guarding you for seven years

Sometimes it is necessary to retreat. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

The sixth year NO.1

Bian Yang felt that he was too impulsive, if he followed Xia Lu back to her house like this, would he bother Xia Lu's family?After Bian Yang got on the train, she began to regret that she shouldn't do things like this.

"I told my mother last night that I would bring my friends back. She welcomes you very much." Feeling Bian Yang's uneasiness, Xia Lu said with a soft smile.

Bian Yang replied in a low voice and stopped talking, looking at the already dark sky outside the window, the stars in the sky were scattered in the night sky, and she had a different kind of peace.

When they arrived at the destination, it was past ten o'clock in the morning. Xia Lu and Bian Yang packed up their luggage and got off the bus. This time is just right for lunch when they go home. My mother must have made a lot of things I like to eat. Thinking of this, Xia Lu became cheerful all over.

Bian Yang and Xia Lu walked out of the station, Bian Yang looked up at the sun in the sky, her eyes were dazzling, the hot weather made her a little uncomfortable, the more she thought about it, the more she felt a little rash, "Xia Lu, should I buy something?"

"No, my dad is here to pick us up. It should be in the parking lot over there. I told him it's hot, so just wait for us in the car. Let's go find him and go home directly." Xia Lu felt relieved, Hometown is better, familiar buildings, familiar air, even the scorching sun are good.

Entering the parking lot, Xia Lu saw her father's car at a glance. Xia Lu pulled Bian Yang over, opened the car window, and waved to the people inside.

The car window lowered slowly, and a familiar face appeared in front of him, eh?Not dad.Is it cousin?

"Xia Lu." Cousin waved at Xia Lu, then opened the door and got out of the car.

"Brother? Why is it you? Didn't you say my father came to pick him up?" Xia Lu asked suspiciously.

"Why can't it be me? Your father has something to do. I just happened to visit your mother today. When I heard you were coming back, I drove your father's car to pick you up. Is this your classmate?" Cousin glanced at the side Yang, with surprise in his eyes.

"Hello." Bian Yang greeted politely.

"Well, quickly put our luggage in the trunk. It's so hot, I have to go home quickly. I'm so hungry." Xia Lu pushed her cousin and stuffed all the luggage for him.

Bian Yang glanced at Xia Lu lightly, without saying a word, opened the car door and got into the car first, and Xia Lu also got into the car after Bian Yang.

On the way, my cousin asked some questions about Xia Lu's situation at school, and Xia Lu answered them one by one. My cousin is quite satisfied with Xia Lu's performance. This cousin is the most worry-free, but the more worry-free, the more I will feel sorry for her.

Xia Lu's cousin glanced at Bian Yang through the rearview mirror, Xia Lu introduced Bian Yang to the buildings outside the car window in a low voice, and Bian Yang responded softly.He felt a little strange that Bian Yang, the first time he saw a girl, he didn't think she should be in Xia Lu's social circle, but seeing the way they whispered, it seemed that they had a very good relationship, and this was Xia Lu except Xiao Lu. Ultraviolet, the only classmate brought home, it seems that in the past two years, this cousin of hers really has her own ideas.

Mother Xia did not disappoint Xia Lu, she cooked a lot of delicious food, and she was very enthusiastic towards Bian Yang, but Bian Yang was a bit reserved, she didn't know how to get along with elders, she talked less and ate less.

After returning home, Xia Lu became more talkative, told her parents a lot of interesting things about the school, and even showed off her excellent grades a little, which made her parents very happy.Bian Yang suddenly realizes that Xia Lu in front of her parents has the playfulness she should have at this age. This may be the happiness and warmth of the family, but she has never felt it.

After lunch, Bian Yang sat in front of Xia Lu's desk. There were a lot of Xia Lu's books on it, as well as some high school test questions. It is also a piece of emotion.

Xia Lu came into the room with a plate of watermelon, watched Bian Yang flipping through his book, and said, "These are all unfinished test papers that I was lazy in the past, and I haven't dealt with them, so I put them here." Xia Lu I opened the review questions casually, almost all of them were blank.

"I thought you were the kind of person whose test papers were full of handwriting, but I didn't expect your test papers to be whiter than mine." Bian Yang really didn't expect Xia Lu to be that kind of lazy person.

"Hey, I'm actually not very good at studying. I'm more free-spirited, and my parents don't care about me, but it's just a last resort." Xia Lu sat by the bed, resting her chin in one hand, and pinching the watermelon in the other.

"When you were young, you must have been very happy." Bian Yang said.

"How should I put it? When I was young, they were very busy, and I was by myself. I often couldn't eat, so I ate some bread, biscuits, etc., so I was very thin. It was better when I knew I was in high school and lived in school. , went to university and was far away from home, and when they came back from vacation, they wished they could stay with me at home, but they also had jobs, but our family’s way of getting along was much easier.” Xia Lu didn’t have much memory of her childhood, she only remembered something She was alone, even if she didn't do well, no one scolded her, so she got used to it, and of course developed a habit of procrastination.

When Bian Yang thinks about her childhood, she seems to have only her elder brother and the nanny, but her elder brother accompanied her more. She went to school with her elder brother since she was very young, and her parents didn't care about her. Later, she grew up and became sensible. There is less communication with his parents, and Bian Yang feels that he has nothing to say to his parents.There is nothing to say until now, she stays quietly in her room most of the time at home.

Bian Yang looked around at Xia Lu's room, it was clean and tidy, and the walls were also very clean, unlike other girls who posted a bunch of messy posters, Bian Yang was very similar in this regard.

"Take a good rest today. Tomorrow I will take you to play in our water park. I heard from my cousin that it is newly opened. It is a holiday now, so there should be many people." Xia Lu handed the watermelon on the plate to Bian Yang , Bian Yang shook his head, indicating that he would not eat.

"Then why don't you go to Xiao Zi?" Bian Yang asked.

Xia Lu's action of biting the watermelon stopped, and she was silent for a few seconds, "Just let us go." Xia Lu bit her lower lip lightly, Bian Yang knew that Xia Lu's action meant that she didn't know what to do.

"Okay, let's go." Bian Yang felt that she shouldn't mention Xiao Zi at this time, but she would definitely see her when she came here. She was actually looking forward to the three of them hanging out together. She wanted to know who would be in Xia Lu's heart. The important point is, after getting along for so long, did I leave any trace in Xia Lu's heart, or maybe I left nothing at all.

Xiao Zi got the news on the day Xia Lu came back, and she also knew that Bian Yang and Xia Lu came back together. When she heard the news, she was stunned. She asked Xia Lu's roommate about Xia Lu's life. Lu's train trip, I want to pick up Xia Lu and give Xia Lu a surprise. Unexpectedly, Xia Lu's roommate leaked the news that Xia Lu came back with Bian Yang. She knew that Xia Lu would be happy if she showed up, but she would also Feeling a little embarrassed, she didn't want Xia Lu to make things difficult, so she wisely didn't go to find Xia Lu, didn't call Xia Lu, she was waiting for Xia Lu to take the initiative to contact her.

"Xiao Zi, what are you thinking?" When Sun Shike called Xiao Zi's name for the third time, Xiao Zi came back from his contemplation, "Ah? No, I was thinking where we will go to play later." Xiao Zi said laughingly.

"Where do you want to go?" Sun Shike looked at Xiao Zi tenderly and asked softly.

"How about going to the water park? It's so hot, it should be cool there." Xiao Zi smiled.

"Okay." Sun Shike took a tissue and wiped off the rice grains that Xiao Zi had stained on the corner of her mouth. The movements were gentle, and Xiao Zi didn't dodge. She raised her hand and rubbed the place Sun Shike had just wiped.

Xiao Zi feels guilty, her love for Sun Shike confuses her, she can't tell if it is love, if it is love, then what is the desire for Xia Lu?She hates herself like this.

She felt that Sun Shike seemed to know about her relationship with Xia Lu. Every time Xia Lu called, he would leave Xiao Zi space for the two of them to talk alone. If there was any news about Xia Lu, Sun Shike would take the initiative to avoid it. summer green.

Sun Shike seemed to understand righteousness, but the more she had such an attitude, the more Xiao Zi felt guilty. She wanted to have a good talk with Sun Shike several times, but every time she looked at Sun Shike's handsome face, she was full of disapproval. She couldn't say anything about her own love.

Xiao Zi examines the nature of her feelings for Xia Lu again and again, love?not like.friendship?more than.She would fall into her own tangled struggle every time, and she felt so tired.

Of course Sun Shike knew what Xiao Zi was thinking, he gave Xiao Zi the most space to think, even if Xiao Zi broke up with him and was with other boys, he had no objection, which meant that Xiao Zi didn't love him anymore, but Xiao Zi Zi absolutely can't be with Xia Lu, he loves Xiao Zi, so he doesn't want Xiao Zi to be criticized, and he doesn't want Xiao Zi to bear the pressure of homosexuality.

But Sun Shike is smart, he knows that sometimes, the more people object to something, the more they can come together, so he let Xiao Zi's feelings for Xia Lu go, but it doesn't mean he doesn't do anything, He used his actions to prove his love for Xiao Zi little by little, and the number increased dramatically every day.

Sun Shike admitted that he was betting on Xiao Zi's inner moral bottom line, and based on his understanding of Xiao Zi, he was 80.00% sure that he would win.

Today's update, thank you for your support.