guarding you for seven years

Xia Lu, no, it can't be her. ---Liu Yao

NO.2 in the fourth year

Xia Lu looked at the red sun that was about to set in front of her eyes, and her thoughts slowly turned. After coming here for two months, she gradually adapted to the lonely life. There is no Xiao Zi, no Liu Yao, and no Sun Shike here.

Recalling when Xiao Zi learned that Xia Lu was admitted to G University, Xiao Zi found Xia Lu in despair. For the first time, she felt that Xia Lu was standing in front of her, but she was far away and untouchable. She always thought that Xia Lu was a simple-minded girl. , she behaves indifferently in everything, does not argue with others, does not provoke disputes, she likes this kind of summer green, and likes this way of getting along with each other, one cold and one hot, one cold and one hot.But when I think of this person who will never be able to get along day and night again, my heart hurts badly.

Xia Lu looked at Xiao Zi who was quietly standing in front of her. She didn't speak, which made Xia Lu a little flustered and a little guilty. She promised to accompany her, but in the end she was about to leave.Holding Xia Lu's acceptance letter, Xiao Zi burst into tears.She didn't know why she was so sad. When she thought that Xia Lu would not be with her for dinner or class in the next four years, her heart ached.Tears flowed silently, looking at the indifferent face in front of him, Xiao Zi felt that she was extremely ridiculous. She always thought that she knew Xia Lu best, but in the end, what she didn't understand the most was Xia Lu, who had been with her day and night for three years. The girl, the girl who always accompanies her when she is in pain, will never be with her in the future.It's like my beloved toy suddenly ran away by itself and never came back.She was lost and heartbroken, but she couldn't blame Xia Lu in any way, and she had no right to question why Xia Lu changed to G University after she agreed to go to D University.

Xiao Zi couldn't help but burst into tears, squatting on the side of the road and crying loudly, feeling extremely wronged.

Xia Lu walked up to Xiao Zi silently, and hugged her gently, "Don't cry, Xiao Zi." The voice was soft and gentle, but it made Xiao Zi cry even harder, "No one will accompany you to eat, no one will accompany you After watching you go to class, no one will chatter in front of you, let alone gossip about what happened around you. Xia Lu, from now on, you will never have me by your side, and I will never have you by my side." Xiao Zi loves Xia Lu. Xia Lu is an introverted child who doesn't want to make too many friends, and there are very few who can make friends. She is worried about what Xia Lu will do when she is alone?She has no one to accompany her anymore.

Xiao Zi's words hit Xia Lu's heart every word, and Xia Lu's fingertips trembled slightly, tightly grasping the corner of Xiao Zi's clothes, enduring the discomfort caused by the pain in her heart.

"Xiao Zi, I will be fine. I will take our original wish to visit many small towns in the south, and then take pictures of them all for you to see. Those wishes that you cannot fulfill, I will fulfill them for you one by one. " Xia Lu's eyes were slightly closed, and two lines of tears flowed down her eyelashes.

Xiao Zi instantly understood that Xia Lu went to the south because of their original promise. When she first entered high school, she told Xia Lu that because she was born in the north, she wanted to visit various small towns in the south. They are all photographed, hung in a long string of photo walls, and then let them fly in the wind, this is my youth that will never be erased.I have long forgotten these things, but Xia Lu still remembers them, and she has never forgotten them.

Before leaving, Xia Lu decided to meet Liu Yao, but Liu Yao's silence made Xia Lu a little overwhelmed, and the words of apology stuck in her throat and she couldn't say a word.Liu Yao looked at the girl in front of him, she was still so thin, her shoulder-length hair fluttered in the wind, revealing her delicate chin, her bright almond eyes looked at her numbly, remembering that when she first met Xia Lu, she was not It's not a beautiful girl, but now I actually think this girl is extremely beautiful, this is the so-called beauty in the eye of the beholder.

"When are you leaving?" Liu Yao said first, "The day after tomorrow." Xia Lu replied honestly.

"G University is nine hours away from Y University, and fourteen hours away from D University." Liu Yao looked at Xia Lu.

Xia Lu didn't understand what he meant, and looked back at Liu Yao quietly.

"You changed me from D University to Y University, and you have shortened the distance between me and you by five hours." Liu Yao raised his eyebrows. After nine hours, he was willing to rush to G University to find her.

Xia Lu understood Liu Yao's meaning, but after all, she couldn't respond to this feeling.

"Liu Yao, I have someone I like." Xia Lu didn't want him to be obsessed with herself. He was her friend, and she could only be her friend.

There was obvious surprise in Liu Yao's eyes, more disbelief, "Who is it? Sun Shike?"

"No, it's not him." Xia Lu didn't understand why Liu Yao guessed it was Sun Shike. She hated him the most, so how could she like him.

"Every time I feel that you look at Sun Shike differently, with an inexplicable struggle, it's not Sun Shike, who is that? You only know so many people, could it be Xiao Zi?" Liu Yao looked at Xia Lu, he I want to know if Xia Lu has lied to herself, Xia Lu is a girl who can't lie, and she can clearly tell that she is lying.

When Xia Lu heard Xiao Zi's name, her body stiffened obviously.Liu Yao didn't let go of this detail, and felt an inexplicable sense of fear, no, no, Xia Lu wouldn't.

"Xia Lu, tell me, who is it?" Liu Yao eagerly grabbed Xia Lu's arm with great strength, and Xia Lu felt a pain spreading from his arm.Xia Lu silently looked at the person in front of her, the corner of her mouth moved slightly but said nothing.

Liu Yao started to panic, he became more and more convinced of his guess, "Xia Lu, Xia Lu, tell me who it is, it's Sun Shike, it must be him." Liu Yao felt scared, Xia Lu couldn't like Xiao Zi, No, they...

"It's Xiao Zi." Xia Lu's red lips parted slightly, uttering a name.Liu Yao felt that the whole sky had suddenly turned dark. If it was Sun Shike, he would be sure to slowly win back Xia Lu's heart. He felt that he was still comparable to Sun Shike, but if it was Xiao Zi... If it was Xiao Zi, what would he do? manage?If she really liked girls, no matter how hard she tried, it would be useless.

He stared blankly at the person in front of him, and finally understood why she had that kind of struggle and pain when she looked at Sun Shike, because they were rivals in love.

"Xia Lu, Xiao Zi is a girl, she is a girl." Liu Yao's voice was a little hoarse, he wanted to laugh, but also wanted to cry, he couldn't laugh or cry for a while.

This is the first time in three years that Xia Lu expressed her feelings for Xiao Zi, and it was still to a person who liked her. Xia Lu felt guilty for torturing Liu Yao, and she couldn't remember how she came home , I just remember that after Liu Yao said that Xiao Zi is a girl, he left crying and laughing.Xia Lu just looked at the departing person in place, weeping sadly.

Xia Lu looked back at the middle school in front of her that carried her three years of memories. After all, she couldn't go back. Finally, she came and walked alone, leaving nothing behind, but why did her heart ache so badly? Is it still the original self?

Xia Lu finally got on the train going south. She came to G University alone and started her new life.

The night when Xia Lu met Bian Yang, it rained heavily, and she was hiding from the rain at a bus stop. Bian Yang collapsed drunkenly on the seat of the bus stop. Take a few steps back, a little further away from the drunk man.Xia Lu found a part-time job as a tutor for a little boy in junior high school. It was almost 10 o'clock in the evening after class, because the boy was about to have a mid-term exam, and it was a Saturday, so he went to school for an extra hour, so he was rejected. The heavy rain was trapped here, Xia Lu anxiously looked at the beating time on the phone, if the last bus didn't come, she wouldn't be able to enter the gate of the dormitory.Bian Yang next to her flipped her body from the seat and fell to the ground, the rain splashed her clothes instantly, Xia Lu looked at the drunk unconscious person, hesitating whether to go up to wake her up, but the full The smell of alcohol...

Xia Lu still chose to approach Bian Yang slowly. She squatted beside her and shook the lying person with her hands, but the person didn't respond at all. Xia Lu wanted to help her to the seat, but the person was really too It was heavy, Xia Lu reluctantly helped her up, that heroic face came into Xia Lu's eyes, the messy short hair was already wet by the rain, the thick black eyebrows, the high nose bridge, the thin lips were bloodless, and the complexion was also pale. A little pale, with drops of water hanging from her long eyelashes, Xia Lu stared blankly at the person in front of her, momentarily at a loss for what to do.

The heavy rain finally subsided, but it was almost eleven o'clock, and the dormitory closed at eleven o'clock. I couldn't go back, and I brought a drunk person with me, and I didn't know where I was going.Xia Lu looked through her schoolbag, fortunately she brought money and ID card, and she could go to a nearby hotel, so she wouldn't end up living on the street.

Xia Lu put Bian Yang's arm on her shoulder and dragged Bian Yang to the nearest hotel. She wanted to open a double room, but the front desk said that only single rooms were left. Lu had no choice but to open a standard single room. With the help of the front desk, he finally got the drunk and unconscious Bian Yang into the room.

Bian Yang sat on the carpet, leaning against the wall.Xia Lu was a little worried, both of them were dripping wet, and they didn't have a change of clothes.Xia Lu found that there was a bathrobe in the room, but she had to change it for her by herself. This... Even though they were all girls, Xia Lu still felt embarrassed, but looking at the person who was so drunk that he fell asleep, he couldn't bear to leave her alone like this.

"Send the Buddha to the west." Xia Lu muttered, walked over to unbutton Bian Yang's shirt, Xia Lu was a little bit hesitant to let go, and turned away from looking, the drunk man seemed to be feeling cold, and his center of gravity lay forward Lie on Xia Lu's body, Xia Lu looked at the person in front of her speechlessly, her heart swayed for a moment, without hesitation, she quickly stripped the man naked, helped him onto the bed, wiped the man's body with a towel, and then Putting the bathrobe on Bian Yang, and finally finished it, Xia Lu sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the sleeping man, feeling powerless, how kind she was.

It was past twelve o'clock after Xia Lu finished tidying up. Xia Lu lay down slowly, and Bian Yang's quiet breathing could be heard beside her.In the dark, Xia Lu looked at the face next to her, and remembered that Xiao Zi used to lie beside her so peacefully, but now it was a strange girl lying beside her, it was really ridiculous to think about it.

Xiao Zi, are you okay?I am lonely without you.Would you miss me without me?

The dark night is always easy to contemplate, and it is also easy to recall the heartache of the past. Xia Lu knew that she had never forgotten Xiao Zi, she lied to herself, Xiao Zi was by her side, looking at her not far away, but every time Turning around for the first time, there was nothing behind him. For two months, he was going to be tormented by this inexplicable emotion, but he could only suppress it.

Listening to the steady breathing beside her, Xia Lu deceived herself into thinking that the person lying beside her was Xiao Zi, "Xiao Zi, good night." A faint smile curled up on the corner of her mouth.

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