Xiyang Mourning

Cheng Xi looked at Zheng Yang's expression, still smiling, the smile was calm, but the hands on the feet were tightly clutching the belly.He felt that his internal organs were all mixed together, and he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry.

"You want revenge on them"

"Yes" Zheng Yang lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Cheng Xi, and reluctantly maintained his superficial calm.

"If..." Cheng Xi looked at Zheng Yang who was stiff in vain, and then said, "What if I want you to let the Qin family live?"

"..." Zheng Yang didn't speak, he had foreseen the present request the moment Cheng Xi asked, but why?why? !

"Can you? Zheng Yang" Cheng Xi didn't look at Zheng Yang again, his eyes didn't know which tiny dot on the table gathered, "Answer me!"

Zheng Yang lowered his head and asked in a low voice, "Are you... because of Qin Haoyu?"

Cheng Xi paused for a while, and then answered "yes"

"Master came to see me today because of this, right?"

Cheng Xi looked at Zheng Yang fiercely, he saw Zheng Yang's smile, and those eyes, like shattered black crystals, seemed to disappear completely in the next moment.

Cheng Xi suddenly felt that he couldn't speak.

"Yes……"

Zheng Yang slowly adjusted his posture, he sat upright slowly, slowly adjusted his smile that he thought was the prettiest, and adjusted his voice that he thought was the calmest.

Every word and every word reveals all the tenderness he can give, "Master, you clearly know that I will do whatever you ask, without you..." so condescending.

Zheng Yang stared at Cheng Xi, smiling until tears blurred, "As long as you want, as long as I have, I will bring it to you."

"So?" Cheng Xi moved his hand from his abdomen to his thigh, pinched it down fiercely, and asked through gritted teeth.

"Don't worry, I will... stop all actions against the Qin family." Zheng Yang raised his hand and wiped his eyes, without looking at the water stains on his fingers, he lowered his hands and rubbed them on his suit pants to dry them.

Cheng Xi got the answer, stood up, leaned forward, and reached out to touch Zheng Yang's eyes.Seeing Zheng Yang close his eyes obediently, and feeling the trembling eyelashes under his hands, Cheng Xi's eyes showed distress.

"Don't cry for me next time..."

"it is good……"

Zheng Yang's voice was choked up, and he felt that the hands on his eyes were removed, but he didn't open them.Hearing the sound of leather shoes hitting the ground gradually faded away, Zheng Yang still didn't open his eyes until the office was quiet again after the sound of the door opening.

Zheng Yang kept the same appearance as when Cheng Xi left, with his eyes closed and his head raised, his hands on his lap, clenched into fists.

After an unknown amount of time, Zheng Yang suddenly raised his hands to support his head and lowered his head, drips of water stains appeared on the table.

"As long as you want, as long as I have, I will give you, everything I have, I have, I will give you everything..."

"I'll give you all..."

"Can you... let me go back, I want to go back..."

Go back to... the beginning, back to when I was clean, please... my God.

I don't believe in happiness, I don't believe in love, I don't believe in the future, I only believe in you...

So ah... let me go back!

"Please..."

After a long time, he calmed down.

He can't wait for his sorrow to turn into a river, he can't wait for him to turn into a dry stone in place, he is Zheng Yang and Cheng Xi's slave, but now he wants to issue an order from the head of the Zheng family.

He made a call slowly, and only when the voice came from over there did he come back to his senses, "Stop all actions against the Qin family!"

Cheng Xi walked out of Zheng's Building without looking at others, walking straight and calmly.

It was only after walking through a street and walking into an alley that he held on to the wall in vain.

Normally, you should cover your chest and spit out a mouthful of blood to fit this scene. Cheng Xi laughed at himself, slowly sat down while leaning on the wall.

Cheng Xi covered his face with his hands, and his bent knees gave him a point of leverage, so that he would not be too embarrassed.

"fraud!"

"As long as you want, as long as I have, I will bring it to you."

"Liar! Liar! Liar..."

I don't want anything! I just want you by my side, I just want to be nice to you, but you won't give me that! You beg me, you kneel down and beg me to leave! You're lying!

"Liar! You lied to me...you lied to me..."

The accumulated emotions erupted all of a sudden, submerging him like a tide.

"How could you lie to me..."

"I let you let the Qin family go, and you let it go. If I let you be a slave, you kneel down. I let you be good, how about you?!

You packed all my bags! You threw me out! You begged me! You begged me to let you go!"

Cheng Xi covered her face and roared, a simple, meaningless roar.

"How could you do this to me...how could you..."

Helpless, wronged, distressed, not saying it doesn't mean nothing, even if he knows, he just deserves what he deserves.

However, grievances have to be said to be known, sadness has to be shown to be understood, distressed to be told to be comforted.

Now Cheng Xi's sadness, Cheng Xi's grievance, Cheng Xi's distress, no one knows, no one understands, no one will comfort.

Some are just a well-dressed lunatic yelling meaninglessly in a small alley, emotions that people who care about don't know, and others won't care.

After Cheng Xi vented, he felt the tears and snot on his hands, and pressed his hands against the wall expressionlessly to wipe them off, then stood up and patted on his suit.

He patted off all the dust on his clothes, wiped off all the things in his hand, looked at the dust in his palm, Cheng Xi leaned against the wall and waited for a while, and when everything was calm, he walked out of the alley and headed towards his destination go.