guarding you for seven years

Tears are the most helpless and hurtful thing, your tears beat my heart like ten thousand catties of stone hammer. ---summer green

Part II NO.2 of the third year

Xia Lu looked at the box in her hand and opened it silently.Lying inside was...his school uniform.The neatly stacked school uniform, with a faint lotus fragrance, Xia Lu took out the school uniform, carefully checked the size, it was his own, did he wash it and return it to himself?

Xia Lu looked up at Liu Yao's leaving back, as if struggling to forgive him, well, as long as you don't mess with me in the future, I will forgive you.Xia Lu raised the corners of her mouth slightly, looking at the school uniform in her hand.

Eh, wait, what's that?

Xia Lu looked at the back of the school uniform and took a deep breath, she didn't know whether to laugh or cry.Just now I thought he washed it and returned it to himself, but I didn’t expect a bigger jingle cat to be drawn on the back of the clothes, and the smaller one next to it was slightly modified. The big jingle cat was holding the small jingle cat, which made Xia Lu collapse Interestingly, both jingle cats were dyed.

Xia Lu looked at the school uniform, she really can't wear it now, but the drawing is really pretty, but, if you want to draw, you can draw on your own clothes, why do you want to draw on my clothes?The two jingle cats smiled happily, and the paint was applied just right, as if showing something to the new owner.

Xia Lu put the clothes back into the box, carried the box and walked back to the dormitory, why is this Liu Yao so childish.

In the evening self-study, Xia Lu walked into the classroom, Liu Yao was not there, Xia Lu sat on the seat, and started to do the test paper, looked at the questions the teacher had said, and looked at some similar questions, but she still couldn't do it, and was a little anxious.The pen in her hand was suddenly taken away. Xia Lu looked up and saw Liu Yao holding her pen. She was just about to take it back when Liu Yao bent down and drew two auxiliary lines on the geometric figures of the test paper. Xia Lu looked at it quietly. Liu Yao wrote the formula on his test paper, and suddenly realized why he didn't think of using this theorem.

Liu Yao put down the pen in his hand, raised his eyebrows at Xia Lu, and said, "Do you understand?"

Xia Lu bit her lower lip lightly, nodded her head, picked up the pen and continued to do the test questions, "If there is anything you can't do, you can ask me." Liu Yao sat on his seat and looked at Xia Lu who was doing the questions quietly.The pen in Xia Lu's hand paused for a moment, but she didn't turn her head or answer.

Liu Yao smiled disapprovingly, it would be strange if she answered herself!

Xia Lu looked at the test questions with the answers written one after another, and there was a faint smile on his brows, but he frowned again in an instant. Do you want to ask him this question?I have studied this question for a long time, but I still can't, do you want to ask?ask?Do not ask?

Xia Lu turned to look at Liu Yao, Liu Yao saw Xia Lu's gaze, looked up at Xia Lu, waited for Xia Lu to speak, Xia Lu silently turned back, forget it, I can't speak, turn around and ask Xiao Zi.

Liu Yao looked at Xia Lu and turned around again, knowing that after her deliberate entanglement, she still chose not to ask herself, and felt a faint sense of loss in her heart.

Liu Yao stood up and reached for Xia Lu's test paper very quickly. Before Xia Lu could react, the test paper had already been taken away by Liu Yao. She opened her mouth but didn't make a sound because she didn't know what to say.

"Is this a question?" Liu Yao asked Xia Lu, pointing to the test paper. Xia Lu felt embarrassed, but it was difficult to take back the test paper, so she could only nod.Liu Yao looked down at the topic and wrote the known conditions on the draft paper. Xia Lu lost his mind for a moment. In fact, he was not that annoying, but his personality was more active and lively, and he didn't have any deep hatred with him, so he could barely be regarded as a friend.After Xia Lu figured this out, she calmed down, and the previous embarrassment and awkwardness disappeared, and she watched Liu Yao do the questions quietly.

This question is really difficult. Liu Yao hasn't done it for about 10 minutes. Xia Lu is a bit bored waiting. Liu Yao looked up at Xia Lu, "Do you like it?"

"What?" Xia Lu was a little puzzled, Liu Yao chuckled, she was indeed a stupid girl.

Xia Lu felt baffled, looked down at her school uniform, and instantly understood, was he talking about the two jingle cats on her school uniform?

"I can't even wear it if you draw it like that." Xia Lu held her chin, looking a little helpless.

"My mother is an oil painter, and my painter has been taught by my mother. The Jingle cat I painted is even better than the original one. Why can't I wear it?" Liu Yao raised his eyebrows and looked at Xia Lu.

"It's not that your paintings are not good-looking, your paintings are quite beautiful, but, but..." But they are school uniforms, how can you scribble, Xia Lu lowered her head and did not continue.

"There's nothing wrong with that. I specially mixed the paint. I applied it many times and washed it many times. It will never fade. You can wear it without worry." Liu Yao heard Xia Lu praise him for his beautiful painting, Smiling proudly.

Xia Lu looked at the person in front of her speechlessly, and thought to herself, what we are talking about is not a question, okay?

Liu Yao continued to lower his head to do the questions, just picked up the pen and put it down again, "Do you think school uniforms can't be doodles?" Liu Yao finally understood what Xia Lu was worried about. Xia Lu nodded, and Liu Yao stretched out his hand to unzip his school uniform. He took off his school uniform and showed Xia Lu the back of the uniform.

The anime image of Yingmu Huadao stands in front of Xia Lu's eyes, the painting is lifelike, and there is a basketball next to it, Xia Lu is a little surprised, the painting is so beautiful.

Liu Yao put away the school uniform and put it on, "Many people in the school draw their favorite things on their school uniforms, no one cares, and this is innovation, and it is also a characteristic of school uniforms." Xia Lu thought about the school uniforms that students usually wear, I really didn't pay attention to this problem.

It took Liu Yao half an hour to finally solve the test question. After explaining it to Xia Lu softly, the bell rang for the end of get out of class.

"Thank you." Xia Lu took the test paper and smiled at Liu Yao. Seeing Xia Lu's faint smile, Liu Yao suddenly felt that it was all worth it, everything he did was worth it.

"Xia Lu, Xia Lu, Xia Lu." A classmate from Xiao Zi's dormitory came to find Xia Lu, "What's wrong?" Xia Lu was making the bed.

"Xiao Zi went home." "Why?" Xia Lu stopped her movements, "The class teacher found out about her and Sun Shike, and notified their parents. Xiao Zi answered the phone at home and hurried home .Sun Shike also went home, didn't you notice that Sun Shike didn't go to self-study at night?" Xia Lu felt strange, the teacher must have heard about Xiao Zi and Sun Shike's affairs, and she turned a blind eye before. Why are you telling your parents now?

Xia Lu couldn't react for a while, go home?go home?Xiao Zi went home?Xia Lu picked up her coat and walked out of the dormitory while putting it on, "Peng Lan, if a teacher comes to check the dormitory, just say I'm home." "Hey, Xia Lu, where are you going?" The back view of the past is somewhat unclear.

It was past ten o'clock in the evening, and the school gate was closed, but Xia Lu had to go out. She wanted to know what happened to Xiao Zi. It was impossible for the guard to open the door to let her go out. She ran to a more remote railing wall to find a suitable She climbed over the wall to get out of the place where she had seen some classmates jump out of this place before.

"Xia Lu? What are you doing?" Liu Yao was running on the playground after evening self-study and saw someone climbing over the fence at such a late hour. He wanted to come over to scare him, but when he walked in, it was Xia Lu.

Xia Lu had turned over, stood on the high railing, looked at Liu Yao with a surprised face, didn't know how to explain to him, jumped down quickly, and ran away quickly. "Xia Lu." Liu Yao grabbed the railing and shouted at Xia Lu's figure running away.Watching Xia Lu get into a taxi, Liu Yao knew that even if he chased him now, he would not be able to catch up with her. Where did she go?

Xia Lu hurried to Xiao Zi's house, it was close to eleven o'clock, Xia Lu stood downstairs, saw that the light in Xiao Zi's room was still on, Xia Lu wondered if she would feel awkward running like this, Xiao Zi would now Will not want to see myself.But……

After struggling a bit, Xia Lu went upstairs and rang the doorbell.

"Xia Lu? Why are you here?" It was Mother Xiao who opened the door, "Hello, Auntie, I'm here to see Xiao Zi." Xia Lu stood at the door feeling a little helpless, "Come in." Xiao's mother bent down and walked out of the shoe cabinet. He took out the slippers and placed them at Xia Lu's feet, "Thank you, Auntie."

"Xia Lu." Xiao Zi heard the voice coming out of the room, and saw Xia Lu changing shoes at the door.Xia Lu looked up at Xiao Zi, her eyes were red, and her voice was a little hoarse, obviously crying.

"Xia Lu, have you eaten?" Xiao's mother glanced at her daughter, then turned to ask Xia Lu, "Auntie, I've eaten, I just came to see Xiao Zi, it's okay, you don't have to be busy, it's so late, hurry up Go to rest." Xia Lu slightly raised the corners of her mouth at Xiao's mother, "Okay, then you go back to your room, Xia Lu, and help Auntie to persuade Xiao Zi well." Xiao's mother turned back to her room with a sigh.

Xiao Zi came over and pulled Xia Lu to her room, and found that Xia Lu's hands were sticky, and looked down to see that her hands were all covered with blood, "Xia Lu, your hand?" In the car, I felt some faint pain in the palm of my hand. At that time, because I was anxious and it was dark, I didn’t notice that there was so much blood on my hand. Take a moment." Xia Lu wanted to retract her hand, but Xiao Zi held it tightly, tears fell drop by drop, hitting Xia Lu's hand, Xia Lu felt distressed, very painful.

"Xiao Zi, don't cry, it doesn't hurt, I'll wash off the blood and I'll be fine." Xia Lu was a little flustered, she wanted to wipe Xiao Zi's tears, but the blood on her hands... Xiao Zi choked and pulled Xia Lu cleaned the blood on her hand, a long wound lay on her hand, slightly red and swollen, Xiao Zi hugged Xia Lu and cried even harder, the sobbing sound made Xia Lu's nose sore.Xia Lu once again hated her bad words, but under such circumstances, she couldn't say a suitable word to comfort the crying Xiao Zi, so she could only quietly accompany her.

Xiao Zi's mother and Sun Shike's mother are colleagues. Once Sun Shike went to work to find her mother to get the keys, met Xiao Zi's mother, and learned that Xiao Zi and her high school were in the same high school, and then learned from her classmates that Xiao Zi was in the next class. At first, Sun Shike just thought that their mothers were colleagues and they were in the same school, so they should take care of each other.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Zi fell in love with Sun Shike, and Sun Shike also thought Xiao Zi was a good girl. At this age of ignorance in love, the attraction between each other is like the north and south poles of a magnet, natural and harmonious.

Xia Lu remembered that when she saw Xiao Zi and Sun Shike walking together on the street last year, her heart-piercing pain appeared for the first time, and it has been haunting her ever since.

"This time, it was Sun Shike's mother who found out about my relationship with Sun Shike. She called my head teacher and your head teacher, and also called my mother, telling me not to interfere with Sun Shike's study. After all, she and my mother are colleagues. In the future I will still work in the same unit, my mother was very angry, so she called me back and told her the matter clearly, so that I will not contact Sun Shike in the future." Xiao Zi choked up softly, Xia Lu lay quietly, The tears of the people around her wet the clothes on her shoulders, Xia Lu felt her heart hurt badly, and the numb pain was spreading again, she stretched out her hand, grabbed Xiao Zi's hand, took out a tissue to wipe Xiao Zi's tears gently, "Xiao Zi, don't cry."

"Xia Lu, I really like Sun Shike. We won't affect our studies. Why do adults always think that puppy love affects their studies?" Xiao Zi's hoarse voice reached Xia Lu's ears.

You like him, you quarreled with your mother because of him, and cried so much, why does my heart hurt so much.

Xia Lu felt that her eyes were dry, and the hand holding Xiao Zi began to turn cold.

"Xia Lu, it's good to have you." Xiao Zi leaned closer to Xia Lu, and the faint scent of camellia lingered on the tip of Xia Lu's nose.

Xiao Zi's crying gradually subsided, and she fell asleep drowsily, while Xia Lu stayed up all night, looking at the delicate face in front of her, Xia Lu silently shed tears.

I love you, but you love him.

You can express your love for him, but I have to hide it carefully, for fear of being discovered by you.

How can I stand in front of you calmly, if you know my love for you, will you feel disgusted by me?Will you never sleep peacefully beside me like this again?

Xiao Zi, what should I do?

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