Do you love me?

After signing the compensation contract for demolition, Xia Zhifei officially lost his home. They spent half a day packing Xia Zhifei's things, and then He Ye helped call someone to sell the furniture that could not be taken away.

I don’t have many things, I can’t take the big ones like desks and wardrobes, and I don’t have the small clothes that I wanted to take away when I was a child. Most of Xia Zhifei’s own clothes are also kept in school, and the things I want to take away are basically meaningful. The photo albums and certificates from my childhood are enough to fit in a suitcase.

The workers who wait for the second-hand furniture have moved everything away, and they are going back to the city center where they study and work.Xia Zhifei watched the old furniture being moved out one by one in a daze, and the feeling of being alone in the world became more and more obvious, and he was afraid of being ignored for no reason.

The body trembled involuntarily.

He Ye next to him sensed his emotions, held his shoulders lightly with both hands, lowered his head and whispered in his ear, "Xiao Feifei, we'll go home later, don't be afraid."

Xia Zhifei's heart trembled suddenly, his eyes were moistened involuntarily, his half-open mouth trembled, and it took him a while to say a word.

"it is good."

On this day, He Ye took Xia Zhifei back to the apartment he bought and started their cohabitation life.

Then, in the blink of an eye, it will be five years.

Xia Zhifei dropped the cigarette butt in his mouth, stomped it out, and sighed.Open the door with the key, turn on the light, slowly walk to the bedroom to get his mobile phone, open the desktop, there are more than ten missed calls, it seems that He Ye has stopped calling.

He looked at the string of familiar numbers in the address book, and remembered what he said to He Zihua before, "It's easy to get together and get together, no one suffers", and felt that this was simply a huge flag.Xia Zhifei smiled, and felt that he had grown up even though he was going to break up and still laugh.

He Ye dotes on him very much, making him more and more greedy.Xia Zhifei, who was satisfied with a little love, has become an increasingly greedy Xia Zhifei.

Really, he had already forgotten about Xu Yue. If He Ye hadn't lied, he would have been fine. After all, the relationship in the past five years was not fake.

Xia Zhifei deliberately ignored her heartache, and dialed He Ye's phone expressionlessly.As soon as the call was made, it was picked up.He Ye's voice on the phone was obviously tired and anxious, "Where are you?"

"It's not important." Xia Zhifei lay lightly on the sofa with a relaxed tone, "Don't worry about my safety."

"Where are you?" He Ye asked again, obviously relieved, "I'll pick you up."

"No. The key to the house has been returned to you, let's get together and get away." Xia Zhifei even had a smile in his tone, he felt that he was amazing.

Obviously very uncomfortable.

"Get together and get away?" He Ye said with irrepressible anger, "Where are you, let's clarify in person."

"I made it very clear." He emphasized his seriousness again, "I'm breaking up with you, we're done."

"Do you know what you're talking about?" He Ye gritted his teeth, Xia Zhifei could feel his anger through the phone, "Come back first, let's talk."

"There's nothing to talk about." Xia Zhifei looked up at the ceiling above, "If you want to talk, let's make it clear on the phone."

"Xu Yue and I are really not what you think." He Ye's tone was weak after being angry.

"Enough." Xia Zhifei really didn't want to hear Xu Yue's name at all, "I don't want to hear that you lied to me for him anymore."

"I haven't." He Ye's tone tended to be calm, "Where are you, I'll ask him to tell you in person."

"There's nothing to talk about." Xia Zhifei smiled softly, "In the past five years, no one has suffered."

He Ye on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, just when Xia Zhifei wanted to hang up, he spoke again.

"Did you never love me?"

"If you love me, why never listen to my explanation."

"Every time I have a problem, I run away alone, never considering my feelings."

"For five years, have you been waiting for a reason to leave me?"

At the end, He Ye's tone was inaudible.

He never knew that He Ye saw him this way.

"I don't love you?." Xia Zhifei couldn't hold back her crying, "You know that my mother was going to propose to you today? I don't love you?" After shouting loudly, Xia Zhifei hung up Called, blocked the number, and deleted WeChat friends.

Xia Zhifei threw the phone aside, retracted her feet into the sofa, and lay there with her eyes closed.The tears could not be stopped, but he kept telling himself that it would not be uncomfortable when he fell asleep, go to sleep and go to sleep.

But in fact, he couldn't sleep at all, and He Ye's complaint kept ringing in his ears.

It turned out that I was so bad in his eyes, so it would be a good thing to leave him and stop harming him, wouldn't it?

Xia Zhifei no longer shed tears, but just stared at the ceiling with her eyes open until a faint light appeared in the sky.

He was woken up by hunger.

Xia Zhifei yawned and stood up to exercise his muscles and bones. He wanted to go to the toilet to wash up, but found that there was no toothbrush, toothpaste, towel.Looking at myself with red, swollen eyes and unshaven beard in the mirror, I feel like I lost most of my life after breaking up.

Well, more or less the same actually.

After washing his face with water, he checked his phone. It was four o'clock in the afternoon, and he was really not in the mood to go out. Xia Zhifei used the mobile app to buy a lot of daily necessities and commonly used household appliances in the takeaway supermarket.

Then, he picked up the cigarette on the table, lit one, and looked at it for a week without hesitation. He had to bite the cigarette holder. The bitter taste made his mind clear again, so he looked for cleaning tools and officially started. Get busy.

Only when I am busy, I have no time to think about it.

He was still fighting against the dust in the room, and the things he bought arrived, and he opened the door for the delivery boy. Xia Zhifei watched him slowly pile up the door, and felt a sense of satisfaction that he had a lot to do.

After seeing off the younger brother, Xia Zhifei opened the boxes one by one and started to tidy up his home.It was already eight o'clock in the evening after tidying up. After making the bed, Xia Zhifei lay down on it contentedly, as if all the tiredness had flown away.

This kind of life with only oneself is also very good, and it is possible to live well without anyone loving you.

Xia Zhifei looked at the well-decorated and cozy little house with satisfaction, feeling a sense of pride in her heart.He went to the bathroom to take a good bath, put on his bathrobe and ran to the living room to watch TV.

The variety shows I like to watch are still familiar, but the laughter alone is a bit lonely. Xia Zhifei hugged the pillow, thought about it, and decided to adopt a cat to accompany her tomorrow.

For the time being, I don't want to love people anymore, it's not bad to love small animals.

At about ten o'clock, Xia Zhifei planned to go back to his bedroom and write a letter of resignation on the computer.He Ye knew his work unit, he didn't want to spend any more effort to hide, it's better to cut off everything.After writing, he sent it to his boss.

After taking care of everything, he finally had time to sleep and forget about He Ye, and started a new life.

Just as he was laying down on the bed, Xia Zhifei's thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the doorbell. Dissatisfaction was dissatisfaction, Xia Zhifei obediently went to open the door.Although it was very late, because the security of this neighborhood was good, he was not worried about someone with a plot to ring the doorbell.

"Who is it?" Xia Zhifei said, and opened the door unpreparedly. Before he could see who the person was, he was hugged by the waist and led into the room, and the person closed the door by the way.

Of course Xia Zhifei recognized this man's embrace, her eyes turned red instantly, and she desperately resisted to leave his confinement.Leaving aside Xia Zhifei's personality, and He Ye going to the gym on a regular basis, it is impossible for Xia Zhifei to escape He Ye's control just because of the difference in body size between the two.

He Ye kept his face sullen all the way, bearing Xia Zhifei's attack as if nothing happened, picked him up all the way to easily find his bed, and threw him on the bed.

Xia Zhifei had never seen He Ye who treated him so roughly, and was really frightened.When he was thrown on the bed, his desire to survive made him get up and get out of bed regardless of the dizziness in front of him. Unexpectedly, his limbs were immediately suppressed by He Ye, unable to move.He Ye pressed him down and stared at him without saying a word.

Xia Zhifei's heart was frightened by him, and his heart was beating violently. Seeing that he didn't speak, he came to preemptively, and said in a flat tone as much as possible, "Mr. He, what are you doing?"

It would be better if the tone didn't tremble.

He Ye still didn't reply, but just shifted his gaze to his chest that was opened due to the pulling.He Ye followed his gaze and blushed immediately, "Mr. He, we have nothing to do with you anymore, you are sexual harassment."

He Ye still didn't speak, he lowered his head and bit Xia Zhifei's neck hard. The bite made Xia Zhifei cry out in pain, and felt that his neck must be bleeding.

"It's okay?" He Ye licked the red mark on Xia Zhifei's neck that he had bitten out, which aroused Xia Zhifei's goosebumps, "I didn't promise to break up with you, Mr. Xia."

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