Lucid dreaming

Li Zhaowei looked up and saw that Ke Xi was squeezed into a corner. He didn't know if it was room temperature or something else. His whole face was red up to his neck, and he was still smiling. There was also a girl next to him who was also blushing. Half of the people in the hotpot restaurant applauded and chanted rhythmically. The girl shook her head all the time, but her face was full of smiles, as if she would agree if she shouted a few more times.

The girl looked familiar, and after a few more glances, Li Zhaowei suddenly remembered that it was the girl who lent Ke Xi the dress last time.

He couldn't sit still anymore, he pushed the plate away and wanted to walk over, but the squad leader hurriedly stopped him: "What are you doing?"

"Go and have a look." Li Zhaowei said.

"Don't go!" The squad leader pulled him hard, "What do you see in their class?"

Li Zhaowei pulled out his hand, but the monitor grabbed it again, and the two of them pushed and shoved a few times. The students in the next class noticed the commotion and shut their mouths about shouting slogans, focusing their eyes on Li Zhaowei.Li Zhaowei suddenly found himself standing, standing out from the crowd and attracting attention.

I don't know who said: "Brother Yan has stood up." Everyone was in a mess.Someone whistled, someone clapped, and everyone had a smile on their face.

Li Zhaowei stood stiffly by the table, wanting to sit down quickly to escape such concentrated attention.But he couldn't sit down anymore, the girl who borrowed Ke Xi's skirt suddenly stood up, waved to everyone, and said, "Shut up, I'm going to talk!"

isn't it...

At this moment, Li Zhaowei had no choice but to watch her come out of the crowd, walk into the relatively spacious aisle in the middle, nodded to him, and said, "My name is Tang Jingnan."

Li Zhaowei returned the smallest stiff smile, and couldn't help but grabbed the table.Under the cover of the enthusiastic hot pot, Tang Jingnan didn't see his small movements at all.She opened her mouth, her face flushed suddenly, she looked at the wall next to her, her lips moved several times without making a sound.

Li Zhaowei's back was covered with sweat from embarrassment, and he looked at Ke Xi. Ke Xi's blush hadn't faded, but he was excited, his big eyes almost shone brightly, and the corners of his mouth moved, showing a look full of false concern to Li Zhaowei. smile.

Li Zhaowei didn't know whether he wanted to kiss him more, or he wanted to punish him by pushing him to the ground.He turned his head to look at Tang Jingnan.

Today Tang Jingnan wore a colorful skirt, crossed his hands in front of his body, and wore a huge hair ornament on his head, dressed like a doll.In all fairness, Tang Jingnan is not ugly, but no matter how beautiful he is, it has nothing to do with him.

"I have a few questions I want to ask Brother Yan. Can Brother Yan answer me?"

What else could Li Zhaowei say.With Li Zhaowei's affirmation, Tang Jingnan finally raised his head and looked directly into his eyes. "First question, Brother Yan, do you have a girlfriend?"

There were boos in the hot pot restaurant, Li Zhaowei felt his cheeks flush uncontrollably, and couldn't help laughing.It's embarrassing to look in any direction at the moment,

He shook his head.

Students in two classes made loud noises at the same time, and the sound resounded throughout the hot pot restaurant.The diners sitting in the corner all looked this way.Even the waiters and receptionists stood together to watch the fun.Li Zhaowei felt more and more sweat on his back.

Tang Jingnan's ears were red, and he said bravely, "Second question, brother Yan, are you willing to let me be your girlfriend?"

For a moment, Li Zhaowei suspected that there was an explosion in the hot pot restaurant.Everyone clapped, screamed, slammed tables, and knocked glasses.The girls at their table also laughed wildly, without the slightest quiet temperament of painstaking efforts.

Li Zhaowei glanced at Ke Xi again, and the smile on his face froze.At some point, Du Hang sat next to Ke Xi, put one arm on Ke Xi's shoulder, and raised the small glass bottle of liquor with the other hand as if toasting Li Zhaowei.

Ke Xi didn't smile anymore, didn't struggle, and didn't show any shyness or anger on his face, and sat there almost expressionless.Li Zhaowei looked at Du Hang's hands clasping Ke Xi's shoulders like pliers, and saw Du Hang grinning so much that only yellow teeth remained on half of his face.

"I'm sorry." Li Zhaowei said.

The hot pot restaurant has become very quiet.Tang Jingnan was still smiling, but the smile was like a mask that suddenly froze.Li Zhaowei raised his voice slightly and said, "I'm sorry, but before I answer you, I also have a question."

He turned to Du Hang and asked, "Du Hang, what is the relationship between you and Ke Xi?"

Du Hang smiled, let go of Ke Xi and stood up, saying, "Since Little Swallow cares so much, please let me explain. Ke Xi is a child of my aunt's family. I don't know the exact seniority, he cares about it." My name is Brother, and I call him Brother. Are you satisfied with this answer, Little Swallow?"

"Have you hit him before?"

Du Hang spread his hands, with a look of open-mindedness and bewilderment: "What does this question have to do with you?"

"He used to scream your name in his nightmares." Li Zhaowei said, "He often has nightmares, screams, cries, and suddenly begs for mercy. It has been a month, and the bruises on his body have not healed. These are not the same as yours. does it matter?"

Ke Xi pursed his lips, and Du Hang clapped his hands in a sudden realization: "Ah? Ke Xi, are you injured? When did it happen? Why didn't you tell me? Let me see, how do you get to Brother Yan's house?" It hurts so bad after staying for a few days?"

He went to pull Koshi's collar, but Koshi held the collar tightly to prevent him from pulling it away.That action made Li Zhaowei think of too many things that cannot be said.He pushed away the classmates around him and walked out, passing through the five tables with unblinking eyes, and walked in front of Du Hang.

The students in the two classes remained dumbfounded, like a group of pantomime performers, holding chopsticks and wine glasses, staring at this side dumbfounded.

"Let go."

Du Hang grabbed Ke Xi's collar and smiled triumphantly at Li Zhaowei.As soon as he opened his mouth, a strong smell of alcohol came out.

"Are you going to hit me? What's the matter, brother Yan, you are addicted to beating people, aren't you?"

Li Zhaowei stared into his cloudy eyes.

Du Hang suddenly picked up the empty wine bottle on the table and threw it at him. Li Zhaowei dodged sideways, and the bottle flew five centimeters away from him and smashed to pieces at Tang Jingnan's feet.Tang Jingnan just looked down, and the girls next to him screamed.

"I'm not Zhou Mingyuan." Du Hang let go of Ke Xi, and slowly rolled up the sleeves of his hands, "You don't need to be here, there are five people and six people, I'm not afraid of you. If you come up again, I'll make your eyes pop .”

Ke Xi got up in time and stood between Li Zhaowei and Du Hang, facing Du Hang.

"Stop messing around, you two. Du Hang, it's almost over."

The squad leader who was watching mesmerizingly at the side finally came back to his senses, ran over and helped Ke Xi stop Li Zhaowei.Ke Xi was just standing between the two of them, but the squad leader firmly grabbed Li Zhaowei's arm and pushed him back.

"What are you doing, what are you doing! What are you two doing!"

As a boy, the squad leader actually had long nails that were pointed into the muscles of Li Zhaowei's arms. Li Zhaowei struggled to pull out his hand, but the squad leader mistakenly thought he was going to beat Du Hang. He turned around and called other boys to come and hold Li Zhaowei.

Countless hands touched Li Zhaowei's body, and his anger broke out uncontrollably. Now he shouted "Don't touch me" to no avail, and was pulled farther and farther away from Du Hang.Du Hang watched with a smile, then suddenly grabbed Ke Xi's face and asked him: "Why, you slept with him, is it interesting?"

Koshi didn't speak.Du Hang patted Ke Xi's face and said, "It seems that you are really valuable, and anyone is willing to sleep with you."

Ke Xi still didn't speak, as if he didn't hear at all.But Li Zhaowei heard it, and he didn't know where to generate strength. He retracted and retracted his arms, and suddenly pushed away the two people who were holding his hands.

"What did you say?"

The monitor was about to stop him again. This time, Li Zhaowei was prepared. He grabbed the monitor's arm with his backhand and turned it half a circle. He put his arm behind his back and sent him forward. The monitor staggered and fell into the arms of several classmates.Li Zhaowei pointed at Du Hang and said, "What did you say just now, tell me again."

"Just say it!" Du Hang raised his voice, "Brother Yan, who you think is so good, you have to confess to him. The reason why he transferred to another school is because he stabbed someone!"

In fact, he didn't have to raise his voice.The whole class was silent, just now they were pushing and shoving and making noise, but now only the sound of hot pot boiling can be heard.

A cold current ran along Li Zhaowei's back and froze his whole body.His cheeks were as hot as fire, but his eyes seemed to be looking at Du Hang from a long distance away. He wanted to go up and beat Du Hang, but he couldn't move for some reason, his shoulders were stiff, his back was stiff, and his soul was trapped. Struggling angrily in the cold body.

Pointing at him, Du Hang said loudly, "Why didn't Qi Yue come? Because this little mother stabbed him! It's great to be rich. You can transfer to our school after stabbing someone in your previous school. Isn't that right?" Just throw down 3000 yuan? Come on, you stab me, this is 3000 yuan! Come on!"

Li Zhaowei's fingers were trembling, and his mind was in a mess.He could feel the subtle changes around him, every boy was retreating, forming a loose encirclement.

Tang Jingnan was quietly blocked by them at the back.He could no longer feel Tang Jingnan's gaze from behind, nor could he hear the sound of the little bell on her hair ornament.There was only one Ke Xi in his eyes, arms folded, head bowed, standing beside Du Hang, long eyelashes covered his eyes.

Probably Koshi finally remembered the reason why he changed schools and didn't need him anymore.

"Du Hang."

There was something strange and chilling in Ke Xi's voice, the voice was not loud, but Du Hang successfully shut up.Ke Xi came out more and more, and walked to Li Zhaowei's side.

"I won't go back with you," said Kosh.

A cold hand slipped into Li Zhaowei's closed hands, and Li Zhaowei realized that his hand was also cold.With Ke Xi's light grip, it was as if the spell just now had been undone, and the soul and body merged into one.

"Let's just make things clear," said Cosi.

Facing Du Hang's short-circuited face, he said clearly and calmly: "Brother Yan, my parents are both dead. When I was 14 years old, my parents were in a car accident. I live in my aunt's house, and my aunt's son , is Du Hang."

Of course Li Zhaowei knew about this a long time ago, but when Ke Xi said it himself, he was still in a cold war.Ke Xi didn't even look at him, and continued to say calmly: "Although I live in my aunt's house, I don't get free food and lodging for a day. I didn't get a penny of my parents' pension and funeral expenses, so I have to find a way to pay my aunt." Rent and meals with my uncle. I don’t have any money, and Du Hang keeps extorting money. Those scars were all done by Du Hang. Everyone has seen it, but everyone hasn’t said anything about it.”

"Where are you farting?" Du Hang said loudly.He picked up a wine bottle and wanted to throw it at him, but Ke Xi stood there straight and didn't even try to hide.Li Zhaowei stood in front of Ke Xi and said, "Stop talking, there's no need to talk about yourself in this kind of place."

Ke Xi said calmly behind him: "It's okay, Brother Yan. Most of the classmates know a little bit, so let's explain things clearly today."

Accidentally, the wine bottle in Du Hang's hand was snatched away by his classmates.He pointed at Ke Xi with his empty hand and screamed loudly: "I'm fucking you, it's not my mother who took you in, you're fucking dead long ago, and now you're standing here and beeping endlessly! Shut up! !"

Ke Xi pursed her lips: "My mother is already dead. Unless you die too, you will never be able to catch her. Even if you die, I doubt that you will be able to do this at all. Hell, and my mom will be in heaven."

Ke Xi's fingers were trembling in the palm of his hand, and Li Zhaowei held a few cold fingers tightly.He knew someone was watching him, shaking hands with a boy, but he didn't care.This is Koshi.

"When I was 15 years old, Du Hang... Du Hang..."

Ke Xi stuttered rarely, Li Zhaowei turned his head, Ke Xi clenched his teeth tightly, his cheeks protruding.He took a deep breath and said, "Du Hang, you suddenly pressed me on the bed, did you forget?"

Judging by everyone's expressions, it seemed that they didn't understand, only one or two people's faces turned red instantly.Ke Xi trembled violently, as if at any moment it would turn into a puff of hot air and disperse into the steam of the hot pot.

"Do you think you took me in? All these years I've been hoping to die quickly. Do you think Qi Yue is wronged? Have you forgotten what he did? I won't go back. Just treat it as my birthday today , Whether it’s my aunt’s house or the dormitory. I won’t go back. Once I’ve been a human, I can’t be a dog anymore. Your family always said, don’t care about me in the future, let me go out to fend for myself. Already dead. You just treat me as dead. Is that okay? Have our debts been settled over the years?"

Li Zhaowei vaguely felt that the boys in the next class had weird expressions.Du Hang snorted, and said, "It makes sense, now that this little mother is protecting you, it's time to go against the sky. When this little mother can't stand you anymore, I won't beat you to death when you come back!"

"I will not abandon Ke Xi." Li Zhaowei said.

Du Hang pointed to the hand he and Ke Xi held, and said: "You are amazing, bitch. You can do this kind of person, don't be picky about food, Brother Yan, let me tell you, there are not many people who eat now. Ke Xi who has fucked you, you should wake up and stop talking nonsense with him, sooner or later you will feel that this bitch makes you sick."

Li Zhaowei felt that Ke Xi's shoulder was as cold as ice against him.

He took a deep breath and said, "It's time for me to answer the question just now. I'm sorry, I didn't intend to hide it from everyone, but I didn't think it had anything to do with you, so I never said it. I have someone I like, yes Kosh."

As far as the eye can see, everyone's expressions are as wonderful as they are.The squad leader still looked out of the situation, maybe he didn't keep up with the progress of the matter, or maybe he was worried that he heard it wrong, so he asked, "You like Ke Xi? What do you mean?"

"I'm gay." Li Zhaowei repeated, "It means that I like boys. And this boy is Ke Xi."