Xiyang Mourning

Under the night, a person walked in slowly, and didn't stop until he reached the Zheng's building.He just stood under the building and looked up at the building in front of him without moving.

I don't know how long it took, the wind blew, he tightened his clothes, turned his head to look, only to find that the whitening sky could already be seen through the tall buildings.

"So it's almost dawn already," he muttered to himself.

Yes, it's... dawn.He hooked the corners of his mouth and shrank his neck. It's almost autumn, and the coldness is getting heavier and heavier.

He still stood where he was, until the number of people on the street gradually increased, until his body lost consciousness.

He watched the newly rising sun cast warm light on the building, then turned around and dragged his stiff body away.

As he walked through the streets, he passed countless people with an indifferent look on his face.

Cheng Xi walked aimlessly on the street, his heart was so stuffy, he tried his best to find some place to sit down in his mind, only to find that he only wanted to go to a place with Zheng Yang's shadow.

And then he finds...he can't find a place that satisfies him.He hasn't been out with Zheng Yang for...a long time.

His footsteps stopped suddenly, and he looked blankly at the strange street and the strange people.His body was trembling, as if it would fall apart in the next moment.Finally he sighed and walked to the edge of the street to wait for the taxi.

So... how can people fall apart, you think you can't bear it, but... you always find reasons for yourself to persevere.

How should I put it, it's just... I can't let it go.

Cheng Xi got into the taxi, said his address and turned to look out the window.

Early risers come and go, everyone is so busy, countless vehicles are crowded on the wide road, and the day that has just started always reveals hope.

Among the bustling crowd, he found several couples, talented and beautiful, warm and romantic.

After an unknown amount of time, the silent driver told him that he was here, and he took out the money and paid before getting out of the car.He looked at the shadow of the car in the distance, and suddenly smiled. A young and taciturn driver, a young and quiet passenger, are... an indescribable match.

He slowly opened the door, and saw Su Chang inside the counter without any surprise, he nodded to Su Chang and went upstairs.

Cheng Xi entered the room and went straight to the bathroom. He looked at the bloodshot man in the mirror, who was in a mess, and slowly took water, brushed his teeth, shaved, and washed his face.

Cheng Xi watched himself in the mirror slowly becoming clean and energetic, and finally he looked at him in the mirror and smiled with satisfaction.

He went out of the bathroom and walked towards the bedroom. He should have put on his clothes again, and this one...was wet from his cold sweat.

After carefully changing his clothes, he turned around and saw the documents on the table and that...thin piece of paper.

He walked over, picked up the things on it, and slowly put them into the dark compartment under the table, carefully.

Wiped the table with his hand, then walked out without looking back.

He went back to the bathroom again, picked up the mousse and comb in front of the mirror, and combed his hair carefully, not letting go of a single bit, until he was satisfied.

Cheng Xi looked at himself, recalling the past self, slowly outlined a smile, then calmed down, and repeated, but in the end none of them satisfied him.

Thinking of Zheng Yang's smile, Cheng Xi smiled suddenly, with warmth in the corners of his eyes.Cheng Xi raised her hand to caress herself, "Look, Zheng Yang, I am now... Only when I think of you can I smile so beautifully."

When Zheng Yang arrived at the company, he sat on a chair, always feeling uneasy.He raised his hand and touched his forehead, hoping to calm down.

He remembered the dream last night, he dreamed that Cheng Xi was standing alone in the heavy snow, and he was standing on the other side.There were people coming and going around them, no one cared about them, and he... couldn't move.

He watched the day and night, the snow melt, and looked at the person he loved the most again and again. He held it in his hand for fear of falling, and held it in his mouth for fear that the melted person would be drowned by the heavy snow.

But he couldn't do anything, until finally, Cheng Xi's expressionless person smiled warmly and walked towards him step by step.

Cheng Xi raised his hand as if wanting to touch his cheek, he waited expectantly for his master's temperature.

Master, you see, even now I still yearn for your touch.But the gentle man suddenly fell on him, with a bone-chilling chill.

He watched his master disappear slowly, just like the snow on the ground, slowly... disappeared.He vaguely heard Cheng Xi muttering to himself at the end.

"Zheng Yang...don't blame me."

He looked at Cheng Xi who was gradually disappearing, and tears flowed down unconsciously. He really wanted to hug Cheng Xi who was lying on him, but unfortunately...he couldn't move, not even a little bit.

Master, how could I blame you?I will never never blame you, ever.

In the end, he was still standing there, he felt that he was also slowly disappearing, and then two people with mirrors passed by, and he saw himself.

The purpose of entering is an ice sculpture with his face, an ice sculpture that is slowly melting.

"Master... thank you"

Thank you for coming to me, thank you for melting me, thank you for letting me love you.

Zheng Yang came back to his senses, and raised his hand to touch his cheek. In his dream, his master almost touched it.

It's just... almost.

Cheng Xi opened the door, holding a lot of fresh vegetables in his hand.

Those were carefully selected by him when he just walked to the vegetable market, bit by bit, all with his heart.

He walked into the kitchen, put the vegetables in his hand on the counter, and then slowly washed the vegetables, carefully picking out all the yellow and rotten ones from the vegetables.

His expression was like treating his favorite lover.

When Cheng Xi went downstairs to Zheng's, he went in directly, and walked directly to the elevator without caring about the front desk. When the front desk saw that it was him, they didn't stop him, but it was a little strange.

Why is Mr. Cheng, who was gentle and polite before, a little abnormal today.

Cheng Xi pressed the 22nd floor directly, and found Zheng Yang's office with ease.Looking at Ye Zi at the side, he nodded and went in.

Cheng Xi opened the door and saw Zheng Yang who was processing the documents. His eyes flickered, and then he walked over directly. The sound of leather shoes made a crisp sound in the office.

While Zheng Yang heard the door opening while processing the documents, he thought it was Ye Zi, so he didn't look up.But the footsteps were getting closer and closer, which inexplicably made him a little flustered, and then the goal was a lunch box, a lunch box that he thought would never appear again.

He didn't raise his head, his whole body was trembling, his hands unconsciously clenched, he... dared to raise his head.

Cheng Xi looked at Zheng Yang who bowed his head in front of him, recalled the feeling in the morning, and slowly outlined a smile.

His hand slowly stroked Zheng Yang's hair, once and for all, calming down Zheng Yang's panic.

Finally, Zheng Yang looked up with red eyes, and what he saw was Cheng Xi who was smiling warmly.

"host.....

"Well, it's me"

"Owner......"

"Well, I'm here"

Zheng Yang looked at the handsome Cheng Xi, with neat hair, neat suit, and smiling face.

His master, still makes people unable to help but be moved.

Cheng Xi looked at Zheng Yang who was staring at him, and smiled even brighter. He withdrew his hand and opened the lunch box on the table, and pushed it in front of Zheng Yang.

Zheng Yang didn't move, Cheng Xi moved a chair over and saw Zheng Yang didn't move, so he sat down.

"Sorry" Cheng Xi's eyes focused on the food that was still hot.

Hearing Cheng Xi's apology, Zheng Yang wanted to explain, wanted to explain his excitement, his heartbeat, but in the end, he still didn't say a word.

His master shouldn't be doing these things, shouldn't be thinking about him as a...slave.

This is the last time." Cheng Xi looked at Zheng Yang who raised his head suddenly, and said calmly, "The last time I bothered you, the last time I saw you.

In the future, I... will appear in your life again, and you... will no longer bear the torture that should not belong to you. "

Zheng Yang felt that a knife had been pierced into his heart, so he should be happy for his master, but why...why is it so uncomfortable? The pain... makes him hope that this is a dream.

"So, can you eat them?

"Yeah" Zheng Yang looked at Cheng Xi, and suddenly thought of Cheng Xi who slowly disappeared in his dream, "Master...I'm sorry"

Cheng Xi raised her hand to wipe away the wetness from the corners of Zheng Yang's eyes, "I'm the one who's sorry for you, you... you're going to blame me.

"Zheng Yang...don't blame me." In the dream, the master said the same to him.

"How could it be? How could I possibly blame you? I would never, never, never blame you, ever."

It's so good, it turns out that he can still say what he didn't have time to say in his dream, it turns out that he can still enjoy the master's touch, it turns out that he still has dirty thoughts that he doesn't want to admit after all, it turns out that...he and the master really love each other. It's the last time.

Zheng Yang picked up the chopsticks tremblingly, and ate slowly mouthful by mouthful, while Cheng Xi quietly watched him eat from the opposite side.

Between them, there is an illusion of being an old husband and wife.

When there was no food in the lunch box, Cheng Xi handed over a paper towel and slowly wiped the corners of Zheng Yang's mouth, and Zheng Yang must not have dared to let him move.

After wiping, he looked at the person opposite and said word by word, "I heard that you...are dealing with the Qin family."

Zheng Yang looked at Cheng Xi in disbelief, he didn't dare to look away, he was afraid of mistaken for even a moment's expression on Cheng Xi's face, but there was nothing, he...on Cheng Xi's gentle face... can not see.

"Yes....."

Zheng Yang...don't blame me.

How could it be? How could I blame you? I would never never blame you, ever.

How can I blame you? I'm just...a bit uncomfortable...that's all.