Lucid dreaming

Li Zhaowei knew that both school and family were looking for him.The teacher made a lot of phone calls, and my mother made a lot of phone calls.Every time you charge your phone, the influx of notifications and text messages when you turn it on makes your hands numb.But he didn't answer either call.Nor did the door open to anyone who knocked.Because Ke Xi's state is obviously wrong.He never put down the cream gun again, although the cold gun pressed against his skin and left frostbite marks on the skin.

If Li Zhaowei only knew the word "indulgence" before, now he fully understands the meaning of "indulgence".

The sound of cream guns blared in the house day and night.

It was sunny for a few days after the hurricane.The sun was hot and cloudless, and the endless sky was so blue that it seemed to forgive the world. The heat after the rain was bubbling everywhere, full of hope for summer, but Li Zhaowei just stood in front of the window, frowning, squinting at the bright On the grass, the heavy blackout curtains were drawn.

Only in the dim light can he keep telling himself that nothing has changed and everything is okay.

Don't let Kosh see the weather outside, he might want to run and leave.

He finally ran out of ammunition and food, and there was no penny in his wallet.Flipping through the wallet, Li Zhaowei felt a little surprised. He didn't expect that thousands of yuan and a thick wad of money could be spent so quickly. When he was in junior high school, 30 yuan was a huge sum of money. It seemed to be a thing in his previous life. .

Before he left, he glanced into the bedroom. Ke Xi was leaning against the bed unconsciously. From Li Zhaowei's brief glance, he could only see a few fingers lying motionless on the carpet.Li Zhaowei remembered slowly again, in fact, he couldn't remember when Ke Xi woke up last time.As if he had been like this for a long time.

That was fine, as if Cosi had been sleeping in the secret lair of the two of them and wouldn't wake up, and didn't need to.

The so-called high-end community Moon City is just a group of small buildings on the edge of the city. The surrounding area is so desolate that there is not even an ATM.He stood in front of the empty parking space for a long time before he realized that the car had been placed with Manager Huang as collateral.

He had only two legs left, so he could only walk along the tree-lined road all the way to the business district.

It was the first time in three weeks that he was out of the house.

The sun was shining brightly on the ground, and Li Zhaowei's eyes were full of swirling dots of light, and his legs were also weak, as if he was stepping on an iron-gray trampoline instead of a concrete floor.The skin seemed to make a sound of being scorched under the scorching sun.He was like a resurrected vampire, pale and weak, walking alone along the empty tree-lined road.

Summer has arrived, and the hedge roses are in full bloom along the way, pink and light purple, with a tangy aroma.He had never noticed the scent of flowers and plants before, but now he smelled the strong scent of roses again, and he suddenly became aware of the body odor on his body, as if he hadn't bathed for a long time, and it seemed that he hadn't changed his clothes for a long time, exuding dry blood and sweat secretly smell.

He suddenly felt disgusted.

No matter what kind of customers, the ATM will not be picky, as long as the correct password is entered, no matter what kind of people come to withdraw money, it will slowly spit out pink banknotes.Li Zhaowei stuffed the money indiscriminately and checked the balance.

Such a small number seems to be a thing of the previous life.

It seems that Mr. Li still has not paid living expenses.This is probably the legendary economic sanctions.

He put away his bank card and went outdoors where there was no shadow.I vaguely remembered that today is Thursday, school has started for a week, students are at school, adults are at work, not many people come shopping, almost everyone has put on beautiful summer clothes, and the skirts are swaying lightly in the wind.

They looked very happy, enjoying the sunny afternoon with great interest.Standing under the big tree at the entrance of the bank, Li Zhaowei felt that everyone was very, very far away from him, and the mottled tree shadow covering him could cover 1000 million light-years.

This is the life of a normal person.

Li Zhaowei called a taxi to take him home.The moment he opened the door, his heart sank like lead.

The brain doesn't even have time to process the rich details.He saw a mess in the room, green mold growing on the uneaten and unthrown food on the coffee table, unwashed clothes scattered everywhere, the dim light made the chaos even more unbearable, but the most unbearable What is tolerated is the smell of the room.

At first he thought it was something rotten, but then he realized that the smell was not an unfamiliar smell of rot.

Some dark thoughts were floating in his mind, Li Zhaowei pushed open the bedroom door, and when he saw the scene in front of him clearly, a cold feeling poured down from his head.The body is carrying the summer heat, but the heart has been frozen.

It's wrong, it's not what he wanted in the first place.

During the afternoon he was gone, Cosi was incontinent.

Li Zhaowei endured the intermittent dizziness before his eyes, and carefully helped Ke Xi up.His unconscious body was heavier than he could ever remember, and he carried Kosh to the bathroom, made him sit on the toilet, and helped him take off the home clothes he could no longer wear.

Before that, housekeeping was called every two weeks. Since Du Hang came, since he made that decision, he has never called housekeeping again.But this time it is not called housekeeping.He tremblingly called the housekeeping number.The housekeeper remembered him and was very happy, thinking he had gone on a long vacation somewhere.Li Zhaowei dealt with it casually, and only he knew that this was not a vacation, but a real sobering up.

The windows are all open, and the summer wind blows through every room in the five-bedroom house, and the smell is still lingering.Dirty home clothes floated on the surface of the trash can, covering the hot chicken that hadn't been thrown away for many days.The more tired you are, the more work you can't finish. This is probably an irrefutable truth in the world.Li Zhaowei took the trash can to the door and swept everything on the coffee table into the trash can.The lunch box was torn apart, and the moldy fried rice fell on the floor, a thick and sticky mass.

Why are there so many fried rice?

Li Zhaowei recalled it for a while before he remembered that a lot of peanuts were added to the fried rice, so he put down his chopsticks after taking a bite.And Ke Xi didn't even move a mouthful.

Koshi can't eat peanuts.Will be allergic.So the fried rice has been placed on the coffee table, no one touches it.

Li Zhaowei lifted the two garbage bags to the door, and heard a crackling sound from the bathroom, as if all the toiletries had been poured out.He turned and ran to the bathroom in a hurry, almost tripping over the garbage bag.

The slippers fell off, and he pushed open the bathroom door with bare feet, and saw Kosh leaning on the bathtub, one arm hanging down along the edge of the bathtub, almost touching the ground, his fingers closed weakly, still holding something shape.Ke Xi, on the other hand, opened his eyes drowsily, with a wandering expression on his face. He was here, but his heart didn't know where he was flying.

Li Zhaowei called him as softly as possible.

"Koxi?"

Sound doesn't seem to have any effect.Kosi closed his eyes half-closed, as if he could fall asleep again at any moment.Li Zhaowei raised his voice: "Ke Xi, what's wrong with you?"

He turned on the hot water from the shower and poured it on Ko Xi. This time Ko Xi managed to open his eyes, but his eyes were still foggy and out of focus.He frowned and thought for a moment, staring blankly at the hot water in his chest, and asked, "Is it raining?"

"No." Li Zhaowei said, "You should take a shower."

Apparently it took a few seconds for the words to seep into Cosi's brain.He supported the edge of the bathtub, stood up slowly, and reached for the shower in Li Zhaowei's hand.Li Zhaowei stared at his exposed body when he stood up.

It's not true, it's impossible.

"That, give it to me." Koshi said simply, pointing to the shower.

The doorbell rang at this time, Li Zhaowei felt cold all over, put the shower into Ke Xi's hand, turned and ran to the living room.There was no one at the door, and it was the housekeeping aunt downstairs who asked him to open the door.

He couldn't think of any excuse, so he could only stand at the door, waiting in fear for the housekeeper's aunt to come.The door was finally knocked, he held the doorknob, gritted his teeth and opened the door, the housekeeping aunt looked at him with a smile on her face, and when she smelled the smell in the room, the smile disappeared like a mist illuminated by the sun up.

"The food is rotten," Li Zhaowei said.But he knew the lie wouldn't take long.When the housekeeping aunt saw the dirt on the carpet, she would immediately expose it.But he had no better lie.

Auntie Housekeeping obviously wanted to say something, but she finally held back all the questions and started cleaning.Li Zhaowei stood stiffly at the door to watch her clean the living room and put all the laundry that needed to be washed into the laundry basket.His heart was beating violently. He took out the phone from his coat and pressed it several times before realizing that the phone was out of battery.He can't remember when he last charged it.

His hands shook even more than Cosi.

He didn't know whom to turn to for help.

It's impossible to tell the parents.He dare not, this is no longer a small basket for beating and stabbing, and they will not help him.Nor could he call an ambulance to take Kosi to the hospital.Call an ambulance, and he will have to explain to the doctor what Kosh ingested.The air bomb has been used up, and I don't know if the doctor can still test the contents with an empty shell.That's a gas, not a solid or liquid that can be scraped off and smeared on a slide.And the doctor will definitely tell his parents that he cannot imagine the reaction of Mr. Li, his mother, and his younger brother.

This is certainly not normal stuff.

He was the one who sent Ke Xi to the point of no return.If not for him, Ke Xi would still be alive and healthy, all misfortunes are caused by him, he has no ability to make anyone happy,

The housekeeper was going to clean the bedroom, and Li Zhaowei didn't want to face her expression of pushing the bedroom door open, so she slipped into the bathroom behind her and helped Ke Xi clean her body.He thought Kosh would just sit in the bathtub, but as soon as he opened the door and went in, a gust of warm steam hit his face, drenching his face.Cosi was standing in the tub taking a shower, covered in thick white foam.Li Zhaowei closed the door, leaned on the door and looked at Ke Xi.

His skin was as pale as the foam, and the clustered rash was a scarlet that the foam could not conceal.

Li Zhaowei looked at it for a while, then called out to him, "Ke Xi."

Ke Xi looked at him sideways, smiled slightly, and said, "Brother Yan, you're here."

"Let's go to the hospital tomorrow." Li Zhaowei said.

Ke Xi turned his head to the side, he didn't seem to have this cute gesture before, but Li Zhaowei can't remember what kind of expression he has other than sleeping. "Why are you going to the hospital?"

"You are sick." Li Zhaowei said simply.

Ke Xi thought for a moment, then shook his head seriously.

"I'm not sick," he said firmly, "I'm just a little unwell, and I'll be fine soon."

Li Zhaowei didn't expect him to be so insightful, so he was stunned for a moment and said, "But you...do you know that you have a rash?"

Ke Xi glanced down casually, and said, "I know. But it's nothing, it happened to me before. It will get better soon, and there's no need to go to any hospital."

As if to prove that there was nothing wrong with him, Coxi sped up his movements, washing his body swiftly, like an ordinary person with no problems at all.Li Zhaowei looked at his skin, watched his movements, and said, "No, Ke Xi, you are sick, you..."

Ke Xi threw down the shower head violently, and the shower head, which was still spraying warm water, fell head-down into the bathtub, and a curved jet of hot water sprayed on Li Zhaowei's face.Ke Xi screamed at him: "I'm not sick, you shut up, I'm still healthy!"

In Ke Xi's angry voice, Li Zhaowei heard clear fear.He suddenly thought of the idiom he had learned a long time ago, avoiding disease and avoiding medical treatment, and how Bian Que described his brother's medical skills to Qi Huan's envoy after meeting Duke Huan of Qi.

Huan Hou said, the widow has no disease.