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Compared to Gu Xi, Gu Xiao seemed much more normal to play outside all day, he used to often not go home for dinner.So even if they didn't go home for dinner for a few days, their parents didn't become suspicious, they just nagged Gu Xiao occasionally.

Gu Xiao no longer asked Gu Xi if he would go out, and when he saw him, he just looked away with complicated eyes, and no longer had the desire to communicate with him.

When they returned to Lao Gu's house during the Chinese New Year, they were very embarrassed because they had to sleep in the same bed at night.Gu Xiao always returns to the room very late, and only slowly lays down when he sees that Gu Xi is asleep, and closes his eyes with his back to Gu Xi.

Years later, Gu Xiao began to stay away from home all night and night, and did not come back until Gu Xi went out the next morning, and went out again before Gu Xi came back.As a result, for several days in a row, Gu Xi never saw Gu Xiao, and similarly, it almost coincided with his parents' working hours.

Finally, when it was almost time to go to bed, Gu Pingshao started calling him to urge him to go home, angrily scolding him for being shameless.

However, Gu Xiao said that he was too tired after playing for a day and slept at a friend's house, and he was reluctant to go home, and he didn't tell Gu Pingshao whose house he was at.Gu Pingshao had no choice but to scold him a few more words, and hung up the phone in displeasure.

"What's wrong with this kid recently, he wouldn't go too far when he played like crazy before! He doesn't come home every day, and I don't know if he comes home during the day!" Gu Pingshao said angrily.

"The child is old enough to have his own life." Zhang Hui comforted Gu Pingshao from the side, thinking of something, and asked speculatively, "Hey, Pingshao, tell me, does he have a girlfriend? I remember that there was a pretty girl who came to him before, and it was kind of like that."

"Well, it's possible, at this age, it's normal to have a girlfriend," Gu Pingshao nodded in agreement, then looked at Gu Xi, "Xiao Xi, get closer to him, has he already had a girlfriend?"

"No, no, it should be playing with Sun Yi and the others." Gu Xi replied.

Gu Pingshao sighed heavily, "Xiao Xi, don't go out tomorrow, when Xiao Xiao comes back, just watch him and don't let him go anywhere."

Gu Xi nodded, "Yes."

"It's getting late, go to bed early, don't read books when you go back to your room, your health is important." Gu Pingshao ordered, and then went back to the room muttering "outrageous".

Zhang Hui turned off the TV, patted Gu Xi on the shoulder, "Go back to your room."

The next day, both Gu Pingshao and his wife went out, and Gu Xi read in his room by himself, and found that he could calm down more at home.

After about an hour, there was the sound of opening the door outside, the keys were clanking, and the footsteps gradually amplified along with light and heavy footsteps, he knew that it was Gu Xiao who had returned.

I don't know what expression Gu Xiao will make when he comes in and sees him, and whether he can behave well, making Gu Xiao feel that he stayed because of a mission, and the care he gives is also due to his relatives?

The sound of the keys hitting the glass table was a bit sharp, but there was no sound after that, and Gu Xiao didn't come in after waiting for a long time.

Gu Xi walked out of the room strangely, only to see a foot protruding from the sofa, and the strong smell of alcohol permeated the entire living room.

He walked over slowly, and the person lying on the sofa had rosy cheeks, raised one arm to press his eyes, and hung the other hand outside the sofa.

"Gu Xiao?" Gu Xi bent down and pushed him, "Go back to your room and sleep, you'll catch a cold."

Didn't move.

Gu Xi took off his arm covering his eyes, he seemed to be uncomfortable by the sudden light, he frowned, and did not move again.

"Gu Xiao, wake up and go back to the room to sleep." Gu Xi called out several times, but there was still no response.

Slowly squatting down, Gu Xi looked at Gu Xiao carefully for a long time.

——Gu Xiao, I use all my heart to get close to you, but I use all my strength to stay away from you...

He raised his hand to stroke Gu Xiao's eyebrows lightly, and smiled painfully and sweetly. He remembered that during last summer vacation, he sat on a stool far away and looked at Gu Xiao who was sleeping soundly, but he didn't have the guts to approach him, because Gu Xiao was just asleep at that time. up.Only now Gu Xiao, who is so unshakeable and unshakable, can let him approach quietly, and he dares to let go of his feelings without concealing, to look greedily, and to touch wantonly.

He leaned over, slowly, closed his eyes, and kissed him slowly.

Then slowly opened his eyes, but instead of Gu Xiao's sleeping face, his blurred eyes were in front of him.

Gu Xi was taken aback, but immediately calmed down. Being caught, sophistry was pointless.He lowered his eyelashes, left Gu Xiao's lips as if nothing had happened, and got up to leave.

"It's me you like, and it's always been me." Gu Xiao said firmly.He didn't fall asleep completely, but he was too lazy to move, and at the same time he didn't want to wake up to face Gu Xi, but he didn't want to get such a surprise.He was going crazy with excitement, but chose to think calmly.Gu Xi is not a good actor, and he doesn't pay attention to details. There are many flaws in many things, but he is too irritable and impulsive. He has never been willing to think about what kind of existence he is to Gu Xi.

The innocent smirk, the dodging eyes, the approaching blushing, the angrily resisting, the painful crying... everything was clearly explained in this gentle and active kiss - Gu Xi loved him.

"You think too much." Gu Xi walked towards the room after finishing speaking, "Dad said he won't let you go out, so you should stay at home today."

"Then how do you explain this kiss?" Gu Xiao got up and chased after him. The hangover made his head hurt a little, but right now he just wanted to find out Gu Xi's true intentions.

"I admit that it's nice to kiss you, but it doesn't mean anything."

"You're lying!" Gu Xiao chased after him in a few steps, hugged the person who always pushed him away from behind, and said angrily, "Gu Xi, you're also a bastard, why don't you admit it! Is it interesting to torture each other like this? !"

"So what if you admit it, so what if you don't admit it, will anything change?" The voice was desolate, "...you are my brother."

——I don't even have the courage and qualifications to fight for it.

"So what? You just nod, what do you care about?"

"No, Gu Xiao, have you ever thought about what will happen to your parents if they find out, and what will happen to others if they find out? Same-sex love is already intolerable in the world, let alone we are brothers. We drown, and our loved ones suffer as a result."

Gu Xiao didn't speak, but hugged him even tighter.

Gu Xi put his hand on the back of Gu Xiao's hand, and squeezed his fingers together, "We can't be so selfish, we can't make those who love us sad, and we can't use the future as a bet on this relationship. I hope your life will be smooth and happy, you Understand?"

"Then what should we do? You saw everyone, what about us? For me, what is smooth and happy is up to me!" Gu Xiao retorted.

"We were wrong in the first place, we should be good brothers in the eyes of our parents..."

"Don't mention parents, I said us." Gu Xiao interrupted him, "Are we going to separate so abruptly, watching each other in pain for the rest of our lives?"

"Time will always take away these mistakes. You said that if I was with a girl back then, you would always bury it in your heart. Now, if I date a girl, does that still count?"

Gu Xiao was taken aback, and said angrily, "It's too late."

"But I will." Find a girl, at least in your eyes.

——Gu Xiao, you are drunk, when you sober up, forget about my gaffe today.