Lucid dreaming

In the morning light that was almost breaking dawn, Li Zhaowei slowly opened his eyes.

The dream just now was too vivid, and for a moment it was hard to tell which was a dream and which was reality.It took a long time to distinguish the neat bedding, not a dark red bloodstain.

Li Zhaowei got up and touched the alarm clock on the bedside table. The beating numbers showed four fifteen.Really unable to fall asleep, he went to the small bathroom to turn on the hot water and stared at the rushing water.

The warm water washed away the phantom of the nightmare, and the water flowed down the body continuously, and flowed to the drain of the bathtub. The creamy yellow bathtub was clean and bright, and there was no trace of hot water flowing through it.There was no blood on him either.

Sometimes I really don't know if his mother is smart or stupid.It is impossible for a stupid woman to win Mr. Li from Mr. Li's ex-wife.If she was smart, who would rush to donate money to the high school where her son was studying just after marrying into a wealthy family?What did she think of high school, the university's alumni association?

The school teacher disagreed with this approach. The specific manifestation was that she took the money with one hand and spread her real identity with the other hand.Or maybe it wasn't a secret at all.The well-known handsome guy in the second grade of high school, the taciturn Li Zhaowei, turned out to have a bloody secret about his life experience.It turned out that he was an illegitimate child, his younger brother was also an illegitimate child, and his mother, tsk tsk, was so guarded that the clouds opened to see the moon.

Although there is a skeleton in every wardrobe, only the skeleton in Li Zhaowei's house walked into the living room with two feet dangling.

After three days of silent patience, Li Zhaowei put a handful of guns in his pocket.During the class break, he walked behind the classmate who was talking about his life experience, patted that person on the shoulder, and stabbed him hard the moment the boy turned his head.The boy howled miserably and wanted to escape, but Li Zhaowei grabbed his shoulder, stabbed him once, and stabbed him again.

Seeing that face distorted in front of him, Li Zhaowei felt a burst of intense fear, and joy that was stronger than fear. The emotions were so densely mixed that he couldn't tell the real feeling in his heart.

The blood spread on the ground, and the boy fell, curled up in his own blood.

Li Zhaowei stared at him, the sound of chaotic footsteps behind him, the screams of his classmates, and various voices mixed together.He felt dizzy, light, and felt as if he would faint at any time and wake up at any time. Everything in front of him was just a dream, unreal, a phantom, and an illusion.

Li Zhaowei raised his head, and the hot water from the shower splashed freely on his face, washing away the faint traces of tears.

In order to calm this matter, Mr. Li used a lot of connections to let him transfer to another school intact, and obeyed his willfulness, letting him live in Moon City alone.Now his younger brother told him that the boy is fine and can be discharged from the hospital, and plans to go to Li Zhaomin's school.it's all over.Maybe that dream was the last time he recalled Bailu Middle School, in order to make an end in his heart.

The smell of blood irritated the tip of his nose again.

This wasn't the first time he smelled blood in his memories.To completely cover up the smell of blood, he swapped everything out for its richly scented counterpart, rose lily pine nut peppermint sandalwood.However, that smell still appeared from time to time, like the indomitable little voice in his heart.

Li Zhaowei sighed deeply, turned off the hot water tap, pulled a towel to wipe his hair, and came out of the bathroom.

I don't know how long I have been washing in it, the morning light is brighter than before, every room is shrouded in light blue light, there is a breath-holding atmosphere.

He stood at the door of the guest bedroom, looking at Ke Xi on the bed. Ko Xi was still sleeping, hugging the sheets, curled up on the big bed.There was the "Americanpsycho" next to the bed, and he really liked it.

He approached slowly and sat on the edge of Koshi's bed.Gazing at his sleeping face.

The room smells of Koshi, mixed with his favorite coconut-scented body wash, like a soul in the room.Li Zhaowei gently held Ke Xi's hand through the quilt.This person has breath and his body is warm. He is now at home in Moon City, not Bailu.

Ke Xi's eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes. His eyes were dazed for a while, then he focused and turned to look at him.

"Ah, Brother Yan."

His voice was hoarse and his smile was lazy all morning.Li Zhaowei wanted to let go, but his hand seemed to be stuck to the quilt.He opened his mouth to speak, secretly startled by the gentle voice he heard in his ears.

"Wake you up?"

"No." Ke Xi said lazily, letting him hold one hand, and turning over the alarm clock with the other hand, he was speechless for a moment.

"Brother Yan, do you often get up so early?"

Li Zhaowei almost boasted that he wakes up at [-]:[-] every day and takes a shower at [-]:[-] to prepare for the day's homework.However, having lived with Koshi for so long, he knew that his daily routine had no secrets to speak of.

"I had a nightmare." He said truthfully.

Ke Xi snorted, broke free, and lifted the quilt towards him: "Come on."

Li Zhaowei immediately became stiff all over.Did Koshi tell him to lie down under the quilt?

Seeing that he wasn't coming, Ke Xi patted the bed next to him: "Don't worry, you can lie down. Come here, I'll hug you."

Li Zhaowei shook his head.After living with Ke Xi for a month, he wanted to keep his distance more and more.He pulled back the quilt and covered Ke Xi, and said, "Don't catch a cold, I'm fine, I feel better just looking at you."

Ke Xi revealed half of his face from under the quilt, and asked, "What dream did you have?"

"A little bit ago." Li Zhaowei said.

Ke Xi nodded, with two smiles in his eyes, he said, "Brother Yan, the dreams are all fake, don't worry. Tell me about your nightmare."

Li Zhaowei shook his head again.Ke Xi couldn't help laughing, and it was Li Zhaowei's tiger-tooth smile that was completely irresistible: "Brother Yan, did the monitor of your class tell you? We're going to eat hot pot at night, and our two classes will have dinner together."

Li Zhaowei didn't know why he appeared at the dinner party between the two classes.Ke Xi explained that because they are brother classes, the two classes often have dinner together.

"Besides, the results of the sports meeting have all come out. I will be in my third year of high school soon. If I don't eat, I will have no time. I will only have one meal this semester, and one meal next semester. Brother Yan, are you coming too?"

To be honest, Li Zhaowei didn't really want to go.But if he didn't go, no one would be able to take Koshi home.

Ke Xi stretched out his hand from under the quilt, played with Li Zhaowei's pajama sleeve, and said, "Brother Yan, I can tell you something very interesting in advance. I heard that someone will confess to you today."

Curiosity immediately dispelled the inner shadow.Li Zhaowei pretended to be calm and asked: "... who is it?"

"I won't tell you." Ke Xi narrowed his eyes, "Get ready, I'm going to sleep."

Could it be Ke Xi who wanted to confess his love?It's disgusting to see him look like he has nothing to do with himself.Li Zhaowei raised his hand to pinch his face, raised his finger in the air and put it down again.

Li Zhaowei was drinking water when the squad leader walked over nervously, there were still five tables away from him, he hesitated to move forward.He put down his glass, watched the squad leader timidly walk over to his desk and stood down, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Let's have lunch with the neighbors in the evening."

Li Zhaowei said "Oh" and picked up the cup again.The monitor looked at him nervously: "Can you go?"

Li Zhaowei shrugged and nodded.Ke Xi had already greeted him, so he definitely couldn't refuse.On the contrary, the squad leader became more nervous, and Ai Ai said periodically: "Well... Du Hang should also go tonight...so..."

"So I won't go?" Li Zhaowei completed for the monitor.The squad leader quickly shook his head, sat down on the chair in front of him, and said, "You have to go! The main reason is that I want to ask you what you mean. I heard that you have fought, so tonight can you..."

Li Zhaowei waited for his next words, but he only said this and nothing else, just winking there.Li Zhaowei watched for a while, unable to understand what he was doing. "Can you say something clearly, can you?"

The squad leader had no choice but to touch his hair, looked around at the laughing and playing classmates, stretched his body and said in a low voice, "Du Hang may cause trouble for you. You just came, try to sit with us and ignore him."

Li Zhaowei laughed through his nose, he was just a student, why bother to make a fuss, let go of the fight, not knowing who would be the final winner.

His younger brother's warning rang in his ears.If he causes trouble again, Mr. Li will send him to Li Zhaomin's base camp.He shoved his shoulders back, dismissed the thought, and said, "No problem."

The squad leader breathed a sigh of relief, nodded to him, wrote it down in the small notebook in his hand, and said, "Everyone charges 50 yuan in advance, less compensation, and more duty pay."

Li Zhaowei took out the money and gave it to him.The monitor took it, put the gel pen in the notebook, and said, "If you don't know where the hot pot restaurant is, follow me after school."

Li Zhaowei nodded, took out the timetable and glanced at it. The next math section seemed to be about papers.He was flipping through the papers in the desk hole. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a few girls in the front row holding the class monitor to talk to him. They looked at him from time to time. The class monitor said something in their ears, and the girls giggled together.

Is it the one among them who wants to confess?

Li Zhaowei hoped that they would never confess their love. It is very embarrassing to confess and refuse in public.Looking at the expressions of those girls, no one is particularly shy, maybe the protagonist is not among them.

The atmosphere in the last class was restless, and it was hard to make it to the end of the get out of class. The class leader stood up and knocked on the table: "Let's have a class meal, let's eat a class meal! Everyone follow me!"

The classmates responded loudly, happier than the sports meeting assembly. The class leader threw the shriveled backpack on his shoulders and came to intercept Li Zhaowei himself: "Little Swallow, go with brother, brother will protect you well."

Everyone around burst into laughter, and Li Zhaowei frowned at him.The squad leader put one hand on his shoulder, and gestured arrogantly to the students: "Don't you know that this is our Brother Yan?"

"That can't be called Little Swallow..."

Li Zhaowei got rid of the monitor's arm and followed behind everyone.After leaving the class, a group of people who are facing the crowd are all students from the class next door, standing majestically in the corridor to block the traffic.He saw Ke Xi at a glance, surrounded by a group of girls; he also saw Du Hang not far from Ke Xi, looking over other people's heads, looking at him as if nothing had happened.

The eyes of the two met only for a moment.Li Zhaowei turned his face away, and the squad leader ran to talk to the leader on the opposite side, and then ran back to him, standing between him and Du Hang, whether intentionally or not.In the gap between the squad leader's arms that were akimbo, Ko Xi and him exchanged precise glances, and he saw the worry on Ko Xi's face.

It's just Du Hang, why should we be afraid of him.

"Let's go!" The squad leader greeted everyone from a high position.

Led by the party secretary of the opposite class, a group of people set off bustlingly.It's like a low-profile study tour project. If he was still in Bailu Middle School, he should be like this, carrying a bag and following everyone silently; although the destination is not a hot pot restaurant, but an international airport, but such a happy and relaxed atmosphere Should be about the same.

The Youth League secretary on the opposite side turned around and led them into an alley. The students in front complained loudly: "It's so small? Can it seat so many people?"

"Yes." The Youth League secretary's raised voice was clear through the crowd, "Go in, don't be blocked, I'm so annoying, I still need to investigate people!"

Everyone filed in, and Li Zhaowei looked up. The signboard of the hotpot restaurant was actually called "Pinball".

He complained silently in his heart: Generally, hot pot restaurants will be under the banner of Sichuan or Chongqing.The name is like a third-rate bar.

The inside was bigger than he thought, and the class next door occupied the three tables on the left, and their class had to sit on the right.In order to reassure the squad leader who is like an old hen, Li Zhaowei specially chose the farthest table on the right hand side, away from Du Hang.

When the squad leader was also seated, the clerk brought up the mandarin duck pot and burned it, and everyone looked at each other across the calm mandarin duck pot.No one knew what topic should be used to break the silence at the table.The squad leader rubbed his hands and said, "Little Swallow...Little Swallow, wearing a floral dress, comes here every spring...I ask Swallow why you come..."

Li Zhaowei looked at him.

All the classmates looked at him.

The classmates at the next table turned to look at him.

The squad leader blushed, and changed from singing to a normal speaking voice: "Little Yanzi, I want to ask why you came to our school."

Li Zhaowei rolled his eyes secretly and said, "I want to start a new life."

The squad leader said: "It's amazing, you deserve to be a talent."

Li Zhaowei didn't know whether he was talking right or wrong, and his eyes didn't intend to make contact with Ke Xi who was in the distance. Ke Xi smiled at him. The mandarin ducks at their table were served early, and white smoke had already started to rise. Ke Xi's smile was through the smoke. misty smile.

Li Zhaowei looked at their hot pot, and then at their own hot pot. He had always disliked dealing with strangers, and now sitting among so many people, he was so embarrassed that he wanted to run away.

The hot pot was heating up quickly, and soon their side also started to emit white smoke. The girls frantically pushed down the plates of mutton and beef, and everyone ate hard, which was not too embarrassing.The class next door ordered beer when the group secretary stopped him. The class leader wanted to call their class and ordered a few bottles of beer, but was coldly glanced at by a few girls, but no one stood with him, so he lowered his head lazily.

After eating for a while, the class next door started to play games noisily. Li Zhaowei took a few moments to look at it. It seemed to be a friendship between boys and girls, a king game of throwing dice to choose numbers.Bored to death, he didn't take it seriously, but the voice became louder and louder, and then several people shouted in unison: "Dear Corgi! Kiss Corgi! Kiss Corgi!"