guarding you for seven years

A piece of orchard, a piece of happiness. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

The sixth year NO.14

Xia Lu didn't know when she fell asleep, but all night she could feel that Bian Yang was sleeping next to her and hugging her tightly.

Xia Lu didn't know why Bian Yang agreed with her to move out of the apartment, because Bian Yang was no longer at home when she woke up in the morning, and she cooked breakfast for Xia Lu, and left a note saying that Xia Lu could Move out, she agreed.

Xia Lu sat alone at the table, with mixed feelings in her heart, Xia Lu suddenly wanted to cry, she held back her tears, finished her breakfast one bite at a time, tidied up the whole room, and left the apartment with her luggage , she couldn't look back, and didn't dare to stay, because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear it. This place was full of happy memories of her and Bian Yang, and she would slowly erase them from now on.

Xia Lu returned to the dormitory again, inevitably some students wondered why she came back, some said it was because she broke up with Bian Yang.Some said that because Bian Yang didn't want her anymore, she was rejected.In short, Xia Lu was like a deaf person who left a lot of messages. She couldn't hear anything, didn't respond to anything, and quietly did what she should do, but Bian Yang never appeared in her life again.

Bian Yang seemed to have disappeared, completely evaporated from Xia Lu's life, Xia Lu sometimes couldn't help thinking, what is Bian Yang doing now?

She didn't go to Qiba, she didn't contact Yuka, and besides the full course, she practiced desperately every day, but Xia Lu, who originally talked less, became even more silent. Others treat each other with gentleness, Xia Lu is like an ice cube now, unable to laugh or speak.

Xia Lu led her school's team to win the G City Tennis Competition. When Xia Lu stood on the podium, she scanned the entire auditorium, but she didn't see Bian Yang. She thought Bian Yang would Come, but this is only what she thought.

Xia Lu felt that the Champions Cup in her hand was so heavy that she couldn't hold it anymore.Pantothenic acid in the nose, so it turns out that this is the sense of loss that no one can share the joy with?

After the competition, Xia Lu was completely slack. At the end of the semester, most of the courses were over. Xia Lu was free all day, and she suddenly didn't know what to do.

Xia Lu has been sitting at the desk alone in a daze for a week, and her roommates dare not disturb her. Everyone can see that Xia Lu has changed since she moved back to the dormitory.

Xia Lu flipped through the calendar in front of her eyes, December 27th, today is December 27th, today is Bian Yang's birthday.

The calendar in Xia Lu's hand fell on the table and made a loud noise. All three roommates looked at Xia Lu in surprise. Xia Lu suddenly stood up, put on her coat and ran outside, "Xia Lu, where are you going?" " Xia Lu couldn't hear Zhang Ling's voice at all, maybe it can be said that Xia Lu couldn't hear anything at this moment.

Xia Lu ran to the school gate in one breath and stopped suddenly. What is she going to do?Panting heavily, she muttered to herself, "What am I going to do? I'm going to find Bian Yang. But I can't go, I..."

Xia Lu felt a pain in her heart, and felt wronged. She couldn't figure out why she was like this. She wanted to say happy birthday to Bian Yang, but found that she was not qualified.

Bian Yang asked her to move out of the apartment, let her go free, and didn't bother him anymore, but he couldn't pretend that he didn't have Bian Yang as a friend.

She hates such a selfish self. On the one hand, she wants to be friends with Bian Yang all the time, to enjoy Bian Yang's care and care for her, and on the other hand, she is not far away from letting Bian Yang have other feelings for her beyond friendship.

Xia Lu squatted down and began to cry. At first, she shed silent tears, but then she cried louder and louder. The students passing by would look at Xia Lu with weird eyes, but Xia Lu had no time to take care of her. She is really uncomfortable, no one can understand her pain, she doesn't know what to do, she wants to see Bian Yang.

Xia Lu didn't know how long she cried, until finally her whole body was frozen, she stood up, dizzy in front of her eyes, her feet were numb and she couldn't stand, Xia Lu suddenly laughed, it was really her own fault.

Xia Lu walked back to the dormitory step by step like this. The whole person seemed to have lost her soul. Xia Lu fell on the bed as soon as she entered the door. The three roommates asked Xia Lu softly, but Xia Lu didn't respond at all. Finally, Wang Jiaojiao said, " She probably has something on her mind, let's let her be quiet and don't disturb her."

Both Zhang Ling and Mingli nodded, Zhang Ling thoughtfully charged Xia Lu's warm water treasure, put it in Xia Lu's arms, and then covered her with a quilt.

After the lights in the dormitory were turned off, Xia Lu opened her closed eyes, her eyes were flushed, Xia Lu stared at the bed board in front of her, her head was empty, she was like a puppet, without any charm in her eyes.

Xia Lu was stunned for a long time, then picked up the cell phone next to her pillow, found out Bian Yang's number, and sent a "Happy Birthday" text message.After the message showed that it was delivered, the time on the phone was adjusted to zero, Xia Lu thought, that's great, I wish you blessings at the last second.

Xia Lu was in a daze all night, dreaming all the time, in the dream there was Bian Yang, Xiao Zi, and Liu Yao.Xia Lu watched them leave with a smile in the endless darkness, but she couldn't catch anything in vain, her voice was hoarse, but they smiled and said goodbye to her as if they didn't hear.

Xia Lu was woken up by three roommates, Xia Lu opened her eyes in a daze, and saw Zhang Ling looking at her nervously, Xia Lu blinked her eyes, unconscious.

"Xia Lu, are you awake? Did you have a nightmare, why are you screaming and crying?" Mingli asked worriedly.

"Xia Lu, don't be afraid, we are all here." Wang Jiaojiao brought a cup of hot water to Xia Lu, and Xia Lu drank it in small sips, the tears in her eyes were forced back by her.

"I'm sorry to disturb you." Xia Lu's voice was hoarse.

"It's okay, go to bed after drinking water, tomorrow is the weekend, let's sleep late, and then go shopping together." Zhang Ling said to Xia Lu softly, wrapping her arms around Xia Lu's shoulders.

After lying down again, Xia Lu couldn't sleep anymore. She was afraid that she would have nightmares again. Xia Lu felt that she had been punished. Her obsession with Xiao Zi hurt Xiao Zi, Liu Yao, and Xiao Zi. Bian Yang, but she still couldn't let go.

Xia Lu felt that she should move out, because her condition was too unstable, she didn't want to affect her roommates, she could feel it, because she was in a bad mood, they didn't dare to speak loudly, for fear of irritating herself.Xia Lu felt that if she continued like this, her roommate would break down before her.

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