiaying secretly passed information to Fan Chengcheng.

It was also because of communicating with Chen Jiaying in private for a period of time that Fan Chengcheng discovered that this serious mother-in-law was not as unreasonable and unreasonable as rumored in the circle, but a fashionable gossip old lady.Thanks to Chen Jiaying, Fan Chengcheng's Cantonese level has also improved.

Fan Chengcheng: Can the complaints of us cultural people be called complaints? They are all love, and at most they are complaints.Tucao you understand?

Outside the plane was the magnificent color of morning glow, and Chen Ningxuan's mood was also clear.I haven't seen Fan Chengcheng for about two weeks, and I can't wait to feel like my heart is beating.

As soon as he set foot on the land of South Korea, Chen Ningxuan felt as if he was about to float with the wind.Thinking that no one in Korea knew him, Chen Ningxuan took off his mask and dragged his suitcase out of the hall.He was wearing an ordinary white shirt and straight-leg trousers embroidered in a Chinese style. He exuded a casual aura all over his body, and his every move carried the breath of mountains and seas.

"Chen Ningxuan——!"

The extremely familiar voice pulled Chen Ningxuan's attention away from the music in the earphones.An unbelievable thought gradually swelled in my heart, and my heart began to beat crazily.

Chen Ningxuan suddenly raised his head to look for the person who made the sound, and after looking around for a few times, he saw the familiar figure among the dense crowd.

White sweater, denim jacket and shorts, eyes narrowed after seeing Chen Ningxuan looking at him, his favorite smirk at the corner of his mouth...

It's Cheng Cheng!

Chen Ningxuan immediately took off his earphones and rushed to the exit where Fan Chengcheng was. He even had a lot more strength to drag the suitcase.

Ten steps, five steps, three steps...one step.Finally, Chen Ningxuan appeared in front of Fan Chengcheng.It wasn't until standing in front of Fan Chengcheng that Chen Ningxuan realized that his whereabouts had already been exposed, his face gradually turned red while staring at Fan Chengcheng, and his mouth opened and closed without knowing what to say.It was as if he had returned to the time when he was as green and ignorant as first love, and he was unexpectedly full of youthful breath.It was Fan Chengcheng who took the initiative to stretch out his arms and hugged Chen Ningxuan fiercely, lifted him up and hugged him in three big circles, his laughing voice attracted a lot of surprised and smiling eyes from passers-by: "Brother Ningxuan!" ----!!!do you miss me!!!"

Ashamed of Fan Chengcheng's actions, Chen Ningxuan blushed, and directly covered his face with his palms, not daring to see anyone, and kept muttering: "Fan Chengcheng, I'll count to three, you put me down quickly!!!"

"three--!"

"two----!"

"One——Mmm!!"

The lips of the two were pressed together, and something was beating crazily in their chests.

Traveling long distances without stopping, across mountains and seas, to another strange country.Until the moment I see you, my heart is not stable.

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I have read the comments of every little angel, you are really a treasure, woo woo woo woo.I'm really touched.Really, if a rubbish person like me can touch you even for a moment, I think I'm worth it.

Maybe my most explosive ones are in the front...I have fallen into a trough recently...I can't write anymore, so I cover my face.I know how the ending should go but I can't write it out... If I can't hold it out tomorrow, you won't see the update.

After I finish writing this Fuxixi, I still have a free window for a week or two to take a vacation or something, otherwise Zhu Zhengting’s article has no motivation and mood...why hasn’t the group show come out...I don’t have to suck fast Not enough cooking power qvq

I’m afraid I’m going to turn to Awakening or Kun Yin’s codeword...Mu Ziyang’s kind of adult love hehehehehehehe (smile gradually changes) or fight with Bu Fan’s cat and dog pie (smile gradually distorts) Or fall in love with Qin Zimo's youthful atmosphere (smiles are gradually rippling) If it doesn't work, then be with Chen Linong's loyal dog pie white cut black and naturally sickly (??? The smile gradually disappears)

In fact, I'm not in a good mood recently... because I'm gradually falling in love and I don't have the same feeling as before. Although it's a bamboo horse, I still confess, but... I should break up soon.I am a person who can afford to let go, although I am cruel and scum... But I did not cheat!It’s just that I don’t have the feeling of liking...Continuing is to force myself...Maybe he is suitable for marriage but not for love. It feels like I can see the future at a glance after only two months together. I don’t want to be able to see the future like this for the rest of my life. to the end.Probably wait for the summer meeting to clarify with him.Of course he really did nothing wrong, I did it myself... Well, I was ready to be scolded by my friends.

Having said so much, I just want to say....Because of these, I have no inspiration for code words recently...Tian Fudo, Dogeza (I am really sorry!)

I'll be fine once I sort it out!