guarding you for seven years

I always thought that I had changed, but in your eyes, I am still me, the one I met when I first met. ---summer green

Fifth YearNO.39

After the competition, Xia Lu went back to school and began to prepare for the final exam. She hadn’t seen Bian Yang for a long time. Once she met Li Mojuan in the cafeteria. Xia Lu asked Bian Yang what he was up to recently. Li Mojuan said that Bian Yang didn’t What are you busy with? You go to class every day, but you don't live in school, so you rarely see her.

Xia Lu was a little melancholy. Since An Qing left, she rarely went to Qi Bar, and now her relationship with Bian Yang has become so rigid. In fact, she really wanted to explain it to Bian Yang, but she didn't know where to say it. From now on, it is really a dilemma.

After fighting for many days, Xia Lu finally finished all the subjects and was ready to pack her things and go home. She felt that she had a good excuse to meet Bian Yang, and that was to say goodbye.

Xia Lu didn't call Bian Yang, and went directly to Qiba. Xia Lu thought that she should be able to find Bian Yang in Qiba.Yuka hasn't seen Xia Lu for a long time. Seeing Xia Lu's sudden visit, he was a little surprised, "Xia Lu? Why are you here?" Yuka asked.

"I'm on vacation, so I came to see you. I'm going home tomorrow." Xia Lu sat at the bar, not seeing Yuka for a long time, and really missed it.

"You really have no conscience. An Qing is gone, and you are not coming. I am alone every day. Occasionally, Bian Yang will come, but when she comes, she just sits there and drinks, but a new one came two days ago. I heard that An Qing introduced her, and An Qing is unwilling to let Bian Yang mess up her hard work." Yuka said while mixing a drink for Xia Lu.

Xia Lu turned the straw of the cup and looked around, "Did Bian Yang not come today?" Xia Lu asked.

"She seems to have finished the exam the day before yesterday, and said this morning that she is going to R City to find her girlfriend." Yuka said in a low voice.

The straw in Xia Lu's hand slipped, it turned out that Bian Yang wasn't there, it seemed that he couldn't see her anymore, she felt a little lost, and originally wanted to have a good talk with Bian Yang.

"I'm here to adjust the bar. It's been a long time since I did it." Xia Lu got up and went into the dressing room, changed into the waiter's clothes and entered the bar. Yuka was relaxed and sat beside him playing games.

Xia Lu mixed five cups of Wutongluo in a row and placed them in a row on the bar. The brown liquid shone brightly in the transparent cup. Xia Lu picked up ice cubes and put them into the cup. Scattered lightly, hitting the transparent glass and being bounced back again, this feeling is very similar to Xia Lu's mood at the moment, there are no major emotional ups and downs, but there are always some small, unexplained emotional tumbling.

At this time, there were no customers in Bar Seven, Xia Lu didn't know why she had to mix so many cups of Wutongluo, she lay on the bar counter, looking at the five cups of liquid, wondering what she was thinking.

Standing at the door, Bian Yang watched Xia Lu staring blankly at the row of wine, feeling a little speechless.She hadn't seen Xia Lu for half a month, she probably came here because she was going home on vacation.

Bian Yang walked to the bar and tapped lightly on the bar, "There is no customer ordering wine, what are you doing so much?" Bian Yang looked at Xia Lu.

Xia Lu raised her head, and the moment she saw Bian Yang, her eyes were a bit dazed, then she raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, when she opened her eyes, Bian Yang was still standing in front of her, she woke up, she was not dreaming.

"Didn't you go..." to find Fang Xiao?Xia Lu swallowed the rest of the words.

Bian Yang picked up a glass of sycamore and drank it all in one gulp, "The taste is not as good as before." Bian Yang put the empty glass on the bar counter and made a "boom" sound. Xia Lu clicked her tongue, watching Bian Yang want to Going to serve the second cup, Xia Lu hurriedly stopped her, "You will get drunk if you drink like this."

Bian Yang pushed Xia Lu's hand away, picked up the second cup and drank it down again, Xia Lu stared blankly at Bian Yang, she couldn't understand what Bian Yang was thinking more and more.

Xia Lu stretched out her hand to wrap the remaining three cups with her arms, preventing Bian Yang from touching them.Bian Yang saw Xia Lu's childish actions, and laughed, it turned out that no matter what happened, Xia Lu was still Xia Lu for a long time.

Bian Yang didn't continue to drink, and walked towards the booth where she used to sit. There seemed to be some wine she hadn't finished before, and she continued to pour.

Xia Lu walked quickly to Bian Yang's side and grabbed Bian Yang's wine glass, "What's the matter with you? Drink without saying a word when you come." Xia Lu was a little angry.

"I said it, didn't you hear? I just said, no guests order wine, why do you mix so much? You didn't answer me, so I just pretended that you made it for me, so how can I live up to you? What about your kindness?" Bian Yang leaned on the sofa with a faint smile on his face.

Xia Lu felt that Bian Yang's smile made her a little terrified, she especially didn't like Bian Yang looking at her and smiling like this, and felt like a little white rabbit that she would be bitten to death at any time in front of Bian Yang, a fox.

"I didn't make it for you, I wanted to give it to the next guests who order wine." Xia Lu muttered softly, then put down the wine glass in her hand.

"Yuka said, you went to City R." Xia Lu said softly, not daring to look up at Bian Yang.

Bian Yang's eyelids moved, "I was going, but I suddenly felt that it was unnecessary." Bian Yang frowned, and raised his hand to pour the wine again, this time Xia Lu didn't stop him.

"I think Fang Xiao must have her difficulties, she..."

"Xia Lu." Bian Yang interrupted Xia Lu, and stopped pouring the wine, "You have to stay out of the matter between me and her, no matter what she said to you, don't use your so-called kindness to help Anyone, some people don't need it at all, your kindness will look ridiculous." After Bian Yang finished speaking, he put the wine in the glass into his mouth, and the spicy taste of the wine immediately filled the whole mouth, and then the whole esophagus and even the whole stomach were crushed. Burning up, Bian Yang thought, this is what she was after, and getting drunk would solve all her worries, but how could she not be drunk?

Xia Lu stared blankly at Bian Yang, her kindness?She didn't want to help anyone, she just wanted to make Bian Yang happy.But... Could it be that she did something wrong.

Xia Lu felt aggrieved, she remained silent, and kept scratching her hair, the shoulder-length hair was messed up by her, Bian Yang put down his wine glass and grabbed Xia Lu's hand, "Do you want to change?" Are you bald?"

Xia Lu shook off Bian Yang's hand, picked up the wine that Bian Yang had poured, and drank it in one gulp. The spicy wine made her cough non-stop. Finish it in one gulp.

"If it wasn't for your relationship, how could I have so much kindness, and I'm not a living Bodhisattva." Xia Lu said angrily.

Bian Yang was stunned, she didn't expect Xia Lu to say such a thing, she knew what she said just now was a bit too much, but a girl like Xia Lu, she can't remember what she said clearly.Bian Yang got up and pressed Xia Lu on the back of the sofa, pressed Xia Lu's shoulder with one hand, and wrapped Xia Lu's waist with the other, his eyes were shining brightly.

Xia Lu was startled by Bian Yang's sudden action, she blinked at Bian Yang, her round almond eyes were flustered, and Lan Fang's alcohol smell flowed between them.

There was a little embarrassment in the ambiguity, the two looked at each other in this atmosphere, Bian Yang's hand slowly tightened, Xia Lu felt pain, but she didn't dare to struggle, she couldn't figure out Bian Yang, and at this moment it was even more messed up. don't know.

Bian Yang looked at Xia Lu Qingming with some uneasiness in his eyes, his own shadow reflected in his bright almond eyes, Bian Yang loosened his hand slowly, then put his head on Xia Lu's shoulder, his tense body also relaxed down.

Xia Lu also seemed to be relieved, Bian Yang's hair was close to her face, the pleasant smell of hair was mixed with the smell of wine, Xia Lu felt that Bian Yang was very fragile at this moment, this kind of fragility was different from what she told herself before It was different from Fang Xiao's time, maybe he was unwilling at that time, but now he is willing to let go.

Xia Lu's hand gently caressed Bian Yang's back. For Bian Yang, no matter what Bian Yang did to her, she always felt sorry for Bian Yang. For so long, the two supported each other and walked for so long. Although she was not I know Bian Yang very well, but Bian Yang is willing to show her fragility to himself, which shows that in Bian Yang's heart, she is different from others, at least she is special.

"Xia Lu, can you not go home and stay with me?" Bian Yang's voice trembled slightly. Xia Lu knew that Bian Yang would not cry, and she must not have cried at this time, but her heart must be crying.

"Then I'll take you home together, okay?" Xia Lu's soft voice reached Bian Yang's ears, and Bian Yang's loosened hand slowly tightened, "Take you home together" is so beautiful Bian Yangming knew that she shouldn't be intoxicated by these six characters, but she really wanted to go home with Xia Lu.

A few minutes later, Bian Yang struggled a lot, and Xia Lu's dull voice sounded in Xia Lu's ears, "Okay, I'll go with you."

We always want to have a shoulder to lean on when we are weak. We don’t want this shoulder to be so strong, but we just hope to get a short rest, let ourselves stay for a while, and tell ourselves that in this difficult world, There are still some people who feel that they are important beings.

For Bian Yang, although Xia Lu is not perfect and has flaws in character, Xia Lu is the place where she is willing to let go of her guard.

That year, Xia Lu was 19 years old, Xiao Zi was 19 years old, and Bian Yang was 20 years old.And the real story seems to be over, but the end of a story means a new beginning.

Fortunately, youth is still there, they are still there, and the story is still there.

Today’s update, tomorrow will be the sixth year, so, you have seen the hope of ending, and I have also seen that you have been supporting me.And what I can do is to write "Seven Years", thank you, dear little book fans.