guarding you for seven years

Maybe I made a joke, playing myself and laughing at others. ---summer green

NO.1 in the fourth year

Two months into the university, the days are unhurried. This city in the south is remote and backward, but it is also quiet.Xia Lu likes here, it makes her feel like wandering around the world, strange city, strange crowd, here is only herself, this kind of loneliness makes Xia Lu feel enjoyable, she has longed for this loneliness for too long, now it is really coming up.

Xia Lu still likes to watch the sunrise after running in the morning, and watch the sunset from the stands after dinner, but the location is different, the mood is different, and the scenery she sees is also different.Thinking of Liu Yao's anger and Xiao Zi's loss when he resolutely left at the beginning, it still hurts his bloody heart.

After the college entrance examination, everyone was busy filling out applications and learning about the school. Xia Lu finally decided to apply for D University and guarded Xiao Zi, even if she would continue to be hurt deeply.

On June 6, Xiao Zi's 16th birthday.It was also the last day of voluntary application. Xiao Zi always asked Xia Lu which school she applied for. Xia Lu never answered. She thought for a long time and decided to tell her on her birthday that she applied for D University. No matter what, she would stay with her.

Xia Lu took the birthday gift she had prepared and waited for Xiao Zi in the stands.A tung flower hairpin, Xia Lu saw it by accident, and thought it was suitable for Xiao Zi, so she bought it.

"Xia Lu." Xiao Zi stood at the bottom of the steps and waved to Xia Lu. The smiling face made Xia Lu startled. Xiao Zi quickly ran into the pavilion, jumped to Xia Lu's side, and stretched out his hand to hold Xia Lu's arm. "Tell me quickly, which school did you apply for?"

"D big." Xia Lu looked at the excited Xiao Zi beside him, "I knew you would not leave me behind, you would definitely miss me, and you would definitely report to D big." Xiao Zi shook Xia Lu's arm, Xia Lu Lu smiled faintly, and thought to himself, as long as I can change your smile, I am willing to pay no matter how much it costs.

"Sun Shike, I just said that Xia Lu will apply for D University like us, I knew it was like this." Xiao Zi said proudly to Sun Shike who was under the steps of the gazebo, Xia Lu noticed that there was still standing there One person, Sun Shike looked at the two people holding each other indifferently, raised the corners of her pretty mouth, "Well, are you happy?" Xiao Zi kept nodding.

Xia Lu felt that she couldn't laugh anymore, the joy brought by Xiao Zi's excitement just now disappeared without a trace after seeing Sun Shike in front of her.

Yeah, he also applied for D University, they both applied for D University.Are you going to watch them both in the future?Xia Lu thought of the night of Xiao Zi's birthday a year ago, and the scene of the kiss under the light, her heart felt as if she lacked oxygen. It was very hot in June, but why was it so cold?

"You are all here, all three of you have applied for D University. Coincidentally, I have also applied for D University." Liu Yao's voice came from the side, and Sun Shike turned to look at Liu Yao who had approached her, a little surprised, Based on Liu Yao's grades, he should have applied for an F major, so how could he apply for a D major?But when Liu Yao was found staring at Xia Lu, he suddenly understood everything, it turned out to be for her.

"You also apply for D major? Why? Can't you apply for F major? Your grades are so good, isn't it a pity to apply for D major?" Xiao Zi was also a little surprised, seeing Liu Yao's serious expression, Xiao Zi knew He wasn't joking. "Why did Sun Shike apply for D?" Liu Yao raised his eyebrows and asked Xiao Zi, "He is..." Xiao Zi seemed to understand something in an instant, and turned to look at Xia Lu beside him. Xia Lu couldn't bear the current atmosphere, and kept silent. Keep your head down and don't speak. "Xia Lu, Xia Lu, Xia Lu." Xiao Zi looked at the silent Xia Lu, and became more certain of her thoughts. Liu Yao went to D University because of Xia Lu.

"Here, for you." Xia Lu took out a lavender box from her pocket. Ever since they met, the boxes they gave gifts to each other were all in the color of their names. Xia Lu gave purple, and Xiao Zi gave green .Xiao Zi found a small box, "Birthday gift? When did you buy it?" Xiao Zi stared at the box in his hand, happily giving Xia Lu a big hug.

"Happy birthday." Xia Lu didn't answer Xiao Zi's question, when did you buy it?I also forgot, but when I saw it, I thought it was suitable for Xiao Zi, so I bought it.

"I've been excited about the anime badge you gave me last year. Every time you give me the most wanted gift, it's much better than someone else, huh." Xiao Zi looked at Sun Shike and hummed softly, but her tone was With infinite happiness.

Xia Lu just felt cold, but it was a June day, but she was very cold. Looking at the two people under the steps, Xia Lu felt like she wanted to escape, "Xia Lu, thank you." Xiao Zi hugged Xia Lu She leaned her arm on Xia Lu's shoulder, "Hey, Xia Lu, you have grown taller. We used to be the same height, and you were even a little shorter than me. Now you are half a head taller than me." Xiao Zi Comparing the distance between their heads, it seems to be much higher.

"Xia Lu, I'm sorry, I'm going to celebrate Sun Shike's birthday with you at night, so I can't accompany you, you won't blame me." Xiao Zi whispered close to Xia Lu's ear, and the breath provoked Xia Lu's ear It was itchy, but every word and every word seemed to have thrown myself into the ice cellar.

"Okay, have fun, happy birthday." Xia Lu smiled lightly, as before, she would say yes to Xiao Zi's request, but her heart ached terribly.Xiao Zi jumped down the steps, walked to Sun Shike's side, and took Sun Shike's hand naturally, "Liu Yao, you accompany my family Xia Lu to dinner, don't bully her, or I will definitely make you look good," Xiao Zi shined her little fist , Liu Yao shrugged, nodded and said, "Don't worry, I promise to feed your Xia Lu well." Xiao Zi nodded in satisfaction, waved to Xia Lu and pulled Sun Shike away.

There were two people left, one was standing in the gazebo and the other was standing under the steps of the gazebo.The setting sun in the west elongated the figures of the two people, Xia Lu looked at the two people going there, her heart tightened and her fingertips felt cold.

Xiao Zi, every time I see the backs of the two of you, I feel a pain in my heart, so painful that I am about to die.

"Let's go, go eat." Liu Yao broke the silence, Xia Lu looked at Liu Yao, tears rolled down, what are we all obsessed with?Liu Yao was a little panicked, looking at the crying Xia Lu, he was scared, he walked quickly to Xia Lu's side, wanted to say something, but felt that any words were weak, Xia Lu wiped away his tears with his sleeve, didn't he? It's time to end everything?

Xia Lu ran wildly, Liu Yao followed her closely, "Don't follow me." Xia Lu yelled at the people behind her, Liu Yao had never seen Xia Lu who was so out of control, he was overwhelmed by Xia Lu's roar Shocked, he stopped and looked at Xia Lu's back, feeling a little uneasy.

Xia Lu ran to the head teacher's office in one breath, just in time to meet the head teacher locking the door, "Teacher, wait." Xia Lu gasped and stood in front of the teacher, "Xia Lu, what's the matter?" The head teacher looked in front of him suspiciously. Xia Lu, he likes this girl very much, she is quiet, serious, and hardworking, and she did well in the exam this time, she is still a student that satisfied him.

"Teacher, I want to modify my volunteer form." Xia Lu was still out of breath because she ran too fast, "How should I modify it?" It's not suitable for me, I want to modify it and go to a school I want to go to." Xia Lu knew that this was the last chance, and she had to grasp it well, "This... well, this is the last time, Tomorrow morning I have to hand in all the volunteer forms for the final statistics, and you have to think about it, you can’t change it after this time.” The head teacher felt a little embarrassed, but agreed, after all, the school you chose was decided In the future life of students, teachers should respect students' decisions.

Xia Lu walked into the office and looked for her own in the stack of volunteer forms handed over by the teacher, "Don't mess it up, put it back in its original place after changing it, I'm going to the bathroom, and you're leaving when I come back and lock the door." After the head teacher instructed Xia Lu, she left and went to the bathroom. Xia Lu looked at her completed volunteer form for D University and hesitated. Do I really want to do this?Will Xiao Zi be disappointed?But I really can't keep looking at the backs of the two of them. If one day I really tell Xiao Zi desperately, then Xiao Zi will hate herself.No, don't let her hate herself.Xia Lu picked up the eraser and erased a code in the picture, and filled in the school again.

After changing it, Xia Lu let out a long breath, it turned out that she really couldn't go back.She sorted out the volunteer form, saw Liu Yao's, and sure enough, she applied for D University. Xia Lu picked up Liu Yao's volunteer form, and her hands began to tremble.

"Xia Lu, apply for Y University with me. I want to go to Y University." Liu Yao's words appeared in her mind, and Xia Lu picked up the eraser to erase the code of D University and changed it to Y University.Her fingers trembled violently, and her heart beat violently. She didn't know what she was doing, and was even a little scared.Liu Yao, if you want to go to Y University, go to Y University, don't make any changes for me.

After Xia Lu packed her luggage and went home, she refused to go out all day. She didn't know what she was afraid of, because she rewrote Liu Yao's volunteer form, she turned off her mobile phone, and she was afraid that someone would come to her.

Liu Yao walked into this building after calling many times but couldn't get through. He vaguely remembered that Xia Lu's house lived on the third floor. He knocked on the door of Xia Lu's house. Xia Lu's parents had gone to work. She was at home, and she remembered that her parents brought keys when they went out, and they would not knock on the door. When she saw Liu Yao standing at the door through the cat's eyes, she was so nervous that she had difficulty breathing. She didn't expect Liu Yao to come to the door. Was he discovered?

Xia Lu stood at the door and listened to the doorbell ringing again and again, but did not open the door.Liu Yao knocked for a long time without any movement, wondering if there is no one in the house?Liu Yao walked away from Xia Lu's house in three steps.Xia Lu heard footsteps leaving outside the door, and there was no knock on the door, knowing that Liu Yao had already left, she sat by the door and leaned against the wall, breaking out in a cold sweat.

Xia Lu thought that she couldn't stay at home anymore, so she went back to her room to pack a few clothes, and hurried to her grandfather's house in a suburban town. Xia Lu's hideout was a vacation.

When Liu Yao received the admission letter from University Y, Liu Yao was stunned. He obviously filled in the admission letter of University D, why did he become University Y?Liu Yao found the head teacher and knew that Xia Lu had revised the volunteer form at the last time, so she must have revised his own, so is this the reason why she has not seen him and has not answered the phone?

Liu Yao looked at the admission notice from University Y in his hand, and thought of the teacher saying that Xia Lu was admitted to University G. G major, not D major, why G major, not Y major, since you changed mine and your own, why not change it to the same one?Liu Yao was extremely angry, the admission notice was tightly held in his hands, Xia Lu, Xia Lu, Xia Lu.

Xia Lu changed Liu Yao's volunteer form, changed her own volunteer form, and changed each other's lives.