Lucid dreaming

The squad leader was like a fish that was caught out suddenly, his mouth opened and closed without a word coming out, and his eyes were fixed on his and Ke Xi's hands.Li Zhaowei smiled at him, raised his hand, and said, "I also want to confess my love to someone today."

"You all stop talking."

The Youth League secretary of the class next door suddenly stood up, blushing suspiciously.She pointed at Ke Xi, then at Du Hang, and after a long pause, she said, "Stop talking about it, okay? It sounds disgusting. We're eating here, so what are you talking about over there...what... same-sex or something..."

Everyone nodded silently, their expressions indescribable.Encouraged by the group secretary, he said, "Why don't you go out and talk about it alone, and don't talk about it when others are eating..."

Li Zhaowei took a step towards her, the secretary's voice became lower and lower, and finally disappeared in her throat.Li Zhaowei suppressed his emotions, and said to the Youth League Secretary as calmly as possible: "I want to ask, Ke Xi once said that everyone more or less knows about him. Do you know?"

The regiment secretary seemed to immediately regret her reckless act of coming forward, and his eyes were evasive, not daring to look at him.

"What can you do if you know about this kind of thing." She said vaguely, "But you guys have the same... same... or something, and you still have to confess, don't you feel disgusted?"

Every word she said was clear, Li Zhaowei tried his best to suppress the monstrous interest in her, and said, "Then do you know that Du Hang beat Ke Xi?"

The girl who used to molested Ke Xi and Li Zhaowei with Tang Jingnan in the sports field clenched her molars in shame and indignation.

"We can't help it, why are you accusing me? I didn't call it. Do you want me to call it back?"

Li Zhaowei took a deep breath and let it out slowly.There is no need to stay any longer.He couldn't let Koshi be kicked out by everyone alone.He was going to stand by Kosi's side.

Ke Xi was also looking at him, meeting Li Zhaowei's eyes, he smiled slightly, and Li Zhaowei almost lowered his head to kiss his smile.He held Ke Xi's hand, and under the gaze of the loose surrounding circle, he first took Ke Xi's coat, then took his own coat, and walked towards the door of the hotpot restaurant.The squad leader weakly called out "Little Swallow" in the crowd, but Li Zhaowei didn't look back.

"If you follow this little boy, you will definitely not end well." Du Hang said, "He will definitely dump you. Then don't come back to my house and cry!"

The loose encirclement spontaneously moved out of the way, making way for him and Ke Xi, as well as Tang Jingnan who was still standing in front of their table.Li Zhaowei nodded to her, and pulled Ke Xi to walk outside.When they reached the door, Tang Jingnan suddenly called out, "Ke Ji?"

The two stopped together and looked back at Tang Jingnan.She bit her lip, there was still a layer of red on her face, and her eyes were shining.

"I wish you happiness."

Li Zhaowei smiled at her, and a girl at an unknown table said softly, "So Ban Chong and Brother Yan are real".

Li Zhaowei suddenly remembered the first day he met Ke Xi, he carried Ke Xi to the school infirmary and met several girls.They were laughing and laughing at the time, just thinking about the two boys hugging each other. Now one person is standing in the deepest part stubbornly trying to drive them away, while the other person is standing at the door wishing them happiness.

When I walked outside the hot pot restaurant, a gust of cold wind hit my face.Unexpectedly, the autumn night wind was so cold, Li Zhaowei let go of Ke Xi and handed him the coat.

The two put on their coats, Cosi put on the hood, and thrust his hands deep into his pockets.

"You are finished." He said suddenly, "If you come out with me, you will never go back. Why didn't you agree to Tang Tang's confession?"

Li Zhaowei frowned and looked at him: "Are you joking?"

Ke Xi shook his head, the street lights were too dim to tell if he was serious.

"When Tang Tang confessed, everyone was looking at you. Du Hang told me that the days of hanging out were over, and I should go back with him. I thought at the time, if you promised Tang Tang, I would go back with Du Hang. Home. But why didn't you promise Tang Tang?"

"...Do you want me to promise her?"

Ke Xi shook his head again, looked up at him, the street light illuminated his face at a glance, his beautiful eyes were full of complex emotions, Li Zhaowei couldn't take his gaze away from those eyes.

"Brother Yan, I've always wanted to ask you, are you...can you hear my thoughts?"

I have been asking for help, and I have been thinking whether to commit suicide, homicide, or be saved.There is no difference between the options.Life is a nightmare from which one cannot wake up.Kneeling on the dirty floor of the boys' dormitory in the morning.Now wearing a blue dress, standing in the bathroom, pretending to be a girl.

Du Hang said that he was a woman and a bitch, so the monitor asked him to wear a skirt at the sports meeting.Everyone laughed and agreed, Tang Jingnan lent her Alice, and tied the straps thoughtfully, matching the corresponding socks.

Will such days never end, if it can end, I hope there will be a hint.Suddenly a strong wind blew up the rough wig, and the light blue skirt bulged like a sail.

Turning around, I saw Li Zhaowei standing in front of the men's toilet with a stunned expression on his face.

"Little swallow."

Li Zhaowei stopped, and the squad leader stood behind them, with an expression of not knowing why he had to stop him, scratching his head, and asked after a while, "How do you go back?"

"Taxi." Li Zhaowei said, "This is the meal money for me and Ke Xi."

He took out 500 yuan and handed it to the monitor, but the monitor didn't pick it up, hesitated for a long time, and said, "I gave it to you just now, you should put it away."

After being reminded by him, Li Zhaowei also felt that there was such a thing.He folded the money and put it in his pocket. The squad leader put his hand in his pocket first, then pulled out his hand and scratched his nose, feeling embarrassed, as if he was waiting for Li Zhaowei to speak, and Li Zhaowei was waiting for him to speak.Kosi looked back and forth between the two of them, lowered his head, and walked a few steps to the side.

The squad leader seemed to be waiting for Ke Xi to leave, and said, "We all know about him. I didn't expect you to make trouble because of this."

The monitor's tone was unexpectedly sober, but he didn't have a few drinks anyway.Li Zhaowei was not in the mood to accept his reprimand, snorted through his nose, and said, "Is it my fault? I see that you guys enjoyed your meal, so I didn't bother you."

"That's not the case." The squad leader said, "There are some things we can't do anything about. We can only know about it. I didn't expect you, Little Swallow, to change this situation suddenly. I don't know what to say, anyway... well, just wait and see." .If you drive Ke Xi away, I'll go back and ask my mother to let him live in my house."

If he could have asked, he probably would have asked.Li Zhaowei felt that the squad leader seemed to be hiding something, so he glanced sideways, but Ke Xi didn't look at this side at all, but stared stubbornly at the door of the hotpot restaurant.

An extremely terrifying thought came to Li Zhaowei's heart. "Squad leader, you live in the dormitory, right?"

The squad leader nodded.Li Zhaowei's hands also became cold.The expressions of the squad leader and Ke Xi crossed back and forth in front of him.

"Little Yanzi, then go take a taxi and tell us when you get home..."

Li Zhaowei interrupted the squad leader: "Before... the one Du Hang said before, are you among those people?"

The squad leader took a step back in embarrassment, his expression self-evidently admitted the guess.Under Li Zhaowei's scorching stare, he took a few steps back, pointed to the store unnaturally, and said, "Little Yanzi, I'm going back first, that... you guys have a good trip."

After entering the room, Li Zhaowei asked Ke Xi to take a bath, and he went to wash off the smell of hot pot from the hot pot restaurant. After he finished washing, he didn't hear the sound of the shower in the bathroom at the door. He didn't know what happened to Ke Xi inside, so he pushed When I entered the door, I saw that the smell of coconut in the room was still strong, and the water vapor on the mirror had dried up, leaving only a piece in the middle.Koshi had already been washed out.

He walked into the guest room, and in the darkness, he could only see a dark shadow on the chair. Li Zhaowei turned on the light, and Ke Xiwei hugged his knees and curled up in a ball, motionless, staring straight ahead.

Li Zhaowei hesitated for a moment, sat down by the bed, and handed him the Roosevelt No. 5 in his hand.Ke Xi glanced at the bottle, reached out to take it, looked back and forth for a while at the label, and asked, "What is this? Is it your rich man's drink?"

"Beer. Do you drink it?"

Ke Xi showed a curved smile: "Of course, why not?"

Li Zhaowei opened two bottles of Roosevelt No. 5 and clinked glasses with him lightly.Ke Xi raised the bottle to his mouth, licked a little bit like testing poison, smiled as if he was satisfied, raised the bottle and drank it down in one gulp.

Li Zhaowei had never seen anyone drink beer like this before, and just about to say "slow down", Ke Xi had put down the bottle, wiped his mouth with the sleeve of his home clothes, and said, "There's a lot of foam."

Li Zhaowei was stunned. When he came back to his senses, he was about to hand over the beer in his hand when he remembered that blowing on the bottle made more foam, so he got up and opened another bottle, found a draft beer glass, poured the beer into the glass and handed To Kosh.Ke Xi took the cup and said, "It's like a cup in a TV show."

"……can you drink alcohol?"

Li Zhaowei knew that what he said was nonsense.Ke Xi was only 16 years old, so how could he drink alcohol.Sure enough, Ke Xi didn't answer, and drank another glass of draft beer like drinking water, smashed the glass on the table, blinked, and said, "It's delicious."

He fell back on the back of the chair and laughed again and again.The ankles on the chair are delicate and cute, the half-length hair is still wet, and the water drops gradually flow into the clothes along with his backward posture.Li Zhaowei found that he couldn't take his eyes off those few faint water lights.

Ke Xi maintained his face up to the sky and said, "Li Zhaowei, what do you like about me?"

Li Zhaowei simply thought for a moment and said, "I like everything."

Ke Xi hahahaha laughed a few times, raised his neck, and looked at him provocatively: "Then why didn't you come to fuck me before?"

There was a drunken gleam in his eyes.Li Zhaowei almost had a physical reaction on the spot when asked this question.He hurriedly crossed his legs to prevent himself from leaking any wrong attitude, drank a few sips of beer to calm down, and said, "I'm not Du Hang."

Ke Xi snorted: "Didn't you hear what he said? There are not many who haven't fucked me before. Are you not interested in me?"

A drunken pink floated on her pale cheeks.For those who don't know much about drinking, Roosevelt No. 5 is extremely fast.Although Li Zhaowei was a little bit drunk, he didn't eat anything at night. The alcohol hit his brain, and he was dizzy for a while, and the words he didn't dare to say flowed freely from the tip of his tongue.

"Koxi."

He yelled solemnly, and Ke Xi turned his head to the side, looking at the air above Li Zhaowei's head.

"I liked you from the first day I saw you. There was never a day when I didn't think about you. You lived next door, and I didn't know how many times I thought about you. I love you. So I can't just... have someone I love."

He originally wanted to directly quote what Koshi said about "dry", but the word suddenly stuck in his throat, as if even thinking about it was a great blasphemy.The corner of Ke Xi's mouth twitched, trying to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.Li Zhaowei mentioned the beer and took two sips. The mouthfeel was rich and bitter, far inferior to his current mood.

"You heard about me too. Du Hang made it very clear about the situation at home. You don't have to tell me about the rent and meals. You don't want to know. If you want to give it to you, you can give it to you. It doesn't matter if you don't want to. I don't care. This little money."

Ke Xi was stunned for a moment, then suddenly smiled, resting his forehead with one hand.

"Du Hang didn't lie." He said with difficulty, "They all... I have done it with them, and I don't know how many people I have done with them. I know everything, you like the kind of innocent and cute, right? I don’t know how to imitate girls’ dancing to win the class, I’m not, I’m a pervert. I…”

Li Zhaowei interrupted him by raising the bottle.

"I love you."

Kosi's lips trembled slightly, and one tear flowed down his pale cheek, and another.He raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes, and the tears kept flowing down.

He randomly wiped his face with a few pieces of tissue paper, left the chair, sat on the bed against Li Zhaowei's shoulder, took the bottle from Li Zhaowei's hand, and put it on the table.Grabbing Li Zhaowei's collar, he kissed him facelessly.The first two kisses were random on Li Zhaowei's cheeks, and the third kiss found Li Zhaowei's lips.