guarding you for seven years

The passage of time makes me reluctant to let go, unable to let go, unable to forget my love for you, I hurt myself, but I can't escape the catastrophe of disillusionment after all.

Part II NO.3 of the third year

In the morning, Xia Lu walked into the classroom. There was only Sun Shike in the classroom. Xia Lu saw that he felt that there was nowhere to vent his anger. In front of Xia Lu who was furious, Xia Lu moved her lips but didn't say a word, she just looked at him quietly like this, while Sun Shike was waiting for Xia Lu's anger to erupt.

Xia Lu wanted to scold the person in front of her, and wanted him not to appear in front of Xiao Zi in the future, but Xiao Zi's red and swollen eyes that cried for him were deeply engraved in Xia Lu's mind, lingering, Xiao Zi likes him, Xiao Zi likes him, Xiao Zi likes him.If he leaves Xiao Zi, Xiao Zi will suffer even more.

Xia Lu's rapid breathing became steady, she didn't know how to speak, what could she say, did she have a position to speak?

"Xia Lu? Sun Shike? You..." Liu Yao walked into the classroom and looked at the two people who were sitting and standing. He was a little confused, so last night he didn't sleep well all night, and his mind was full of Xia Lu running over the wall. walking back.

Xia Lu walked back to her seat and took out her book. The classroom was extremely quiet.

Sun Shike looked at Xia Lu who was sitting back to her role, then glanced at Liu Yao, and also silently lowered her head to read.Liu Yao was even more baffled, walked up to Xia Lu, and stopped, "Where did you go last night?" Liu Yao was a little aggrieved, but couldn't explain why.

Xia Lu pretended not to hear, and continued to read her book.Seeing her ignoring her, Liu Yao was extremely irritable, reached out and took her book away, and threw it on his desk. Xia Lu looked up at the angry Liu Yao, "Does it have something to do with you?" The indifferent voice hurt Liu Yao's nerves. Liu Yao felt speechless for a moment, and gradually clenched his right hand. Xia Lu turned around and took back her own book from the desk behind her, and continued to read with her head down.

The time for class was getting closer and closer, and the students walked into the classroom one after another. Liu Yao sat back in his seat, looked at the head with short hair in front of his ears, and wanted to pinch it to burst. Look inside Is it brain pulp or rice milk.

Xiao Zi didn't come to Xia Lu again, because he was afraid of meeting Sun Shike, and also afraid that his classmates would make fun of them again.The two of them ate three meals together again, Xia Lu felt as if she had returned to the way she was two years ago, but it was different again, Xiao Zi stopped talking and laughing, and ate less.

Xia Lu looked at Xiao Zi, who was absent-minded while eating, and felt very sad. "Xiao Zi." Xia Lu called softly to the person in front of her. Xiao Zi fiddled with the rice on the plate, wondering what she was thinking, "Xiao Zi?" Xia Lu knocked Xiao Zi's plate with a spoon, and Xiao Zi looked up in confusion. ,"What's wrong?"

"You'll have a monthly exam tomorrow, right?" Xia Lu looked at the distraught man, exhaled quietly, suppressing the pain in her heart. "Are you going to take another exam? Why is it so fast, I'm not ready yet." Xiao Zi's eyes flashed panic.

"Xiao Zi, didn't you say that puppy love won't affect your studies? Then prove it to your mother, and Sun Shike is not everything to you, you know how to do it yourself." After Xia Lu finished speaking, she went to Xiao Zi, bowed her head to eat, But she couldn't swallow it anyway, her eyes were a little sore, Xia Lu opened her eyes wide to slowly hide the soreness.

Xiao Zi looked at Xia Lu, she knew that Xia Lu was not good at words, but Xia Lu could always comfort herself in her own way, just like this time, Xia Lu didn't say anything, just quietly accompanied her like that, You will feel at ease. When you are sad, having someone who understands you is by your side. This is the most precious thing.

"Xia Lu, am I worthless? I know that Sun Shike is not everything to me, but I'm just so sad. Thinking of him makes my heart ache. Here, Xia Lu, it hurts so much here." Xiao Zi covered the position of her heart, eyes It started to turn red again.

Xiao Zi, do you know that when you were heartbroken for him, my heart was already broken for you.

Xia Lu just looked at Xiao Zi quietly like that, she couldn't let go, couldn't let go of her love for Xiao Zi, Xiao Zi was the same, but the object was different.

Liu Yao has ignored Xia Lu for many days, Xia Lu felt a little guilty, knowing that what she said that morning was a bit hurtful, she wanted to apologize to him, but she couldn't open her mouth, Xia Lu sighed, when did she become so hypocritical .

Xia Lu thought for a long time, took out the sticky note, and slowly wrote each word in that handsome handwriting.

Xia Lu stretched her hands behind her back and put the note on Liu Yao's desk.Liu Yao looked at the note with raised eyebrows, but did not move.

Xia Lu thought to herself, if he is willing to tell herself, it means he is not angry, then she should apologize to him, if he is unwilling to tell herself, then... just forget it.

This is how Xia Lu handles interpersonal relationships, so she has few friends, and she doesn't know how to be tactful. If she takes the first step and the other party doesn't respond, she should take that step back, but Xiao Zi is the only one who is different. Yes, as long as he can get close to Xiao Zi, even by a centimeter, Dao Shan Huo Hai himself will not hesitate.

Time passed by, and there was no movement from the people behind. Xia Lu turned her head and saw that the note was still in place, and hadn't been opened. It's really too much, if I were myself, I wouldn't talk to people like myself anymore.Xia Lu was a little disappointed, and reached out to take back the note on the table. Liu Yao pressed Xia Lu's hand quickly, pulled out the note from under her hand, and then looked down at the watch on her wrist, "Nine minutes and 47 seconds, Xia Lu, you Is that all you have patience for?"

Xia Lu was a little sluggish, this is... what's going on?Is he testing his patience?Is there such a test?

Liu Yao opened the note, and the handsome handwriting came into view. "I didn't understand the question about magnetic field mechanics taught by the physics teacher today. Can you explain it to me again?"

Liu Yao picked up the pen and wrote something flamboyantly at the bottom of the note. Xia Lu looked at it, and Liu Yao turned the written word to face Xia Lu. "Why did you go that night?"

Xia Lu looked up at Liu Yao, Liu Yao had an expression of "I just want to ask", Xia Lu had no choice but to pick up a pen and wrote: "Go to Xiao Zi's house."

Liu Yao rolled his eyes and continued to write: "Why do you want to go to her house?"

Xia Lu hesitated for a moment, this was Xiao Zi's private matter, she didn't want to tell others, but Liu Yao showed no reluctance to let go, kept silent for ten seconds, and wrote: "Her mother found out about her and Sun Shike , I will accompany her."

"So you stood in front of Sun Shike that morning to seek justice for your good friend." Liu Yao said softly, and Xia Lu felt a little embarrassed when she thought of that morning, and nodded, "I'm sorry, I... ..." "I forgive you, bring that question, and I'll explain it to you." Liu Yao's mood immediately improved, and the low pressure of the past few days also disappeared. Xia Lu looked at Liu Yao who was smiling and happy , speechless for a moment.

Liu Yao put away the small notes written by the two of them, and in the later days, the two often wrote notes.Liu Yao collected them all, until many years later, when Liu Yao was sorting out the old things, looking at the notes contained in the box, his nose became sour.How naive we were back then, but we wanted to write notes face to face, but I never forgot how naive we were back then.

"Xia Lu." After school, Sun Shike called to stop her who was about to leave. Xia Lu stopped and looked at Sun Shike, "I will wait for Xiao Zi at the gazebo on the east side of the playground after dinner, can you tell her." There was a faint pleading in Sun Shike's eyes, Xia Lu's first reaction was to refuse, but thinking of Xiao Zi's distraught appearance, her eyes would turn red when she mentioned Sun Shike, Xia Lu held back and nodded silently.

When Xia Lu brought Sun Shike's words to Xiao Zi, Xiao Zi was obviously excited. Xia Lu saw it hurt in his eyes, and Xiao Zi ate a few mouthfuls casually, then hurriedly left Xia Lu and walked to the playground.

Xia Lu looked at Xiao Zi's leaving figure, and then at the gloomy sky outside the window, is it going to snow?No wonder it's so cold.

Xia Lu hadn't gone to the stands for a long time, the weather was cold, and the time for studying was tight, but today after eating, she went to the stands, because she could see the two people in the gazebo there.Xia Lu felt that she was born to be abused. She knew that seeing those two people would hurt her heart, but she still wanted to see what they had to say.

In the gazebo, the two stood there, Xiao Zi was crying, Sun Shike coaxed softly, gently wiped away Xiao Zi's tears, Xiao Zi smiled through tears, that scene deeply hurt Xia Lu's eyes, Xia Lu thought of herself I wiped away tears for Xiao Zi many times, and each time I wiped more and more tears, but Xiao Zi could smile happily at Sun Shike.Xia Lu gently held her heart, the slowly beating melody showed the master's pain.

"The two of them are reconciled, you should be happy." A familiar voice came from behind, and Xia Lu turned around to find Liu Yao standing behind her, a little flustered, "Why do you make no sound every time you walk, you have to pay for scaring people Yes." Xia Lu eagerly concealed himself, Liu Yao walked to Xia Lu's side, because Xia Lu's back was facing him, he didn't notice Xia Lu's abnormality, but felt that Xia Lu was still lonely as always.

"It was you who were fascinated by watching, and didn't hear my footsteps." Liu Yao raised his hand and ruffled Xia Lu's ear-shaped short hair. From the first day he saw Xia Lu, Liu Yao wanted to rub Xia Lu's short hair. "Why are you rubbing my hair?" Xia Lu pressed her head with both hands, and took a step back, wanting to stay away from Liu Yao.

Sure enough, a stupid girl is just a stupid girl.

The gloomy sky was covered with snowflakes, and Xia Lu thought that when she woke up tomorrow morning, it must be a vast expanse of whiteness again. When she was looking at the gazebo in the distance, there were no figures of those two people.

Liu Yao stretched out his hand, and the snowflakes fell on his hand and melted, turning into crystal drops. Xia Lu smiled and said he was childish.Liu Yao ignored it and continued to watch the snowflakes turn into water droplets.

Xia Lu, you know how much I want to hold your hand and pass on the warmth of my palm to you.But I know I can't, I'm afraid you will hide further, so let Xuehua pass on the warmth of the palm to you.

I think, when I met you, I met love.Liu Yao looked at Xia Lu with a nice smile on his lips.

The new year is coming, and the countdown to the college entrance examination will start after the new year. If we don't get into the same university, does that mean we will be separated? Xiao Zi, are you willing to part with me?

I can't let go of you.