guarding you for seven years

Did you hear me, my last flower. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

The sixth year NO.15

Xia Lu got up very early, the dark sky was covered with winter rain, Xia Lu wrapped her clothes tightly, and braved the light rain to run a few laps on the playground, she was the only one in the whole playground.

Xia Lu ran nearly ten laps in a row, her speed was very fast, so she was panting heavily when she stopped.Xia Lu clutched her heart, the feeling of faster beating made her feel that she was still alive, she was a living person, it was normal for her heart to hurt.

The sky is gloomy and terrifying, the air pressure is also extremely low, the winter rain has been falling non-stop, Xia Lu's body is wet by the light rain, her hands and feet are almost frozen through, but Xia Lu doesn't seem to feel it, she just stands in the audience Looking down at the playground from the height of the stands, the brown-red runway seemed to be washed by water, and it was so red that it hurt people.

Xia Lu fell ill again. After the rain that day, Xia Lu continued to have a fever, and she was groggy. Xia Lu felt that this year was really unlucky.

Xia Lu dragged her sick body until the exam was over. Xia Lu packed her luggage and planned to go home. She wanted to tell Bian Yang that she was going home, but she didn't know whether she should say it or not.

Xia Lu's fingers touched Yang's name on the phone for the nth time, she didn't know what to do, she wished someone could tell her now what to do.

Xia Lu finally chose to go home quietly. During this period of time, she was really tired. She had endured so much that she could hardly breathe.Home will be the best place for healing. No matter how much grievance and pain you have suffered, you can lick the wound when you return home, and you will no longer be so painful.

When Li Mojuan told Bian Yang the news of Xia Lu's return home, Bian Yang felt that his heart wouldn't hurt, but she wanted to die like this. One can imagine how painful it must be.

Xia Lu, are you so cruel?

Bian Yang doesn't know how long she has been drunk, she spends her life soaking in wine every day, Li Mojuan will tell her about Xia Lu's situation at school from time to time, she knows Xia Lu is sick again, but she doesn't want to care about Xia Lu, She wants to give Xia Lu a moment to wake up, she wants to let Xia Lu understand that in fact Xia Lu herself cares about her, but Bian Yang is also not sure that he can win the bet.Once she loses, she loses not only Xia Lu, but so what if she loses.

If Xia Lu hadn't thought it through at that time, then she would drag Xia Lu and her into the abyss without hesitation.

Le Xiao looked at Bian Yang's gloomy face, and had no desire to talk about her at all. In the first few days when Bian Yang drank, she would still say a few words, but later found that it was useless, and Bian Yang was her boss after all. , she can't say too much, as long as Bian Yang doesn't drink and has an accident, she will follow Bian Yang.

Alcohol, pierces the intestines.However, it is really a love-hate thing.

Bian Yang's eyes were blurred, why did his heart hurt no matter how much he drank?

Actually, it's a very simple question, it doesn't matter if Xia Lu doesn't love her, it's enough for her to love Xia Lu, she can't get what she wants, why can't I bear to do anything to Xia Lu?

Xia Lu was sick for the whole vacation, she couldn't go out every day, except to take medicine, but the illness didn't get better, and she lost a lot of weight.

Xia Lu's parents are also very worried. They are worried about Xia Lu's illness every day, but Xia Lu's illness is not serious. Every time they have a fever, they will go away after taking the medicine, and it will come back again after a period of time Burn it back, nothing else is a big problem.

Her parents insisted on taking Xia Lu to the hospital, but Xia Lu always refused. Xia Lu knew clearly that her illness was not deep, but deep in her heart.If the heart knot cannot be opened, the disease will never be cured.

When the New Year's bell rang, Xia Lu pressed the switch button. Tonight, she didn't want to greet anyone, and she didn't want to receive greetings from anyone.

Tomorrow is my birthday, I am 20 years old, congratulations, I have finally started a new life.

Xia Lu spent the quietest birthday ever, because on this day she became seriously ill and had to be admitted to the hospital.

When she woke up in the morning, Mother Xia asked Xia Lu to get up to eat, but she couldn't wake up, so she opened the door and went in, only to find that Xia Lu was sweating all over, lying on the bed in a daze.

Xia's mother was terrified, and immediately called the emergency call, and Xia Lu went to the emergency room.

Because of a high fever, Xia Lu developed pneumonia and had to be hospitalized for a few days to recuperate. Xia's mother complained that she didn't send Xia Lu to the hospital earlier, and at the same time felt sorry for her daughter.

When Xia Lu woke up, it was almost noon, and the smell of disinfectant made her know where she was.She felt like she was exhausted and had no strength. She wanted to drink water, but she couldn't speak.

Xia's mother walked into the ward from the outside and saw Xia Lu woke up. First she called the doctor to examine Xia Lu in a panic, and then she began to cry. My child is so sick, can a mother not feel distressed?

The doctor was busy for a while, and after confirming that there was nothing wrong with Xia Lu, Mother Xia felt relieved, and then began to criticize Xia Lu.

Xia Lu listened quietly, with a pale smile on her face, "Mom, I'm thirsty." A hoarse voice came from her throat, and Mother Xia hurriedly poured water for Xia Lu, and then carefully fed Xia Lu. .

Maybe it's because of being ill, Xia Lu didn't have the energy to think about those messy things, and she became relaxed. She stayed in the hospital for a few days, and Xia Lu's mother took care of Xia Lu's every aspect, and Xia Lu felt a little guilty.

On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, when Xia Lu came home from the hospital, her mother and father specially prepared a table of sumptuous meals for Xia Lu. The father, who was not good at words, even said a few words to hope that Xia Lu would be healthy in the future, and their family would be able to So happy to spend every Spring Festival and so on.

This New Year, Xia Lu felt miserable, but also very warm.

Forgive me Calvin, the writing is messy, I will try my best to correct it.Thanks a lot.