guarding you for seven years

Goodbye, things are not people.For you, for me, is it not the final relief.

Fifth YearNO.6

On the second day after Xia Lu came home, Bian Yang received a call from Yu Hua, who told Bian Yang that Fang Xiao's mother had passed away.Bian Yang hurried to the hospital, Fang Xiao was sitting in front of his mother's body like a puppet, his face was haggard, and he hadn't seen her for more than a month, Fang Xiao had lost too much weight.

Fang Xiao was born in a single-parent family. When she was six years old, her parents divorced, and she was sentenced to her mother. From then on, their mother and daughter depended on each other.

The Fang Xiao Bian Yang knew was always full of confidence. She had never seen such a sad and joyless Fang Xiao. Even when the two broke up, Fang Xiao was very chic, and the person who has been unable to let go is Bian Yang.

Bian Yang stood quietly behind Fang Xiao, Fang Xiao's hand was holding his mother's hand all the time, the warmth of that hand was passing away little by little, Fang Xiao couldn't bear the sadness in the end, tears welled up in his eyes.

The white everywhere hurt Bian Yang's eyes, her heart hurts, she loves Fang Xiao, what will she do from now on?How to live?

"Didn't you ask me before why I broke up with you?" Fang Xiao's voice was low and hoarse, "Because my mother found out about our affairs, she has been in poor health and was diagnosed with stomach cancer. She threatened her life Me, if I don't break up with you, she..." Fang Xiao looked at the lifeless mother, as if she had fallen asleep in the past, "She will refuse treatment and surgery."

Fang Xiao's tears dripped down his cheeks onto the pure white sheet, and he tightly held his mother's hand, but he couldn't wake up the lying person after all.

Bian Yang gently hugged Fang Xiao, stroking Fang Xiao's hair with trembling fingers, his eyes were flushed, and his comforting words were stuck in his throat like fishbone. In such a scene, saying anything is superfluous.

"Bian Yang, I gave up on you, but my mother still left me. Why? Why? Is this the retribution for my love for you? Then why isn't the retribution on me? Why wasn't I the one who died?" Fang Akatsuki's emotions finally broke down.

From the critical illness notification in the hospital to the death of her mother, she has been very calm, but when she knew that Bian Yang was coming, she couldn't control her emotions. Her heart hurt so much, she felt that she was abandoned by the whole world , she was alone from then on, without family, let alone a home.

"I have nothing, I have nothing." Fang Xiao's cry resounded throughout the ward, miserable and desolate. Yu Hua outside the ward, hearing Fang Xiao's cry, also shed tears silently. There is nothing sadder than the parting of life and death, the separation of yin and yang.

"You still have me, Fang Xiao, and me, I will always be with you." Bian Yang hugged Fang Xiao tightly, the body of the person in his arms was trembling constantly, Bian Yang felt that a piece of his heart had been gouged out, She was in so much pain that there was nothing she could do.

The nurse came in to push the body of the deceased into the mortuary, but Fang Xiao stopped it like crazy, she hugged her mother's body tightly, not letting the nurse approach, Bian Yang comforted softly, "Fang Xiao, let go, aunt needs help rest."

"I don't want it, I don't want it, I only have my mother, I only have her, please don't take her away, don't take her away, please." Fang Xiao's voice was hoarse and speechless, but she still Screaming loudly, he pushed Bian Yang away, and also pushed away those nurses. "Mom, mom, don't leave me behind, don't." Fang Xiao lay on his mother's body crying out of breath, Bian Yang pulled Fang Xiao away forcefully, held her tightly in his arms, and let the nurse Quickly pushed the body on the hospital bed to the morgue.

Fang Xiao, who had been making a lot of noise, suddenly became quiet the moment she saw her mother being pushed out of the ward. She felt that the whole world was dark, and she really lost everything.

When Fang Xiao woke up, she was still in the hospital. She was too emotionally fluctuating, and in addition to taking care of her mother these days, she was exhausted and finally passed out. drip.

"Are you awake? Is there any discomfort? Are you hungry? Yu Hua bought some porridge, and it's still hot. Would you like to drink some?" Bian Yang gently shook the armchair on Fang Xiao's hospital bed, making Fang Xiao sit more comfortably. .

Fang Xiao's face was pale and her lips were a little chapped. She shook her head, her eyes were red and swollen, and she was listless.Bian Yang got up and said softly to Yu Hua who was sitting by the door, "You go back first, I will guard her here tonight, and you will come to change my shift tomorrow."

Yu Hua looked at the silent Fang Xiao, nodded and said yes, "Fang Xiao, you want to relax and take good care of yourself. I will come to accompany you tomorrow." What, Yu Hua knew that Fang Xiao was in a bad state, so she didn't say anything, turned around and left.

After Yu Hua left, Bian Yang sat back beside Fang Xiao, slowed down the drip speed, and looked at Fang Xiao quietly.

In the past, Fang Xiao was sunny, with a smile on his face all the time. The shallow dimple added to Fang Xiao's beauty a lot. Now the shallow dimple is still there, but its owner is no longer smiling.

Bian Yang gently held Fang Xiao's hand that was not on the IV drip, and the palm of his hand was cold, which reminded her of Xia Lu, Xia Lu's hand is so cold.In the past, Fang Xiao's palms were always warm, but now, she kept rubbing Fang Xiao's palms, and it was still cold for a while.

"Fang Xiao, everything will pass. Our parents will leave us in a hundred years. No one will live forever. It's just that your mother passed away a few years earlier." Bian Yang's voice was very soft, like a feather falling, It beat Fang Xiao's eardrum, and then turned it into information and transmitted it to Fang Xiao's brain.

"Your mother definitely hopes that you will get better and better. You can be sad, you can be sad, but you can't torture yourself like this. How about some food? There are still many funerals waiting for you to prepare tomorrow. You must have enough Put more effort to send your mother off for the last time, your mother must want to see the most beautiful you." Bian Yang raised his hand to caress Fang Xiao's face, their heads touched each other, Fang Xiao's weak breath It made Bian Yang panic.

Fang Xiao seemed to have listened to Bian Yang's words, and said that he wanted to eat. Bian Yang quickly brought the porridge in front of Fang Xiao, and watched Fang Xiao eat it spoon by spoon. Every time Fang Xiao swallowed, Bian Yang's heart ached. Just a little bit of pain, because she could see that Fang Xiao couldn't eat at all, but she was forcing herself to eat.

For the next funeral, Bian Yang and Yu Hua helped prepare, and some relatives and friends came to worship Fang Xiao's mother. Fang Xiao bowed one by one in return. In just three days, she felt like a robot. He stopped and bent over, repeating a movement.

What Fang Xiao didn't expect was that her father would show up at her mother's funeral. She didn't tell her father. Over the years, she had not seen him many times, and she felt that this man was very strange to her.

Fang Xiao's father stood in front of his mother's coffin, shaking his head slightly, Fang Xiao didn't know if he was feeling sorry, maybe he just felt sorry for his mother's early death.Fang Xiao returned the salute and bowed to him as if treating a stranger, which made her father very sad. He didn't expect Fang Xiao to hold him and cry bitterly, but he really couldn't accept such a strange, polite and alienated attitude.But he didn't say anything in the end. He never took care of this daughter, and even the child support was rejected by her mother. For so many years, he acted as if he didn't have this daughter, and his daughter acted as if he didn't have this father.They were like strangers with the same blood.

On the day of the burial, the weather was particularly good. Fang Xiao calmed down a lot. He kowtowed three times in front of his mother's tombstone, and then glanced at the picture of his mother on the tombstone. The mother in the sun was very beautiful, just like her. pear vortex.

"Mom, from now on, I will be alone, and I will come to see you often." Fang Xiao's voice was choked with sobs. She wanted to say a lot, but all she could say was this sentence.

Fang Xiao's father wanted to take Fang Xiao to live with him, Fang Xiao refused, and only said to him, "I didn't take care of me before, and now I don't need it. You have your own family. I wish you happiness."

Fang Xiao's father felt very ashamed of his daughter, and gave Fang Xiao a sum of money, hoping to compensate Fang Xiao. Fang Xiao looked at the bank card and laughed inexplicably. Is this man really his father?Why can you be so cruel to your own daughter?Cruel enough to pay for it?

Fang Xiao didn't answer, but turned around and left. Bian Yang watched Fang Xiao leave, she knew that Fang Xiao was proud, this touched her back, even if she was poor, she would not want this man in front of her money.

Bian Yang didn't think so, she took the card, "I'll give it to her, goodbye."

In the days that followed, Fang Xiao sat at home all day and did not go out. Once when Bian Yang came to visit her, she knocked on the door for a long time but no one opened it. At first she thought Fang Xiao was not at home, but then she asked the neighbor on the other side. Said that she had never seen her go out, nor heard the door knock.

Bian Yang began to realize that something was wrong, she found a lock picking company, and after prying open the door, she found Fang Xiao in the bathroom, the bathtub was full of ice water, Fang Xiao was sitting in it with his clothes on, his whole body was soaked .

That time frightened Bian Yang, she never dared to leave Fang Xiao alone at home, she took Fang Xiao to her residence, left the house, couldn't see those familiar scenes, would Fang Xiao feel better a little?

Hehe, when I wrote this chapter, I was not in a good mood, so I wrote it a little emotionally, please don't point me in circles.

Thank you for your support, thank you.