guarding you for seven years

Painting trees and peach blossoms will dye the spring scenery; the fireworks in the painting field will be lit just for you. ---Liu Yao

NO.10 in the fourth year

Since Xiao Zi left without saying goodbye, Xia Lu hadn't contacted her for several days. Xia Lu held the mobile phone and hesitated whether to make a call. After a long time, Xia Lu pressed Xiao Zi's number, and the call was connected. "Hey." Xiao Zi's voice came, "Xiao Zi, what are you busy with?" Xia Lu asked softly, "I'm still making up lessons for my cousin, and the Chinese New Year is coming soon, so we must hurry up and make up for her. Make up lessons." Xiao Zi flipped through the review materials in her hand, the sound of flipping through the book came to Xia Lu's ears through the phone, did Xia Lu think she was disturbing Xiao Zi?

"Then you are busy first, and we will chat after the work is over, and I have nothing to do." Xia Lu thought of Xiao Zi's serious appearance, and laughed. "Okay, then I'll hang up first." Xiao Zi hung up the phone.

Xia Lu was in a daze when she heard the busy tone, Xiao Zi was a little indifferent to herself, remembering that night, what happened?Definitely yes.

Xia Lu spent the past few days in constant entanglement. She wanted to ask Xiao Zi, but she couldn't open her mouth. It felt so real. Does Xiao Zi also like herself?If yes, is she in the same pain as herself?If I told Xiao Zi about her love for her, would she be with me?Xia Lu always thinks about this kind of question a lot, but every time she thinks that Xiao Zi still has Sun Shike, she thinks of Xiao Zi's red and swollen eyes from crying for Sun Shike, talking about her love for Sun Shike in front of her, and that shy The smiling face, and the kiss under the street lamp that night... Xia Lu would feel that she must be thinking too much, Xiao Zi likes Sun Shike, it can't be herself, so what is the kiss she gave her that night?Maybe it was nothing, the familiar pain in the heart spread, and the hands and feet gradually became numb.

Chinese New Year is coming, this is the fourth year we have known each other, thinking about our first meeting, it seems like yesterday.It was still white outside the window, Liu Yao didn't come to Xia Lu after that night, he just sent a few text messages, Xia Lu looked at the stone bench where Liu Yao used to sit outside the window, and remembered the time when he first met Liu Yao. With a ruffian smile and raised eyebrows, he couldn't help but let out a wry smile.Liu Yao, how can such an excellent you stay for me, you should have your sky.

The reason why Liu Yao didn't go to see Xia Lu these days was because he caught a cold. Since he came back that night, he had a bad cold. He had been running to the hospital for the past few days, and the back of his hand was full of needle holes.

Liu Yao was sitting in front of the window, holding a pen and drawing lightly on the paper, because his mother would not let him go out because of a severe cold, and he was bored at home, so he had to draw.

The second day of the Lunar New Year is Xia Lu's birthday, so if you give her the finished painting as a birthday present, will Xia Lu like it?Liu Yao put down his paintbrush and opened his closet. A school uniform was hanging there. Liu Yao took out the school uniform and looked at the big and small jingle cats on the back of the school uniform, which he later painted on his school uniform, and Xia Lu The school uniform is similar, the only difference is that the big jingle cat has an extra bow on its head, while Xialu's school uniform has a small jingle cat with a small bow on its head.It seems a bit strange to draw a bow on the head of Jingle cat?Probably Liu Yao was the first one.

Liu Yao looked at the school uniform in his hands, thought about their past, and thought of Xia Lu's helpless appearance of being angry with him, everything appeared so real in front of his eyes again.Xia Lu, you are my knot and my calamity.

Liu Yao put down his school uniform, sat on the table in front of the window and started drawing again.

The New Year is coming, and the sound of firecrackers is everywhere, Xia Lu thought, should I make a wish in the new year?The clock struck midnight, and the phone message rang, Xia Lu picked up the phone, and the message was sent by Bian Yang, "Xia Lu, Happy New Year."

During the whole holiday, Bian Yang didn't call or send him a message, this faint blessing warmed Xia Lu's heart.Bian Yang, that handsome girl.Xia Lu thought of Bian Yang's heroic appearance when he was playing on the court, and many girls around were applauding.Xia Lu was startled suddenly, Bian Yang, does she...do she like girls as much as herself?

The phone rang, and the word "Liu Yao" lit up on the screen. Xia Lu regained consciousness and picked up the phone, "Xia Lu, come out quickly, I'll wait for you in the square." Liu Yao's voice was still a little hoarse, Xia Lu Luben wanted to ask what he was doing in the square, but Liu Yao hung up the phone.

Xia Lu hurriedly changed her clothes, went downstairs and walked towards the square not far from the community.

Xiao Zi watched the zero o'clock ringing, and hesitated whether to call Xia Lu. She knew that she was hiding from Xia Lu, because of the kiss that night, she felt a little shameful, and she had no face to stand in Xia Lu's place. In front of Green.However, it's the new year, so I still have to make a phone call to say hello.

After hesitating for a few minutes, the large expanse of fireworks outside the window was in full bloom. Xiao Zi dialed Xia Lu's number. After 1 minute, she said, "Sorry, the user you dialed has no answer at the moment. Please call again later." A cold and formulaic female voice When it came out, Xiao Zi hung up the phone and lost the courage to make a second call. Looking at the colorful fireworks outside the window, Xiao Zi murmured alone, "Xia Lu, Xia Lu, what's wrong with me?"

Xiao Zi wants to smile, even though no one sees it, even though there are only fireworks blooming in the dark outside the window, even though the person she misses can't see it.

When Xia Lu ran to the square, the fireworks had already been flying all over the sky. The dazzling fireworks in the dark night were so beautiful. Xia Lu looked at the clusters of fireworks and thought that it was a waste of money. I don’t know how much it cost so many fireworks. Money.

Xia Lu looked around, but didn't see Liu Yao, just wanted to call him, but when she touched her pocket, she found that she didn't have a mobile phone with her, Xia Lu patted her head, really didn't understand what she was thinking about every day What, always lose things.

Standing in a slightly remote place, Liu Yao looked at Xia Lu standing in the vast white snow. The warm street lights shone on her thin figure, soft and beautiful.Liu Yao bent down and ignited the sparks under his feet, and the sparks flickered instantly, illuminating his figure.

Xia Lu heard the movement, turned her head and saw Liu Yao standing among the clusters of spray flowers waving to herself, Xia Lu stared blankly at the scene, beautiful, very beautiful.Liu Yao's handsome face was even more eye-catching in the white sparks. That excellent boy smiled at him, not the naughty smile when we first met, nor the occasional teasing after we met, nor the usual sunny smile, That is a kind of sincerity, a kind of sincerity.Xia Lu couldn't move, but Liu Yao yelled, "Xia Lu, if you don't come here, the flowers will be wiped out." Liu Yao's hoarse voice woke Xia Lu up.

Xia Lu walked towards the clusters of sparks that were still spraying, the shadows of sparks flickered in his eyes, Liu Yao watched Xia Lu approaching him like this, Liu Yao thought, if one day, you can wear the white wedding dress I designed for you to stand In front of me, it would be great to swear to be my wife.Xia Lu, you must wait for me, wait for me to make you fall in love with me, wait for me to promise you a real lifetime of fireworks.

Xia Lu reached out to touch the spraying sparks, but was stopped by Liu Yao, "It will burn." Xia Lu looked at Liu Yao holding her hand, Liu Yao's palm was warm, without the warmth from before. It's cold, Xia Lu is a little relieved, this kind of temperature is the most suitable for Liu Yao, he should be a warm person.

"Xia Lu, Happy New Year." Liu Yao said seriously, with a smile spread across his face, his pretty eyebrows still raised, "Happy New Year." Xia Lu lightly withdrew her hand from Liu Yao's, Liu Yao glanced at the separated hands of the two, and a look of disappointment flashed across his heart, and then he raised a beautiful smile, and took out a beautiful box from behind, "Here, birthday present, yes, happy birthday, tomorrow I will I'm going to grandpa's house, and I won't be back until the fifth day of the lunar new year, so I'll give you the gift first." The light green box was beautifully packaged.

Xia Lu looked at the box, feeling a pain in her heart. She didn't want to take the box, but when she looked up and saw Liu Yao's expectant eyes, Xia Lu couldn't bear it, and reached out to take the box, "Thank you. I haven't even bought you a birthday A gift, but you still gave me a special gift, and such a beautiful spray flower." Xia Lu took another look at the spark that was about to go out.Liu Yao raised his hand and rubbed Xia Lu's hair. As before, this action became more and more familiar and natural.Xia Lu held the box in one hand, and covered her head with the other, "Are you used to rubbing? Every time I see me, I rub my hair. I feel like a pet." Xia Lu looked helplessly at the place higher than herself. whole head man.Liu Yao smiled happier, and raised his hand to smooth Li Xialu's hair. Liu Yao felt that this was the most intimate gesture between the two of them.

"It would be great if you are really a pet. I will definitely bring you by my side and pamper you every day." Liu Yao's words were serious.Xia Lu, if you are really an item, I won't be in pain.

Xia Lu felt a little embarrassed, Liu Yao's affection was so straightforward in front of her, and after repeated rejections, she was still so hot, which made Xia Lu feel unbearable, she was a kind girl, He never showed his edge, but he only hurt Liu Yao.

When I was in high school, I always troubled him to give me a question, and when I met him and couldn't do it, Xia Lu only needed a look that you had to do, and Liu Yao would put down all her homework to study a question for her.Later, his grades clearly allowed him to enter the famous F University, but he chose D University for himself, and finally changed to Y University by himself.If it were someone else, he would have hated Xia Lu to death, but Liu Yao didn't say anything, not even a word of blame.He was seriously ill, so he took the train all night and ran to his school to see him. Xia Lu felt warmed by that kind of concern, but felt ashamed.

If I could meet Liu Yao earlier, would the result be different?

But, if that's the case, what will Xiao Zi do?Will Xiao Zi be reluctant to lose herself?

Liu Yao sent Xia Lu downstairs, watched Xia Lu go upstairs, that figure disappeared in the unit door, Liu Yao sat on the stone bench he had sat on last time, and watched the originally dark window light up , the entangled heart is warmed by the light,

Xia Lu, it's not that I won't let go, it's that I can't guarantee whether you will be happy after letting go.If you and Xiao Zi are together, then you will be under a lot of pressure from parents, relatives and friends, classmates and teachers, pressure from all sides, I don’t want you to bear these, let me touch you a little bit, keep You, at least when I can see you, you are whole and good.What's more, Xiao Zi has Sun Shike by his side. When you look at them, don't you feel as heartbroken as I look at you?

Xia Lu looked at Liu Yao who was sitting quietly by the window, tears fell down drop by drop, she felt sorry for him, but she couldn't do anything.

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